"Hatred is simply another form of love.
Maybe the most powerful.
Because in hatred,
there's no fear the other person won't care about you-
There's no fear the other person will leave you-
because HATE leaves scars like no other wound would."

I don't know the author.

I'm a tortured soul. I'll go back to read and watch moments of anything just so I can cry, just so I can be sure I'm human. And I know, that if I ever stop crying at those moments, that I've come less of a human.

Author-me.

These are fanfics that I don't want to forget. The fics on this list are all well written, and I enjoyed them. A few of these fics made me cry. I will only put completed and ones I think are completed fanfics in this list. They are in no particular order. The fanfics are of any kind.

Character death, crack-fic, poem, sad, happy, so do not judge them until you read them.

Dying Message by RukawaGF http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6315512/1/Dying_Message (This one was moved to the top because of how, heart-wrenching it was.)

Manor of Sleeping Tattoos by Twilight Zephyr http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6970733/1/Manor_of_Sleeping_Tattoos

SnowBlind by BloodDove01 http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7222724/1/SnowBlind#

I'm Not Who I Think I Am by Simply Emotional http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6381475/1/Im_Not_Who_I_Think_I_Am

Shizuo's Smiling Project by lunary http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7436729/1/Shizuos_Smiling_Project#top

Beautiful Disaster by Dlvvanzor http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5143189/1/Beautiful_Disaster#

Under The Surface by Caelice http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6542994/1/Under_The_Surface#

Corspe Road by Soul Under http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6517729/1/Corpse_Road#

Peace Treaty by piratequeen0405 http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3999755/1/Peace_Treaty

Worth It by Naminaya http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7531654/1/Worth_It#

Midnight Snow by LeviathanoftheSky http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6462627/1/Midnight_Snow#

Precious Devotion by MistressKiko http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6328332/1/Precious_Devotion

Last Kiss by thirteen-forty-two http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6515800/1/bLast_b_bKiss_b#

Blood like Roses by The Leaf180http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7622176/1/Blood_like_Roses#

In Heaven by elbyeol http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7398027/1/In_Heaven

Cell 404 by Nocturnalux http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6900455/1/Cell_404

Just Another Day by Trying to Change Yesterday http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7724248/1/Just_Another_Day#

A Crack in the Wall by Seliphra http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7718110/1/#

Blue Blanket by kc creation http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7747931/1/Blue_Blanket

Wherever You Will Go by caffeinekitty http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7597276/1/Wherever_You_Will_Go

My Autistic Brother by Deunan4eva http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6360605/1/My_Autistic_Brother

Once Upon a Little Time by Xaleria07 http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7714114/1/Once_Upon_a_Little_Time

Your Last Breath by CariTwinx http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7308093/1/Your_Last_Breath

To Touch The Sky by LilyJadeth http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7123117/1/To_Touch_The_Sky

You Belong Only To Me by Alternative Randomness http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7802368/1/You_Belong_Only_To_Me

The World Drops Dead by kc creation http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7639133/1/The_World_Drops_Dead

Psycosomatic Monsters by sachi-samahttp://www.fanfiction.net/s/7950696/1/Psycosomatic_Monsters

15 Years Pursuing a Cute Boy by Mystic Shadow Demonhttp://www.fanfiction.net/s/8152110/1/15_Years_Pursuing_a_Cute_Boy

Upcoming fic ideas (summery only):

1.)-Program Shizuo is no longer available. Program Tsugaru shall activate until program Shizuo is found and restored.

2.)-Shinra decides that it's best to have a contest. In one hat is filled with the names of other Drrr characters. The other hat is filled with slips of paper that say love, friendship, or break-up. Each character must draw one slip of paper from each hat and then write that type of letter for the person whose name they had drawn.

Name: Zoe I'm not telling you my last and middle name.

Age: 15

Gender: female

Birthday: February 14

Anime/ mangas I've watched/ read (in no particular order): Bleach, Naruto, Pokemon, Deadman Wonderland, Sailor Moon, Shugo Chara, Death Note, Tokyo Mew Mew, Ouran High School Host Club,), The Prince of Tennis, Blue Dragon, Mar, Dragon Ball, Bobobo, Magic Knight Rayearth, Inuyasha, Durarara, Kekkakashi, Fruits Basket, Angel Beats, Madoka Magica, The World God Only Knows, and others, i just can't remember at the moment.

Deviantart- http://no-one-is-there.deviantart.com/

Youtube- http://www.youtube.com/user/gamertv65?feature=mhee (I accept all friend requests)

Tumblr- http://lovesanimefanart.tumblr.com/ (Yes. I got a Tumblr. Feel free to ask me anything. Or tell me anything. Et cetra et cetra. I'll answer or reply if you put it in my ask box. You can ask anonymously if you want.)

I play World of Warcraft. I like the alliance characters. I play on Blackwater Raiders. I have 3 characters. A human warlock named Zoerose, a night elf druid named Zooeyrose, and a gnome warrior named Aquea. My main character is the druid that is who I play as the most.

The two bands that I listen to excessively are Death Cab For Cutie and Radwimps. I like almost all songs I listen to.

I SUPPORT YAOI IN ANY WAY SHAPE AND/OR FORM! It doesn't mean I like every couple and/or every yaoi fanfic I ever will/have/am reading.

16 THINGS TO DO AT WAL-MART

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.
2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "Code 3' in housewares"... and see what happens.
5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.
6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.
10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.
11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.
12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.
13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"
14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!!"
15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!
16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "pikachu, I choose you!"

Repost this if you laughed...
Or are planning to do any of these things

If you fall for this please put it in your profile, I fell for it too:

You know you live in 2008 when...

1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) and you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.

This is really sad-

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'

'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Now you have 2 choices:

1) Repost this message, or
2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart.

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