I'm the girl who changes her name too much. Former Sociopathic Dreams. Why the fuck did that I have to change that beautiful nickname anyways?

Too many likes and dislikes to list down specifically. But I do list things down, in a crazed way, then I delete them all for the heck of it. Then I list down again, it's a vicious circle. So now I'm doing the random thing, blah blah blah.

UPDATE.. ABOUT 10 MINUTES AFTER THE FORMER XD

It turns out, I'm crazy. I deleted The Illusion He Adored The Most, Fearful Glances andDream A Little Dream of Me out of an impulse. Sorry to whoever read, liked, reviewed them. I know I promised new chapters all the time and wasn't able to update them due to RL invading me wholly, but I don't think I should continue writing about pairings I don't like. That is especially true about AiHina, I simply cannot stand it anymore, let alone writing it. It's a shame I really liked the plot I had in mind. Kind of funny when one considers it was my OTP for a long time. I wrote manifestos for them in BA. I got into meaningless fights for them with flamy shippers. I've considered deleting Heaven's A Lie, but I don't dislike AizenRangiku and the plot for that isn't exactly shippy. I'll revise and continue that one.

Isn't that ironic that I deleted the exact stories that got the most reviews by far? XD

UPDATE, 24/02/2012:Well duh. I'm watching Bakuman now (and loving it, by the way) and I'm - not very pridefully - returned to my DN obsession. It stuck back quite violently this time around too and I'm blaming Bakuman. Ohba and Obata are turning me into .. some sort of yaoi freak. That only applies to their works, though, I dislike.. or disliked shounen-ai immensely.. once upon a time. More like yaoi-crazedness. Duh, anyways.. I'm liking Makishima/Touma too, so I should better shut up now. And Aizen/Shinji, but that's about it. In comparison with the billion -well, about hundred, to be literal- het pairing I've shipped till now, it's not much, really. Believe me, m'dears.

Anyways...

I'm thinking about putting down my multi-chaptered Bleach stories because I have no interest left in the said pairings even though I like my ideas in them.. but also, I hate the way I used the language in them (most of the times) so it's really a pain. Even though I'm not a native speaker, the mistakes in them make me cringe BAAD. So, I'll try to edit and think of a quicker way to end them (that's the problem, even though there is quite a few chapters just an edit away, the stories still have a long way to go- the big AiHina one was supposed to go well over 100.000 words) but if I fail, that'll leave me no choice but to take them down, since I dislike the idea of that stupid DISCONTINUED poking me in the eye on the summaries.

I guess I really am fickle.

Ah well.

I feel like listing things now.

So...

Pairings, now:

L/Light, Takagi/Mashiro, Geovanni/Near. Will probably be back with Wesker/Jill soon. Makishima/Touma.. or Touma/Makishima, depending on who has the scalpel (XD), is very intriguing to me. Other than those... Franz x Anna Sr is always going to be there, somehow. I'm a bit of a shipping whore when it comes to Death Note and Monster. L/Mello, a bit. I'm also making a habit of mixing BB into.. uh.. EVERYTHING. Hmm... PruHun, GerIta, USUK, Japan/Taiwan... My shipping is induced ridiculously easily when it comes to APH. Ah, Kaiji/Ichijou, and Ichijou/Kaiji.. yes. Sougo with someone other than the disgusting persona that is Kagura. Seriously, even with his sister, I prefer to that one. Ew. Anyways.

I can't think of anything else, but I truly am a shipping whore. Am open to most anything.. that does not include Orihime XD

Okay, I'm a fascist at shipping and I don't give a damn.

Anyways, currently: RIDICULOUSLY IN LOVE WITH WESKER/JILL (and I don't even play games... I have NEVER played ANY games! I haven't seen the movies except a few scenes, I have no idea except the bits I've heard around and well... honestly.. I ship this by fucking WIKIA. That gave me the much needed info that this pairing would kick the ass of my every single shipping criteria. I'm even thinking about playing the game, but what the hell am I saying?! I'd only win if there were a Maso Mode to play in.)

Once I read the books and get knowledgable about RE, I'll be puking sadomasochistic Wesker/Jill fictions that will very possibly make gentle souls run shrieking. But don't burn the witch, thank you very much.

Been watching Psycho Pass. DN fandom lives on in me. Very much interested in Hetalia fandom. Beginning to re-enter Hellsing. Bleach, only for continuing my existing stories and a few (thousand) fictions I have thought and never published. One Piece will take over once I have the time to watch the fuck outta it. Oh, and missing FMAB immensely. Thinking of a rewatch, even. Shiki will get lotsa one-shots from me. Monster still is enigmatic, I ship things. Lately feeling like reading Samurai Champloo fics, no matter how unaddicted I was to the anime itself. Blood plus is a passing obsession. Basilisk, on the other hand, is tragically here to stay. Gintama is silly, but Sougo is a sex god. Waiting for Kaiji's 3rd season, going slightly mad. Bakuman is kind of boring but I shall still watch it. Tried Mirai Nikki finally, found it crap except the awesomeness that is Uryuu Minene. Chii is the cutest thing I've ever seen. I'm shipping Landa/Shoshanna like a motherfucker. Coupling is a good show. Cox/Jordan is the best thing ever. Why has Akagi not have a second season, I wonder?

Oh, and Aizen, as always, is my dearest evillord.

Update: I'll revise all my stories and post new chapters, possibly after the corrections, though I surprise myself all the time. Might take a while due to classes and other interests going on.

Update (Feb 1, 2013): As promised (to myself), I've begun revising- so far, With Love, Down We Go, All the Beauty must die, Ageless Lines and Forgotten Apologies, Mood Indigo, The Beginning of the End, Dissimilarity, Utopia, A Burden That is Immortality, The Dance, The Death, The Green Fairy, Wicked Ways, Death's in Love with Us, No Catharsis(though it didn't need any), Reflection are done and I feel satisfied. It's going smoother than I've expected so new chapters will be updated soon enough.

Too lazy to edit the former.