Hello there. Crud, it's been ages since I least posted a story here. It's doubtful anyone will come back here since it is quite obvious I'm not getting around to doing any updates. One, because I have moved out of home and have not taken any internet-worthy computer with me, with only public or parents computers to use, and two, because while I still write fics, for myself, I think they suck, at least in comparison to the many authors of books I buy. Okay, some of those suck, but I'll skip the tirade of whose I like and who I don't because no-one gives a crud.

Anyway Most of my fics are either some bad form of parody which by now looks pale and sultry, or some sort of fic making the original characters act OOC on purpose, or trying to do so. It's the same form of style all the time, and if I can't get a fresh angle, it's not much of an art. Not only that, every time I write something, it twists itself into some form of sexfest somehow. Damn rocks. So I've moved on to original fiction sites that deal with such problems, and there I can be as sick as I like while at the same time figuring out what my damn problem is, without the normal people staring at me and look around for pitchforks. So I have demons. Am I acting right here like some in fact boring girl with no life trying to get attention, fishing for compliments, waiting for people to beg me to continue, or am in fact a truly screwed up individual that you may only see on 60 minutes that for some reason looks so awesome in fanfiction, yet has realised in real life I am simply just sick? FF.net is full of both, after all.

Anyway, this way I can do what I want without being one of those idiot fanfic writer girls who post sexfest materials only to have guys who are probably fugly pr0n obessessed losers themsleves talk you down because there allegged breakfast was lost. I can avoid the humiliation because you can't see my work! Neener neener neener! Yes, I could use feedback, but usually the feedback I get is something I can figure out on my own or learn from someone else's humiliation. Have I turned into some form of flame fearing whino? Or am I just sick of negative forms of attention? And what's with all of the rhetorical questions? I've been watching too much Excel saga, that's what.

Anyway, if I know no-one cares, why post this? Who knows, some people have faved some of my stories, and despite how crazy some other fics I like are, I hate it when an author realises and deletes the material, because in my own twisted way I like it. So I won't delete anything. I'll just leave this message, like some distress signal coming from a floating, empty seawreck telling of the horrors that killed the crew. Or some old gravestone, which sits there, with no-one caring about who the grave's occupant was, who thay paired up with, or how they died. Just like no-one cares about you when you put up your profile.

Anyway, cheery-bye. I'll just go now and celebrate teh fact that at least i'm not the one who wrote My immortal.