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Author has written 31 stories for Big Time Rush, and iCarly. Hey fanfictoners. LOL , no. I didnt draw my profile pic. I found it on Google :D A little info about me: Hey! So, where to begin..Well, Im a spontaneous person. I may surprise you on some levels. One lesson that I generally never got out of life was, "everything happens for a reason" No. Just no. Things have happened to me that years from then, I still never got the reason. Ive found that sometimes things happen to me, just because. One thing I did get out of life was the whole "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me." I have discovered in the past that metophorically speaking, if you throw a stone at me, it's gunna hurt. But saying something that you manage well spit in my face for, doesnt seem to bother me. A few years back, I couldnt stand to find out people were 'talking shit about me behind my back', but now...I dont care. I may curse you back out, but quite frankly, its not because I care, it's for you own good. Im complex. Im a tad complicated to figure out. Theres a wierd method to my madness, I dont think alot of people understand my thoughts. Sometimes I live in my own little world where all of life's problems fade away. Im wierd. I used to be friends with those kids that could be classified as "the popular crowd" but I lost touch with most of them, and some of them I dont even like anymore. But I dont need them, I stick with my own wierd, crazy and spontaneous friends. Some of those girls still want me to hang out with them, but I refuse. Theres a light in me that soon enough, somebody's bound to understand. I dont need them. Ive got my own friends. Sometimes I sit awake and think. Where did some things go wrong? Life itself is a complex thing. Its the universal truth that states we arent going to get everything we want, but if we work for it, we will get a tiny portion, and a light will shine in somewhere. It's up to us to try and grab that light, and work with what we've got. Often times I would wonder where is the light? When do I know when Im supposed to grab it, and how do I know where life is going to take me? Thats the thing, you dont. I know there are things that go on in my head that couldnt possibly be classified as 'normal'. Often times I wish I could go back, change the past, and redo everything I did wrong. I wish I could change some things to make them better, or possibly not even happen. Then often times I wonder, why do I even want to be normal? Is it all everything? I want to change the world. I happen to think our generation is a little funky. I have come to the conclusion that I dislike 95% of society. I want things to be better. I want to find a cure for cancer. I want to start a children's foundation to help orphans in need. I want to start a campaigne and run a protest against child abuse. I want that blue ribbon to be held high and I want to see a change. I dont want people to make a big fuss over the gay marriage issue. I want to see a change. But instead I fear I am too young. And I have done nothing. Everyday I watch the world go by, and slowly burn in flames to pieces. And everyday I wonder why Im not putting out the fire. And everyday, I think Ive gone crazy. My writting: I feel like I have a bit the hackering for suspense stories, or stories with alot of tension. As you can tell from, And Then There Were None, it's almost like that story is my calling. You can tell yourself, and even I can tell it when Im writting it, it's written better than my other stories-as Im determined to make my stories better as I go on. Anyway, I feel like I have potentail to write angsty stuff, but I need more practice. Ideas for stories that you may see soon: Coed Sleepover- The guys have been recruited by Bitters to have a coed sleepover with Stephanie, Camille, and Jo. This cant possibly end well...((Guys, a coed sleepover means a sleepover with guys & girls together)) Hilarity ensues. ((Either a oneshot, or a twoshot. Not sure yet)) Waiting on the World to Change- "You're all so selfish. This isnt just about you. You're all so concerned about saving yourselves, what about others? You have no idea what I've been through, no idea. But maybe thats just how the world is. And we're all just waiting on it to change." They thought they were in it to save thierselves, but maybe what they didnt realize, was there were others out there that needed the help just alittle more than they did. ((Just slightly based off the 'Source Code' what this basically is, is that I love writting suspense but want to write angst, too. What happens is the boys are on a train going somewhere when a bomb goes off in the back of the train. But right before it goes off, they get the oppurtunity to go back in time ten hours and stop the bomb from ever going off. In order to do this, they have to meet up with the insane, emotionally disturbed guy who set off the bomb to begin with. Along the way, a few lessons are learned in this SUPER suspenseful, and hearttouching story)) OMG! Have you guys checked out these authors??? My Bestie Fanfiction Sister :D Annabanana4ever- Shes my fanfiction sis :) This girl writes major angst! If you havent checked out 'Save me Im Lost', its an amazing Big Time Rush story about Logan and his abusive father. My FF Biffle :) TealMoose-My FF Biffle. Lol, this girl is just a delite, with a great personality. We wrote eachother stories, and she calls me her Muse, lol. 'Thunder and Lighting' blew me away, and 'Romantic Heart' makes me want to cry. One of my Best Friends on FF :D Btrlover98- Shes a great friend of mine of fanfiction. She's so nice, shes read all my stories & ive read all her's. I feel like she has alot of potential to become a great author. 'Big Time Sister' is a heartouching Big Time Rush story about Katie getting into a car accident. The most creative writer :) TheRescuer2- She's such a great person, with such creative writting! The thing I like the most about her writting is that its forthright and usually straight to the point. I like that. I loved her story 'When we Were Young', and 'Waiting on Superman' is a fantastic Big Time Rush story with all the angst you can get! A good FF friend of mine, with so much potentail :) Tynan Neo Rune- She's so nice. I think she has alot of potential to become a great author, her story 'Big Time Avalanche' is a great BTR thriller about the boys getting stuck in a..well, Avalanche! My sleepless twin and partner in crime for the FFFBIA :D Cheeky Brunette- Ah. This girl, she's such a delight. And officailly my new sleepless twin, becuz niether of us get any sleep. XD Not to mention, her stories are the best!. Go read 'Aftermath' and you'll see what I mean. Its the angstiest thing on the planet. She's so nice, and we found a common interest- Logan angst!!! Tehe :) My newest FF BFF and partner in crime for the FFFBIA :) Countrychick67- I love this girl with all my butt. I would say my heart, but my butt is bigger. I PM her all the time and we can just talk for hours, even though we've never even met eachother in person. She's so amazing, such a nice person, and shows alotta potentail as an author! I love her to death she's like kinda epic! :) Oh, and go read 'The Past Comes Back to Haunt Us' Im helping her with it and its like great! Together, me, Cheeky Brunette, and Countrychick67 have set up the FFFBIA ((Fanfiction FBI Agency)) set up to fight crime against bad characters and OC's in the angst world! Together we form the perfect angst fighting team! XD So what are you waiting for? Go check out these authors! Shoo, shoo. I make up wierd words in my reviews :) You people might wanna get used to that. And there you have it. -Rachel :) | |||||
1. Indenial for a While » reviews"Because when you break a promise, you also break a heart." It didnt have to end this way, did it? And it all started with a simple suggestion from my mother to visit the park. Dark themes, eventual Cargan.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,973 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 10-3-11 - Published: 9-28-11 - Logan2. A Night of Nothing reviewsIt was a dark and gloomy night. No stars. No clouds. No people. Logan doesn't even know where the moon is. He was alone in a city of complete and utter darkness. That's what he's always wanted. So then why does it all feel so wrong?Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 756 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 9-25-11 - Logan - Complete3. IM NOT DEAD! PLEASE READ! reviewsEXPLANATION INSIDE!Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 936 - Reviews: 102 - Published: 9-24-11 - Complete4. Those Lost Eyes » reviewsThis is a collection of thirty moments the guys were there for Logan! I'll take requests :DBig Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 27,162 - Reviews: 283 - Updated: 8-26-11 - Published: 2-21-11 - Logan - Complete5. Blinking Cursor reviews"Sometimes I like to sit infront of my computer and watch the cursor blink. Just blink and blink untill words are formed. Its hypnotizing; the way that thing blinks at you. It takes you away..and lets you come up with any kind of story you want.."Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,205 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-11-11 - Logan - Complete6. Just Walk Away reviews"When I was six, my mother used to always tell me when I got into fights to just walk away. Her exact words were, 'If someone brings you to the point where you feel the need to fight them; they're not worth your time.'" I never understood that untill now.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,486 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-4-11 - Kendall & Logan - Complete7. Like a Leader reviews"I was the leader, I wasnt supposed to be the one to fall. Ive let you guys down, Ive let you all down." He was always there to pick them up when they fell down; what happens when he falls down?Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,025 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-13-11 - Kendall - Complete8. His Excuse reviewsHe has the mind of a ten year old; trapped in a sixteen year old's body. That's the excuse for him. That's how everyone sees him. Childish, naive, goofy, dumb. But that's not who he is.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-30-11 - Carlos - Complete9. Loose Braces reviewsPlaying Spin the Bottle isn't easy when you have to go in with your best friend...it also doesnt make it any easier when his tounge gets caught in your braces! Oneshot xDBig Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,009 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-14-11 - Logan & Kendall - Complete10. Just Looking Out For You » reviewsKendall was just looking out for his baby sister. He didnt mean for the night to end up like this. Two shot for my wonderful friend, BTRlover98!Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,298 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 6-6-11 - Published: 5-18-11 - Kendall & Katie K.11. Solemn Heart reviews"The boys all knew how solidly Logan always took things to heart. And now just the fact that Gustavo's harsh 'criticism' was keeping Logan up and stressed at night, broke Carlos' heart." A Cargan drabble for my awesome friend, Cheeky Brunette :DBig Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 705 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-12-11 - Logan & Carlos - Complete12. Where the Wall Divides reviewsThe boys were always tight, they stuck together like a brick wall.But if that wall ever had to split, they already knew how it would go down. *Non slash* List of Kogan and Jarlos friendship moments. Oneshot.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 666 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 5-10-11 - Complete13. Proud Parent reviewsA short oneshot about how proud Ms Knight is of her son, and all his accomplishments.Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 623 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-24-11 - Mrs. Knight & Kendall - Complete14. Foursome reviewsSo we've all read slash fics, but have you ever read one where all four boys are getting together at once? In this perverted oneshot, our unforgettable foursome, will have a legit, 'foursome.'Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 4-8-11 - Complete15. Our Little Secret reviewsOn school picture day, James' hair frizzes up, and he gets alittle emotional. Luckily, Logan is there to give him a shoulder to cry on. Could be seen as Jagan, or friendship. Oneshot.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 842 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-23-11 - James & Logan - Complete16. Side Effects reviews"But what you guys dont understand..is that child abuse, it comes with side effects. Horrible, horrible side effects." Every 15 minutes, a child dies due to an act of child abuse/neglect. Too bad people dont step up, so victims dont end up like Logan.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,168 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-17-11 - Logan - Complete17. 24 Hours » reviewsIm taking over the story, '24 Hours', by TheRescuer2.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 12,039 - Reviews: 72 - Updated: 3-3-11 - Published: 1-8-11 - Complete18. Ninteen Minutes » reviewsIt took ninteen minutes for thier world to come crashing down, and this time, they dont know if they will be able to fix it. No slash! Plenty of whumpage for everyone!Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,525 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 3-2-11 - Published: 1-5-1119. And Then There Were None » reviewsThey all swear its not them. They all know it cant be them. Theyre all inisint. But will a mysterious guilt ridden paper from an unnamed owner change all that? "One by one everyone at the PalmWoods will disapear.Who is the killer? You know who you are"Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 19 - Words: 27,993 - Reviews: 309 - Updated: 2-20-11 - Published: 11-27-10 - Complete20. Unnatural Pairings reviewsHave you ever read a Kelly/GuitarDude fic? What about a Kendall/Stephanie fic? Have you ever came across a Gustavo/Camille fic? In honor of Valentine's Day, a short drabble for each of the wierdest and rarest pairings!Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 887 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-14-11 - Complete21. Silently Suffering reviewsHe's glad he's got his friends, because he's not holding it in anymore. Now he's done silently suffering. An angsty Logan centric drabble, for my fanfic sister, Annabanana4ever.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 1-29-11 - Logan - Complete22. Broadway is Dark Tonight reviewsIts not when you've lost all hope you give up, its when you've lost all trust, all love. When the color is drained from your face & spark lost from your eyes. So this teenager sits on the corner of Hollywood St. tonight and cries for his best friend.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,385 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 1-28-11 - James & Kendall - Complete23. Opposites Attract reviewsIs it a shock when Ms Brigs finally gets her chance with Randy Jackson? Or is it more of a shock when thier relationship helps put a spark between Sam & Freddie? Seddie..? I dunnoo...iCarly - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 618 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-27-11 - Freddie B. & Sam P. - Complete24. Facebook: BTR style reviewsJust some funny facebook conversations with the guys & girls of BTR. Just to make you laugh.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,571 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 1-16-11 - Complete25. The Logan Ammendment reviewsOn his hands and knees in the middle of the street,James let out stiffled cries "Please tell me he's going to be okay, I never meant to hurt him" An accident that puts thier best friends life in jeapordy, and explains how the Logan Ammendment came to be.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,396 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 12-28-10 - Logan & James - Complete26. Forgotten Fathers reviewsKendall Knight didnt expect his father to walk out on him. Another thing he didnt expect was for it to happen..all over again. Oneshot, no slash.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 853 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-27-10 - Kendall - Complete27. Friends reviewsFriends. People that encourage you, cheer you up, hug you when your feeling down, and people you wouldnt trade for the world.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,754 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-26-10 - Complete28. Genre One Shots » reviewsThis is a collection of oneshots starring BTR, one for each genre. Ex: one for adventure, angst, comedy, and going down the list. Please submit an idea if u wanna see a particular oneshot. I dont do guy to guy slash. Rated T for some storiesBig Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 29 - Words: 22,946 - Reviews: 171 - Updated: 12-20-10 - Published: 11-3-10 - Complete29. My Last Breath » reviewsA huge peice of ceiling comes crashing down infront of James & Kendall. Kendall took one last breath, then collapsed to the ground. Two shot written for TealMoose, no slash.Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 995 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 12-19-10 - Published: 12-17-10 - Kendall - Complete30. Titanic reviewsThe whole setting reminds Logan of a war. Blood, people going down one by one,they were on a ship in the middle of the ocean, the sky was dark & cloudy. The whole scene reminds him of a war, better yet, a horror movie. One shot, no slash.Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-23-10 - Complete31. When in Doubt, Set 'Em on Fire » reviews"He collapsed to the ground. And he doesnt need to look up to see that James has already left the room to go get Kendall & Carlos so one can try and wrestle the knife outta the killers hand while the other calls 911 for the 3rd time."Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 13 - Words: 18,052 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 11-10-10 - Published: 10-24-10 - Complete
