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since: 11-04-10, id: 2601779, Profile Updated: 05-04-13
country: Malaysia
Author has written 113 stories for NCIS.

Hi! My name is Sophie.

I have a Tumblr page now! You can find the link under "Homepage."

Like my display picture? Credit is given to the lovely Ash (ZandVsupporter), who made it for me.

PaperclipHearts

My collaboration project with Ash. With four complete stories! You're welcome to go and check them out! (This account is dormant.)

xoxo

Here are 15 things to know about me:

1. I'm Chinese Malaysian (or Malaysian Chinese if you're Malaysian and you speak Manglish) and proud of it. It means I'm quirky.

2. I'm twenty-two and have a BSc (Hons) in Human Psychology.

3. I currently work in a kindergarten/preschool/nursery (depending on which country you come from and whose lingo you speak). By day, I'm Mother Hen to 12 three-year-olds. By night, I'm a writer.

4. I love friends. Not the show Friends, though I love that too. Hence, I welcome you to send me private messages. I may not always be able to reply in a timely manner, but I do try.

5. I would like to travel the world and learn to dance before I die. I have travelled parts of Western Continental Europe before, and I would do it all over again, so immensely did I enjoy it. I still can't dance, though.

6. Perhaps due to my fascination with Cote de Pablo (as creepy as that sounds), I'm very interested in everything to do with Spanish or Hispanic culture.

7. I fangirled when CdP said she wanted to learn Chinese. Because--

8. I speak three languages (one of them Mandarin Chinese) fluently and a couple of Chinese dialects less fluently. I'm trying to learn Spanish (and I sound like Tarzan). I knew a few phrases in a few other languages. All in all, I could lie about being multilingual when I'm actually only trilingual, lol.

9. I can sing and play the piano. (Separately, not together.)

10. I like editing photos in my free time.

11. I dream of meeting the NCIS cast (and you should take that literally on occasion).

12. My favourite book is To Kill a Mockingbird. My favourite book series is Harry Potter.

13. Someday, I think I might want to become an author.

14. You couldn't tell it from an online profile, but I suffer from a lot of anxiety and low self-esteem issues. Not so much that it becomes debilitating, but enough so that it hampers my interactions with others sometimes. I'm working on that.

15. I was a very depressed girl in high school. That has changed, but I often still have to make myself promise not to put my own self down. My point is: Make yourself that promise, too.

xoxo

Life, According to Me

Success

Success is the triumph in one's heart. Success is the trophy on one's shelf; the scroll in one's hand. Success is beating one's demons. Success is being the best you can be, without caring who the others are. Success is when you realize that you have made it, not because you have become someone you admire but because you have become you.

Beauty

Beauty is the wind blowing through the trees and the purple flower in a field of green. Beauty is the goodness in a woman's heart; the honour in a man's. Beauty is the smile upon a child's lips. Beauty is the sun through the clouds and the smell of rain.

Peace

Peace is the absence of war. Peace is the gift from one friend to another; the comfort a husband offers his wife. Peace is the stillness of nature. Peace is a good book on a Saturday night, or even a Saturday morning. Peace is the dove. Peace is children's laughter floating in from the fields. Peace is the absolute happiness that makes you smile.

Happiness

Happiness is the cup of morning tea. Happiness is the piece of toast before you and the lick of a puppy's tongue upon your hand. Happiness is your child running in to hug you; your husband walking in to kiss you. It is the sunrays through your window; the shadows of the trees outside on your kitchen floor. Happiness is a walk on the beach and the twinkling stars on a clear summer night. Happiness is peace and beauty.

Wisdom

Wisdom is the ancient earth. Wisdom is the way the planets revolve. It is the way the sun burns. It is the toothless old man in the corner and the wise old woman on the mountain. It is the cheerful greeting of your friend; the loyal loving of your family. It is my name. Wisdom is you and I who know that life does not last forever. Wisdom is he and she who live life to the fullest because they know that it does not last forever.

Love

Love is the rose in the child's hand. It is the ache in the woman's heart and the tears in the man's. It is going to the ends of the earth for someone and realizing that one need simply look up to see that same someone. Love is passionate; love is gentle. Love is all-encompassing. Love is healing. Love is everywhere.

Life

Life is like that. Life is wonderful and painful. Life has razor-sharp teeth and a silken edge. Life is humorous, bubbly, angry, sad, and playful. Life is the children chasing each other in the park, the lovers sitting together on the bench, and the dog lying by itself under the tree. Life is the sun rising each day and setting each evening. Life is the moon shining brightly each night.

xoxo

Some poems on love and on writing, by the wonderful Laura (sesame.seed.bagels)!

CONTRADICTIONS

When I told my best friend
About the boy I liked
She smiled sadly
And told me to hang in there
A wise thought,
So I hung in there.
But he was fluent in French
With his long dark hair
And golden eyes
Hanging proved a hard task.
Today, I put on my favorite jeans
My worn black t-shirt
And my white Converse shoes
I braided my hair
And felt the best I'd felt
In a very long time.
And my best friend grimaced
In a whisper between classes
And she told me that my friend
Miranda had a crush on him as well.
Just a quick whisper
And my day collapsed on my braided head.
I went to class like I always do
And watched his dark head
In front of me
So close,
So far apart.
He leaned back and stretched
And looked at me
And smiled his crooked smile
But all I could think
Was Miranda and her crush
And hanging in there
But instead of me hanging
I think it's hanging me.

DISTRACTIONS

I lock the door
And try to block out
The voices downstairs.
I shut the windows
And try to block out
The evening sunset.
I close my mind
To the noisy thoughts
Chattering in my head.
Finally, I can write.
I look around
Searching for inspiration.
I listen
For some sound of encouragement.
I think
But suddenly there is nothing.
I stare at the blinking cursor
And write nothing.
Oh, well.
At least I am free of
Distractions.

xoxo

And that's me.

Much Love,

Sophie

May 4, 2013

P.S. I don't think I have words for just how much love I have for my readers and reviewers. I'll be honest; it gives me a rush to see people enjoying my stories. It makes me feel like I've accomplished something, however insignificant, and it gives me a boost of confidence that I don't think I could find in too many other places. So, thank you. Thank You. As Abby would say, I'm hugging you all in my mind right now!


1. Unreserved reviews
"I'd trade a hundred Sophie Raniers for you." Another undercover case marks the change in them. Smut, so please read responsibly. Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,999 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-16-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
2. Philosophies reviews
"Maybe this could be our philosophy." Tony and Ziva have a talk about what they are, where they've been, and where they'll be going from here. Set post-S10, but not an episode tag. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-11-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
3. Act reviews
A conversation Tony has lends him some unexpected insight into how Abby feels about the field agents having quit their jobs. Abby-centric; post-10x24 "Damned If You Do." A one-shot with Tony/Abby friendship and some team interaction.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,783 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-7-13 - Abby S. & Tony D. - Complete
4. The Turning of the Page reviews
"But in the harsh light of a morning that came accompanied by bad news, she remembered that Gibbs had been in trouble because of her." A visit from Gibbs prompts a conversation between Tony and Ziva. Tiva, oneshot, sort-of-tag to 10x24 "Damned If You Do." Prompted by takemetomycitybythebay, belovedradiance, and an Anon on Tumblr.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,625 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 5-31-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
5. Sequel reviews
"' See, that's the thing about sequels,' he explains. ' You gotta make sure it's better than the first one, or people will just think it doesn't live up to the hype.'" Tony and Ziva, the days after they quit. Tag to 10x24 "Damned If You Do"; one-shot. Fluffy-ish.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,518 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 5-24-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
6. The Battle reviews
"It is time to let me go." Tony struggles in a world where Ziva faces life in prison. AU after 10x22 "Revenge." Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-21-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
7. Unfulfilling the Prophecy reviews
"You do not get to be angry for something you knew would happen all along." Tony/Ziva one-shot; tag to 10x23 "Double-Blind" and the Bodnar arc. Angsty.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,443 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-10-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
8. Unbreak reviews
"'I don't know…' she whispered hoarsely, 'how to deserve what you could give me anymore.'" Tag-ish to 10x21 "Berlin," taking place sometime months into the future. Angsty. Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,532 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 5-3-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
9. First-Hand reviews
"This is the first time you have seen me kill in cold blood." Ziva, reflecting how she felt when she was discovered by her teammates. Tag to 10x22 "Revenge." Tony/Ziva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,503 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-2-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
10. End reviews
"I have done the deed, and I am going to pay for it." Tag to 10x22 "Revenge." Tony/Ziva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,089 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-1-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
11. Steady reviews
"Yeah, apologies are a sign of weakness and it's always better to seek forgiveness, but she knows she will forever owe him the former and will never get the latter." Tag to 10x21 "Berlin." One-shot; Tony/Ziva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-25-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
12. Partners reviews
"I intended to be gone one day before you even realized where I was." Tony and Ziva have the conversation pertaining to the scene that bugs every Tiva fan to no end. Tag to 10x20 "Chasing Ghosts." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-13-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
13. The Remembrance reviews
"I'm forgetting my father." A speculative tag to 10x21 "Berlin" that's probably not going to happen. Spoilers, naturally. Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,362 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-9-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
14. Preconception reviews
"If you had a preconception of marriage before this, then you must've had a preconception of whom you wanted to be married to, right?" Tony, Ziva, and the different ways in which they look at marriage. Angsty, though with a decidedly fluffy ending. Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,127 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-6-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
15. Place reviews
"So, you think I might still have a chance to be happy?" A conversation about Stan morphs into a conversation about marriage and looking in the right places. Tag to 10x19 "Squall." Tiva; one-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,583 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-30-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
16. Qualms » reviews
"This very special senior field agent right here, last in the line of the great DiNozzos, he's the one who got strung up by his tightie-whities." Tag to 9x02 "Restless." Two-shot; one chapter with Tony/McGee friendship and another with Tony/Ziva friendship.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,850 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 3-24-13 - Published: 3-23-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
17. Job reviews
Ben, a week from his fifth birthday. A little drabble stemming from my multi-chapter family fic "How Far We've Come." One-shot; contains both Tony and Ziva.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 806 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-15-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
18. Collateral reviews
"I believe the phrase is 'Friendzoned.' Yes?" Tony and Ziva have a conversation about all that flirting he did in the episode 10x17 "Prime Suspect." Tiva oneshot; probably more dramatic than it needs to be.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,346 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-11-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
19. Prelude reviews
"All he's thinking is that if she doesn't make it, he won't, either." Ziva gets hit by a car. One-shot, taking place nearer to the end of Season 10. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,031 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-9-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
20. Await reviews
"We should do something together," he'd said before he kissed her and left that morning in a hurry, and yet she had no idea where he was right now. Breena, when Jimmy went missing in 10x16 "Detour." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,290 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-3-13 - Breena S. & Jimmy P. - Complete
21. The Final Attempt reviews
"She'd been doing so well. She couldn't die now." Eli, in the final moments of his life, thinks about Ziva. Eli-centric; Ziva as a character is not present, but Eli's thoughts are all about her. My explanation to a minor detail in 10x11 "Shabbat Shalom." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-2-13 - Eli D. & Ziva D. - Complete
22. Shared reviews
"Twenty years ago, there was a group of men." Ziva and Lila have an honest conversation about something that happened during Somalia. Sequel to my family fic "Strong"; rated for a dark theme.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,202 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-17-13 - Ziva D. - Complete
23. Red reviews
Tony and Ziva spend Valentine's Day together ... sort of. One-shot; more canon than not. More fluffy than not, too.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,700 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 2-13-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
24. Of That Left Behind reviews
"I would like to know what it'd be like—to be married for fifty years." Vance's personal struggles affect Tony and Ziva in a way they hadn't known it would. One quarter Ziva and three quarters Tiva, really; I just borrowed Vance as an excuse to write a fic. Major spoilers to 10x11 "Shabbat Shalom." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,752 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-3-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
25. To Clear the Air reviews
"You said you knew, when I told you you were not alone." Tony and Ziva have a very honest conversation after her return from Israel. Tag to 10x12 "Shiva." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 1-20-13 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
26. Dream reviews
"They will never get to see our children." Tony and Ziva bond, in a way, over a shared regret. Tag to 10x11 "Shabbat Shalom." Vague spoilers to the spoilers of 10x12 "Shiva." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,205 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-13-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
27. Lost and Found reviews
In the wake of the tragedy that has hit Ziva's life, Tony seeks her out to offer comfort. Warning: Speculative spoilers to the unaired 10x11 "Shabbat Shalom" based on CBS' promotional video. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 1-5-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
28. Resolution reviews
"Wouldn't you rather be 'ringing in the New Year' with some champagne and a lady by your side instead?" Tiva and the New Year. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,638 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 12-31-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
29. A Step Closer » reviews
Ziva struggles with her return from Somalia, while Tony struggles with trying to help her. A story about love, recovery, and moving on from past demons. Ziva-centric fic told from Tony's perspective, with team chapters and Tiva-related themes. High T for swearing, mature topics, and semi-graphic descriptions. COMPLETE.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 35 - Words: 67,146 - Reviews: 522 - Updated: 12-28-12 - Published: 8-10-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
30. Admission reviews
"It didn't seem like so much of a catastrophe for someone other than him to have inhabited his space, after all." Tony lets Ziva in, literally and figuratively. Tag to 10x10 "You Better Watch Out." One-shot; Tiva friendship with a smidgen of romance on Tony's side.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,663 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 12-19-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
31. Disclosure reviews
"You ever regret knowing me?" A question from Tony leads to another, and then another. Holiday-ish fluff. Oneshot; Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,261 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 12-18-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
32. Introduction reviews
"Well, I happen to think that dinner with your parents as your girlfriend is quite a big deal." Eighteen-year-old Ben takes his girlfriend home to meet his parents. Dedicated to 1Styx and Stones1. Oneshot; more Ben than Tiva, but with both canon characters. Part of the How Far We've Come series.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,837 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 12-16-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
33. Tapestry » reviews
Sequel to 'Lack' and 'Puzzle Pieces'. A series of one-shots on Tony and Ziva's life together after their decision to make things long-term. Completed multi-chapter fic.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,582 - Reviews: 132 - Updated: 12-10-12 - Published: 12-9-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
34. Pact reviews
"I do not know what has overcome you lately, but you are hovering over me, terrified of what I'm not telling you." A 10x08 "Gone" episode tag; half-fluff, half-angst, and all Tiva. Takes place the day after the end of the episode. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,079 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 11-29-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
35. Vibrancy reviews
"Thank you for tonight, Tony." A continuation of the Tali story line, picking up a few hours after the episode ends. Tag to 10x07 "Shell Shock (Part 2)"-Tiva friendship with a smidgen of romance. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,072 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 11-25-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
36. Compromise reviews
"The forensic scientist picked at her fingernails. 'I'm tired of the guys always saying that they won't come,' she announced suddenly." A short one-shot about Abby and her constantly rejected invitations to hang out. Abby/Ziva friendship.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-20-12 - Ziva D. & Abby S. - Complete
37. Today reviews
"Anyway, about Judy—you should not worry. You are not 'off your game.' You have just yet to meet the right woman, hmm?" Tony contemplates flirting and the right woman with Ziva. Tag to 10x02 "Recovery." One-shot; Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,577 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 10-17-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
38. Bury the Past reviews
"I am here to tell you that what you did this morning is still stubborn and foolish." Ziva pays Gibbs an angry visit to tell him what is on her mind. Gibbs/Ziva family; tag to 10x01 "Extreme Prejudice." One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,584 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 10-6-12 - Ziva D. & Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
39. Glimpse » reviews
A series of independent stories about Tony and Ziva; some in the present and some the future, some with canon Tiva and some established Tiva. Divided into two parts.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 19,829 - Reviews: 300 - Updated: 8-26-12 - Published: 1-18-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
40. Snapshot reviews
"The soft click alerted him as to the fact that Ziva currently had her hands on his camera, so he lifted his head and raised his eyebrows at her." A look into a series of moments in Tony's and Ziva's lives. Dedicated to Anne. One-shot Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,873 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-21-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
41. Strong reviews
She would go to any length to protect her children; if only it didn't destroy her family from the inside out. Told from Tony's POV. T for heavy themes. Probably not suitable for young readers - please read notes inside, especially Note 1 and Note 2. Part of my How Far We've Come family series, but not connected to any other fic.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,016 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-24-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
42. The Bookshop reviews
"Tony caught her hand again, and there it was again … the strange flicker, almost as if he were wondering whether it'd be too much to kiss the back of her hand before she left." Teen AU, but neither the high school nor the foster family scenario. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,806 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7-22-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
43. Element reviews
When Ziva loses something that means a lot to her, Tony tries to make it better. More hurt/comfort than angst; definitely fluff.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,035 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-16-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
44. Dust Bunnies and the Mysteries of the Universe reviews
Tony gives Ziva a lesson on colloquialisms. Fluff, established Tiva. Rated T for mild innuendo.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,733 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 7-10-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
45. Identity reviews
Lila has a talk with Ziva about family and identity. Companion fic to "Weight"; part of the "How Far We've Come" family series. It's necessary to have read "Weight" beforehand, as this fic is very much tied to it. Lila's POV.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,036 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-5-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
46. Suspension reviews
In the aftermath of the explosion, Tony and Ziva are trapped inside the elevator, waiting for rescue that may not come. Tag to 9x24 "Till Death Do Us Part."
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,700 - Reviews: 52 - Published: 6-23-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
47. Weight reviews
"What if her way … is a life that does not include me?" Ziva gets upset when Lila decides that she does not want to celebrate Hanukkah. Part of the How Far We've Come family series. Deals with the cultural rather than spiritual side of religion; more notes inside. Tony/Ziva and Tony/Lila interaction.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,015 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-20-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
48. Love Me Not reviews
"I need you to promise me that um … t-that you can live without me." Ziva asks Tony for a promise that he finds impossible to keep. No character death, but lots of angst.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,996 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 6-5-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
49. Champion reviews
"Undercover as a singer in a shady, if surprisingly upscale, bar, it was almost a repeat of what she had done five years ago; only that time, he hadn't had the opportunity of witnessing the show." Tony and Ziva have a discussion about the Ziva "then" and the Ziva "now."
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,170 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 6-3-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
50. Destination » reviews
"I think you will charm her pants off, like you do with every woman. But I also think that you will be the person I know you to be. Sincere. Warm. Lovable." Ziva brings Tony on a trip to visit Aunt Nettie. Sequel to "Along the Way."
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,344 - Reviews: 160 - Updated: 5-21-12 - Published: 4-22-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
51. Scarf reviews
"It had been a while since she had mourned, and she was going to do it properly tonight—for hours, if she needed to." No character death. Tony accompanies Ziva on a walk to mourn Tali.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-20-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
52. Chance reviews
"His heart races as he stares at Ziva, his mind filled with an epiphany that he both embraces and dreads to acknowledge: He has a second chance now." Tony realizes that some things can't wait till death, after all. NOT an episode tag.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,473 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 5-16-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
53. Velvet reviews
When Tony's apartment is broken into, he loses something very important to him.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,384 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 5-12-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
54. Demo reviews
He's got a talent, and she's the one lucky enough to get to see it. Note the rating. I'm definitely not talking about the bedroom department here ... K plus for some cussin' and a TINY bit of naughtiness.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,534 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-3-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
55. Life reviews
In Ziva's moment of need, Tony drops by to comfort her. Sequel to "Survival," my cancer fic.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,777 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-1-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
56. Along the Way » reviews
"Remember that bucket list I have? Number seventeen, 'Road trip across the United States with Ziva.' That's what we're doing." Tony and Ziva go on a road trip together. Sequel to "Memoir," prequel to "Destination."
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 52,110 - Reviews: 541 - Updated: 4-22-12 - Published: 2-13-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
57. Help reviews
Tag to 9x21 "Rekindled." Tony and Ziva have a conversation about the events from his past.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,933 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 4-18-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
58. Sacrifice reviews
"What can I do to make you understand, Ziva, that the thought of you risking your life for anything less than an innocent victim held at gunpoint makes my blood boil?" Tony loses it when Ziva risks her life unnecessarily at work. Set late Season 7.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,135 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-10-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
59. Preferences reviews
Ziva gets pissed off when she realizes Tony's head is too full of a certain somebody to listen to her. Tag to 9x17 "Need to Know."
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,858 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 3-2-12 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
60. Coffee Run reviews
"Of all the days he could have picked to go on Ziva's coffee run with her, he didn't know why he had to pick this one." Tony and Ziva meet an interesting person while out on a coffee run.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 2-26-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
61. Locket reviews
Tony finds Ziva doubting her capabilities as a parent. Part of the "How Far We've Come" series; set a few months after "Christmas Shopping".
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,251 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-25-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
62. Memoir » reviews
"In the deafening silence of his apartment, he can hear the seconds ticking by on his clock." When Tony reviews his bucket list, he decides that what he really needs isn't written on it, after all. Tony/Ziva. Prequel to "Along the Way" and "Destination."
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,567 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 1-9-12 - Published: 11-24-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
63. Christmas Past reviews
"I devote a little time each day … to wondering if it could've been." Tony drops by Ziva's place to talk about Wendy. Tiva friendship/romance. Tag to 9x11 "Newborn King".
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,734 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-17-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
64. Priority » reviews
Ray has returned, the truth has come out, and Tony finds it necessary to make Ziva a promise.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,315 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 12-15-11 - Published: 12-3-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
65. Christmas Shopping reviews
Tony and Ziva bring their children Christmas shopping. Companion piece to "How Far We've Come".
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,042 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-14-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
66. Puzzle Pieces » reviews
Sequel to 'Lack'. After Tony gets Ziva's permission to send her flowers, they make attempts to work on their relationship/non-relationship.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,211 - Reviews: 72 - Updated: 11-17-11 - Published: 11-10-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
67. Lack » reviews
Ziva has a question on her mind that she's been thinking about for a while now, and she finally works up the courage to ask Tony. NOT fluff.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,606 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 11-4-11 - Published: 11-3-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
68. Survival » reviews
Ziva struggles to come to terms with her cancer, and on the day after her surgery her friends drop by to try and help her cope. Rated T for difficult topics.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,345 - Reviews: 58 - Updated: 10-27-11 - Published: 10-22-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
69. Description reviews
Ziva gets jealous when Tony flirts with a new NCIS agent, and Tony decides to rectify things. Fluffy.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,964 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 10-16-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
70. Shot reviews
Ziva kills someone for the first time since returning from Somalia, and suffers from an emotional and psychological setback. Rated for killing-related topics.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,592 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 10-14-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
71. The Almost-Date reviews
Tony and Ziva grab dinner together after work. Tag to 9x03 "The Penelope Papers". Friendship fic with slight sprinklings of romance; rated for mild suggestiveness.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,582 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 10-8-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
72. Dress reviews
Abby gets Ziva to put on a summer dress. Contains Tiva and slight McAbby.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,360 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 10-1-11 - Ziva D. & Abby S. - Complete
73. Talk reviews
Ziva visits Tony in the hospital, and they have a talk about certain things. Tag to 9x01 "The Nature of the Beast".
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,441 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 9-24-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
74. Picture reviews
Tony gives Ziva a poster to put up on her wall. Birthday fic for Tara.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,525 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-21-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
75. Girlfriend reviews
When a suspect insults Ziva during an interrogation, Tony tries to find out how she feels about it. Not angsty; rated T for a swear word.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,188 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 9-21-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
76. Blindfold reviews
Tali receives her first off-the-books mission, and she and Ziva end up discussing duty and principles.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,171 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-18-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
77. The Way Things Go » reviews
A series of short scenes based on prompts; mainly focused on interaction rather than plot.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 8,240 - Reviews: 150 - Updated: 9-18-11 - Published: 3-30-11 - Complete
78. Splinter reviews
"A soft whimper catches her attention". Tony has a wood splinter in his hand, and Ziva helps him to remove it. For DaniSJ.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 703 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 9-10-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
79. Choices reviews
When he doesn't show up for work one day, she is left with feelings of unease. A visit to his apartment results in the revelation of long-hidden feelings. Rated T for major angst and minor swearing.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,048 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 8-24-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
80. Puppies reviews
An offer for cookies turns into a visit with a puppy. Tiva fluff.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,439 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-22-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
81. Sunset reviews
Tony and Ziva watch the sunset together. Tiva fluff.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 727 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-19-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
82. Tears for the People They Love reviews
Men don't cry. That's what he's been taught all his life. So if he doesn't cry when they pass away, does that mean that he loves them any less? Tony's father dies, and Ziva teaches Tony a few things about grief, loss, and love. Rated T for Angst.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-7-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
83. Afraid reviews
She is a soldier, trained to be invincible. Who would ever have thought that the tiniest thing would bring her down? Rated T for non-explicit torture themes.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 7-20-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
84. Étude reviews
Tony gets Ziva to teach him to play the piano, but ends up distracted and staring at her. Plot-less Tiva fluff.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-17-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
85. Fight » reviews
Ray shows up months after Ziva found out that he lied to her again, and Tony loses it.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,407 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 7-7-11 - Published: 6-30-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
86. Promise reviews
The day Ziva finds out about Ray's betrayal of her, Tony is of course the one to comfort her. Tony/Ziva, but Tiva only on Tony's side.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,516 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6-23-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
87. Not Just a Pretty Thing reviews
She knows she's pretty. She knows she's charming; she knows how to flirt the information out of a suspect. But what if she's never known she's beautiful?
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,264 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-17-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
88. Calliope reviews
Abby and Ziva have a sleepover in Abby's lab, and they get to talking about Tony. Tiva-focused with Abby/Ziva friendship.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,605 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 6-11-11 - Ziva D. & Abby S. - Complete
89. Being a Little Crazy reviews
As a song plays on the radio, Tony teaches Ziva about what it really means to let loose.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,154 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-28-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
90. Pride in Indifference reviews
Indifference is her greatest strength, and she's always taken pride in it. It's the only thing that keeps her going. Ziva-centric fic; angsty.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,378 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-24-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
91. How Far We've Come » reviews
Sequel to Sitting on the Baby. Five years after Tony and Ziva babysit together, they find themselves married with two children. A story about how they got here and who they are now. Contains both fluff and angst.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,743 - Reviews: 90 - Updated: 5-23-11 - Published: 5-14-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
92. His Gift reviews
It is Ziva's birthday, and Tony drops by for a surprise visit, bringing with him a gift.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,358 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-19-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
93. Greatness reviews
She's alone in the night, crying over things she'd rather not cry about; but of course he shows up for her in the end. Tag to 8x23 "Swan Song".
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,899 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-17-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
94. Sitting on the Baby » reviews
When Ziva's neighbour asks her to babysit, Tony ends up learning some things about her. Now with a second chapter.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,893 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 4-24-11 - Published: 4-16-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
95. Fairy Tale reviews
"The first time was on Valentine's Day." A Tiva story. Dedicated to Ash.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,841 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-19-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
96. Everything That Counts reviews
The case is solved, and now all they can do is talk about their feelings. Takes place four days after episode 8x20 "Two-Faced". PLEASE READ WARNINGS INSIDE.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,296 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 4-8-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
97. Her Greatest Comfort reviews
When Ziva nearly faints, Tony is forced to take care of her.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-4-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
98. Angel reviews
She's sitting at the bar, pondering over the broken pieces of her life, when her Knight in Shining Armour comes along. Set after 8x17: One Last Score.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,864 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 3-25-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
99. The Simplest Act reviews
Companion piece to "The Undeniable Truth". Ziva's POV. She cancels Movie Night, and Tony gives her a call.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-15-11 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
100. The Undeniable Truth reviews
When Ziva is forced to cancel Movie Night, Tony starts to miss her, and gives her a call.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-13-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
101. Silence reviews
"She wouldn't have believed it until she saw the proof with her very own eyes, and she hadn't. But now, as she looked down at his body, his person, lying on the cold metal slab, she regretted not believing it." 'Nuff said. Rated for mental disturbance.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-24-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
102. Right reviews
Tony ends up in the hospital due to a gunshot wound, and Ziva pays him a visit.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 2-15-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
103. Unconditional reviews
Things aren't always that perfect even after they get together; sometimes there are questions that still need to be asked. Sequel to 'Goodbye' and 'Always'. Relax, it's not angsty.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,420 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-17-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
104. Soulless reviews
Every person must have an outlet for his or her emotions; for Ziva, this outlet is running. Dark and disturbing; not recommended for young readers.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,277 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-15-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
105. Always reviews
He has never forgotten, and she has never stopped loving him. Sixteen years after they part, Tony meets Ziva again. Sequel to 'Goodbye'.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,164 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-13-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
106. Goodbye reviews
Even in the last moments before separation, some things are hard to say. The night before they part, Ziva plays Tony a song on the piano that he will never forget. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,154 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 1-12-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
107. As a Matter of Fact » reviews
It started out as an invitation to lunch, but turned into something more. Tiva; multi-chapter. Fluff alert!
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,817 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 1-11-11 - Published: 12-29-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete
108. Betray reviews
At some point in our lives we have to make the decision that is the hardest we will ever make. For Ziva, that point came when she was eight. A fic about how she came to be who she is. Angsty and slightly disturbing. Reader discretion advised.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,683 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-9-11 - Ziva D. - Complete
109. Knife-Throwing reviews
A sweet little story set back when Ziva is five years old, and she is learning to throw a knife for the first time. Cute and harmless; rated K plus only because I don't want any other five-year-olds running around with knives.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,800 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-2-10 - Ziva D. - Complete
110. Sixty Seconds reviews
They are trapped in a room. Outside, four bombs slowly tick down the moments they have left. And there's nothing to do but wait. Involves pairing, but no names are mentioned so you can interpret them as whomever you want. Please read & review.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 653 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 11-26-10 - Complete
111. Time Capsule reviews
A story about Gibbs and his daughter, Kelly. Rated K plus because it's a bit sad, but otherwise harmless. No spoilers.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 778 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-20-10 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Kelly G. - Complete
112. Ambivalence reviews
Sequel to 'Soul Mates'. This is from Ziva's POV, her thoughts on Tony and their relationship.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,099 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-8-10 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete
113. Soul Mates reviews
Tony's thoughts on Ziva, Paris and the whole "soul mates" issue. Please review. Not sure if I got the rating and genres right.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-7-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete