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Author has written 54 stories for Naruto, Durarara!!/デュラララ!!, Outsiders, and Hetalia - Axis Powers. A jailor that sells Personal hells Drowning past regrets In Tea and Cigarettes Please don't judge me by my very early works. (Seriously, begging you.) A lot of the stuff that is up here is. Um. Bad. Really bad. I've been tempted to take a large chunk of my old stories down, but have decided against it--every time I scroll down and see certain stories, I wince. It's a reminder/life lesson to myself leading to the point of 'Wow, I really sucked back then. But at least now I'm improving!' XD;; Thus: It goes without saying that the better stories are the more recent ones. I advise you to stick to those ones. | |||||||
1. In the Winter of Our Hearts reviewsHe hears himself fall with a wet heavy thump while he always thought his death would be more poetic he can hardly complain because at least his assassination is in some classy dining hall and not some dusty forgotten alley. Gilbert's red eyes are livid and wild and Roderich knows the winter in his heart will never sleep. Human AuHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-6-13 - Austria & Prussia - Complete2. Constant reviewsEveryone had forced themselves to be positive, but there always was the underlying unease that their time could be cut short. Feliciano had been so brave when he had left that morning, the morning was grim and yet they all still found hope. And now he stands before Ludwig bearing bad news and none of his calculations could have predicted this outcome. GerIta Human AuHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,623 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-16-13 - Germany & N. Italy - Complete3. Love Me A Tragedy reviewsHow ironic it seems, looking back, that it took a tragedy to bring them together again. Look for me in the sky, he wrote, remember what we shared before life killed me. The words seal his fate and Arthur clutches the letter, howls his regret as if his words could turn back time and revive his oldest friend. The night is silent and gray. Arthur looks, but he still sees nothing. FrUkHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,575 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-14-12 - England/Britain & France - Complete4. Oh, the Places You Will Go reviewsOn the dawn of Maria Theresa's death, Austria is contemplates the haunting fragility of life, a melancholic ambedo of things he knows and what will never understand. The knowledge that the only ones he can trust are the ones that seek his downfall, it's a tune he plays too well, a song he knows by heart and a lesson he has learned so many times before.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,145 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-29-12 - Austria - Complete5. What the Water Gave Me reviewsAfter many years of pining away, Gilbert finally opens his restaurant. It's classy and perfect and everything he dreamed it would be. He employs Roderich and attempts to befriend him, in the process learning more than he ever wanted to know. He realizes that in the end, Roderich too will be lost to his haunting past, and there is nothing he can do about it. Restaurant!AuHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,809 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-26-12 - Prussia & Austria - Complete6. Welcome To My Jail Cell reviewsPerhaps if she'd thought before she acted, perhaps if she saw through her haze of rage, then maybe, Ludwig could look her in the eye, and maybe then, Feliciano wouldn't be afraid, because she's not a bad person, she's just an angry person but that's not an excuse for cracking someone's head open with a cast iron frying pan now is it? Human AUHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,539 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-17-12 - Hungary - Complete7. Truth or Dare reviewsAn innocent game of Truth or Dare brings America to the shocking conclusion that the supposedly cold and terrifying Russia, is surprisingly huggable.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,049 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-2-12 - America & Russia - Complete8. Left Eye, Left Eye reviewsTuck away the crazy behind your spinning left eye, keep it secret, keep it safe. They look upon you to guide them through this war, they forget your potential, they forget who you were. Unleash it all, left eye left eye, tell me your secrets... Kakashi-centricNaruto - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-2-12 - Kakashi H. - Complete9. A Lesson in Music reviewsIn which young Roderich is successfully introduced to music by a crude instrument, becomes attached, and Vash wonders where he went wrong as he tries to pick up the pieces.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,379 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-2-12 - Austria & Switzerland - Complete10. Empire of Dust reviewsHe finds his line of work is merely, appreciating what has been given to him. The human body is indeed a temple. And at his work, he worships these temples by kneeling at their feet, capturing that beauty in still. She is something that will only appear in dreams, though his are tinged with insanity. Kakasaku. Alternate UniverseNaruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,705 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-12 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete11. Heartless » reviewsShizuo develops an eating disorder. As his problem grows, he struggles to hide the evidence from concerned friends and family. It takes an arrogant, yet cunning classmate to help him open his eyes to the damage that he has done. High school, IzuoDurarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,556 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 7-30-12 - Published: 4-13-12 - Shizuo H. & Izaya O.12. Betrayal and Beyond reviewsThere's a gun slung on the holster on his hip as he nurses the growing bruise, finding refuge in the dark alleyway others usually stray away from. And then Steve appears. Bitter betrayal sucks, so does getting shot. Steve/Soda Au-ish.Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-14-12 - Sodapop C. & Steve R. - Complete13. On the Pulse of the Morning reviewsSold, stolen, arriving on the nightmare, praying for a dream. Lift up your faces; you have a piercing need, for this bright morning is dawning for you. There's a great, terrible knot sitting squarely, deeply in France's chest, but it won't come out. He's blinking it all back fiercely, but he just knows that soon the regret will be too much to take. FranceXJeanne D'Arc. FrUk.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,370 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-3-12 - France & Jeanne D'Arc - Complete14. This is How it Works reviewsAnd in the end, Celty is alone. She had nothing then, and she has nothing now, and everything is cohesive and her life is empty once more. She knew this day would come. Deep down in her dead heart she always knew that nothing would last forever. It is now, when she has lost everything that was never really hers to have, that she believes it. Set in the inevitable future.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,354 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-31-12 - Celty S. & Shinra K. - Complete15. We Never Change reviewsAfter the Cold War, America decides to put the past behind them and reconnect with a former friend, hoping to soothe relations over. And what better way than to go to the beach? It's too bad Russia is a prude and not eager to accept America again.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,364 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-25-12 - America & Russia - Complete16. The Lonely reviewsThe treaties of Utrecht had not been kind to him, and Spain is forced to surrender his colonies. Northern Italy wastes no time in reuniting with Romano and does not spare any time for nostalgia or bittersweet goodbyes. Historically accurate.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-23-12 - Spain & S. Italy/Romano - Complete17. Shiver reviewsIt's the first snow they've seen in a long time. Elizaveta is thrilled, Roderich… Not so much. He hates snow almost as much as he hates rain, but it seems a certain Hungarian won't let him stay inside. AusHun FluffHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,885 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-21-12 - Austria & Hungary - Complete18. Girl to Girl reviewsNatalia has her woes about her lack of volume in the chest area, and like most adolescent girls, she is insecure with her appearance. Her older sister tries to comfort her, but how could she understand when she has always been blessed in the chest? AUHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-12 - Belarus & Ukraine - Complete19. How You See the World reviewsIt comes to him in fragments of reality that sewn together, formed a skewed yet somehow cohesive whole. "Look all around yourself and tell me now, do you call this control?" Ivan takes a step and the ice shatters, ending his world in water.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 856 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-14-12 - Russia & Canada - Complete20. Fire and Ice reviewsIf America is passionate fire, then he is ice, colder and more bitter than he has ever been. Russia will live in a world where no one hurts. He will fight until the day America understands that things like pride and love are made to break a man. Cold WarHetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-24-12 - Russia & America - Complete21. Nowhere and Nothing reviewsShudders rack his thin frame as he coughs, his chest constricting, pressing down low and hard until spots appeared in his vision and he did not know anything anymore. Romano looks after a sickly Spain with concern that he does not care to hide.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-22-12 - Spain & S. Italy/Romano - Complete22. Harmony reviewsSpain loves his garden. He loves the symphony of scents and colors that made up his world. He loves the feeling of all his plants living and breathing around him in perfect harmony. He hopes that one day soon, Romano could learn to appreciate it with him.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,698 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-22-12 - Spain & S. Italy/Romano - Complete23. The Artist reviewsShizuo didn't realize that Izaya was a skilled artist until the day his partner asked him to pose for a sketch. AU, Shizaya. Rated for language.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,614 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-11-12 - Shizuo H. & Izaya O. - Complete24. Wild West reviewsIf Ikebukuro was anything like those movies about the cowboys that he see on the television at three in the morning, than every time he saw Izaya, he'd tell him "This town aint big enough for the two of us." DrabbleDurarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: K - English - Parody/Western - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-7-12 - Shizuo H. & Izaya O. - Complete25. Change on the Horizon » reviewsA flash of white light, and everything changes. When an accident leaves Shizuo paralyzed from the hip down, he loses the will to live. It takes a little help from an unlikely friend, who is struggling with guilt of his own, to set him back on track.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,639 - Reviews: 50 - Updated: 4-6-12 - Published: 12-19-11 - Shizuo H. & Izaya O. - Complete26. Love for a Monster reviewsSome days all he wants is just one person to look him in the eyes and tell him that they are not afraid, that they realize that he's just a guy with a lot of anger and a heart of gold that nobody sees. Shizuo-centric. One-shot.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,447 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-26-12 - Shizuo H. - Complete27. The Aftermath reviewsAfter the death of his teamates, ANBU Kakashi turns to the bottle for relief, hoping it will drown out the voices in his head. When his concerned sensei and Hokage stumbles upon him, they can both can see what has changed. He was the aftermath. One-shot.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,121 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-18-12 - Kakashi H. & Minato N. - Complete28. Rose Among the Thorns reviewsVorona does not take her eyes off her task as she buries the knife in his neck. Shizuo's eyes are shocked and hollow as he gazes up at her, confusion clear in his honey colored irises. She smiles through clenched teeth and drives the blade in deeper.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-12 - Vorona & Shizuo H. - Complete29. Of Paperwork and Thunderstorms » reviewsAfter Sakumo's death, Minato takes on the job of taking care of a numb Kakashi. But the young prodigy is haunted by memories of The White Fang, can Minato get him to open up? Is Minato enough to help him heal when the boy is determined to shut him out?Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,696 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 3-17-12 - Published: 7-18-11 - Kakashi H. & Minato N. - Complete30. Storm Clouds Over September reviewsIt's been a year since you lost the fight to cancer. I still come back to Ikebukuro like I think I might see you again. But it's just me your grave stone now, and that's all there ever will be. Hints of Shizaya. Drabble.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,142 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-14-12 - Izaya O. & Shizuo H. - Complete31. Great and Weak and In Between reviewsKakashi wonders if there's an alternate universe out there somewhere where he is weak and proud instead of strong and cardboard. Gai wonders if Kakashi could one day find an unbreakable peace he knows he deserves.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,533 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-13-12 - Kakashi H. & Gai M. - Complete32. Ignorance is Not Bliss reviewsIzaya didn't know that Shizuo couldn't swim. So when he leads Shizuo into Tokyo bay, he expects him to emerge, spitting and spluttering in rage. However, things don't go as planned, And his ignorance has made all the difference. Character Death.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,911 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-5-12 - Izaya O. & Shizuo H. - Complete33. Crush reviewsShizuo didn't think there was anyone strong enough to crush his neck.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-27-12 - Shizuo H. - Complete34. The Hardest Part » reviewsPony drowns in the fountain. Johnny is helpless, and now Pony is dead and gone and its his fault because he stood by and did nothing. Its up to him to pick up the peices and break the news to Pony's brothers. Its the least he could do. Two-shot.Outsiders - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,844 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 1-17-12 - Published: 1-10-12 - Johnny C. & Ponyboy C. - Complete35. Infinity reviewsMinato wanted nothing more than to howl his horror to an unexistent sky in the hopes that there would be someone there to reconfirm the fact that he existed. But there was nothing. And that's all there would ever be. Minato after his sacrifice. Drabble.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-12-11 - Minato N. - Complete36. Blood like Roses reviewsIzaya's shoulders began to shake as he sank to his knees, gripping his chest, stained with crimson. The last thing he remembers is a loud silence, accented only by the sharp crescendo of a dying man's laugh that he does not recognize as his own.Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,594 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-9-11 - Izaya O. & Shizuo H. - Complete37. Respect reviewsCharacter study. Respect is something you earn. He wants to be seen for whom he is, and in the end, that is what he gets. Respect is often given to those who don't deserve it. Kakashi learns the hard way.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,324 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-12-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete38. Modification of the Genuis reviewsYoung Kakashi has always been pushed around. They need someone to blame, He's there for them. He has been used, but he's tired of making excuses for others. He's sick of being weak. Not anymore. Never again. Trials and errors of his untold childhood.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-16-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete39. Evolution of a Scarecrow reviewsThe scarecrow has always been a weak being, a victim to days in the field. He does his duty silently, getting no aknowledgement and expecting none. He is a scarecrow, complete with useless frayed ends, trying so hard but falling deeper everytime. One-shotNaruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 918 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-8-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete40. Illusions reviewsThey say love is magic, but isn't magic just an illusion? Pain and rage and saddness, is not an illusion. Death is not an illusion, it is forever. He is dying and there is no hope, but she will never give up on him. Some promises are made to break.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,189 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-19-11 - Kakashi H. & Rin - Complete41. Words left unspokenA poem from Shinobi to Hokage. They are bound by loyalty to the leader, they are the twisted, warriors of the leaf, some see it as pride, others, as a sacrifice. Giving up what makes you human for the sake of the village, and they are alone in the end.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 9-5-11 - Complete42. The man behind the mask » reviewsA collection of drabbles! Who is the man behind the mask? He can't face himself, because he hold dark secrets and hidden failures underneath.And he knows he can't save them, Team 7 will die, because he's never been able to protect anyone in his life.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,574 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-7-11 - Published: 5-30-11 - Kakashi H.43. The road of Healing reviewsAfter the death of his wife, Sakumo struggles to take care of the son he never wanted. It takes a good friend to open his eyes to the reality. Can Sakumo learn to let go of the past and show compassion to a child that only wants his love?Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,940 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-11 - Kakashi H. & Sakumo H. - Complete44. Slipped away reviewsHe can feel it, hear it, see it, and smell it. He can taste it. He could try all he wants. Either way, he knows that he will die today. He has no fear. One-Shot. Rated just to be safe.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 893 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-10-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete45. The Way of Wolf reviewsHatake Kakashi has quit ANBU. He must unlearn old ways and cut all ties with them. Doubt is thick on his mind as he wonders, Was is really right to let the way of Wolf die? Can some new friends manage to show him life outside of the ANBU's dark ways?Naruto - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-11 - Kakashi H. & Asuma S. - Complete46. Letters to a friend reviewsThe horrors of war had taken its toll on Kakashi, he writes to release his fears and doubts. He writes to them, knowing that they will never respond, but it has its own sense of comfort. War has broken his generation, he won't let history repeat itself.Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-10-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete47. Falling with the rainThe rain, is calming, it is numbing, he lays in it, he does not know why. He has a visitor, who has complications of his own and is in need of a little advice. They talk, and Kakashi can't help but wonder about the man he knows so little about. NOT YAOI!Naruto - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,614 - Published: 5-7-11 - Kakashi H. & Itachi U. - Complete48. Because of you reviewsIt was Sakumo's descion that ruined Kakashi. Kakashi would never forgive him for scaring him so badly. Sakumo Hatake was trash, he was a disgrace. Kakashi blames him. Sakumo abandoned him. It's all because of him. ALternate ending to Shippuden episode 159Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,448 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-6-11 - Kakashi H. & Sakumo H. - Complete49. Never had a dream come true reviewsKakashi never had a dream come true until the day he met them, and then they were gone, and Kakashi is hurting and broken beyond repair. He drowns in sorrow, and one questions rings in his head. Was it really worth all this pain? A dark depressing songficNaruto - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,726 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-22-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete50. When you say Nothing at all reviewsHe loves her, he lives in constant fear that she will leave him. She loves him, she lives happily and shed light into his dark days. She is an angel, he doesnt deserve her, but she found a way into his heart and he is truley happy. Alison Krauss songficNaruto - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,241 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-11 - Kakashi H. & Rin - Complete51. Show me what I'm looking for reviewsGai and kakashi had always been there for each other. Gai never told Kakashi how much he needs him. And now its too late. Kakashi never told Gai how much he had helped him find what he was looking for... a friend. California Liar second songfic! NOT YAOI!Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,430 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-5-11 - Kakashi H. & Gai M. - Complete52. Chasing Cars reviewsSakumo had watched Kakashi learn and grow all through his childhood. Now Kakashi finds him in the afterlife, and Sakumo is finally at peace. But destiny has another path for Kakashi and Sakumo will wait forever for his boy to come home to him. Songfic.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Family/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-11-11 - Sakumo H. & Kakashi H. - Complete53. A Second Chance reviewsThey say history can repeat itself. Old momories buried with time fight to the surface and Kakashi struggles to hide his fear. If you could do it all again would you? He has been given a second chance. If he chooses to take it. On permantent Hiatus. :Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-4-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete54. Fading Away reviewsKakashi slowly dies alone. He reflects on his past mistakes as a horrible illness claims his life. He doesnt want his life to be wasted. He waits alone for somone to find him and share his last moments with him. spoilers for kakashi gaiden and no pairingsNaruto - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,015 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-11-11 - Kakashi H. - Complete
