Tigertopaz-Titanium Banana
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since: 01-25-11, id: 2720405, Profile Updated: 01-24-13
country: USA
Author has written 13 stories for Alex Rider, Harry Potter, and Giver.

Hello, fanfiction readers! I'm Lily (Tigertopaz- Titanium Banana, obviously). I live in the USA.

You can contact me otherwise through Tumblr. My URL right now is kurtsbp.

INFORMATION ABOUT MY STORIES/AND OR LINKS ARE AT THE BOTTOM OF MY BIO!


Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in their shoes. Then you'll be a mile away from them and you'll have their shoes.

Flying is not dangerous. Crashing is dangerous.

If at first you don't succeed, skydiving isn't for you.

A tree only hits an automobile in self-defence.

If your parents never had children, chances are you won't either.

When your life shatters into a million pieces, pick up the pieces, grab some glue, and make a new one.

As Long As There Are Tests, There Will Be Prayer In Public Schools

Sarcasm helps keep you from telling people what you really think of them

Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling?

There's nothing wrong with arguing with yourself. It's when you argue with yourself and LOSE when it's weird.

A wise man once said, "I don't know - go ask a woman.

A good friend will keep you secrets when you ask them too. A true friend will keep their mouths shut without you asking them.

When life gives you lemons make grape juice. Then sit back and let the world wonder how the heck you did it.

If it's tourist season, why can't we shoot them?

Help I've fallen and I can't...hey, nice carpet

Some people are like slinkies. The seem to have no purpose, but they still bring you a smile when you push them down the stairs.

Don't fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you.

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

There are four things you cannot recover in life: The stone after it is thrown, the word after it is said, the occasion after it is missed, and time after it is gone.

Learn from yesterday. Live for today. Hope for tomorrow.

Living your life is more important than making a living.

“Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar.” -Drew Carey


I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds my gay brother tight throught the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one the lucky ones, I guess. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply to much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economis teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.

Re-post this if you think homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.


If you can read this message, you are blessed because over two billion people in the world cannot read at all.


Fandoms I Read

-Alex Rider

-Harry Potter

-Glee

-Supernatural

-Homestuck (sometimes)

Stories I Have Finished/Am Working On

Alex Rider- Three Months to Forever- Continuation of Insanely Me’s fic Three Months. Alex isn’t suicidal. He knows he’s just going to die anyway. But Ben doesn’t, and Alex isn’t about to tell him. What Ben doesn’t know won’t hurt him, right? ”Jack dies, Alex goes to live with K-Unit” story, with a twist! Dark!Alex, Cutting, Language- COMPLETE!

Harry Potter- Treasure-Adopted from Animehunter08! After a not-so-freak accident, Harry finds himself with only two friends from his old life and half a horse's body. Luckily, Firenze is watching after him… Slash, bestiality kind of…language

Alex Rider- His Loving Arms- When all else fails, Alex knows he can come back to the arms of the one he loves. But what happens when those arms become damaged? What happens when they let him fall? Slash, Torture, language.

Oneshots- All COMPLETE!:

Harry Potter- What Love Really Means- “Dear God won’t you please... Could you send someone here who will love me?” Not for what I have done or what I will become…Who will love me for me? Slash, HP/DM, Language, implied mpreg- Harry Potter

Harry Potter- Voldemort's Paperwork- Even the darkest of Dark Lords has paperwork. Just ask Voldemort. Language.

Alex Rider- Sacrifice- Is running such a huge sacrifice to save the one you love? Slash, language, attempted rape.

Alex Rider- BandAids and Bondage- Yassen wants for Alex to use Band-Aids. And Alex wants Yassen. Compromise, anyone? Serious Slash, language!

Harry Potter- The Last Night- You come to me with scars on your wrist. You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this… Severus and Harry have a soul-deep bond. Mild Slash, SSHP, self-harm, language.

Harry Potter- Dancing in the Dark- On my waist, through my hair. Think about it when you touch me there. Close your eyes all alone, dancing in the dark! Severus…entertains Harry. Slash PWP, SSHP

Alex Rider- And Still the Clock Winked- It was a never-ending cycle, time after time after time. As soon as one mission was over, MI6 sent him on another. And still the clock winked.

Alex Rider- The Color of Hunger- Alex knows about the color of hunger all too well.

The Giver- Release- Jonas and Gabriel make it out of the community...but can they survive on their own in the wild? Especially after they find a spiky bush with gleaming red berries in it...

Harry Potter- Too Accurate, Perhaps- A surprised Severus Snape learns more than he bargained for about the Boy-Who-Lived during a surprise trip to a museum. Mostly fluff, some angst I suppose.


Stories In Post-Production (That I am writing, but have not posted yet.)/Ideas

Stories that I'm in the Process of Writing but have not Posted Yet

-Alex Rider with MPD [Multiple Personality Disorder] TITLE NAME- Piece of Mind

-Harry Potter- Harry and Draco's love, told through a collection of connected songfics to Skillet. TITLE- Awake

Story Ideas

-Harry Potter- He gets the Dementor's Kiss. Someone goes on a mission to get it back from a random place. [Well of Souls?] But once he finds it, will Harry want it back?- TITLE NAME- Regaining One's Soul

-Harry Potter- Cinderella story. Harry meets Draco somewhere after sneaking from his abusive parents' house, with the help of someone. [?] When he leaves, he drops something. But when Draco comes to his house, it fits his twin's/brother's foot. TITLE NAME- _less

-Alex Rider- Alex goes to live with Sabina after SR, completely broken. But can a certain Russian assassin bring him back to life? TITLE NAME- Broken Clarity

-Alex Rider- What if, in AA, the spaceship hadn't landed correctly? What would happen? How would he get home? POSSIBLE CROSSOVER! TITLE NAME- To Exist

-Harry Potter- Harry is stripper, gets STD, finds someone (Remus?) falls in love. Has year (?) to live. TITLE NAME- Time (?)

-Alex Rider- The stress of the missions gets to be too much, and Alex turns to drugs to get him through life. TITLE NAME- The High in the Low- Possibly combine with Broken Clarity

-Alex Rider- Possible Follow-Up to Three Months to Forever. Ben gets married, and he and his wife have a baby- who is Alex reincarnated. TITLE NAME- Always Watching

-Harry Potter- An eleven year old Draco is distraught when he gets sorted into Gryffindor without explanation. Turns out, he was sent there to protect a broken Harry Potter. TITLE NAME- Paracletus

Oneshot Ideas/In Process

-Alex Rider- In another life, I would make it right. So I don't have to say you were the one that got away... TITLE: The One that Got Away

-Glee- Blaine gets suspicious when he sees a notebook filled with tally marks inside Kurt's closet. TITLE NAME- Tally Marks


Important: If you have a story that you think needs a sequel, or continuation, please message me! I love doing that kind of thing! Ex. Three Months to Forever is a continuation of Insanely Me's fic, Three Months.


1. His Loving Arms » reviews
When all else fails, Alex knows he can come back to the arms of the one he loves. But what happens when those arms become damaged? What happens when they let him fall? Slash, Torture, language
Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,819 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-20-12 - Published: 12-31-11 - Alex R./Cub & Wolf
2. Treasure » reviews
Adopted from Animehunter08! After a not-so-freak accident, Harry finds himself with only two friends from his old life and half a horse's body. Luckily, Firenze is watching after him… Slash, bestiality kind of…language MINI-HIATUS!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,391 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 5-29-12 - Published: 8-30-11 - Harry P. & Firenze
3. Too Accurate, Perhaps reviews
A surprised Severus Snape learns more than he bargained for about the Boy-Who-Lived during a surprise trip to a museum. Mostly fluff, some angst I suppose.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,847 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-12 - Harry P. & Severus S. - Complete
4. Release reviews
Jonas and Gabriel make it out of the community...but can they survive on their own in the wild? Especially after they find a spiky bush with gleaming red berries in it...Oneshot.
Giver - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,254 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-18-12 - Jonas & Gabriel - Complete
5. The Color of Hunger reviews
Alex knows about the color of hunger all too well.
Alex Rider - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-11-11 - Alex R./Cub - Complete
6. Dancing in the Dark reviews
On my waist, through my hair. Think about it when you touch me there. Close your eyes all alone, dancing in the dark! Severus…entertains Harry. Slash PWP, SSHP
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,077 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-7-11 - Harry P. & Severus S. - Complete
7. Three Months to Forever » reviews
Contin. of Insanely Me's fic Three Months. Alex isn't suicidal. He knows he's just going to die anyway. But Ben doesn't, and Alex isn't about to tell him. What Ben doesn't know won't hurt him, right? Dark!Alex, Cutting, Language, light slash, drug use
Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 41,395 - Reviews: 206 - Updated: 8-3-11 - Published: 2-6-11 - Alex R./Cub & Ben D./Fox - Complete
8. And Still the Clock Winked reviews
It was a never-ending cycle, time after time after time. As soon as one mission was over, MI6 sent him on another. And still the clock winked.
Alex Rider - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-3-11 - Jack S. - Complete
9. The Last Night reviews
You come to me with scars on your wrist. You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this… Through dark times, one will stay with Harry forever. Mild Slash, SSHP, self-harm, language.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,766 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-27-11 - Harry P. & Severus S. - Complete
10. BandAids and Bondage reviews
Yassen wants for Alex to use Band-Aids. And Alex wants Yassen. Compromise, anyone? Slash, language!
Alex Rider - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 745 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-27-11 - Alex R./Cub & Yassen G. - Complete
11. Sacrifice reviews
Is running such a huge sacrifice to save the one you love? Slash, language, attempted rape
Alex Rider - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-15-11 - Alex R./Cub & J. Sprintz - Complete
12. Voldemort's Paperwork reviews
Even the Darkest of Dark Lords has paperwork. Just ask Voldemort. Language.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-31-11 - Voldemort & Lucius M. - Complete
13. What Love Really Means reviews
"Dear God won't you please... Could you send someone here who will love me?" Not for what I have done or what I will become…Who will love me for me? Slash, HP/DM, Language, mpreg, self-harm
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,624 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-31-11 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete