" I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care "

" Unwell " Matchbox 20

07/01/2012
(NEW UPDATE: Please read)

I realize I promised a lot in my last update and if any of my readers are actually reading this, then I'm impressed they've held out this long for me. I've had a boatload of issues these last few months. I've been out of internet range for some of that time, and I've been unable to post some chapters I had finished.

Last night, however, my back-up back-up (no, I really didn't repeat that--I back up all my files twice, not including my original) flash-drive died. I cannot get it to work for the life of me. That really wouldn't be bad if my original source(i.e. one of my laptops) didn't crash a few weeks ago. Then, my backup flashdrive got dropped and, somehow, managed to break into enough pieces that it's never going to work again. This was the day before I found out my last flashdrive was completely totalled as well.

So, I'm a bit frustrated right now and I'm pretty sure I have the crappiest luck in the world. I'm sorry, because I honestly had two more chapters of The Eyes of the Angel written and 12 chapters of a new story I had in the works as a surprise. And to be blatantly honest, I just do not believe in rewriting chapters. I never have and trying to rewrite them will take time, if I ever get back the spirits to do so.

I'm sorry if anyone thinks I'm overreacting, but I've always kept a running tally of what's on those flashdrives and my loses totalled to over a million words that are completely unrecoverable, some of it dating back to middle school. There were well over a dozen SPN/HP Crossovers I was working on slowly as experiments, but those are gone as well. I'll try to get back into my groove, but I'm not sure when I'll get back to writing The Eyes of The Angel. For now, I think I'm going to take a haitus from that particular piece.

Thanks to those who understand my plight.

Introduction

Hello! My name is XenoSangui and I'll be your host for the next five wasted minutes of your life!

Well, if you got past that then I'm impressed. Just thought you should know.

Anywho, my username is very important to me. It's my life line. If you're good with greek and latin prefixes and sufixes, then I'm sure you can rough out it's general meaning if you want to. It's not really a real word...just two prefixes I stuck together in a way that can't be proper English.

For those who care(or don't, really) Xeno=strange or stranger, but it's the first in this case. Sangui=blood. Strange blood. Now you know. Congrats.

Okay, so I consider myself a senior FF writer. I was the kid writing paragraphs in kindergarden when the other kids wrote a sentence. I got my first writing award when I was in kindergarden and two more in fifth grade. I have two poems published. I first started writing fanfiction way back when I was in the sixth grade, first stared posting on here the day I turned 13(I was a stickler for rules.). Now, here I am two pennames later and at least slightly better writing skills then before.

Other than writing, my hobbies are very sparse. I do a little drawing(never taken an art class in my life and I'm told I'm pretty decent seeing as I know none of the techniques), read, and occasionally listen to music.

Anyway, the fandoms I enjoy(though I haven't written fanfiction for most of them) include Harry Potter, Supernatural, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Bleach, Death Note, Moonlight, Dark Angel, Inheritance Trilogy, The Vampire Diaries (the books, the T.V. show is awful), and Alice in Wonderland. By far, Supernatural and Harry Potter interest me the most.

By the way, I'm on livejournal under the same name.

Okay, so I'm probably labeled as an angst-written based on all the stories I have written and 5 of the 6 stories I have in progress right now are angst-ridden, so I guess it's a pretty accurate label. Anyway, read and enjoy.

Story Progress

The Eyes of the Angel (Hiatus-See Update Above)
Chapter 1 - Fleeting Soul (Complete) - (Posted)
Chapter 2 - Conversations (Complete) - (Posted)
Chapter 3 - Subterfuge (Complete) - (Posted
Chapter 4 - Ressurection (Complete) - (Posted)
Chapter 5 - Untitled (25%)
Chapter 6 - Untitled (0%)

Through Glass
Oneshot - Complete - (Posted)

Whispers in the Dark
- (Deleted) -

Oh, I had to do it...

List twelve of your favorite characters from your fandom (Supernatural), in no particular order. Then answer the questions about them.

1. Castiel

2. Sam

3. Jess

4. Gabriel

5. Dean

6. Michael

7. Crowley

8. Lucifer

9. Bobby

10. Ash

11. Bela

12. Azazel

1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?

Michael/Bela. No...I can't say I have, though I would give it a shot. Heck, I'm going to store this in my maybe-I'll-write-it-someday folder.

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Gabriel. He's certainly not the worst I'm seen. Maybe it's the whole I sorta rebelled against Heaven thing?

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?

Azazel got Lucifer pregnant? Oh..my...I'm laughing so hard right now. That would be one messed up kid. It's more likely to happen because Lucifer is an angel...but...I'm going to stop right now before I die of laughter.

4. Can you recall any fics about Nine?

Bobby? A lot with him in it. I haven't really read one that's Bobby-centric, though.

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Sam and Michael? I see a lot of angst coming from the two of them. Like, a LOT.

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?

Dean/ Bobby or Dean/ Ash? Dean/ Ash, I guess. Bobby seems like too much of a father figure to Dean and Ash is...Ash. He's awesome.

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?

Crowley walks in on Sam and Azazel having sex? Oh, I so didn't want to picture that...Umm, I honestly have no idea what Crowley would do. Probably take a picture.

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?

Castiel/Lucifer fluff. Actually, yeah. Just read one yesterday. I'm a sucker for the whole Lucifer being the good guy plot.

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.

Crowley/Azazel. No idea. Umm, "Sorry Your Favourite One Died?" Set right after Jake stabs Sam? I don't know.

11. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?

Jess het. Don't have a friends lis yet. But if you can count yourself, then I have before

12. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

Bela. Myself, once.

13. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?

Sam/Gabriel/Dean. I wouldn't, but I have a few friends who would.

14. If you wrote a Song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?

Lucifer. Pyscho - Puddle of Mudd (listen to the chorus and you'll see what I mean.)

15. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?

Castiel/Michael/Azazel. Extreme wrongness. Just...no.

16. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

Dean. About 2 minutes ago.

17. (1) and (7) are in a happy relationship until (9) runs off with (7). (1), brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with (11) and a brief unhappy affair with (12), then follows the wise advice of (5) and finds true love with (3)."

"Castiel and Crowley are in a happy relationship until Bobby runs off with Crowley. Castiel, brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with Bela and a brief unhappy affair with Azazel, then follows the wise advice of Dean and finds true love with Jess."

What title would you give this fic?

"Angel In Disguise." This idea is so going in the I'm-so-writing-this folder! Except, without the Jess part. I'm a Castiel/Dean shipper.

Statistics I'm Fond Of

Stories Posted: 8 (and counting)

Stories In Progress(i.e. Not yet posted): 7 (Ahh!)

Friends Addicted To FFN Because Of Me: 4 who post stories, innumerable others lurk

Longest Story Written: 100,000 words all stored on a computer that crashed (I wanted to finish it before it was posted, but it's gone now. )

Shortest Story Ever Written: 1,000 Words (Reminiscence)

So I've ventured a bit outside my comfort zone with my latest One-shot, Reminiscence, because I truly loved the movie despite the fact that it brought me to tears. It will probably be my only fanfiction in that fandom due to the fact that I have so many ideas for my Supernatural and Harry Potter fanfictions. Anywho, have an awesome day!