The farm house from New Start? http://s1.hubimg.com/u/1192_f520.jpg
Ravens dress from Savior : http://cache1.bigcartel.com/product_images/51425735/50s_style_little_black_dress.jpg

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I AM BISEXUAL

Gender: Female.

Age: 16

Nationality: American

Fav Color: Red

Pets: none anymore

Location: Some place where there are houses.

Movie: Sucker Punch

Fav Shows: Pretty little liars, degressi, Terra Nova, Secret life of the american teenager, Secret circle, Law and Order SVU.

Fav Cartoons: Teen Titans

Fav Books: Vampire academy, the drake chronicles, house of night, Avalon web of magic, Nightshade series, Hunger Games, The chemical garden.

Info:

I (currently) have blonde hair with pink stripes through out it. I tend to change my hair color when ever i get bored, my natural color is actually so blonde it some times appears white. My eyes are a very nice emerald green, and I'm pale skin. I and thin, not petite but thin, for reasons I'm sure most of you can guess why. I have seven scars on the top of my arm(which are not from me! My friend dared me to let her cut me with a Gatorade cap, for those of you who don't know if you take the small circle part off and flip it around theres spikes and when you put that over the cap it), and thirteen over my wrists. I know what you think, and no I did not try and kill myself, I was upset for reasons I don't want to talk about quite yet. Most of you probably think that I've been to a mental hospital, well sorry to break it to you but I haven't. Instead I used to talk to a school consular three times a week and a different one out of school, that happened when I was fourteen.

I'm in high school taking all A.P and Honor classes. So if I can't update in a while it's cause of school. I have seven older brothers, I'm the youngest in my family and the only girl(besides my mom) I'm sixteen, not the best girl. I've been in trouble with the law quite a few times, enough in fact that most of the police officers in our town know mine, my besfriends and two of my older brother full names. BTW my name is Jasmine Rian(not given my last name) though I hate Jasmine so I go by either Rian or Rae. My best friends name is Jecka(her real name is Jessica but I call her Jecka) and my two closest brothers the ones that i get in trouble with- are Nikolas, hes seventeen, and Kristopher- eighteen- I've been to three different private schools two of which I've been kicked out of, Nikolas is the only brother I have still in school with me so when ever I get kicked out he'd leave that school and come with me. This high school I go to now is a punishment for my last prank, I now go to an all girls school, and Nikolas since he helped me goes to an all boys school. My oldest brother is 22 his name is Deejay, then theres Marcux whos 21, Stephan whos 20 Ethan and Max are twins their 19, and you know Kristopher and Nikolas. I've been arrested three times, and one time I got charged with breaking and entering, and assault I went to juvy for three weeks. I have two tattoos one of a rose on my hip, it's blood red and it drips color so it looks like it bleeding. The other one is a name -Carter- she has been in my life since i was one, her mom was my moms best friend In 2010, me, Carter, and Nikolas, stole a motorcycle and Nikolas was driving, there was a animal in the rode, and Nikolas swerved to avoid it. He flipped the bike. It landed on me and Carter and Nikolas landed somewhere else. When me and Carter were in surgery, she didn't survive. Me and Nikolas did and were in the hospital of two months. Afterwards I refused to stop getting in trouble because it was the only way I could keep Carter close. That's basically my life story there you go.

Here is something more personal, but I don't see a problem with telling you because we will never meet! I am a teen mom, I have two kids, twin girls, which is why if i write about kids and they're twins its because I have the most experience with that. Anyway, they're not my boyfriends kids, though I was with him at the time I got pregnant, he knows what happened and he stood by me the whole time. They're one year old, and the names are Blayke and Dylan, I know; why both guy names? But I loveee the name Blayke for a girl, and Dylan was my boyfriends choice, I promised that when we had the kids he could name one of them whatever, we thought I was having a boy and a girl so he was going to name her after his dad, but, when I had them it was both girls and Dylan can also be a girl name. Blayke is so much like me, emerald eyes, and light blonde hair, Dylan has my eyes but black hair, a very interesting combination. All of my family have been so supportive of me, and only my best friend because she was there!-, boyfriend, and my brothers Khristopher, and Nikolas, know what really happened and they didn't take that to well. . .

I would like to let everyone know I'm adopted. When I was ten my real mother tried to sell me for drugs so they put me in foster care. I never had a father growing up, he went to jail when I was two for having drugs, breaking patrol, and when he got out I was four and he kill this man. So he is still in jail to this day. Anyway, at age ten my mother tried to sell me, but, ended up doing it when an undercover cop was around. The cop busted my mom, arrested her, and I was sent to foster care. When I was eleven the family that I live with now adopted me. Deejay and Kristopher are also adopted. Deejay was adopted before he was born, meaning his mother didn't want to raise him so she signed him over to my mother now, Kristophers parents died in a car crash when he was three and he was adopted a month later. At first I didn't like it there to much seeing as I was the only girl but they quickly made me feel welcomed. I was mainly upset because I thought I wouldn't be able to see Carter, seeing as she was my real mothers best friends daughter, but it turns out that my new family lived pretty close to Carter so I was able to walk to her house everyday. The adoption was a good thing for me.

I'm bi. I came out three years ago on my thirteenth birthday. I like girls but I like guys more. I have had a girlfriend before, three actually. Grace, Hayley, and Hunter. I dated Grace for about three weeks, Hayley for two months and Hunter for a two and a half years. That was so far the hardest break up of my life. My adopted family are completely okay with this, they've supported me 100%. I still think about Hunter sometimes. We talk alot still, but because I'm with Jonny and Hunter is with another girl what ever feelings we have for each we have to bury them deep.

Ladies and Gentlemen, skinny and stout, I'll tell you a tale I know nothing about. The admission is free, so pay at the door, now pull up a chair and sit on the floor. One fine day, in the middle of the night, two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other, drew their swords and shot each other. A blind man came to watch fair play, and mute man came to shout hooray. A deaf police heard the noise and came and killed those two dead boys. He lived on the corner in the middle of the block, in a two story house on a vacant lot. A man with no legs came walking by, and kicked the lawman in his thigh. He crashed through the wall without making a sound, into a dry lake and suddenly drowned. The long black hearse came to cart him away, but he ran for his life and is still gone today. I watched from the corner of the big round table, the only eyewitness to the facts of my fable. But if you doubt my lies are true, just ask the blind man, he saw it too.

I can hear it.

the disgust in people's voices when I talk about it. I can see it.

the discomfort in people's eyes when I say "her" instead of "him."

I can feel it. the rebuke waiting on people's lips when my arms are around her waist.

It makes me unsure about myself

About her, about them...

I just want freedom

To sing about who I want

Male or Female.

You can't cover up my rainbow sky with blue construction paper.

Who are they?

to say what's okay

And what's "gay?"

I can hear it...

the whispers behind my back

when I kiss her.

New poem

I can already see,

See the disgust in your eyes.

I can it see it doesn't matter,

You’re always telling me

How much you love me,

That your love for me

Is unconditional

One phrase I can say

Will truly put Your love to the test

“I like girls”

Look, Look at your eyes fall,

Can you look me in the eye?

You’re crying now,

Please, please stop.

Don’t, no don’t, walk away

I like girls,

But I’m not gay

I like boys,

But I’m not straight

I never meant to hurt you

But I am who I am,

I never meant to disappoint you

But I love whom I love.

And I am Bisexual.

New Poem

I like gorgeous, tall guys

and beautiful, petite girls

Hair slicked back or in tight curls

Muscle shirts or Short skirts

Strong arms or Long leg

Toned abs or Lean torso

Flat chests or Soft breasts

Low chuckles or Sweet giggles

Deep stares or Soft glances

Male or Female

I can see the beauty in both

It doesn't matter to me

Just be yourself

And everyone is happy