| MysteriousFlower |
Author has written 35 stories for CSI, Law and Order: SVU, Crossing Jordan, and Harry Potter. I have been writing ever since the day I could. I write.. so I live. I started writing smalltime stories when I was a child. I was the type of kid who would write something and then run over to the teacher, begging them to read it. I spent countless hours in class writing while really, I should have been doing schoolwork. Those little innocent stories turned into stories about young women around my age, dealing with everything from self injury to demons and lesbian love. Though I have written a few of those stories I have never taken any steps towards publishing any of my work. I am too shy and too insecure, I suppose. Fanfic is a safe haven and I still manage to put alot of my creativity in what I do. Fanfic is not just about the tv show/book/movie I write about. It is about the characters that feature in my stories being real, feeling emotions. So yes I suppose I borrow someone else's character but create a world of my own. My favourite fandoms are Harry Potter (Bella/Hermione, Bella/Narcissa, Hermione/Narcissa), Law&Order SVU (Olivia/Casey, Olivia/Alex), Crossing Jordan (Jordan/Lily), CSI Las Vegas (Catherine/Sara) My stories are not about letting hot women hook up and have loads of sex. I write stories with emotion, fear, angst, humour and despair. My writing is emotional, or I like to think so. Much like myself, I suppose. I go mad if I can't write and sometimes stories takes weeks or months to finish because I cant write something good enough to add as an extra chapter. Just enjoy my writing and I hope that while you do, you feel some of the passion I feel. I sometimes get obsessed with my writing and cant think of anything else but my stories. Day and night it plays on my mind. I carry a notebook with me wherever I go so that I can always write, even at places where I shouldn't - like work :-) Feel free to review my stories or send a me a message. I am always happy to hear from people who read my work and tell me - honestly- what they think. Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart. | |||||||||
1. Even In The Darkest Night » reviewsAfter they are taken prisoner by the Death Eaters, Hermione has to endure torment and pain. But through all of the horrors she finds herself longing for something she knew she should never have longed for at all. Rated M/PG18. HermionexNarcissaHarry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,022 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 11-18-09 - Published: 11-10-09 - Hermione G. & Narcissa M.2. At The Break Of Dawn reviewsSeveral years ago they had to let each other go because it was never to be. But though life has moved on, love always lingered underneath. And when they meet again, it proves to be still as powerful. Hermione/Minerva. Rated T. Femslash.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,668 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-7-09 - Hermione G. & Minerva M.3. The Unexpected Saviour reviewsHermione is captured by the Death Eaters and has to endure the most horrible torture and suffering. And in the end she has to trust the one person she knows no one trusts at all... PG18/M for abuse&violence. BelaHermione, femslash with a twist.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,403 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-5-09 - Bellatrix L. & Hermione G.4. Secret Whispers From The Past » reviewsHermione has to chose between love and life, and either choice means she will lose. For she is everything Narcissa loved and hates. Does love really know no boundaries, even if only the past is what binds you? HermionexNarcissa. M/PG18Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 49,932 - Reviews: 58 - Updated: 10-20-09 - Published: 9-13-09 - Hermione G. & Narcissa M. - Complete5. The Promises Beyond The Thunderstorm » reviewsBella has never known love. Until she met Hermione. And as the war unfolds and the Dark Lord falls, the thunder still rolls over their heads, carrying and hiding secrets and mysteries. But she made her a promise that night...M/PG18Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 107,794 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 9-13-09 - Published: 8-14-09 - Bellatrix L. & Hermione G. - Complete6. The Secret Of A Rainy Autumn NightThe rain was pouring down outside. Inside, she ached in desperation. Love really does hurt. It hurts every time she looks at her. She hides in the darkness of the night, alone. She loves her so much and yet she is so lonely. JordanLily. M/PG18Crossing Jordan - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,937 - Published: 8-6-09 - Jordan C. & Lily L. - Complete7. In The Eyes Of A Stranger » reviewsLove comes unexpected and it hides in the shape of someone you don't know and whom you never thought you'd find. It is the stranger that finds that feeling inside you, and you see that something in their eyes.... OliviaJordan. M/PG18Crossover - Law and Order: SVU & Crossing Jordan - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,322 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-5-09 - Published: 5-28-09 - O. Benson & Jordan C. - Complete8. Strange Bedfellows reviewsThere are just some people you never wish to wake up next to in the morning after a night filled with whiskey, words of truth and some irritations... T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,987 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-16-09 - O. Benson & K. Grayleck - Complete9. The Without Series » reviewsOnly the vodka still triggers the tears I still cry over you. The darkness taunts me but yet it is my safety and my shelter. I have nothing but the memory of you. T/PG15 for alcohol abuse - warning!Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,359 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 5-18-09 - Published: 1-22-09 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete10. Nothing Like The Memory » reviewsAlex Cabot returns to New York but finds things have changed a lot since she left. Will things change again or will she just have to deal with the fact that nothing is like she remembers? M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 18,943 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 1-18-09 - Published: 12-9-08 - A. Cabot & C. Novak - Complete11. The Pain Inside The Wishes » reviewsThings have changed. But nothing seems to have changed for the better. Wounds do not heal and tears do not dry. How much time must pass before they realise they may have made the biggest mistake of their life? T/PG15CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,481 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 1-16-09 - Published: 10-13-08 - Catherine W. & Sara S. - Complete12. I Turn To You reviewsSet during the season 6 episode "Intoxicated". A glass of beer and a few shots of vodka... What really happened in between the bar scene where Olivia confesses about her mother and the eventual end scene? K/PG13Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,674 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-9-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete13. Time Is Running Out reviewsSet during/after "Inconcievable". Olivia is not the only one who has a biological clock ticking... K - PGLaw and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,136 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-19-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete14. Nothing Left To Lose » reviewsShe has nothing left to lose as she returns to the one place where she once had and knew everything. But with her come the lies, the questions and the secrets....Where will this lead them and will everything be the same as it was? M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 48,575 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 11-14-08 - Published: 9-7-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete15. Beyond The Darkest Of All Evil » reviewsCan the most simple gesture of kindness drag you down to the dungeons of all things evil? After a night out the SVU squad makes a terrible discovery and start a race against time.... M/PG18 for rape scenes. Warning!Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,022 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 9-5-08 - Published: 8-21-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson16. Words Beholding Truth » reviewsA collecting of CaseyOlivia, AlexOlivia or CaseyOliviaAlex songfics... Just enjoy. All one shots, based on a particular song. K/PGLaw and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,921 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 8-19-08 - Published: 8-17-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson17. The Truth Behind The Past » reviews...Reveals the lies that hold the future.. Casey has left and Olivia can't get in touch with her. It looks like the young ADA doesn't want to be found... But a strange phonecall puts everything in a different perspective. T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 18,137 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 8-14-08 - Published: 8-11-08 - O. Benson & C. Novak - Complete18. The Dangerous Scent Of Black Roses » reviewsTwo female lawyers end up dead, bruatlly raped and murdered. Investigation soon learns Casey is next on the list. Fear strikes but in the end it is not only Casey who is in danger. M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,787 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 8-7-08 - Published: 7-7-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete19. Between The Lines » reviewsHow did I get myself into all of this? How did I ever become such a fool? When did I loose myself, and even more so, my heart? When I met Olivia Benson, my world changed... Casey's POV. T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,276 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 7-6-08 - Published: 7-4-08 - O. Benson & C. Novak - Complete20. Answers » reviewsSequel to "Questions". Olivia and Casey are finally together but is just loving her enough? A ghost from the past returns and the hope for reliving old memories glows. Where will it lead Olivia? Olivia/Casey, later Olivia/Alex. M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 53,474 - Reviews: 67 - Updated: 7-4-08 - Published: 5-15-08 - A. Cabot & O. Benson - Complete21. Questions » reviewsLife beholds questions. Once one is answered, another one floats onto the surface.. Olivia meets Alex Eames and that leaves plenty of questions. Olivia/Alex Eames. Olivia/Casey eventually. M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,776 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 5-14-08 - Published: 5-4-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete22. Lifelines » reviewsCatherine and Sara are standing at the start of a brandnew life. Events unfolds, things are gained and lost but like a puzzle... all the pieces eventually fall into place. M/PG18CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 47,505 - Reviews: 88 - Updated: 5-8-08 - Published: 4-30-07 - Catherine W. & Sara S. - Complete23. Images From The Past » reviewsWhen a case Olivia is working on colides with a dark secret from Casey's past that has been hidden for over twenty years, both women have to come face to face with the demons that linger inside them... T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 13,215 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 3-13-08 - Published: 3-9-08 - O. Benson & C. Novak - Complete24. The Deafening Silence Of Lies » reviewsOlivia finds out Casey might be involved in a rape and murder case. As Casey refuses to explain her relationship to a suspect, Olivia finds herself painfully confused over her feelings for the woman she once believed to be her best friend. T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,379 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 3-9-08 - Published: 3-2-08 - Complete25. Forced » reviewsOlivia has to move out of her appartment and finds herself moving in with Casey... Things get hot and steamy and not just because of bugs being killed... M/PG18Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,763 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 2-27-08 - Published: 2-24-08 - C. Novak & O. Benson - Complete26. When I Get Lost » reviewsWith a nasty case on her hands Olivia does not only find herself tangled up in her emotions over the case. Her feelings towards Casey Novak don't make it any easier. T/PG15Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,155 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 2-24-08 - Published: 2-21-08 - O. Benson & C. Novak - Complete27. The Shadows That Linger » reviewsSara is forced to face the demons from her past once again when a case shows resemblance to one she knows so well.. The pain tries to bring her down and she clings on to the only thing she know will always be her safety. K/PG - PG13CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,468 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 7-1-07 - Published: 6-3-07 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete28. Haunted » reviewsThe death of a patient in a psychiatric hospital leads the CSI's to investigate. Strange things happen and Sara and Catherine find themselves in a situation that leaves them questioning not just the case but also themselves. T/PG15CSI - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,977 - Reviews: 62 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-3-07 - Catherine W. & Sara S.29. Ghosts From The Darkness Gone » reviewsCatherine stumbles onto a dark secret from Sara's past and is painfully reminded that maybe she does not know the beautiful brunette that well after all. In her search to find answers, she finds however a lot more than she expected. K/PG13CSI - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,344 - Reviews: 57 - Updated: 3-14-07 - Published: 2-14-07 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete30. The End reviewsThe end of a life is simple yet brutal and leaves people wondering as to the question why. Character death. set after episode Mea Culpa, S5. K/PGCSI - Rated: K - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-07 - Complete31. Into The Darkness » reviewsAn intelligent, dangerous serial killer is targetting students. Sara is sent out undercover but faces more than only the possibility of dying... K/PG13CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 21,278 - Reviews: 52 - Updated: 1-14-07 - Published: 12-6-06 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete32. The Darkness That Surrounds Her » reviewsThe discovery of Sara's journal opens a new world to Catherine. The darkness that surrounds Sara is so much stronger than she ever thought and finally the painful truth finds its way into the open. -- Trigger warning for self injury! T/PG15CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,027 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-19-06 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete33. Time Is Like Sand » reviewsIt runs through your fingers, silently and mysteriously. Before you know it, its gone and with that all you once loved. They meet again after 3 years and it seems that maybe time does not erase, nor does it heal... T/PG15 for physical abuseCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,842 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 12-11-06 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete34. Revelations Of A Lonely Heart » reviewsSara finds herself confused with her feelings for Catherine. On the other side, Catherine realises she admires Sara more than she thought at first. K/PG13CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,882 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 11-28-06 - Published: 8-24-06 - Sara S. & Catherine W. - Complete35. Scars Heal Never On A Broken Heart » reviewsHow far would Catherine go when she sees the woman she loves, fall for someone else? CatherineSara / SaraStella pairing as well! CSI NY crossover Femslash! T/PG15CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 54,270 - Reviews: 91 - Updated: 10-6-06 - Published: 8-29-06 - Catherine W. & Sara S. - Complete