i began my first set of stories ( 4 books) off the short TRAILER INSPIRATION i had from seeing Twilight ..

had nto read the books but the Scene in the Forest and Music where the Deer knows it is being HUNTED Grabbed me so deeply and i sat there with my mouth in awe and then the blur flash of the HUNTER grabbing it's prey in the cross fire between the 'dash to get away' and the hunter catching his prey between a doorway of Trees that reminded me of a heart and portal of dimensional gateway?

i walked away from that and immediately began writing a story into my lap top... i got the Book TWILIGHT... this all tied to and the first small film off the LOVE Story of Edward and Bella..i devoured the book and two weeks later was heading for an early matinee to see this Twilight film...it began my LOVE affair for the Story, the FILM Catherine Hardwicke promoted herself for and Directed, the Actor Rob Pattinson and Kristen Steward and Taylor Lautner along with the BEST FILM from Book and how it was SHOT in OREGON at some KEY Magical energy vortices...i was Enchanted and drawn into a WORLD and a LOVE STORY on Star Crossed Tees and i was so swept away into on some many levels

Rob Pattinson has such an amazing impact on the film ..Kristen Stewart as Bella and Taylor Lautner as Jacob...i have never seen such a PORTAL energy film so Visual moving and of such Soul and of such a Soulmate Story..both on Film and off...this is the MAGIC we all felt when we saw the FIRST FILM..all Three main characters were so well casted and the supporting actors..i just LOVE Alice...Ashley Green and Jasper and Carlisle..they were all well casted...

ok flash forward.

from the Trailer of the Deer and Hunt for it's prey..i did not know this was a vampire Book or Film

i always felt it had something else going on with it and the basis when i got into the Story is that is

IS a LOVE STORY...yes he's a vampire and beautiful and she is a human and teen...

Romeo Juiliette...but i see it as a LOVE STORY..

then my own BOOKS began to pour off my FINGER tips for WOMEN and Love stories about Spiritual awakening and soulmates of one light one dark and one in this time line or showing up from another..for me that is how i see the immortals...living longer and having a lot of time and history on their hands...and i see the loves coming and going..we all experience this in LOVE Relatonships and Soulmates..and this type of Eternal the RIGHT ONE LONGING...my BOOK ONE wrote itself..and then BOOK TWO..in Chapter two of Book 2 i had a CHARACTER Show up that introduced himself to me and i was IN LOVE with him FULLY..

this began my BOOK V ~ i will talk on that LATER...tbc

but back to my Book Two and then these interesting relationships with vampires and human women loves...or fallen angels ..i ended up with a great slice of history that i honestly did not plan on going into but it WROTE itself and for mature women...not teens...what gave Birth to TWILIGHT is that i too wanted MORE and on a more mature level..so my Stories feed my own creative soul on this and my DEEP LOVE of HIGHLY ROMANTIC and Complex Relationships...Soulmate and Twin Stuff...Forever Stuff..this i wanted to share with other women and those believing in Soulmates and Higher Pure Love Relationships...

now...in working on my BOOK V..( my fifth book and very very SPECIAL) to get this PUBLISHED...first...

this character has taken me into his world and his Love Story...as i was editing it...i am part of many Twilight groups and some friends wanted to READ some of my work ...they suggested i do a FAN FICTION..

and then this Story came to me...i loved Edward and his POV and wanted more of him too and i wanted a more mature development of both him and Bella...and again the Trailer of the Deer being HUNTED came SMACK up on my visions and this Story came to me..almost like the PORTAL of those TREES talked to me and Edward...so this is his story and his evolving ..i tried to stay true to the Cannon as i liked the basic story..but ...i always felt a deeper part of Edward could not express fully ..in the teen way...as the story often takes it's OWN COURSE..all Writers experience this ...i too just follow what my Characters are saying and talk to my friends and Beta on some of the Twists and Turns...INPUT is so important..as a work of LOVE IN PROGRESS this story is one of them

so please enjoy..i would appreciate your comments and

i am also doing a BLOGG on the VISUALS of this story..i create my own designs for ART and Web Blogg and it is going to be like a STORY Book when i am done..the theme is all GREEN too..Green for Forest and Heart chakra and GREEN for Growth of the Characters and Ecology of the Planet...i am pleased to share this with you all and spread the word...Love to you all ..Roshandra warmly writing on ...

and i so LOVE Robert Pattinson..truly the most BEAUTIFUL male soul on the planet and a beautiful young Actor and Artist in so many ways..how Blessed we are to have someone of this kind of soul and heart and on the screen...

The Forest of Edward's Mind ~ story by Roshandra

http://booksbyroshandra.blogspot.com/2011/09/forest-of-edwards-mind-story-by.html

For each Chapter there will be an ON Going Story ~ Book ~ Visual ART for the Fan Fiction Blog that connects to this.

The Theme is GREEN...as the Story Cannon revolves around Edward and Bella's LOVE and the unsettled 'challenges' of his not wanting to 'change her into a vampire'. Bella's character develops a deeper side of her knowing this is what she stubbornly wants and sees her life with Edward and the Cullen family as the Life she is to be with. Edward though must go deeper into his own personal wisdom and challenge that he feels overly responsible to protect Bella and to keep her as she 'is'. Human and although he loves her eternally he does not want to 'change' her'. Bella feels she was MEANT to 'die' and events move this Beautiful couple and Love Story to a parting and a Wedding shut down. She is mad and upset and he had hoped she would 'break it off'. This would give her stand to leave Edward. Just as he hoped she would she did and yet she Ran a Wooden STAKE thru his Heart and surprised Edward.

there is an ANGEL of FATE to help this LOVE and the TEST they are going thru ..TRUE Love and Divine Twins.