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Author has written 25 stories for Criminal Minds, NCIS: Los Angeles, Borgias, Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior, Numb3rs, Supernatural, Blue Bloods, Leverage, and Southland. Another try at this page... funny how hard it can be to describe yourself. Okay, I better leave it. Actually, to read my stories (which would make me very, very happy ;-)) you just have to scroll down - that should do it also for finding out my favourite fandoms. I love reading ff in many categories - Books, Movies, Plays, TV Shows - but I only write in the latter. I couldn't even say why... probably because series tend to have an open structure so as long as they're going (or killing characters, but you can ignore that) it's easier to smooth your story into the series' world and reality than into worlds that are complete and closed, as many books are. That's also the matter behind my name (okay, and the fact that I didn't find anything else that wasn't used by someone) - English is not my mother tongue and I know there's an awful lot of learning in for me. But comparing my older stories to the newer ones, I think and hope I'm at least improving a bit... that's reassuring when RL turns on me with all its university force, and tells me not to write... That doesn't mean that I'm not open for any kind of critics, however. Of course it hurts at first when you read that someone thinks your writing is terrible, but I think honesty is very important, and since I really want to get better as a writer, I need your honest opinion. Right... I probably just told you more than you ever cared to know, so let's move on to the more important matters, such as my favourite TV shows and ships: FLASHPOINT - my all-time favourite, I guess. Just amazing and heartbreaking and thrilling and...yeah, you know. Words just aren't enough. the only thing I didn't like with this show was Natalie (most stupid blonde of all time, and Spike kept on flirting with her? Gaahh...). CRIMINAL MINDS - love this series, though I really miss Emily. So far, Alex Blake just seems a female Reid to me, and that makes me miss her even more. But I'm glad Elle's gone for good (yeah, long ago, but that had to be said), and I really love the interaction between the other team members, especially Derek & Penelope. They're such a great bff-couple that I can't really wish them to pair up romantically. But I think they will, at the end of the series. NCIS: LOS ANGELES - I never really took to the original, but I love the spin-off. The loyalty and friendship in this series is overwhelming sometimes, and Chris O'Donnell has amazing eyes. And it's fun most of the time. NUMB3RS - the first series I ever really fell for since Star Trek. I don't like maths, and I like Robin even less, but I love this series. SUPERNATURAL - too many things I swoon combined into one series: big brothers, adventures, ghosts, angels, demons, prophecies, sacrificing yourself for each other, end of the world, humor... yeah! BLUE BLOODS - my writing obsession right now. There's a complete family, and yet there are so many stories and emotional moments to be written about. I love the mixture of police and family, and how it all comes together. Okay, that didn't make sense, but it's the writing realm I feel most comfortable in at the moment. CRIMINAL MINDS SUSPECT BEHAVIOR - I'm still mad at CBS for cancelling it. The series was great, and the characters - like Kirsten Vangsness said it, "They fit together more than they fit in the world" - they were a wonderful team. I'm still working at getting over it. I guess that this is it so far... happy reading, happy reviewing :) and never stop writing! | |||||||
1. Can't wake up from this » reviewsSequel to "I'll stay till you're asleep", but you don't necessarily have to have read it. The information is simple: Jamie just died in Danny's arms. Still the sun rises and sets and life goes on for the world - but can it for the Reagans, too?Blue Bloods - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,472 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 5-24-13 - Published: 4-28-13 - Complete2. Ah, womenHis whole life long he's been trying to protect them - but will he ever understand them? Short-cuts to the women in Ben's life.Southland - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 5-24-13 - Ben S.3. It's okay, Reagan reviewsI just saw the clip from 3x22 and...oh. My. Vinny's last moments. More Vinny than Jamie but since you can't tag Vinny...Blue Bloods - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-23-13 - Jamie R. - Complete4. Goddamn Job reviewsEpisode tag to S2x3 (U-Boat). Just a little Ben/Cooper Moment, no slash.Southland - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 790 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-13 - John C. & Ben S. - Complete5. Haunted » reviewsS1E13 - Jamie and Renzulli are called to what Renzulli would call a waste of time - Melissa Samuels. She's rich, she's lonely and she's frightened to death. Jamie tries to help the girl, but with being a rookie and spying for the FBI and being haunted by his own ghosts, life is not that easy. Not even for two clever Harvard kids. Please give it a try!Blue Bloods - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,134 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 5-15-13 - Published: 5-3-13 - Jamie R.6. For the next day, the next year and beyond reviewsPost 3x22: When everything comes crashing down, you hold on to the most important in life: Family.Blue Bloods - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,995 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-15-13 - Danny R. & Erin B. - Complete7. Legacy reviewsRodrigo Borgia is not a man likely to be shaken. Seeing Lucrezia in Cesare's arms is one of the things, though, that kind of drive him crazy.Borgias - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-6-13 - Rodrigo B. & Cesare B. - Complete8. Waiting for Jamie » reviewsPre-Series: starting nine months before Jamie's birth. Living with two little siblings can be hard. Living with three of them is gonna be hell... (or heaven; but he's the oldest, he mustn't say such things).Blue Bloods - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,161 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 5-4-13 - Published: 2-28-13 - Danny R. & Jamie R.9. Whom the Gods love reviewsWritten for the CCOAC Flower Challenge. It's my first try at such a challenge, so I'm grateful for any kind of critics. The story's short, and it's about Reid visiting Emily, and Emily visiting Reid, and the heaven and hell that lies between.Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,579 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-28-13 - E. Prentiss & S. Reid - Complete10. That's just me reviewsAfter The Studio Job(S3/6): Eliot works up the courage to visit the girl he once left. On his way he can't help thinking about the decision he made - and the new family back in Boston he has now. AU because I didn't see the Kentucky-Aimee-episode...Leverage - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,808 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-19-13 - Eliot S. - Complete11. I know those eyes » reviewsThe past should be the past, and the grave Mick dug for his was as wide and deep as the ocean between Wales and Washington. Still, when ghosts from the past cast their shadows over the team, can Gina be true to her feelings for the man he tries to be now? And can Prophet finally find a girlfriend, too, before all hell breaks loose?Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,641 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 4-16-13 - Published: 12-28-12 - Mick R.12. I'll stay till you're asleep reviewsDanny has to face his worst nightmare.Blue Bloods - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,202 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-9-13 - Danny R. & Jamie R. - Complete13. File Davenport » reviewsJust something I had to scribble down... Sydney didn't only leave Jamie, she left the whole family.Blue Bloods - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,549 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-21-13 - Published: 2-10-13 - Sydney D. - Complete14. facebook » reviewswhat if g callen finally gave in and signed up for a facebook account? yes, i know, the storyline is old, but i hope it'll be fun to read it nevertheless...at least it's funy to write itNCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,585 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 2-4-13 - Published: 9-14-11 - Complete15. The Archangel » reviewsTobias Hankel is dead - for real now. But still there's a murderer to catch, a genius to be helped through grieve, a mother to be buried, and a team to finally come home. Which is going to take time...Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Crime/Friendship - Chapters: 31 - Words: 45,383 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 1-31-13 - Published: 9-13-11 - S. Reid - Complete16. Report to the grave reviewsPost 1x22: After taking down the Blue Templars, Jamie visits Joe's grave. My first attempt at BB, so please give it a try.Blue Bloods - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,724 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-24-13 - Jamie R. - Complete17. I regret nothing reviewsSet in Season 3. There's something Dean has to tell his brother before it ends.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,693 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-12-12 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete18. Letters used to be less complicated » reviewsi wasn't allowed to title this "facebook" - which would have explained everything. don't take it too serious - Last chapter's up!Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,987 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 5-29-12 - Published: 1-5-12 - Complete19. Be my AngelDerek has to tell Emily something really important, but as Doyle just stabbed her, will he come too late? Just a little bit AU. PS: please review!Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,321 - Published: 5-28-12 - D. Morgan & E. Prentiss - Complete20. As long as there's a sunset reviewsSome students break into Charlie's office and attack him - while Don is at work. Hating himself for letting his brother down, he remembers the day he promised to be there. Forever.Numb3rs - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,455 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-9-11 - Don E. & Charlie E. - Complete21. Why me? reviewsHe was the better sniper, and he had proved it. So why did he still feel like Wheeler had won?Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,410 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-16-11 - Mick R. & S. Cooper - Complete22. Dirty Little Secret reviewsThis is my first attempt to write slash and I know the idea isn't quite the newest, but I just listened to this song interpreted by Bon Jovi and I could not stop the pictures in my head...oh yeah, it's a songficBorgias - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-22-11 - Cesare B. - Complete23. Never Heal reviewsRodrigo's POV; when servants carry home the corpse of one of his sons, Rodrigo finally knows that his new life has a price.Borgias - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-20-11 - Complete24. Do you believe in destiny? reviewsG Callen had never believed in destiny. Neither had Sam. charadeathNCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,398 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-11 - G. Callen & S. Hanna - Complete25. Dust of bricks reviewsMorgan POV; set after Ep. 4x07. He bought four proprties so he could calm down after hard cases. But sometimes breaking down things doesn't helpCriminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,075 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-8-11 - D. Morgan & D. Rossi - Complete
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