Chaotic Serenity
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since: 12-30-00, id: 32784, Profile Updated: 10-27-10
country: USA
Author has written 63 stories for Dragon Ball Z, Shakespeare, Legend of Zelda, X-Files, Transformers/Beast Wars, Sorcerer Hunters, Fushigi Yuugi, Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース, Vampire Hunter D, Inuyasha, and Metal Gear.

PROFILE

Name: Chaotic Serenity // Pitten
Age: 24 (physically)
Website: Livejournal
Bio: I'm a pharmacology major hopeful with too much love of fiction and not enough focus on reality, though rarely does the latter often prove that it's any less absurd than the former. Being a regular 21st century superhero, I can stare at a computer monitor for two hours or more without going blind, seek out and blindly miss the point by a mile, and stare at a trigonometry equation for two hours without any certain lead to a potential solution. I can devour a good novel in less than day but spend two years agonizing over a two page vignette (reliability isn't my strongest point, but I suspect the world will keep turning regardless). My hobbies are masochism (discouraging myself by reading fiction by better authors) and self-inflicted psychological trauma (suck it up and keep writing anyway as nobody is going to exorcise these fictional demons but me). It's a hard job, but somebody's gotta do it.

I've been posting on FF.net since, oh, I was about fourteen or so, which means that if you really want to punish yourself, you can read these stories in chronological order. At some point, your lower intestine, in a fit of madness and self-preserving instinct, may leap bodily through your esophagus to throttle your brain, but you will have the esteemed honor of watching authorial skill hone itself over a six year period. But don't say I didn't warn you.

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Of the Moment: Final Fantasy X
Reading: Transformers, Metal Gear Solid, Legend of Zelda, Firefly, Underworld
Actively Writing: Hiatus

As a note, some of my more recent writing only appears on my journal, partially because the content is too mature for this site, but mostly because I am very, very lazy. Notice: As of 3/4/07, I deleted approximately fourteen or so stories from this account, mostly older Dragonball and Fushigi Yuugi fic. If one of your favorites was lost, I apologize, but I don't have any existing copies left over since then.


1. The World in Brief » reviews
A collection of five minute drabbles. Multiple pairings, multiple canons. Infrequently updated. New stuff: August 13, 2008
Legend of Zelda - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 7,900 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 8-13-08 - Published: 10-26-07 - Link
2. artificia reviews
Nobody would listen, anyway. Raiden x Mei Ling Challenge request.
Metal Gear - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete
3. The Words Written at the Gate reviews
Optimus Prime talks. Omega Supreme, for his part, listens.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-23-06 - Complete
4. The Falling of the Leaves reviews
A brief Rin vignette, set years after she and Sesshoumaru part ways.
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-21-04 - Rin & Sesshomaru
5. One Foot In reviews
It's only one step closer to the edge. (YamuchaBra...sort of. Experimental one-shot.)
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-22-04 - Yamcha & Bra - Complete
6. Scrawlings » reviews
A group of couple one hundred word drabbles for the Livejournal IY fanfiction contest.
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,292 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-10-04 - Published: 3-2-04
7. Over and Done reviews
Sideswipe and Sunstreaker react in the wake of Autobot City's destruction.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,467 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-28-03
8. Kicking Back reviews
Kickback educates on how to enjoy life.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,323 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-3-03
9. Revolutionary reviews
There are some stories of his past Kup will never tell...
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,901 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-2-03
10. Walking on Air reviews
A Depth Charge vignette.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,321 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-03
11. Far Away From Here reviews
Skywarp complains about Earth. You have been warned.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,963 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-03
12. A Reason to an End reviews
When Skyfire makes a near-fatal error in battle, Ironhide reflects on the reason behind the war.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,877 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-9-03
13. Dolly Doesn't Want to Play reviews
Following the death of Optimus Prime, Elita-One reflects on her life and makes a disturbing realization. Warnings: NOT a fluffy love fic.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,140 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-27-03
14. Forever the Dreamer reviews
Rattrap reflects somewhat on his friendship to Silverbolt, his responsibility to him, and the quality that links all together.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,052 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-26-02
15. Legacy reviews
When you are bound by another's legacy, where do you place yourself on the grand scale of all things? A Megatron fic.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-3-02
16. A Whisper in Water reviews
During her death, Blackarachnia saw more than darkness..or did she? Set in the episode "Crossing the Rubicon."
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,644 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-8-02
17. A Hero's Prayer reviews
If Link was able to send a prayer to future generations of heroes, what would he say? A rough attempt at poetry. Enjoy.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 984 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-6-02
18. Providence Incarcerated » reviews
In light of choice, we sometimes take a path which we regret. On a mission for Megatron, Rampage is forced to face the past he has forced himself to forget...and perhaps save his soul in the process. R for content.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,470 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 9-1-02 - Published: 7-22-01
19. Devotion » reviews
Why are the Suzaku seishi following Miaka so devotedly? A look at the movtivations and needs of each seishi. New excerpt up: Mitsukake.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,490 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 8-15-02 - Published: 4-17-02
20. River of Salvation reviews
Reincarnation is not always a blessing. In fact, sometimes it's a curse. A very dark Hikou fic. If you don't know who Hikou is, there's your spoilers for Chichiri's past. PG-13 for swearing and content. And will somebody please help me come up with b
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,472 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-7-02
21. Melody of the Wind reviews
In death, there is hope. Spoilers for episode 33.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,768 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-22-02
22. I Wish reviews
Some time after leaving the book, Yui makes a wish...(Not literally, dears. ) PG for some references. Spoilers for the entire series and episode 11 in particular.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,899 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-16-02
23. Endless Echoes reviews
Sequel to "There Are Echoes." After leaving the book, Yui reflects.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,305 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-29-02
24. Flowers in Spring reviews
Nakago's horrible past with the emperor...and his memories of his mother. (Takes place several years before the series.) Spoilers for Seiran Den and episode 52. PG-13 for adult references. (Specifics within.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,180 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-29-02
25. There Are Echoes reviews
When Yui inquires about a sensitive issue to Nakago, it leads to a moment of understanding and revelation between both.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,436 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-11-02
26. Beloved » reviews
What if Soi hadn't died immediately after the sword struck her? A story that spans three days of hell for both the shogun and his lover. Spoilers for ep 45. *Finished.*
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,923 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 6-7-02 - Published: 4-1-02
27. Boy reviews
A Nuriko introspect. Spoilers for Nuriko's past, episode 32, and vaguely 33.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,600 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-4-02
28. Lost in the Light reviews
Meier's grief.
Vampire Hunter D - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,590 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-26-02
29. White Roses reviews
A short time after his sister's death, Alan Elbourne reflects on the mistakes his family made when dealing with Charlotte and her love for Meier Link.
Vampire Hunter D - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,756 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-26-02
30. City Rhythm reviews
Ten years after the battle against Debonair, Lantis revists Autozam only to meet up with a face from his past: Geo Metro. Set in the anime timeline.
Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,484 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-19-02
31. Tracks in the Snow reviews
Essay revolving around episode 33, especially on the character Ashitare. Spoilers for entire series.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,081 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-16-02
32. You reviews
A short look at Eagle done in second person narrative shortly before he goes off to battle. Possibly shounen-ai content depending upon your intepretation of the story.
Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-26-02
33. Solitaire reviews
A Geo siloloquoy. Set a few years after the anime. Possibly unrealistically dark.
Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-25-02
34. Knowledge reviews
Lantis contemplates Primera and comes to a sad resolution. Sister-fic to "Confession."
Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,947 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-24-02
35. Confession reviews
Primera reflects on what it means to love Lantis...and the agony it has brought her over the years. Very mild spoilers for the series.
Magic Knight Rayearth/魔法騎士レイアース - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,686 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-8-02
36. Worth reviews
A short time after tragedy strikes his family, Tamahome recalls a conversation with his father while hanging between the balance of decision, worth, and life. Spoilers for first part of series.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-02
37. Looking Forward, Looking Back reviews
A week before her wedding day, Miaka reflects on all that's happened and remembers those who helped her along. Mild spoilers for series.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,746 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-25-02
38. Play Your Aces reviews
Miaka's thoughts right before she makes her final wish to Suzaku. Spoilers for episode 52.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,850 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-17-02
39. Penance reviews
Amiboshi pays the price for his actions in the ignorance of tomorrow. Part of a series. PG-13 for content.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,755 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-13-02
40. Story of a Lifetime reviews
Nuriko and Hotohori. Proof that a story never ends with the turning of a page. Spoilers from episode 33 and beyond. Shounen-aish, but technically not really. Dedicated to Ryuen and Roku Kyu, whose recent stories I think have touched a piece of humanit
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,116 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-9-02
41. Moment in the Sun reviews
Hotohori and Nuriko share a revealing and healing moment in the sun. Set during the second OAV. Slight shounen-ai, but more a story of friendship than anything else. Spoilers.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-6-02
42. Loyal Redeemer reviews
Nakago faces penance for his crimes in a fashion few would consider...and the one to save him may be the seishi he least expects. Very high R-maturity rating for heavily adult themes. For Nakago lovers and haters alike. Part of a series.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,033 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-2-02
43. Diuturnity reviews
The thoughts and regrets of one Z warrior as he looks upon his wife. Purposely written to be ambiguous. PG-13 for references.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-28-02
44. Wise in Our Own Ways » reviews
Sequel to "The Shattered." In the wake of Link's decision, the sages are forced to reflect on themselves, Link, and the future. *FINISHED*
Legend of Zelda - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,111 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 2-18-02 - Published: 4-29-01
45. Subconscious Sin reviews
A rewrite of the cave scene in which Nuriko reveals his past to Miaka and Tamahome. What exactly what was going on in Nuriko's head at the time? Very slightly AU, as in it doesn't follow the scene by script. Spoiles for Nuriko's past and fate.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,858 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-29-02
46. Stream of Conscious reviews
Written in the same format as the title, a fic focusing on the intertwining thoughts of the Seiryuu twins on the most pivotal moment of their brotherhood. Mild spoilers for series.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,058 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-24-02
47. Between Gods and Dreams reviews
Some time after his return from Kutou's grasp, Tamahome reflects on Miaka, Yui, and his seishi duty in general. Mild spoilers for the few episodes after Miaka revists Kutou.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 819 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-18-01
48. Just a Little Scratch reviews
Marron reflects on his dedication to his older brother. Set during the battle in the third manga.
Sorcerer Hunters - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-15-01
49. Put it in a Letter reviews
After the return of Goku after the battle with Buu, ChiChi sits down to reflect on her relationship with Goku. In the midst of her anxiety and fear, she writes it down in a letter. PG for references.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,057 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-21-01
50. Furies Continuum reviews
An intimate look at Rampage, the vile, wretched, uncaring murderer...or is he? PG-13, VERY dark and short, but it gets it's point across
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-7-01
51. A Rose by Any Other Name reviews
While I'm not the biggest fan of Beast Machines, I am intrigued by the idea of Rattrap in a relationship. Plus, I thought Botanica was interesting. So, I birthed this literary child of mine to share. Rattrap and Botanica reflect on themselves, the futu
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,443 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-6-01
52. Object of Affections reviews
A different take on the Silverbolt/Blackarachnia scene in "Agenda, Part 1." How exactly did Silverbolt feel about all this?
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-4-01
53. Saishou Kesen: Celipa reviews
Part of Miyuki Usuki's "Saishou Kesen" series, not to mention partially co-written by her, I took up the challenge of writing Celipa's thoughts during the events that transpired during the Bardock Special. Soon to be posted on her account as well. Enjoy
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,027 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-18-01
54. To Dream Again reviews
A dark look into the mind of a prince who can't seem to forget the past...written in a tense I've never tried before, so be a bit more gentle. PG-13 for content and some swearing.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,148 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-15-01
55. Early Mornings and a Fool's Battlefield reviews
Mulder is introduced to a new type of warfare...Vignette: Humor
X-Files - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,115 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-31-01
56. A Simple Promise reviews
Mirai no Bulma retrospects on the broken promises she gave her son as he prepares to leave. PG rating. (Sorry to those who reviewed; I had to fix some errors. If you're kind enough, please review again.)
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,717 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-13-01
57. The Shattered reviews
In one blinding moment of utter self-loathing and loneliness, a young man reflects and then makes a sorrowful decision, and time freezes in it's wake. R for theme and content.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,207 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 4-26-01
58. Silence reviews
The Trunks counterpart to my Goten shounen-ai story, "Only In Dreams." Just some thoughts. Language and themes warnings. :shrugs: Who knows, maybe, when I have time, I might actually write up a follow-up get together fic.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-20-01
59. Only in Dreams reviews
A Goten/Trunks shounen-ai vignette I came up with one on one of those days. Nothing graphic, just some thinking (yearning) on Goten's part. Hey, I get enough reviews, I might do a sequel. Do NOT flame me for this; you don't like yaoi, don't read it.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 896 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 3-15-01
60. Facing the Dawn reviews
Eh, had no idea of where to put this, so bear with me. Basically it's a letter from the character Paris to Juliet from Shakespear's
Shakespeare - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 778 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-18-01
61. Eyes to the Future reviews
After recieving several reviews which requested a sequel for "Remniscent of the Past," I finally upped and wrote one. It came out as a V/B fic. (Sorry) It's one of my rare works, I usually don't write V/B. Short description: Vegeta notices something
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,941 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 1-21-01
62. Reminiscent of the Past reviews
After her old love Yamucha passing on to the next realm, Bulma heads to his apartment alone to clean up and reminisce, only to discover something far deeper then she ever imagined. Told from Bulma's perspective. Please read and review.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,966 - Reviews: 36 - Published: 1-15-01
63. Final Dawn reviews
What exactly goes on in the minds of evil before they make the final strike? A view from Cell before the fateful confrontation between him and the Z-warriors. A submission for Biowolf's challenge, an offer I couldn't resist. One of my rarer works, not
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,086 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-11-01