Hello.

I am GhostMbwa, or at least, in a way I am. If you're wondering where the "Mbwa" came from, my friend told me that that's how you say dog in swahili, I believe. If that is incorrect, well, I look like a fool don't I. :) Anyways, I'm a girl, hark-sexual (inside joke pertaining to Torchwood and Doctor Who), and have a passion for television. In fact my goal is to become the creator, director, and writer for my very own TV show. Sounds silly perhaps, but I would love to do it. I also have an interest in psychology that I'm not sure will go anywhere; luckily, I am quite young and have my inevitable short life ahead of me, so I just want to see where it takes me. Anyways, thanks for coming to this page, hope you got something out of it, and have a splendiforous day. ;P

Currently I am semi-regularly updating the story: The Soul's Magic. It is a story that I had every intention of finishing last year, plans change eh? Well, while I have no idea when it will actually be finished, most likely not anytime soon, I do plan on updating it as often as I can. Luckily for me it appears as if my chapters for that story are in no way long-winded.

That being said I should also inform you that I have begun a system with my story where I do not post a chapter if I don't have the one after it completed. This is the reason for why it takes me quite a bit to update on occasion. Yet if you smother me with reviews about how you wish there was another chapter I'd most likely give in and update; for some reason I don't feel as if this will ever come to fruition seeing as I currently only have 12 reviews for the story.

I am also working on several other fanfictions at the moment that will not be posted until I am finished with them. A feat that I am nervous in regards to.

I am actually working diligently on a Doctor Who fanfiction that I hope to have out by Summer time, or at least near enough. Let's just say around July. The story that I will be posting then will most likely only be the first part of the story and the next part won't be out till late Fall, but I promise that I won't end it on a cliffhanger...probably. Anyways, even though I do plan on having this story out by then it may take a bit longer, I have classes that keep me working hard and am just overall a lackadaisical person.

The story I'm working on is actually partially (kind of fully) inspired by the stories written by LizzeXX, I highly recommend reading her stories; they are, to put it simply, brilliant.

I Love You All.

I am toxic, I am so impure
I am dying inside, I’m dying for a cure
Separated, I am quick to resist
I am all alone infected with this

I am immune to you, you’re immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease

I’m a sun show, isolated and cored
Only you can judge me, you alone

I am immune to you, you’re immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease
I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease
I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease

This attraction, we are not getting well
It’s a fever I share, it’s a plague you feel
Separated, I am quick to resist
I am all alone infected with this

I am immune to you, you’re immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease
I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease
I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease

It’s infecting me, it’s infecting you
I’m running sick just like you
It’s infecting me, it’s infecting you
Inflict me with your love

I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease
I am immune to you, you are immune to me
We are both sick cells with the same disease

We are both sick cells with the same disease
We are both sick cells with the same disease
We are both sick cells with the same disease
We are all sick souls with the same disease

--Same Disease by Red

I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes and I take it in
I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you
For you

When the day has come
That I've lost my way around
And the seasons stop
And hide beneath the ground
When the sky turns grey
And everything is screaming
I will reach inside
Just to fi nd my heart is beating
Oh you tell me to hold on
Oh you tell me to hold on
But innocence is gone
And what was right is wrong

Cause I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes and I take it in
I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you
For you

When the hour is nigh
And hopelessness is sinking in
And the wolves all cry
To fill the night with hollering
When your eyes are red
And emptiness is all you know
With the darkness fed
I will be your scarecrow
You tell me to hold on
Oh you tell me to hold on
But innocence is gone
And what was right is wrong

Cause I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes and I take it in
I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you
For you

Cause I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes and I take it in
I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you
For you

--Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons

Nobody thinks what I think,
Nobody dreams when they blink
Think things on the brink of blasphemy
I'm my own shrink
Think things are after me, my catastrophe
At my kitchen sink, you don't know what that means
Because a kitchen sink to you
Is not a kitchen sink to me, ok friend?
Are you searching for purpose?
Then write something, yeah it might be worthless
Then paint something then, it might be wordless
Pointless curses, nonsense verses
You'll see purpose start to surface
No one else is dealing with your demons
Meaning maybe defeating them
Could be the beginning of your meaning, friend.

Go away, Go away, Go away, Go away
Leave me alone, Leave me alone, Leave me alone, Leave me alone.

Leave me alone, Leave me alone, Leave me alone

Nobody thinks what you think, no one
Empathy might be on the brink of extinction
They will play a game and say
They know what you're going through
And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say
They don't know you, and neither do I
So here's a prime example of a stand up guy
Who hates what he believes and loves it at the same time
Here's my brother and his head's screwed up
But that's alright.

Time gains momentum the moment when I'm living in 'em
I'm winning a momentary sinning a moment passing after
A re-beginning moments mending memories
Pretending enemies are friend of me, sending me straight to bending me
My bad behavior but I bet I could have been a better man
Copy and paste caught me, and copy, better rhymes bother me
The better the rhythm the badder I am but I bet I'll battle with 'em battle
better I am, Gambling man, better bet I am a gambling man, I am?

Go away, Go away, Go away, Go away
Leave me alone, Leave me alone, Leave me alone, Leave me alone

Leave me alone

Don't leave me alone

--Kitchen Sink by Twenty One Pilots

You bought a star in the sky tonight
Because your life is dark and it needs some light
You named it after me, but I’m not yours to keep
Because you’ll never see, that the stars are free

Oh we don’t own our heavens now
We only own our hell
And if you don’t know that by now
Then you don’t know me that well

All my life I’ve been so lonely
All in the name of being holy
Still, you’d like to think you know me
You keep buyin’ stars
And you could buy up all of the stars,
But it wouldn’t change who you are
You’re still living life in the dark
It’s just who you are
It’s just who you are

You bought a star in the sky tonight
And in your man-made dark
The light inside you died

Oh we don’t own our heavens now
We only own our hell
And if you don’t know that by now
Then you don’t know me that well

All my life I’ve been so lonely
All in the name of being holy
Still, you’d like to think you own me
You keep buyin’ stars
And you could buy up all of the stars,
But it wouldn’t change who you are
You’re still living life in the dark
It’s just who you are
It’s just who you are

You know only how to own me
You know only how to own me

You’re buying stars to shut out the light
We come alone and alone we die
And no matter how hard you try
I’ll always belong in the sky

And you could buy up all of the stars,
But it wouldn’t change who you are.
You’re still living life in the dark
It’s just who you are
It’s just who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are
It’s who you are

--Buy the Stars by Marina and the Diamonds