| Amanda Hawthorn |
Author has written 55 stories for CSI, Doctor Who, and Burn Notice. I've always loved writing, but I only used to write for myself because I never felt that what I wrote was good enough for other people to read. When my mum died of cancer 21 years ago I suddenly found myself in a relationship that quickly turned violent. The violence lasted for 6 years until I had the courage to get out. I left him and regained my strength. I was strong for my children who were only 4 and 2 years old at the time. I haven't looked back since. Writing helped me to build up my confidence again. I think you can see by the stories that I write that I am a huge GSR shipper. Grissom and Sara share such a deep love for one another, and it shows that age doesn't matter. Of course Doctor and Rose will ALWAYS hold a special place for me. I cried my heart out when I watched Doomsday, and it's only now, 6 years on that I can watch it without crying. Lastly Michael and Fiona...sigh...where do I start? These two are like star crossed lovers who are destined to be together. They love each other as well as hate each other yet they gravitate towards one another, even when they try to stay away. Need I say more? Other fandoms I've written for are Beauty and the Beast. This will always be special to me. The last time my mum and me were together when she was alive, we sat and watched 'God Bless the Child' B&B will always have a special place in my heart. Stargate SG1- Sam and Jack. X Files Mulder and Scully My B&B stories are only found in fanfic books that were printed at the time. I don't have anything online that I'm aware of. My Sam and Jack stories are all archived at heliopolis somewhere. I really need to track everything down into one place at some point. Thank you to everyone who reads and reviews. I am humbled by your kindness and deeply appreciative. | |||||||
1. Caitlin » reviewsShe should have fought, she should have tried harder, but in the end she was fighting all on her own...Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,330 - Reviews: 78 - Updated: 2-12-12 - Published: 2-7-12 - Fiona G. & Michael W.2. Fall from Grace » reviewsCan the past always be forgiven? Michael and Fiona's relationship is tested to the limits when someone they know tries to split them apart. COMPLETEBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 94,443 - Reviews: 551 - Updated: 2-4-12 - Published: 11-7-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete3. For The Love Of Fiona reviewsThis is based around the scene in 5x02. You know the scene where we all squeeed! I always get a little lump in my throat when she tells him she's a big girl…so this basically came from that scene.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,524 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 1-6-12 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete4. Lady in Red reviewsFiona looked around the table at her make shift family and realised how much she had missed them. Set after the season 5 FinaleBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,003 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 12-20-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete5. When Sorrow Comes to Stay reviewsSpoilers for 5x18. This is what I think happened when Sam found Fiona at the loft.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 40 - Published: 12-16-11 - Fiona G. & Sam A. - Complete6. More than Words reviewsSpoilers for 5x16. Set directly after Michael leaves his mother's and before the meeting with Sam. The look on Michael's face was so heart breaking I just needed to fix it with a private moment between Michael and FionaBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,065 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 12-2-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete7. Fooled reviewsAfter watching 5x15 this is a scene I would have liked to have seen at the end of the episodeBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,818 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 11-19-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete8. From Andre reviewsThis is a very short one shot based on 5x14. I would have liked a scene with Michael and Fiona at the funeral. As there wasn't one I wrote my own.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,141 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 11-13-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete9. Unbreakable reviewsThis is a very short one shot centred around a tiny scene in 5x13 Damned if You Do.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,689 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 11-4-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete10. Coming Apart At The Seams » reviewsIn the wake of Armand things are still a little tense. When Michael helps Fiona on a heart breaking anniversary, something happens to change everything when Fiona answered Sam's phone. COMPLETEBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 68,772 - Reviews: 400 - Updated: 11-1-11 - Published: 8-16-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.11. Chase The Day Away reviewsThey stood on the beach, hand in hand, both of them still reeling from Anson's latest revelation. spoilers for 5x12Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,494 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 9-17-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete12. Always reviewsSpoilers for the summer finale Dead to Rights. This takes place after the bomb went off but before their unwelcome visitor at the loft.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,060 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 9-10-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete13. Love Is reviewsThis one shot takes place just after the hotel scene with the declined bath share…need I say more! Spoilers for 5x11Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,149 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 9-4-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete14. Maybe reviewsMaybe the problem wasn't the changes in the loft, maybe the problem was her. Spoilers for 5x09Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,282 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 9-1-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete15. Yours reviewsSet right after Hard Out ended. Major spoilers for 5x08Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,505 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 8-12-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete16. Cradle and All » reviewsSequel to When the Bough Breaks. Fiona and Michael adjust to the new situation in their lives. COMPLETEBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 12 - Words: 50,357 - Reviews: 318 - Updated: 8-10-11 - Published: 6-5-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete17. Take It All reviewsSet directly after season 3 Signals and Codes. Fiona takes matters into her own hands and makes a heartbreaking decisionBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,939 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 7-25-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete18. Brother's reviewsThis is a really short one shot that just came to me a couple of days ago. I've often wondered if Nate was ever jealous of the things his brother achieved. This takes place pre-season 1 up to present day. From Nate's POV with Michael/Fiona undertonesBurn Notice - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,375 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 7-14-11 - Michael W. & Nate W. - Complete19. Sleepless in Miami reviewsA short one shot centred around the nightmare scene in 5x03 Mind Games. Fiona helps Michael after he's plagued with nightmaresBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 7-9-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.20. When The Bough Breaks » reviewsFiona shares a long kept secret with Madeline then realises they have more in common than she thought. Post season 4.WARNING: This story contains the sensitive subject matter of miscarriage.Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,835 - Reviews: 108 - Updated: 6-1-11 - Published: 5-4-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete21. Heading Home reviewsMy version of what happened after the events in Long Way BackBurn Notice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,385 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-26-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete22. Last Embrace reviewsSpoilers for Out Of The Fire. Michael comforts Fiona on what could be their last night togetherBurn Notice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,401 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-16-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.23. One For Sorrow reviewsSet after For Warrick, when the screen faded to blackCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,044 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 10-13-08 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete24. Whisky and Conversations reviewsGrissom, Brass and a bottle of whiskey leads to all kinds of revelations. GSRCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,001 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 5-23-08 - Sara S. & Gil G. - Complete25. Full Of Surprises reviewsBased on new promo pics for 8x12. Catherine receives a big surprise when she visits Grissom's new apartment. GSRCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,918 - Reviews: 52 - Published: 3-22-08 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete26. Home Is Where The Heart Is reviewsSara and Grissom are ready to move on. Sort of sequel to All Roads Lead To You GSRCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,480 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 12-22-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete27. All Roads Lead To You reviewsspoilers for 8X07. A phone call brings Grissom and Sara back together. GSRCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,831 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 11-17-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete28. Honey reviewsSpoilers for 8x04. This is my interpretation of the promo and how I would like to see that scene go. GSR of courseCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,303 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 10-17-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete29. Out In The Open reviewsSpoilers for 8x02. This is my interpretation of the promo and that beautifully cute photo of Grissom and Sara. Grissom and Sara go out for the first time in public. GSRCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,286 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 10-4-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete30. Spell It Out reviewsThere's more than one way to say I love you GSRCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,256 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 9-29-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete31. Shattered Dreams » reviewsRepost of my 2003 story. After spending the night with Sara, Grissom starts to withdraw from her again, but everything has it's consequences. GSR NS friendship, CS friendshipCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 29,239 - Reviews: 65 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-4-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete32. Revelations reviewsA tender moment between Grissom and Sara. GSR. Spoilers for fanny smackingCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,411 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-9-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete33. No Better Words reviewsSet directly after Age of steel and The rise of the cybermen. What I would have liked to have happened after they left Mickey in the parallel world. 10RoseDoctor Who - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,648 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-6-07 - Complete34. Without You reviewsGSR Grissom finally tells Sara about his upcoming sabbatical. Spoilers for LLVCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,429 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-11-07 - Complete35. Come Undone reviewsPost Burnout Sara takes Grissom home GSRCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,651 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 6-1-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete36. Chained To The Past 2: Unchained reviewsSara deals with the consequenses of the 'dinner invitation.' Post Unbearable. GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,162 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 2-27-0537. Chained To The Past reviewsWhat happened after Grissim confronted Sara in her apartment? Post ND fic. GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,120 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 2-13-05 - Complete38. Kiss Of The Butterfly » reviewsWhen Sara is snatched from them, the night shift begins a frantic search for her. GS WARNING Contains Season 4 finale spoilersCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 53,607 - Reviews: 256 - Updated: 11-23-04 - Published: 5-8-04 - Complete39. CSIs In Oz » reviewsAt a CSI convention, GS authors start disappearing. Grissom and the team come along to investigate and are transported to an Oz world. GS with hints of CWCSI - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,490 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-15-0440. Sacrifice » reviewsWhen an opportunity arises, Sara finds herself compelled to embrace it, knowing the sacrifice alone will break her heart. GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 59,590 - Reviews: 166 - Updated: 4-13-04 - Published: 1-18-0441. The Dead Of Night reviewsValentines fic challenge. A night in a grave yard leads to a heart to heart. GSCSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,513 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-13-0442. Gettin' Lucky: The Sequel reviewsSequel to Laura Katharines story Gettin' Lucky. GSCSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,648 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-1-0443. God Bless The Child » reviewsA tiny bundle discovered on Christmas Eve morning, turns Sara's life upside down GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,262 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 12-24-03 - Published: 12-13-03 - Complete44. If You're Not The One » reviewsGS christmas fluffCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,302 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 12-11-03 - Published: 12-9-0345. Misletoe and Wine » reviewsChristmas, a cabin, fluff and GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,259 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 12-4-03 - Published: 12-2-0346. What A Difference A Day Makes reviewsSara's convinced she'll have bad luck on halloween. Can Grissom change her mind? GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,400 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-30-0347. Bulletproof 2: All I Have To Give » reviewsSequel to Bulletproof. Sara and Grissom try to rebuild their relationship GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,230 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-5-03 - Complete48. Birthday Surprise reviewsSara has the blues, can Grissom help her to smile? GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,174 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-19-0349. Bulletproof » reviewsAn emotional case causes Sara turmoil, while it brings some startling revelations for Grissom regarding his relationship with her GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,456 - Reviews: 57 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 9-19-03 - Complete50. Darkness Falls » reviewsWhen tragedy strikes in the lab, Sara's maternal instincts leap into motion. GSCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 36,459 - Reviews: 168 - Updated: 9-10-03 - Published: 8-14-03 - Complete51. Here, There and Everywhere » reviewsGrissom and Sara fluff GS Total fluff, if you don't like fluff then please don't read! COMPLETECSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,977 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 8-10-03 - Published: 8-5-03 - Complete52. Alone All Along reviewsSara tries to find a way to heal the wounds that Grissom has created GS WARNING Heavy AngstCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,546 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-29-03 - Complete53. Stay reviewsSara has a tough decision to make when her bond with Grissom causes a rift between him and his team. GSR Pre-Vegas/1x02 Edited since origional 2003 postCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,277 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-26-0354. Secret Seminar reviewsEver wondered about Grissom's date in Blood lust? Here's my take on it! Thought we could all do with cheering up totally GSCSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,781 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-20-0355. Silent Intruder reviewsGrissom and Catherine Inadvertantly discover things from sara's past G/S N/S friendhipCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,416 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 6-19-03