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Amanda Hawthorn
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since: 06-03-03, id: 395825, Profile Updated: 05-11-11
country: UK
Author has written 55 stories for CSI, Doctor Who, and Burn Notice.

I've always loved writing, but I only used to write for myself because I never felt that what I wrote was good enough for other people to read.

When my mum died of cancer 21 years ago I suddenly found myself in a relationship that quickly turned violent. The violence lasted for 6 years until I had the courage to get out. I left him and regained my strength. I was strong for my children who were only 4 and 2 years old at the time. I haven't looked back since.

Writing helped me to build up my confidence again. I think you can see by the stories that I write that I am a huge GSR shipper. Grissom and Sara share such a deep love for one another, and it shows that age doesn't matter.

Of course Doctor and Rose will ALWAYS hold a special place for me. I cried my heart out when I watched Doomsday, and it's only now, 6 years on that I can watch it without crying.

Lastly Michael and Fiona...sigh...where do I start? These two are like star crossed lovers who are destined to be together. They love each other as well as hate each other yet they gravitate towards one another, even when they try to stay away. Need I say more?

Other fandoms I've written for are Beauty and the Beast. This will always be special to me. The last time my mum and me were together when she was alive, we sat and watched 'God Bless the Child' B&B will always have a special place in my heart.

Stargate SG1- Sam and Jack.

X Files Mulder and Scully

My B&B stories are only found in fanfic books that were printed at the time. I don't have anything online that I'm aware of. My Sam and Jack stories are all archived at heliopolis somewhere. I really need to track everything down into one place at some point.

Thank you to everyone who reads and reviews. I am humbled by your kindness and deeply appreciative.

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1. Caitlin » reviews
She should have fought, she should have tried harder, but in the end she was fighting all on her own...
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,330 - Reviews: 78 - Updated: 2-12-12 - Published: 2-7-12 - Fiona G. & Michael W.
2. Fall from Grace » reviews
Can the past always be forgiven? Michael and Fiona's relationship is tested to the limits when someone they know tries to split them apart. COMPLETE
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 94,443 - Reviews: 551 - Updated: 2-4-12 - Published: 11-7-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
3. For The Love Of Fiona reviews
This is based around the scene in 5x02. You know the scene where we all squeeed! I always get a little lump in my throat when she tells him she's a big girl…so this basically came from that scene.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,524 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 1-6-12 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
4. Lady in Red reviews
Fiona looked around the table at her make shift family and realised how much she had missed them. Set after the season 5 Finale
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,003 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 12-20-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
5. When Sorrow Comes to Stay reviews
Spoilers for 5x18. This is what I think happened when Sam found Fiona at the loft.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 40 - Published: 12-16-11 - Fiona G. & Sam A. - Complete
6. More than Words reviews
Spoilers for 5x16. Set directly after Michael leaves his mother's and before the meeting with Sam. The look on Michael's face was so heart breaking I just needed to fix it with a private moment between Michael and Fiona
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,065 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 12-2-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
7. Fooled reviews
After watching 5x15 this is a scene I would have liked to have seen at the end of the episode
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,818 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 11-19-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
8. From Andre reviews
This is a very short one shot based on 5x14. I would have liked a scene with Michael and Fiona at the funeral. As there wasn't one I wrote my own.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,141 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 11-13-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
9. Unbreakable reviews
This is a very short one shot centred around a tiny scene in 5x13 Damned if You Do.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,689 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 11-4-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
10. Coming Apart At The Seams » reviews
In the wake of Armand things are still a little tense. When Michael helps Fiona on a heart breaking anniversary, something happens to change everything when Fiona answered Sam's phone. COMPLETE
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 68,772 - Reviews: 400 - Updated: 11-1-11 - Published: 8-16-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.
11. Chase The Day Away reviews
They stood on the beach, hand in hand, both of them still reeling from Anson's latest revelation. spoilers for 5x12
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,494 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 9-17-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
12. Always reviews
Spoilers for the summer finale Dead to Rights. This takes place after the bomb went off but before their unwelcome visitor at the loft.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,060 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 9-10-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
13. Love Is reviews
This one shot takes place just after the hotel scene with the declined bath share…need I say more! Spoilers for 5x11
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,149 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 9-4-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
14. Maybe reviews
Maybe the problem wasn't the changes in the loft, maybe the problem was her. Spoilers for 5x09
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,282 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 9-1-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
15. Yours reviews
Set right after Hard Out ended. Major spoilers for 5x08
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,505 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 8-12-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
16. Cradle and All » reviews
Sequel to When the Bough Breaks. Fiona and Michael adjust to the new situation in their lives. COMPLETE
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 12 - Words: 50,357 - Reviews: 318 - Updated: 8-10-11 - Published: 6-5-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
17. Take It All reviews
Set directly after season 3 Signals and Codes. Fiona takes matters into her own hands and makes a heartbreaking decision
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,939 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 7-25-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
18. Brother's reviews
This is a really short one shot that just came to me a couple of days ago. I've often wondered if Nate was ever jealous of the things his brother achieved. This takes place pre-season 1 up to present day. From Nate's POV with Michael/Fiona undertones
Burn Notice - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,375 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 7-14-11 - Michael W. & Nate W. - Complete
19. Sleepless in Miami reviews
A short one shot centred around the nightmare scene in 5x03 Mind Games. Fiona helps Michael after he's plagued with nightmares
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 7-9-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.
20. When The Bough Breaks » reviews
Fiona shares a long kept secret with Madeline then realises they have more in common than she thought. Post season 4.WARNING: This story contains the sensitive subject matter of miscarriage.
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,835 - Reviews: 108 - Updated: 6-1-11 - Published: 5-4-11 - Michael W. & Fiona G. - Complete
21. Heading Home reviews
My version of what happened after the events in Long Way Back
Burn Notice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,385 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-26-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W. - Complete
22. Last Embrace reviews
Spoilers for Out Of The Fire. Michael comforts Fiona on what could be their last night together
Burn Notice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,401 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-16-11 - Fiona G. & Michael W.
23. One For Sorrow reviews
Set after For Warrick, when the screen faded to black
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,044 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 10-13-08 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
24. Whisky and Conversations reviews
Grissom, Brass and a bottle of whiskey leads to all kinds of revelations. GSR
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,001 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 5-23-08 - Sara S. & Gil G. - Complete
25. Full Of Surprises reviews
Based on new promo pics for 8x12. Catherine receives a big surprise when she visits Grissom's new apartment. GSR
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,918 - Reviews: 52 - Published: 3-22-08 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
26. Home Is Where The Heart Is reviews
Sara and Grissom are ready to move on. Sort of sequel to All Roads Lead To You GSR
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,480 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 12-22-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
27. All Roads Lead To You reviews
spoilers for 8X07. A phone call brings Grissom and Sara back together. GSR
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,831 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 11-17-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
28. Honey reviews
Spoilers for 8x04. This is my interpretation of the promo and how I would like to see that scene go. GSR of course
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,303 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 10-17-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
29. Out In The Open reviews
Spoilers for 8x02. This is my interpretation of the promo and that beautifully cute photo of Grissom and Sara. Grissom and Sara go out for the first time in public. GSR
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,286 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 10-4-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
30. Spell It Out reviews
There's more than one way to say I love you GSR
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,256 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 9-29-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
31. Shattered Dreams » reviews
Repost of my 2003 story. After spending the night with Sara, Grissom starts to withdraw from her again, but everything has it's consequences. GSR NS friendship, CS friendship
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 29,239 - Reviews: 65 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-4-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
32. Revelations reviews
A tender moment between Grissom and Sara. GSR. Spoilers for fanny smacking
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,411 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-9-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
33. No Better Words reviews
Set directly after Age of steel and The rise of the cybermen. What I would have liked to have happened after they left Mickey in the parallel world. 10Rose
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,648 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 7-6-07 - Complete
34. Without You reviews
GSR Grissom finally tells Sara about his upcoming sabbatical. Spoilers for LLV
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,429 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-11-07 - Complete
35. Come Undone reviews
Post Burnout Sara takes Grissom home GSR
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,651 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 6-1-07 - Gil G. & Sara S. - Complete
36. Chained To The Past 2: Unchained reviews
Sara deals with the consequenses of the 'dinner invitation.' Post Unbearable. GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,162 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 2-27-05
37. Chained To The Past reviews
What happened after Grissim confronted Sara in her apartment? Post ND fic. GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,120 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 2-13-05 - Complete
38. Kiss Of The Butterfly » reviews
When Sara is snatched from them, the night shift begins a frantic search for her. GS WARNING Contains Season 4 finale spoilers
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 53,607 - Reviews: 256 - Updated: 11-23-04 - Published: 5-8-04 - Complete
39. CSIs In Oz » reviews
At a CSI convention, GS authors start disappearing. Grissom and the team come along to investigate and are transported to an Oz world. GS with hints of CW
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,490 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-15-04
40. Sacrifice » reviews
When an opportunity arises, Sara finds herself compelled to embrace it, knowing the sacrifice alone will break her heart. GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 59,590 - Reviews: 166 - Updated: 4-13-04 - Published: 1-18-04
41. The Dead Of Night reviews
Valentines fic challenge. A night in a grave yard leads to a heart to heart. GS
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,513 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-13-04
42. Gettin' Lucky: The Sequel reviews
Sequel to Laura Katharines story Gettin' Lucky. GS
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,648 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-1-04
43. God Bless The Child » reviews
A tiny bundle discovered on Christmas Eve morning, turns Sara's life upside down GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,262 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 12-24-03 - Published: 12-13-03 - Complete
44. If You're Not The One » reviews
GS christmas fluff
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,302 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 12-11-03 - Published: 12-9-03
45. Misletoe and Wine » reviews
Christmas, a cabin, fluff and GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,259 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 12-4-03 - Published: 12-2-03
46. What A Difference A Day Makes reviews
Sara's convinced she'll have bad luck on halloween. Can Grissom change her mind? GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,400 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-30-03
47. Bulletproof 2: All I Have To Give » reviews
Sequel to Bulletproof. Sara and Grissom try to rebuild their relationship GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,230 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-5-03 - Complete
48. Birthday Surprise reviews
Sara has the blues, can Grissom help her to smile? GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,174 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-19-03
49. Bulletproof » reviews
An emotional case causes Sara turmoil, while it brings some startling revelations for Grissom regarding his relationship with her GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,456 - Reviews: 57 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 9-19-03 - Complete
50. Darkness Falls » reviews
When tragedy strikes in the lab, Sara's maternal instincts leap into motion. GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 36,459 - Reviews: 168 - Updated: 9-10-03 - Published: 8-14-03 - Complete
51. Here, There and Everywhere » reviews
Grissom and Sara fluff GS Total fluff, if you don't like fluff then please don't read! COMPLETE
CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,977 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 8-10-03 - Published: 8-5-03 - Complete
52. Alone All Along reviews
Sara tries to find a way to heal the wounds that Grissom has created GS WARNING Heavy Angst
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,546 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-29-03 - Complete
53. Stay reviews
Sara has a tough decision to make when her bond with Grissom causes a rift between him and his team. GSR Pre-Vegas/1x02 Edited since origional 2003 post
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,277 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-26-03
54. Secret Seminar reviews
Ever wondered about Grissom's date in Blood lust? Here's my take on it! Thought we could all do with cheering up totally GS
CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,781 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-20-03
55. Silent Intruder reviews
Grissom and Catherine Inadvertantly discover things from sara's past G/S N/S friendhip
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,416 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 6-19-03
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