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Author has written 20 stories for Law and Order, Lost, Passions, and Angel. So, the vitals... I'm Charity (formerly known as Charity McKay, before I decided to again change my penname for personal reasons), nineteen, female, and the occasional writer. My obsession du jour is once again Passions, though I'm still fairly into Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Harry Potter, the Shannon/Boone aspect of Lost, Twilight, and Veronica Mars. I also recently rediscovered Sailor Moon. It's amazing. Also, I'm completely in love with Jack/Liz from 30 Rock. I absolutely despise the character of Theresa Lopez-Fitzgerald. I think she's a delusional stalker turned rapist masquerading as an innocent young girl burned by a pair of upper-class bitches. There will not be a time that I write her in a positive light. Keep this in mind. Also? I don't think that Jane is hers. I think she's really Gwen's daughter, which could be completely hopeful on my part, but whatever. Ashley Jane. I also believe that Wesley and Fred were not in love. I think that Wesley was obsessed with the seeming perfection of Fred, and I think that Fred was only attracted to Wesley because he saved her from his robot!father, and liked the idea of somebody loving her enough to go to such extreme lengths for her. Any W/F story that I write will more than likely portray this opinion. Also keep this in mind. I hate Meredith Grey. A lot. She is whiny and selfish and an all-around un-compeling character. Give me Addison any day. Also, Shannon and Boone? Are stepsiblings. As in not blood. As in not incest, kthnx. I am fiercely protective of my OTPs. I love writting about them and generallly torturing them to death (often times quite literally). It's therapeutic, really. My OTP of all time is Wesley Wyndam-Pryce and Lilah Morgan of Angel, though right now I'm really into Luis Lopez-Fitzgerald and Fancy Crane of Passions. Rupert Giles and Anya Jenkins of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Harry Potter and Hermione Granger of the Harry Potter series, Shannon Rutherford and Boone Carlyle of Lost, and Veronica Mars and Logan Echolls of Veronica Mars make the list of minor-but-still-well-adored OTPs. I also recently rediscovered my first real OTP, Mamoru Chiba and Usagi Tsukino (or Darien and Serena) of Sailor Moon, and have fallen in love with them once more. When I write, I usually write one-shots and drabbles, because, honestly, I'm lucky if I'm able to finish my homework on time, let alone a fic. When I do write multi-chapter fics, I usually make sure that I know exactly how things will end out before I start writing. Therefore, when there's a long period of time in between updates, it's most likely not that I've lost interest or I don't know what to do next, it's that I simply don't have time to sit down and write another chapter. Seriously. Chapters usually float around in my head for weeks before they get written. It's all the fault of that damn, concrete prison called "school". It's horrible. Hopefully, though, with spring break coming up, I'll have more time to write and tie up loose ends. And I think that's it. The following is just for kicks: 30 Rock: Jack/Liz | |||||||||
1. Possession reviewsHe longs to take away her pain, to steal it away from her and bear it himself, because surely he could bear her agony better than he can bear witnessing it? Surely it would be easier? A glimpse into the future, with maybe more to come. Luis & Fancy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,275 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-10-08 - Fancy C. & Luis L.2. Fate reviewsAnd it's wrong, she knows, because Sheridan and Luis and Fancy and Noah and fate. Destiny. Soulmates. These words do not apply to them. They were never meant to apply to them. Luis & Fancy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,796 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-16-07 - Fancy C. & Luis L.3. The Best of Intentions, or Betrayal reviewsHer words cut through his heart like a knife, so sharp, and hot, and long. But this is the only way her pain will secure her life. This is the only way. Noah & Fancy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,078 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-16-07 - Noah B. & Fancy C. - Complete4. These Broken Dreams reviewsFrom the shattered pieces of their greatest dreams, they find that perhaps they can build an even grander dream together. Multichapter. Luis & FancyPassions - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,982 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-9-06 - Fancy C. & Luis L.5. Why? reviewsThe only question she's ever asked of him is the one for which he has no answer. Sam & Fancy, 'cause you know you were rooting for themPassions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,350 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-3-06 - Fancy C. & Sam B. - Complete6. That Sunny Day in Early May reviewsIt's a sunny day in early May when tragedy unleashes itself upon his life. Noah & Fancy.Passions - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-3-06 - Noah B. & Fancy C. - Complete7. Pieces reviewsShe wants to pick them up, wants to at least try to piece them back together, but they're too sharp. They cut so deep that she thinks it would just be best to leave them where they are. Angsty!Fancy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,932 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-10-06 - Fancy C. & Noah B. - Complete8. Together Forever reviewsTheresa will make sure that they'll be together forever, no matter what the cost. Crazy!Theresa, as if there's any other kind. Ethan & Theresa, in a dark, borderline mocking kind of way.Passions - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,191 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-30-06 - Theresa L-F C. & Ethan W. - Complete9. Responsible reviewsEvery time her mother pointed out the delicate lives that were so carelessly crunched beneath her pedicured feet, she told herself that it wasn't her fault. Angsty!Fancy. Main pairing withheld, with mentions of Noah & Fancy, etc.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-13-05 - Fancy C. & Sam B. - Complete10. Sacrifice reviewsAfter realizing that Theresa couldn't have possibly murdered Alistair, Gwen decides to play detective, unaware of the tragic truth that she's about to uncover. One shot, written as a challenge for passionsnbc on LJ. Mentions of Ethan & Gwen, Sam & Ivy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-4-05 - Gwen H. & Theresa L-F C. - Complete11. The Curse reviewsIf only Grace had been blessed with the gift of foresight before she cast that spell on Ivy nearly five years ago. One shot. Sam & Ivy, Fox & Kay, Noah & Fancy, mentions of Ethan & Gwen. All kind of tragic, really.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,157 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-19-05 - Ivy B. & Sam B. - Complete12. Mondays reviewsNoah's Monday takes an interesting turn when he attends Alistair's wake. Written as a challenge for passionsnbc on LJ. Oneshot. Noah & Fancy, slightly.Passions - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-14-05 - Noah B. & Fancy C. - Complete13. Still Hope » reviewsWhen Alistair tells Gwen that her son, Nathan, is still alive, Gwen begins searching for her lost baby with the help of an unlikely ally. Not for Theresa fans. Gwen & Fox.Passions - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,692 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 11-9-05 - Published: 8-30-05 - Gwen H. & Fox C.14. Out of the Shadows reviewsThey are an anachronism, tragedy personified. Fancy writes a letter to Noah. Set sometime within the next year. Noah & Fancy.Passions - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-7-05 - Fancy C. & Noah B. - Complete15. Love, Maybe reviewsFourteen drabbles, 1400 words, and two incredibly screwed up individuals pondering each other and what they have together. [Wesley & Lilah]Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,425 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-30-05 - Wesley W.P. & Lilah M. - Complete16. Penance reviewsEthan and Gwen don't sleep well anymore. One shot, character study. Ethan & Gwen, sort of.Passions - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 878 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-30-05 - Ethan W. & Gwen H. - Complete17. I Was Gone as You Lay Dying reviewsShe was gone as he lay dying, crying out her name. Spoilers through Do No Harm. One shot, in sonnet form. [Shannon & Boone]Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-9-05 - Shannon & Boone - Complete18. Just One More Minute reviewsAll he needs is one more minute. Spoilers through Do No Harm. One shot, in sonnet form. [Shannon & Boone]Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-9-05 - Boone & Shannon - Complete19. A Father's Love reviewsThe one thing Serena wants from her father is love. PG for mild language.Law and Order - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,426 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-11-03 - S. Southerlyn - Complete20. Obsessions reviewsOlivet and Skoda examine an obsessed man. Character death.Law and Order - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 796 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-27-03 - S. Southerlyn & J. McCoy - Complete