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since: 08-08-03, id: 434820, Profile Updated: 02-26-13
country: USA
Author has written 42 stories for ER, RENT, High School Musical, and Glee.

I'm Lauren, and I'm just your average 23 year old sorta-med student.

I have no beta, so all mistakes made are my own.

I'm not very good at staying true to canon. Because canon never has enough whump or h/c for me. Seriously. I'm addicted. It's a problem.

I'm not an amazing writer, but I do it because I love it.

I love Broadway, and Next to Normal is my reason for living. Tom Kitt and Brian Yorkey saved my life with their music and their show.

I support mental health advocacy. No one deserves to suffer in silence.

I love you all

jetsfanforlyfe


1. Ties That Bind reviews
Cooper's nine the first time he meets Blaine, but he's twenty-three before he realizes that he doesn't know his brother at all. Written for the Anderson Brothers Mini!Bang 2013.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,864 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-13 - Blaine A. & Cooper A. - Complete
2. When It's Time » reviews
Kurt and Blaine are working towards growing back together when something beyond their control interrupts. Alone and desperately sick, Blaine has to rely on Kurt and his family for help.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,767 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 3-2-13 - Published: 2-27-13 - Blaine A.
3. Scar reviews
Blaine's reluctant to be shirtless around Kurt. Kurt's determined to find out why. Mentions of a gay-bashing, tag to The First Time.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,355 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-31-12 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
4. Some Ghosts reviews
Blaine's parents aren't abusive. They're just not around.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-31-12 - Blaine A. & Emma P. - Complete
5. Harder to Breathe » reviews
Friday night dinner at the Hudmels' becomes a nightmare when Rachel brings dessert and Blaine neglects a childhood allergy.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 32,245 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 3-17-12 - Published: 12-2-11
6. Sharp » reviews
Instead of a slushy, Sebastian brings a knife to the Jackson-off. Warnings for blood, injury, violence, and medical squick.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,533 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 2-11-12 - Published: 2-6-12 - Blaine A. & Kurt H.
7. hurt reviews
Blaine approaches Santana after "Perfect" to offer some understanding and compassion. 3x07 spoilers
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,504 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-30-11 - Blaine A. & Santana L. - Complete
8. Breathe reviews
Blaine doesn't know how to swim. An encounter with a bully in his days before Dalton almost ends in disaster because of that. Near-drowning of a major character and severe bullying.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,059 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-28-11 - Blaine A. - Complete
9. Fix reviews
Drabble/Ficlet. Blaine's father comments on Blaine's opening night performance, which drives Blaine to the auditorium to practice. The First Time spoilers.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-28-11 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
10. The Weather Outside is Frightful reviews
Black ice, a secluded back road, and below freezing temperatures lead to a fairly serious predicament for Kurt and Blaine. Hypothermia!Klaine.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,929 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-24-11 - Kurt H. & Blaine A. - Complete
11. What Doesn't Kill Me Doesn't Kill Me » reviews
It's all of these things combined, not just one of them, and it's the resulting sense of despair that he can't explain in words. It's more that he's tired, and sometimes wants the world so he can stop, get off, and catch his breath. Blaine-centric.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,926 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-23-11 - Published: 11-20-11 - Blaine A. - Complete
12. Must've Done Something Right reviews
Blaine has a migraine. Kurt cancels their plans to take care of him.
Glee - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,234 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-4-11 - Kurt H. & Blaine A. - Complete
13. It Only Hurts When I Breathe reviews
Blaine hasn't been himself for weeks, but Wes is hardly surprised when he's woken up at 3AM by a hysterical Blaine. The fallout of Blaine's second suicide attempt. Expansion of Please Hear Me Calling. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR SELF HARM AND SUICIDE.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,189 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-11 - Blaine A. & Wes - Complete
14. Hostage to My Own Humanity reviews
Blaine has a seizure while with Kurt for the first time-in the choir room before Glee. Set in the "Forget and Not Slow Down" verse.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,803 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 10-18-11 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
15. Forget and Not Slow Down reviews
The reason Blaine's a junior while Kurt's a senior? Blaine spent his freshman year recovering from a traumatic brain injury he suffered at his Sadie Hawkins Dance. He explains what happened to a very confused Glee Club on his first day at McKinley.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,576 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-3-11 - Blaine A. - Complete
16. Take These Broken Wings reviews
Kurt asks Blaine to elaborate on his revelation during the prom proposal. Blaine confides in him the story of his Sadie Hawkins attack, and the fears he still faces in its wake. Klaine.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,666 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-28-11 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
17. Just a Slower Suicide reviews
In the wake of Blaine's latest suicide attempt, Kurt finds himself desperately seeking answers and trying to piece a life back together from the pieces left behind. TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE. PHMC-verse.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,195 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-4-11 - Kurt H. & Blaine A. - Complete
18. One Less Heart to Break reviews
Five times Blaine Anderson contemplated suicide, and one time Kurt Hummel found him before he could succeed. TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS, SELF HARM
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,242 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 5-23-11 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
19. Will I Wake Tomorrow? reviews
"While we were waiting for his dad to pick us up, these three guys-um-beat the living crap out of us." The fall out from Blaine's Sadie Hawkins Dance nightmare, and the conversations that lead to his transfer to Dalton.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,582 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-11-11 - Blaine A. - Complete
20. Please Hear Me Calling reviews
Blaine Anderson has struggled with an addiction for years. Five years after Dalton, he finally takes control. Somewhat of a character study on Blaine, and an examination of the addictiveness of cutting. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING: VIVID IMAGES OF SELF HARM.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,672 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 5-2-11 - Blaine A. & Kurt H. - Complete
21. Anywhere I Lay My Head » reviews
Jason Cross has carefully hidden his painful past from everyone around him. When everything falls apart, he turns to the streets to avoid facing reality. Three and a half years later, Troy Bolton finds him, and starts him on the road to recovery.
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,503 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 1-10-11 - Published: 6-21-09 - Jason C. & Troy B.
22. All Grown Up reviews
She stared at the little pink line in front of her. Her favorite color. The color signaling the end of her life as she knew it. Sharpay must face the music after a mistake lands her in more trouble than she'd ever wanted. Songfic-"All Grown Up" from bare
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,045 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-3-09 - Sharpay E. & Jason C. - Complete
23. A Shadow Passed reviews
Jason commits suicide, leaving the East High seniors in pieces. Finally posted in response to the failtacular Ryelsi-ness in HSM 3. Songfic to Left Behind from Spring Awakening.
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,328 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-25-08 - Complete
24. The Longer You Stay » reviews
Jason is in a serious accident, and Kelsi struggles to bring him back from the brink of self destruction. Jelsi. REPOSTED, REWRITTEN, and REWORKED. Chapters 1-8 re-done.
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 34,582 - Reviews: 86 - Updated: 6-14-08 - Published: 10-9-06
25. Enough reviews
Kelsi held the gun in her hands, pulled the trigger, watching as he slumped to the floor. One thought ran through her head. Freedom. Oneshot, songfic, Jelsi. Character deathabuse [Technically OOCs]
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,842 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-25-07 - Complete
26. Who Can Say? reviews
Graduation rolls around, and Troy finds himself wondering about his future. Oneshot, Troyella. [HSM Fanfiction Idol, Prompt 2]
High School Musical - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,563 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-2-07 - Complete
27. Had Me From Hello reviews
Troy and Gabriella have been avoiding each other, avoiding their true feelings. What will it take for them to realize the truth? Set directly after movie. [HLM, HLMN FE for lola bunny xo] Troyella, oneshot, songfic
High School Musical - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,177 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-14-07 - Complete
28. Shut Out the Light » reviews
The East High boys come home after a mandatory draft and threeyear deployment, changed. They aren't the same boys they were when they left. oneshot, songfic :Last three chappies are trailers:
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,237 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-10-07 - Complete
29. But a Breath reviews
Watching a loved one slip away is torture, knowing there's nothing you can do. Kelsi comes to realize that life is too short, and she has to seize every oppurtunity. Jelsi, oneshot, songfic
High School Musical - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,049 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-25-07 - Complete
30. Somewhere in the Bitterness reviews
Taylor confronts Chad, and their relationship crumbles at their feet. Oneshot, songfic. Traylor, Chaylor, Chadriella, Troyella
High School Musical - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,727 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-24-06 - Complete
31. A Time for Hope reviews
Ryan and Gabriella spend Christmas Eve reflecting on a tragedy. [SSFE for xxFrozenFlowers] Ryella
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,598 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 12-23-06 - Complete
32. What You Do to Me reviews
Jason sings to Kelsi on her twentyfirst birthday and remembers. OneShot, Songfic, Jelsi
High School Musical - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,773 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 11-5-06 - Complete
33. Keep the Faith » reviews
COMPLETE When Troy is shot and killed protecting Gabriella, she must learn that she can live without him. She must learn to live and move on in the face of tragedy. Eventual Ryella
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 28,533 - Reviews: 202 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 5-23-06 - Complete
34. Only Hope » reviews
COMPLETE! It's the summer before senior year, and the East High seniors are planning for their future. But something comes between Troy and his dreams, and threatens his very existence. Troyella
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 31,756 - Reviews: 394 - Updated: 5-17-06 - Published: 2-26-06 - Complete
35. Everything But You reviews
Troy leaves Gabriella and his five year old son without a word. Eleven years later, Michael Bolton is still trying to cope. ONESHOT, songfic
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,001 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 5-8-06 - Complete
36. Zero reviews
Someone makes a decision that affects everyone around them. Oneshot, character death, songifc. Hint of RyanGabriella
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 921 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-16-06 - Complete
37. This is How a Heart Breaks » reviews
COMPLETE When a prank gone wrong lands Troy in the hospital, Chad has to struggle with his increasing feelings of guilt as his friend's condition slowly deteriorates, and Gabriella has to deal with the possibility of losing Troy. Troyella
High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 17,837 - Reviews: 374 - Updated: 2-23-06 - Published: 1-27-06 - Complete
38. Watching it All Slip Away » reviews
Ray works up the courage to ask Neela out, only to have the night end in tragedy. Reela, Character death.
ER - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,579 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 1-27-06 - Published: 8-29-05
39. Losing Love reviews
The Bohemians are celebrating Thanksgiving together, only to have the day ripped apart by tragedy. One shot, CHARCTER DEATH
RENT - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,077 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-18-05 - Complete
40. I Never reviews
Ray and Abby go out for drinks after a tough shift, and end up playing I Never...hints of Rabby. ONESHOT
ER - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-16-05 - Complete
41. Life is Fragile » reviews
Depressing little thing that I wrote about Ray. Character death. COMPLETE
ER - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,488 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-3-05 - Complete
42. When Bananas Attack! » reviews
What happens when bananas attack the ER? Who will save the day? CordanoLusanCarby Please R&R! FINISHED! to find out what happens next, read the soon to come sequel
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 682 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 11-11-03 - Published: 11-3-03 - Complete