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Author has written 57 stories for Lord of the Rings, Dark is Rising Sequence, Chronicles of Narnia, House, M.D., Harry Potter, Hunger Games, Divergent Trilogy, and Supernatural. I am a college student studying writing and religion. I love writing, and I have since I was seven. I love creating characters, setting up plots, and most of all, playing with emotions. I also like to get inside the head of other people's characters, hence my presence in fanfiction. While original fiction will always be my concentration, fanfiction has become an "indulgence" of a sort-I get to play in someone else's sandbox, which means I don't have to build it. I came a cross fanfiction at about age thirteen, wrote a few Lord of the Rings fanfiction and posted them, most of which I had the foresight to delete from fanfiction.net (they were just like all the other fanfictions thirteen-year-olds write). A few years ago I remembered what attracted me to fanfiction in the first place.I am a Christian, and it's important to me, so often my Narnia stories have a faith-based aspect. Narnia was one of the ways I really learned to explore my faith growing up, and that means a lot to me. That being said, this is normally regulated to just Narnia stories at the moment, and I don't feel a need to put faith-based aspects in stories where faith isn't a large part of the canon. As a note: I have been given many compliments and questions on my username, but, even though I wish I came up with it all by myself, the shadow proves the sunshine is the title of a very thought-provoking Switchfoot song. I now have a blog devoted to information and backgrounds on my fanfics and my writings. You can check it out by clicking the link under my homepage. I don't know if I'll ever really update it again(unless I finally get around to working on Falls the Shadow and then I'm sure I'll have extra stuff that didn't make the final cut). Fandom Thoughts: Chronicles of Narnia: I think the Chronicles might be my favorite books until I die. I've just read them so many times and written so much about them that I can't help but to feel emotionally involved with each story. I love writing fan fiction in this fandom because there's so much that C.S. Lewis left to explore. It does, however, sadden me to see the Narnia section of this site over-run with romance. While there can definitely be a place for some romance in the stories(well-written, non-incest, non-slash romance, that is), it is not the point of the story. That being said, I love the Pevensies, with Edmund as my favorite, and Eustace and Jill, the latter pair being probably the only Narnia "romance" I would ever write. Hunger Games: I like these books for much the same reason I love Narnia: there's so much left for us to explore. However, to be fair, while Katniss does have many admirable qualities, I find her to be annoying far more often than any other main character I've ever read, and a hypocrite(mainly because of the whole "emotional breakdown" she goes through in Mockingjay. I don't fault her for the breakdown -- frankly, what she's been through would cause almost anyone to break down -- but rather the fact she never realizes that she's now just like her mother after her father died, and never bothers to feel sorry or apologize for it). My favorite characters are Peeta, Finnick, Foxface, and Mr. Mellark, of all people. I know he's not in the story much, but it's obvious Peeta inherits his kindness from his father and I always wanted to know more about him and Katniss' mom.
These are the main fandoms that have always attracted me, but I've written for others as well. Currently, those are the Divergent series, House, M.D., The Dark is Rising, and of all things, Supernatural. Despite all the horror elements I normally hate, I've become hooked on the Supernatural story line, and I've resigned myself to the fact that I actually am enough of a fan to actually write something for the series. Why I Love Words: In a thousand words I can have the Lord's Prayer, the 23rd psalm, the Hippocratic oath, a sonnet by Shakespeare, the Preamble to the Constitution, Lincoln's Gettysburg Address, and almost all of the Boy Scout Oath. Now exactly what picture were you planning to trade for all that?-Roy H. Williams Stories: Through Shadow and Fire is now finished. Falls the Shadow- I posted the prologue as a way to make myself finish this project. Don't worry, I have every intention of finishing, and I know exactly what I want to write. Now, just to write it. I hope to have the majority of it done before I start posting it regularly, so I can avoid all the crazy long breaks I had during Through Shadow and Fire. Turnings is now finished.
Revised Stories: Well, I never thought I would open up the stories in the "finished" folder on my computer, but here I am, doing just that. I've been going over some of my fanfics recently and while I don't dislike them, there are some grammatical errors and typo that make me cringe every time I see them(that's what 3 years of formal writing education will do to you, I suppose), so I will be revising most of them. I don't plan to change much, just sentence-structure things and maybe expand a scene or two or add a bit of dialogue, but I will post updates here as I continue to go through my stories. Tapping on Wadrobes Grasping for a Crown The Council of Brothers (this one is the most heavily edited. I added more Supernatural cannon, made the entire story longer, and edited most of the dialogue to make it more in-character.)
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1. In the Giving reviewsDean, Sam, and Cas celebrate Christmas, and as the lights twinkle and gifts are exchanged, past mistakes are finally laid to rest. Christmas fic, no slash.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,922 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-23-12 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete2. Gabriel: Owner's Guide and Manual reviewsYou are now the proud owner of a GABRIEL! In order to obtain top performance from your archangel, please follow the guide below.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,266 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-15-12 - Gabriel - Complete3. Sam Winchester: Owner's Guide and Manual reviewsCongratulations on your new SAM WINCHESTER unit! This manual includes everything you need to know about owning and assembling your new Sam unit.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,356 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 11-27-12 - Sam W. - Complete4. Last Words reviewsPeeta and his father say goodbye after Peeta is selected at the reaping. Just a small conversation between a father and a son.Hunger Games - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-26-12 - Peeta M. & Mr. Mellark - Complete5. Dean: Owner's Guide and Manual reviewsCongratulations on your new DEAN unit! This manual includes everything you need to know about owning a DEAN unit, including proper care, risks associated with owning a DEAN unit, and popular uses for DEAN units.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,491 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 11-24-12 - Dean W. - Complete6. Castiel: Owner's Guide and Manual reviewsCongratulations! You are now the proud owner of a CASTIEL model. This manual includes everything you need to know about assembling and owning a CASTIEL model.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,474 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 11-23-12 - Castiel - Complete7. Stars Not Wanted » reviewsWhen Peter is thought to be lost to battle, Edmund and the rest of the kingdom must learn how to deal without their High King.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,294 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 10-16-12 - Published: 9-2-12 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie8. River Flows in You reviewsThe breaths stop and they each have their part in preparing the passage to Aslan's land.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-15-12 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete9. Turnings » reviewsThere is a time for everything, the Pevensies learn. A series of drabbles based on Ecclesiastes.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 27 - Words: 8,030 - Reviews: 161 - Updated: 9-11-12 - Published: 10-14-09 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete10. Less reviewsIn the label of factionless, it's really only the –"less" that matters. The Erudite boy can't make it on the train, and in that minute his life changes forever.Divergent Trilogy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,058 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-30-12 - Complete11. To Whom Evil is Done reviewsPeeta never meant to be a killer, and he's trying to figure out when exactly that changed. Set mid-Mockingjay.Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,767 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-19-12 - Peeta M. & Katniss E. - Complete12. The Council of Brothers reviewsIt had come to the attention of Peter Pevensie that there was a grave problem involving some particular stories. The only solution: call together a council of those affected in order to propose a solution. Crossover: Narnia/Supernatural/Harry Potter/LOTR. Revised November 2012.Crossover - Chronicles of Narnia & Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,013 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-10-12 - Peter Pevensie & Sam W. - Complete13. Like My Own reviewsOn the morning of the reaping, Mr. Mellark can't help but to worry for his son he feels is most like him.Hunger Games - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-12-12 - Mr. Mellark & Peeta M. - Complete14. To Let Go » reviewsA collection of drabbles centered around the theme of each character's final moment.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 10 - Words: 2,302 - Reviews: 50 - Updated: 7-26-10 - Published: 7-29-0915. Through Shadow and Fire » reviewsPeter always comes to his younger brother's rescue...no matter the cost. But just how much can these two brothers survive, especially when so many things seem to be against them? When they're pushed to their limits?Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 26,193 - Reviews: 159 - Updated: 7-25-10 - Published: 6-16-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete16. In Heaven's Despite reviewsTyrants are not created in a day, but rather over time. Miraz always selfishly took from his brother, forgetting what being a brother truly meant. A look at Miraz's progression from childhood bully to murderous traitor. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,863 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-21-10 - Miraz - Complete17. From the Attic Poor reviewsFrom the attic poor to the palace grand, the king and beggar went hand-in-hand. Peter encounters a poor boy on the street, and is determined to help him.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,280 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6-18-10 - Peter Pevensie - Complete18. Progression of a Heart reviewsEdmund has gone from feeling like Cain, to Jacob, to Jonathan. A drabble of biblical allusions.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 5-12-10 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete19. Every Season reviewsFall, Winter, Spring, Summer-four seasons. Peter, Susan, Edmund, Lucy- four children. Four connected drabbles.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-27-10 - Complete20. The Bells on Christmas Day reviewsChase's Christmas Eves, past and present. A story of how he found faith, lost it, and found it again.House, M.D. - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,463 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-22-09 - R. Chase - Complete21. A Gift of Strength reviewsSet during DH. In the midst of standing up to the Carrows, Neville passes out. When he enters a strange wood and talks to a strange boy about things such as bravery and change, he gets encouragement during the middle of a dark time. HP/Narnia crossover.Crossover - Harry Potter & Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,519 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-3-09 - Neville L. & Edmund Pevensie - Complete22. A Broken Soul reviewsEdmund feels damaged. Peter has some words for him. One-shot, brotherly bonding.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,158 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-18-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete23. Symphony reviewsFor Lucy, music can tell the entire story. Connected drabbles of 125 words.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-1-09 - Lucy Pevensie - Complete24. The Lion's Roar » reviewsEdmund searches, seeking but never finding. . . until that one incredible day. A story of how Edmund finds Aslan in England. Prequel to "Reassurance."Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,778 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 7-29-09 - Published: 2-21-09 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete25. To Build a Heaven reviewsEdmund has always given all he could to his brother when he sensed the need. . . always. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,114 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-19-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete26. Falls the Shadow reviewsWhen Edmund wakes one morning, he has a feeling that his dream was not just a nightmare. But to save himself and his family from a fate worse than death, Edmund must act quickly. Will it be enough?Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-30-09 - Edmund Pevensie27. Light after Rain reviewsAll Peter and Edmund wanted to do was spend a simple day outdoors. But with Narnia's Kings, nothing ever goes according to plan. Stuck in the middle of a powerful storm, the brothers discuss faith and doubt.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-29-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete28. Final Journey » reviewsPeter comes home, important issues are discussed, and a sister is sought. . . and found, with the help of a note. May be seen as the sequel to "Reassurance".Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,146 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 6-12-09 - Published: 6-8-09 - Susan Pevensie & Peter Pevensie29. Permanent reviewsAs Edmund recovers from the pain inflicted by the White Witch, Peter reflects and realizes that his love for his brother is permanent. Brotherly love, no slash.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,724 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 6-12-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete30. They Walked in the Rain reviewsJill and Eustace walked each other through the high point of their lives. . . as well as the rain. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 765 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-9-09 - Eustace Scrubb & Jill Pole - Complete31. Grasping for a Crown reviewsPeter reaches for his crown. . . but it's not there. A take on a slightly calmer movie-verse Peter. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 4-12-09 - Peter Pevensie - Complete32. Broken Butterfly reviewsSusan feels like one of the butterflies Eustace used to pin down. DrabbleChronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-24-09 - Susan Pevensie - Complete33. Stained reviewsEdmund looks at all the blood on his hands.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,369 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-25-09 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete34. Bonds reviewsA bit of bad luck leads to a prison cell, an embarrassed Edmund, and a worried Peter which leads the brothers to talk and reminiscence of other chains and cells. One-shot, Brotherly bonding.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,469 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 12-28-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete35. When a Soldier Cries reviewsEdmund learns what it means when a soldier cries after his family has been re-united. Just a little drabble. Edited and re-posted!Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-22-08 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete36. Legacies reviewsBoth House and Chase must find ways to cope with the legacies their fathers left them.House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-19-08 - G. House & R. Chase - Complete37. Scars reviewsThe scars may not be visible anymore, but they're still there, and healing is a painful process four all four pevensies. Set post Silver Chair. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,201 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-15-08 - Complete38. When the Scales Fall reviewsAs Eustace comes back to England and has to adjust, he knows that Aslan is with him always. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-13-08 - Eustace Scrubb - Complete39. Feels Like Christmas reviewsEustace and Jill share the Christmas tradition of decorating a tree, but it doesn't turn out quite as planned. Pure fluff wrapped in a silk bow.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,364 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-13-08 - Eustace Scrubb & Jill Pole - Complete40. Solitaire reviewsChase notices Cameron's card-playing habit, and sets out to change it. Short and sweet little one-shot.House, M.D. - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-30-08 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete41. King, Always reviewsWhen did Peter first become a soldier, a knight, a king? Lucy, Edmund, and Susan all recall a specific event that showed Peter's true character.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,725 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 11-22-08 - Peter Pevensie - Complete42. Reassurance reviewsWhile studying at the Professor's, Peter tries to tackle difficult questions such as "Is there any order to life?." While he may not learn the answers, he finds out where to look.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,488 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-2-08 - Peter Pevensie - Complete43. The Dance reviews"Please Peter? Just one dance." How can Peter refuse Lucy? Pure fluff and sibling bonding.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,632 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-31-08 - Lucy Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete44. Shades reviewsEustace can turn seven different shades of red, and Jill knows every one of them. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 8-30-08 - Jill Pole & Eustace Scrubb - Complete45. Peace reviewsThe chronicles end well for all our heroes, but someone has to pick up the pieces of broken lives at the railway accident. An insight into one of the site worker's thoughts and feelings as she finds the bodies.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,206 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-26-08 - Complete46. Are We Looking at the Same Sky? reviewsSet during the Voyage of the Dawn Treader. Edmund can't sleep one night, so he does some star-gazing and soul-searching. As he misses his brother, he wonders if they're looking up at the same night sky. No slash, just brotherly fluff. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,028 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-24-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete47. Simon reviewsEdmund Pevensie sees a younger boy being bullied, and remembering the feeling, goes to his aid. Inspired by the Lifehouse song "Simon." One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-23-08 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete48. Just Another Name reviewsThe real reason Susan threw herself into things of the spired by Lifehouse's "Just Another Name." One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,050 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-23-08 - Susan Pevensie - Complete49. Tapping on Wardrobes reviewsFour different people, four different stories. One common longing- Narnia. One-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,439 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 6-19-08 - Complete50. Homesick » reviewsThe Pevensies all feel and deal with their homesickness a different way. Two-shot.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,775 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-18-08 - Published: 6-17-08 - Complete51. All Alone reviewsAfter her sibling's death, Susan has a hard time getting used to being "all alone."Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,016 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-3-08 - Susan Pevensie & Aslan - Complete52. I was Once a Queen reviewsAt her siblings' funeral, Susan reminisces and remembers. Set after The Last Battle.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-29-07 - Complete53. My Wish reviewsOn Lucy's sixteenth birthday party at home, Peter seeks her out to talk to her. Based on the song My Wish by Rascal Flatts.Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-07 - Complete54. Rememberance reviewsSometimes things are that are better off forgotten surface, and cause pain.Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 611 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-0455. Count on Me reviewsFaramir and Boromir hold a conversation in the dawn of the day before Boromir sets out for Rivendell.Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-18-04 - Faramir & Boromir56. For Faramir reviewsWhen Boromir is dying, he only has one thought: ' For Faramir'Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-23-03 - Boromir57. For Boromir reviewsFaramir has to decide whether to take the Ring or not...and help comes from someone who is deadLord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-8-03 - Faramir