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since: 09-03-03, id: 449884, Profile Updated: 08-19-09
country: United States
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Author has written 41 stories for Lord of the Rings, Dark is Rising Sequence, Chronicles of Narnia, House, M.D., and Harry Potter.

Me

I am a soon-to-be college freshman who simply loves writing. I love creating characters, setting up plots, and most of all, playing with emotions. I also like to get inside the head of other people's characters, hence my presence in fanfiction. While original fiction will always be the highlight for me, fanfiction has become my place to escape, a refuge from the world.

I wrote some fanfiction when I was twelve/and thirteen and posted it on here, then moved towards original fiction for quite a while. Now I'm back, and hopefully much better. My main home is in the Narnia section, but I do read and write other fandoms ocassionally.

favorite fandoms: Chronicles of Narnia, the Dark is Rising, Lord of the Rings, National Treasure, House MD

favorite characters in no particular order: Peter Pevensie, Edmund Pevensie, Eustace Scrubb, Jill Pole(Narnia), Aragorn, Legolas, Faramir(LOTR), Robert Chase, Allison Cameron(House), Riley Poole(National Treasure)

I am a Christian and my beliefs will show through my stories. These are (usually) not done on purpose, but they are there. I can't help it nor do I want to. Any writing talent has been given to me by God and I want to use these talents to glorify him. I will not flame you for your beliefs, so please do not flame me for mine. I do not agree with slash or incest writing, especially in the Narnia fandom, but I realize if this is your desire, you have the free will to write as you please, and I am under no obligation to read it. However, please do not ask me to read stories with those themes in them, as I will not be able to fulfill your request.

Also, I will never, ever, ever write slash. If I'm working with two main male characters I usually add a "non-slash" in the summary, but even if I forget to add one, none of my writing will ever be slash.

If you read my writing when my name was Lothlorien Leaf, please do not judge me by my writing talents I had then! I like to think I've improved a great deal.

And as a note, I've been given many compliments and questions on my username, but, even though I wish I came up with it all by myself, the shadow proves the sunshine is the title of a Switchfoot song. I picked it because it makes so much simple sense- the shadow does prove the sunshine- but yet it seems contradictory at the same time. I thrive on contradictions and paradoxes(the good ones) and as such I thought it was a good fit.

Note/Update July 1st, 2009: I now have a blog devoted to information and backgrounds on my fanfics and my writings. You can check it out by clicking the link under my homepage.

Favorite Quotes:

In a thousand words I can have the Lord's Prayer, the 23rd psalm, the Hippocratic oath, a sonnet by Shakespeare, the Preamble to the Constitution, Lincoln's Gettysburg Address, and almost all of the Boy Scout Oath. Now exactly what picture were you planning to trade for all that?-Roy H. Williams

Let no one despise your youth, but set the believers an example in speech and conduct, in love, in faith, and in purity. - 1 Timothy 4:12(bible)

For business reasons, I must preserve the outward sign of sanity.- Mark Twain

From the attic poor to the palace grand

the king and beggar went hand in hand.

-The Shadow of the Cross, John McCrae

If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now, put foundations under them.-Henry David Thoreau

Love seeketh not itself to please
Nor for itself hath any care
but for another gives its ease
and builds a heaven in hell's despair.
-William Blake

Lyrical Challenge

I have started a challenge to write stories inspired by a single lyric of a song. I wrote down fifty random lyrics. I can use the entire lyric, the idea of the lyric, or just the word of a lyric to inspire a story. Many of them will be oneshots, but some will probably be multichaptered. They can be in any fandom. As I complete a story based on a lyric, I will record it here.

1. As he cries out to the heavens, "I am not my father's son."(Father's Son-3 Doors Down) -Wrote "Legacies"

2. You come to me with scars on your wrist(The Last Night-Skillet)- wrote "Scars"

3. Because there ain't nothing funny with a soldier cries(Letters from Home-John Michael Montgomery)- wrote "When a Soldier Cries"

4. Deliver us from these prisons(Your Love is Strong-John Foreman)-wrote "Bonds"

5. When the Blood stains dry(To Know that You're Alive-Kutless)wrote "Stained"

6. Stand in the rain/stand your ground(Stand in the Rain-Superchick)- wrote "They Walked in the Rain"

7.This darkness would turn to light(Storm-Lifehouse)-wrote "Light After Rain

8. I try to hold on to this world with everything I have (There Will be a Day- Jeremy Camp) wrote "To Let Go"

9. I am damaged at best, as you've already figured out (Broken-Lifehouse) wrote "A Broken Soul"

Stories

Through Shadow and Fire is no longer on hiatus and is going strong. I'm hoping to have it finished by the end of Summer, and I'm making good progress on this goal. To anyone who's reading this and has stuck with the story through all the ups and downs, thank you. Your appreciation means everything to me.

Falls the Shadow- This is such a large project to take on, the idea for the story is quite long(my outline is at least 25 chapters) and I've been putting it off for awhile. I wasn't going to even start until I finished "Through Shadow and Fire", but I started by posting the prologue as a means to keep myself going on it. Still, while I may get the first chapter or so up, don't expect any big updates until "Through Shadow and Fire" is done.

Possible Stories that May Appear Soon

projects that I'm working on/planning:

Every Lament- When Peter is thought to be fallen to battle, Edmund, and the rest of the kingdom, must learn how to deal without their High King. A short(er) multi-chaptered fic I'm hoping to get up sometime.

I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day- House fandom. The story of Chase's faith, breakdown, and return to faith, all set to the old Christmas carol. A story I desperately want to write, but I seem to be struggling to find the right words. It's a short piece, probably two chapters at the most, but young Chase is hard to write. I'm planning on posting it in December this year.

On a final note, if anyone is interested I also have a fictionpress account: http://www.fictionpress.com/~theshadowprovesthesunshine, but most of the writing is quite old. I do write quite a bit of original fiction and poetry, and I'm working on getting it on my blog.

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1. Turnings » reviews
There is a time for everything, the Pevensies learn. A series of drabbles based on Ecclesiastes.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Family/General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 11-10-09 - Published: 10-14-09 - Edmund Pevensie
2. To Let Go » reviews
A collection of drabbles centered around the theme of each character’s final moment.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 8 - Words: 2,068 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 10-16-09 - Published: 7-29-09
3. A Gift of Strength reviews
Set during DH. In the midst of standing up to the Carrows, Neville passes out. When he enters a strange wood and talks to a strange boy about things such as bravery and change, he gets encouragement during the middle of a dark time. HP/Narnia crossover.
Crossover - Harry Potter & Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,508 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-3-09 - Neville L. & Edmund Pevensie - Complete
4. Through Shadow and Fire » reviews
Peter always comes to his younger brother’s rescue...no matter the cost. But just how much can these two brothers survive, especially when so many things seem to be against them? When they're pushed to their limits?
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,195 - Reviews: 106 - Updated: 9-10-09 - Published: 6-16-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie
5. A Broken Soul reviews
Edmund feels damaged. Peter has some words for him. One-shot, brotherly bonding.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,259 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-18-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
6. Symphony reviews
For Lucy, music can tell the entire story. Connected drabbles of 125 words.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-1-09 - Lucy Pevensie - Complete
7. The Lion's Roar » reviews
Edmund searches, seeking but never finding. . . until that one incredible day. A story of how Edmund finds Aslan in England. Prequel to “Reassurance.”
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,015 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 7-29-09 - Published: 2-21-09 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete
8. To Build a Heaven reviews
Edmund has always given all he could to his brother when he sensed the need. . . always. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,288 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-19-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
9. Falls the Shadow reviews
When Edmund wakes one morning, he has a feeling that his dream was not just a nightmare. But to save himself and his family from a fate worse than death, Edmund must act quickly. Will it be enough?
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 729 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-30-09 - Edmund Pevensie
10. Light after Rain reviews
All Peter and Edmund wanted to do was spend a simple day outdoors. But with Narnia’s Kings, nothing ever goes according to plan. Stuck in the middle of a powerful storm, the brothers discuss faith and doubt.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
11. Final Journey » reviews
Peter comes home, important issues are discussed, and a sister is sought. . . and found, with the help of a note. May be seen as the sequel to "Reassurance".
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,384 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-12-09 - Published: 6-8-09 - Susan Pevensie & Peter Pevensie
12. Permanent reviews
As Edmund recovers from the pain inflicted by the White Witch, Peter reflects and realizes that his love for his brother is permanent. Brotherly love, no slash.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,864 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6-12-09 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
13. They Walked in the Rain reviews
Jill and Eustace walked each other through the high point of their lives. . . as well as the rain. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-9-09 - Eustace Scrubb & Jill Pole - Complete
14. Grasping for a Crown reviews
Peter reaches for his crown. . . but it’s not there. A take on a slightly calmer movie-verse Peter. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-12-09 - Peter Pevensie - Complete
15. The Wardrobe »
A collection of Narnian drabbles. Will deal with a wide range of characters and updated sporadically.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 451 - Updated: 4-10-09 - Published: 3-18-09
16. Broken Butterfly reviews
Susan feels like one of the butterflies Eustace used to pin down. Drabble
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-24-09 - Susan Pevensie - Complete
17. Stained reviews
Edmund looks at all the blood on his hands.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,505 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-25-09 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete
18. Bonds reviews
A bit of bad luck leads to a prison cell, an embarrassed Edmund, and a worried Peter which leads the brothers to talk and reminiscence of other chains and cells. One-shot, Brotherly bonding.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,738 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-28-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
19. When a Soldier Cries reviews
Edmund learns what it means when a soldier cries after his family has been re-united. Just a little drabble. Edited and re-posted!
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-22-08 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete
20. Legacies
Both House and Chase must find ways to cope with the legacies their fathers left them.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 845 - Published: 12-19-08 - G. House & R. Chase - Complete
21. Scars reviews
The scars may not be visible anymore, but they’re still there, and healing is a painful process four all four pevensies. Set post Silver Chair. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,302 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-15-08 - Complete
22. When the Scales Fall reviews
As Eustace comes back to England and has to adjust, he knows that Aslan is with him always. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,058 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-13-08 - Eustace Scrubb - Complete
23. Feels Like Christmas reviews
Eustace and Jill share the Christmas tradition of decorating a tree, but it doesn’t turn out quite as planned. Pure fluff wrapped in a silk bow.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,437 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-13-08 - Eustace Scrubb & Jill Pole - Complete
24. Solitaire reviews
Chase notices Cameron’s card-playing habit, and sets out to change it. Short and sweet little one-shot.
House, M.D. - Rated: K - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-30-08 - R. Chase & A. Cameron - Complete
25. King, Always reviews
When did Peter first become a soldier, a knight, a king? Lucy, Edmund, and Susan all recall a specific event that showed Peter’s true character.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,704 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 11-22-08 - Peter Pevensie - Complete
26. Reassurance reviews
While studying at the Professor’s, Peter tries to tackle difficult questions such as “Is there any order to life?.” While he may not learn the answers, he finds out where to look.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,582 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-2-08 - Peter Pevensie - Complete
27. The Dance reviews
“Please Peter? Just one dance.” How can Peter refuse Lucy? Pure fluff and sibling bonding.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,629 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-31-08 - Lucy Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
28. Shades reviews
Eustace can turn seven different shades of red, and Jill knows every one of them. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 796 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-30-08 - Jill Pole & Eustace Scrubb - Complete
29. Peace reviews
The chronicles end well for all our heroes, but someone has to pick up the pieces of broken lives at the railway accident. An insight into one of the site worker’s thoughts and feelings as she finds the bodies.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,204 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-26-08 - Complete
30. Are We Looking at the Same Sky? reviews
Set during the Voyage of the Dawn Treader. Edmund can’t sleep one night, so he does some star-gazing and soul-searching. As he misses his brother, he wonders if they’re looking up at the same night sky. No slash, just brotherly fluff. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,028 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-24-08 - Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie - Complete
31. Simon reviews
Edmund Pevensie sees a younger boy being bullied, and remembering the feeling, goes to his aid. Inspired by the Lifehouse song “Simon.” One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,671 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-23-08 - Edmund Pevensie - Complete
32. Just Another Name reviews
The real reason Susan threw herself into things of the world.Inspired by Lifehouse's "Just Another Name." One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - General/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-23-08 - Susan Pevensie - Complete
33. Tapping on Wardrobes reviews
Four different people, four different stories. One common longing- Narnia. One-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,355 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 6-19-08 - Complete
34. Homesick » reviews
The Pevensies all feel and deal with their homesickness a different way. Two-shot.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,772 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-18-08 - Published: 6-17-08 - Complete
35. All Alone reviews
After her sibling's death, Susan has a hard time getting used to being "all alone."
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,014 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-3-08 - Susan Pevensie & Aslan - Complete
36. I was Once a Queen reviews
At her siblings’ funeral, Susan reminisces and remembers. Set after The Last Battle.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-29-07 - Complete
37. My Wish reviews
On Lucy's sixteenth birthday party at home, Peter seeks her out to talk to her. Based on the song My Wish by Rascal Flatts.
Chronicles of Narnia - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-07 - Complete
38. Rememberance reviews
Sometimes things are that are better off forgotten surface, and cause pain.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-04
39. Count on Me reviews
Faramir and Boromir hold a conversation in the dawn of the day before Boromir sets out for Rivendell.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-18-04 - Faramir & Boromir
40. For Faramir reviews
When Boromir is dying, he only has one thought: ' For Faramir'
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-23-03 - Boromir
41. For Boromir reviews
Faramir has to decide whether to take the Ring or not...and help comes from someone who is dead
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-8-03 - Faramir
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