| Angelfirenze |
Author has written 43 stories for Angel, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Law and Order: CI, Harry Potter, X-Files, House, M.D., Book X-overs, Butterfly Effect, Firefly, NCIS, O.C., Dogma, Fullmetal Alchemist, and Constantine. Image by Ryan Russell. About time I changed this so... Personal Bio : The above scenario. There isn't much to add. I mostly live inside my head and no one really sees what's going on in here, so what's the point of trying to make you understand? Oh, right, maybe this: Azrael: "Evil is an abstract! It's a human construct! But true to his irresponsible nature, Man won't own up to being its engineer. So he chooses to blame his dark deeds on my ilk. But his selfishness is limitless. It wasn't enough just to shadow his own existence, he turned Hell into a suffering pit! Fire, wailing, darkness! The kind of place anyone would do anything to get out of! And why? Because he lacks the ability to forgive himself! It is beyond your comprehension to do simple recompense for the sins you commit. "No, you choose instead to invent a psycho-drama and dwell in foundless belief that God could never forgive your grievous offenses. So you bring your guilt and your inner decay with you to Hell where the horrid imaginations of thousands of gluttons for punishment gave birth to the sickness that has infected the abyss since the first one of your kind arrived there, begging to be punished! In doing so, he transformed Hell from cold and solitude to pain and misery! I've spent eons, privy to the flames, inhaling the decay, hearing the wail of the damned. (...) I'd rather not exist than go back to that." I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. A FRIENDLY NOTE ABOUT REVIEWS: Without reviews, writers often wonder what the point would be in updating at all. We lose motivation because we mostly figure no one's seeing our stuff and those that are don't seem to like it very much. Reviews, on the other hand, show the writer that the reader has appreciated in any capacity what they've read and whether they'd care to see more if it in the future, on very regular basis. Reviews, in short, offer a vein of motivation that muses feed from like vampiric mosquitoes. And it's oh-so-pleasant to scratch that itch...NOTES ON PRESENT HOUSE, M.D. FANFICTION: With the exception of the Without a Name series, I will be striking 'Birthmarks' from my personal canon for the sake of finishing WIPs I haven't been able to touch since it aired. 'Bottleneck', et al. are, of course, exempt, but as far as updates go -- I cannot promise anything because the show is becoming progressively harder to enjoy and writing for it is going the same way at the moment. Apologies to everyone who was hopeful of quick, concise updates. I will try my best to work with the wreck I'm being given, though.NOTES ON OLDER (READ: ABANDONED) WORKS IN PROGRESS: I've been agonizing about it for a long while now and I've decided I'm going to take down most of my oldest material. I've grown to intensely dislike it due to the fact that my writing style has evolved so much over the past eight or so years I've been active on this site, as well as others. The biggest problem, though, comes from the fact that most of those stories contain material that I am no longer interested in or would like to rewrite to improve the quality and better serve the story I was trying to tell in the first place. I know this will disappoint those of you who've sent me PMs asking when I will update those stories. In truth, I will not ever work on them again -- at least not in their current incarnation. I've gotten ideas to use the basic premise as a stepping stone to further expand what I originally wrote so it's more cohesive and better digested, not the least reflective of evolution of character growth. This plan will commence immediately and I hope that whoever continues to read my stories will appreciate my efforts to write stories worth reading. All that said, reviews are globally encouraged and much appreciated. | |||||||||||
1. Battering » reviewsThis couldn't be real. It couldn't, but here were Shannon and Kelly, whole -- solid, not reduced to bloody little...dear God... early S2/immediately post-Conqueror of ShamballaCrossover - NCIS & Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,656 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-20-09 - Published: 11-4-09 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs & Gracia H.2. Chimera »That, and Midnite figured that Constantine owed him. Like always. House, Season 2/Constantine, post-movie -- RE-POST under original account...Crossover - House, M.D. & Constantine - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,606 - Published: 11-13-09 - G. House3. Middle Son » reviewsHe knew patience was a virtue that Angel had more than mastered, but it always bothered Gibbs to test it. Implied Tony/Abby.Crossover - Angel & NCIS - Rated: M - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 33,479 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 10-2-09 - Published: 2-6-09 - Angel & Leroy Jethro Gibbs4. Comeuppance When the Time Came reviewsIt was then that Severus forgot Potter's unmoving form and focused solely on the angel kneeling over him. Sequel to 'Mouth of Divine Intervention', part TWO of THREE.Crossover - Harry Potter & Dogma - Rated: M - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,515 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-15-09 - Severus S. & Metatron - Complete5. The Mouth of Divine Intervention reviewsI'm the Devil," he said brokenly. "The Devil exists and he is me." "No," the -- his Father stated simply and Severus looked up in angry disbelief. "You've only just shown me as much!" Albus Dumbledore is hardly Severus Snape's chance for salvation...Crossover - Harry Potter & Dogma - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,788 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-3-09 - Severus S. & Metatron - Complete6. Somewhere reviewsHe wondered what it was about him that apparently fascinated other people his age. Maybe he should ask or something. ANGEL, S4/The OC, post-season one. SLASH.Crossover - Angel & O.C. - Rated: M - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,738 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-1-09 - Connor & Seth C. - Complete7. Crisis » reviewsYou'll allow us. We won't tell you how to shut us out. You've always wanted us...what's so different now... Simon, River, Gabriel Tam; post-BDM.Firefly - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,358 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-1-09 - Published: 6-29-09 - Simon & River - Complete8. Found » reviews“Who are you?” He asks, and I stare at those bright blue glaciers in that angry, hard face. “I don’t know,” I say, my throat tight and my palms slick. House, M.D. Secondary universe: 'America' by E.R. FrankCrossover - Book X-overs & House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,952 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-29-09 - Published: 5-21-08 - G. House9. Excuse » reviewsIncorrigible. That's what Cuddy and Wilson call him whenever he's pulled some stunt or played a prank or made some comment. It's one of his favorite words, but they don't know why. Considering the circumstances, neither does he. House, M.D/Harry Potter.Crossover - Harry Potter & House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 53,809 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 6-8-09 - Published: 4-23-08 - Draco M. & G. House10. My Son, You Sleep In Clouds of Fire » reviewsIf I agreed that I was crazy, would you let me stay?" he almost asked, but just as soon as it started, the wild laughter was gone and suddenly his eyes were stinging and he couldn't see.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 31,031 - Reviews: 56 - Updated: 5-25-09 - Published: 4-18-08 - R. Chase & G. House11. Myth reviewsFor now, though, she closed her eyes and dreamed. Seventh in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,637 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-13-09 - G. House - Complete12. Speculum Fragilis » reviewsHarry looked at his brother and knew they were thinking the same thing. We could have been each other's friends... AU post-Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix/The O.C., Season One. No pairings, as of yet.Crossover - Harry Potter & O.C. - Rated: M - English - Family/General - Chapters: 15 - Words: 53,303 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 3-6-09 - Published: 12-18-08 - Harry P. & Seth C.13. Logical reviewsGoren, Eames, and the boys try to piece their lives back together after the events of ‘Ominous’ with help from unlikely sources. Goren/Eames, other pairings.Crossover - Harry Potter & Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,774 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-3-09 - Harry P. & R. Goren14. Ominous » reviewsBobby Goren and Harry Potter are each known for being the odd ones out. What happens when their lives and the ones of those closest to them mesh in the most unexpected way? CI Year 4Harry Potter Year 6 AU crossover. COMPLETE.Crossover - Harry Potter & Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 135,741 - Reviews: 106 - Updated: 11-27-08 - Published: 2-7-05 - Harry P. & R. Goren - Complete15. Capitulation reviewsIn fact, it's odd, but this is the most relaxed, even jovial, she's ever seen Greg. Sixth in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,639 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-25-08 - G. House - Complete16. Invisible reviews“You’re too late, Nick,” he said, frowning in resentment of having to deal with everything alone. But, then again, he should be used to it by now. “The funeral’s over.” Oner originally written for the Amorous Intent Lyric Wheel challenge a while ago.Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,372 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-5-08 - R. Goren & A. Eames - Complete17. Abyss reviewsYou can only do the best you can! Just because it happens to be better than most others isn't your fault! Fifth in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-24-08 - G. House - Complete18. Bystander reviewsShe could understand, really, why Greg came to prefer being ignored. Sequel to 'Bottleneck', 'Diversion', and 'Casualty'. Fourth in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,981 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-21-08 - G. House - Complete19. Casualty reviewsShe shuddered and he did his level best to ignore it. Third in the Without a Name series.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,884 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-15-08 - G. House - Complete20. Diversion reviewsHis mother laughed now, bitter and sarcastic. Her skin was translucent, her eyes bloodshot. "My God, you'd think we'd've pulled our heads out of our asses long before now -- when it would have helped you." Second in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,847 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-13-08 - G. House - Complete21. Purgatory reviewsShe shakes her head, grappling for words that won't come, and gets to her feet to try and ward off the undeniable sense of anxiety she's getting. get house laid prompt: 138. House/Cuddy -- In the wheelchair he was using, she won't let him get up.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-1-08 - G. House & L. Cuddy - Complete22. Bottleneck reviewsHe's certainly experienced worse for longer but that never mattered and does even less so now. First in the 'Without a Name' series.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,997 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-27-08 - G. House - Complete23. Easing the Spring » reviewsGuilty motivation was something he was intimately familiar with. A 'Wilson's Heart' post-ep series.Crossover - Butterfly Effect & House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,127 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-11-08 - Published: 8-9-08 - G. House24. Disintegration » reviewsHe wonders when it got so easy to just...let them all think what they wanted. Because they had. Post-'Half-Wit' AU.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,337 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 6-8-08 - Published: 10-19-07 - G. House & R. Chase - Complete25. Revolutions reviewsThese things...take time./To Hell--with that./You don't believe in.../He doesn't care. get-house-laid Round One OT3 fic originally written last July.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-23-08 - G. House & J. Wilson - Complete26. Salacious RemovalHe knows that feeling far too well. And, really, who to make it better than the biggest, bestest control freak to conquer all control freaks--Worrier Cuddy, who even gives Mother Hen Wilson a run for his money? get-house-laid round two OT3 fic.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,803 - Published: 4-23-08 - G. House & J. Wilson - Complete27. I've Seen Love reviewsHe needs her to know that he's not going anywhere, either. Originally written in March for get-house-laid promptfest Round Two.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,187 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-23-08 - L. Cuddy & G. House - Complete28. Empty reviewsHe gets the urge to pop a pill. The part of him that hates himself; an admittedly large part, getting all the bigger by the day says that he doesn’t deserve it. Originally posted at Livejournal during the Tritter arc. Finally cross-posted here.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-23-08 - G. House & L. Cuddy - Complete29. Wonder reviewsShe pretends not to notice and spends the night in her own house, both of them knowing that he and his special mood would do very badly to be around her right now... Last in the 'Steam' series, since it took me long enough to post it...House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,476 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-21-08 - L. Cuddy & G. House - Complete30. Sneak reviewsHe hasn’t given up, but he’s tempted to. Tempted to let his hands and his lips do his talking for him again in ways that his vocal cords cannot. It always does work out better that way. Third in the 'Steam' series.House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,307 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-10-07 - G. House & L. Cuddy - Complete31. Suspensions reviewsHe used to smile so rarely and does so often now. But it’s not fair, she thinks, that he had to lose so much to make that happen. Followup to 'Visitations'House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,103 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 11-17-06 - G. House - Complete32. Visitations reviewsThe pain in his son’s eyes is momentarily overshadowed by surprise and subsequent shame, but John can still see it clearly.House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-15-06 - G. House - Complete33. Steam reviews“You know how I hate a mystery,” he hears himself say, finally, before capturing her mouth with his and FINALLY getting to feel those fingers digging into his hips...followup to 'One Fine Mystifying Dance.'House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,334 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-6-06 - G. House & L. Cuddy - Complete34. One Fine Mystifying Dance reviewsIt was like seeing an amalgamation of all the many things—and the few, in his case—that let her shine made manifest. The point of view skips around more than a little and I can only hope it adds to the quality of the story. Fluffy as a bunny.House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,914 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 5-16-06 - G. House & L. Cuddy - Complete35. Blinded reviewsBobby stands at the mouth of a chasm, seeing an inner apocalypse...Set during Mulder’s funeral in ‘Deadalive.’ Slash chronologically set before Year One of CI.Crossover - X-Files & Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 894 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-31-06 - Mulder, F. & R. Goren - Complete36. Holiday reviews“Scully, it’s alright. Bobby didn’t mean any harm.” Mulder’s voice was soft and soothing, still. But Bobby distinctly saw the hungry look in his eye when Mulder looked at him again. Mulder/Scully het; Goren/Mulder slash; implied Mulder/Scully/Goren...Crossover - X-Files & Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,681 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-31-06 - Mulder, F. & R. Goren - Complete37. The Lucky One reviewsSet directly after ‘A Change of Opinion’ These halls seemed to get longer every time for Bobby, it was an eternity captured in seven and a half minutes...Law and Order: CI - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,764 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-7-05 - R. Goren & A. Eames - Complete38. A Change of Opinion reviewsAlex stepped off the stand, unable to look at Bobby in the back row, her heart and soul twisted in a million terrible knots...Law and Order: CI - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,478 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 11-7-05 - A. Eames & R. Goren - Complete39. Fighting Oblivion » reviewsA collection of Bobby-centered drabbles featuring Thursday lyrics...spanning from 1969, when Bobby is eight, on forward. Also archived at the amorousintent Yahoo! group. COMPLETEDLaw and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 3,130 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-28-05 - Published: 12-3-04 - Complete40. Shattered reviewsDaniel Osbourne needs a purpose, but can't think of one. Angelus, seeing an opportunity, uses the werewolf to further his own machinations. post-'Soulless', AtS 4.11.Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Angel - Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-23-04 - Oz & Angelus - Complete41. Convoluted reviewsIt doesn't hurt so much to go on day to day, knowing all the pain I caused, all the destruction I wrought with my bare hands. AtS S5 AU, no particular episode.Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,875 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-1-04 - Angel - Complete42. Absolve reviewsHe keeps me from falling as he leads me to safety. Why, dear Lord, could not I do the same for him? Angel's father's POV after 'Resolution.' A sequel of sorts.Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,158 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-23-03 - Angel - Complete43. Resolution reviewsAngel has a long awaited discussion with the one person he has never been able to please.Angel - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,597 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-12-03 - Angel - Complete