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since: 1998 - 1999, id: 4636, Profile Updated: 11-06-09
Author has written 72 stories for Animorphs, Dragon Ball Z, Power Rangers, Yu Yu Hakusho, Godzilla, Inuyasha, Mario, Transformers/Beast Wars, and Transformers.

Starscream tried to turn away, embarrassed by his tears. "Why are you doing this?"

Unicron's thumb caressed his cheek, catching a bead of mech fluid. "To make sure you never forget how to cry. Nothing in this universe is worse than pain you can not release."

"What would a god like you know about pain?" Starscream snarled. He wiped at the streaks on his cheeks. More formed, rendering the action useless.

When Unicron spoke, his voice was soft and distant, "Enough to be its prisoner."

-- from "Ambrosia" (Transformers Armada fanfic, link leads offsite.)


I am very pleased to announce that my Sess/Rin fic, "The Last Day", won a 'best runner up' Shikon Award for the Summer 2006 season! I'm damn proud of that :)


Botcon 2009 was the freaking HIGHLIGHT of my life. PETER CULLEN KISSED ME! O_O Here it is on video. I gave him an edited version of A Dance to Remember and he was so moved by the gift that he pulled me around the table for a long hug and a kiss on the cheek. I left my email addy on it so he could respond if he wanted to, and HE DID! A few weeks later, he wrote me back saying he loved how I wrote Optimus. I quote from a paragraph of his email to me:

"Only writers who have true God given talent are capable of making somebody believe what Optimus Prime and Mikaela shared. Mikaela is a smart young woman from what I know about her character. I saw why Optimus felt comfortable enough to "let his walls down." He is a character who prefers to hold everything in. His job as a leader depends on him staying strong and reserved. I never considered the possibility that he would ever cry. You not only showed me how possible it is - you moved me to tears with him."

Peter Cullen is a darling of a man. Everybody should meet him. There isn't an arrogant bone in his body. If I see him again, I'm going to give him Between Mind and Heart. :D

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1. Cherish reviews
He made the world okay by being a part of hers. .o OptimusxMikaela, takes place after Lines. o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,545 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-17-09 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
2. Call reviews
Mikaela still had the phone in her hand. He never gave her a chance to set it down. .o OptimuxMikaela, takes place just after Lines. o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,124 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-10-09 - Optimus Prime & Mikaela B. - Complete
3. Lines » reviews
Mikaela discovers she's pregnant and Sam is running the other way. Afraid and alone, she calls the last name on her list...Optimus. The events following that conversation will change them forever. .o OptimusxMikaela, Danceverse o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 91,197 - Reviews: 32 - Published: 11-4-09 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
4. Shifting Gears reviews
Stroking it does nothing, but a firm grip... .o OptimusxMikaela, takes place after A Road Paved in Friendship. o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,215 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-3-09 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
5. A Road Paved in Friendship reviews
She could remember asking him to tell her the same thing, and now he needed to hear it from her. .o OptimusxMikaela, takes place after RotF and my fic Between Mind and Heart. o.
Transformers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,053 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-4-09 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
6. Et Universum reviews
The story of Creation. .o Vague Ambrosiaverse o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-3-09 - Complete
7. Eyes of Truth reviews
Primacron resurfaces, and Unicron learns a frightening truth about himself. .o Ambrosiaverse, UnicronxStarscream SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,980 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-6-09 - Starscream & Unicron - Complete
8. Transeamus reviews
And suddenly he is standing in the middle of an intersection unlike any he's ever seen before. Contains SPOILERS for Endgame, yet relates to my Light series. You'll see how when you read.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,546 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-25-09 - Prowl & Jazz - Complete
9. Faith in the Horizon » reviews
Having faith in the horizon is to be patient with the night. The sun will rise eventually. .o TFA Light!verse, ProwlxYoketron FRIENDSHIP o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,988 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-16-09 - Prowl - Complete
10. Isomorphisms reviews
That was the only picture of Prowl worth keeping. .o Lockdown's say from 'Axioms' and 'Paradoxes.' ProwlxJazz SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,301 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-17-09 - Lockdown & Prowl - Complete
11. Following the Sun reviews
What is immortality? ONE-SHOT
Transformers - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,746 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-4-09 - Optimus Prime & Mikaela B. - Complete
12. Security Breech reviews
CHRISTMAS FIC. Will finds a way to freak Ironhide out.
Transformers - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 926 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 12-9-08 - Ironhide & W. Lennox - Complete
13. Becoming reviews
It was better than anything he'd ever dreamed in his eons of solitude. .o. SLASH UnicronxStarscream, Armada, Ambrosiaverse. .o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,462 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 10-17-08 - Unicron & Starscream - Complete
14. Hindsight reviews
...an unguarded moment more fleeting than lightning. .o.TFA Lightverse, ProwlxOptimus FRIENDSHIP, ProwlxJazz SLASH.o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,538 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-15-08 - Optimus Prime & Prowl - Complete
15. Duobus » reviews
Peace is the war that never happened. .o. OptimusxMegatron SLASH
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 5 - Words: 29,192 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 10-15-08 - Megatron & Optimus Prime - Complete
16. Paradoxes reviews
Hope shone a cool light over his burning pain. .o SLASH ProwlxJazz, companion piece to 'Axioms' o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,021 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-22-08 - Complete
17. Voice to Voice reviews
Com links are fun. .o TFA ProwlxJazz o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,112 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-10-08 - Complete
18. Axioms reviews
They were hideously true words that thrummed against Prowl's deepest fears. .oSLASH ProwlxJazz and a guest...fits into my Light series. o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,799 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 8-3-08 - Complete
19. Hands Free reviews
Jazz was suddenly glad for soundproof walls. .o SLASH ProwlxJazz, TFA, takes place after Life is a Tree o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,197 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 7-17-08 - Complete
20. Lacrimosidus reviews
Art can save someone's life. .o Armada, 'Ambrosiaverse' UnicronxStarscream SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,278 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete
21. Toy Soldiers reviews
Fate is a child and we are the toy soldiers in its hands. .o G1, Ultra MagnusxCyclonus SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,614 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete
22. Life is a Tree » reviews
Each root and limb connected to the same trunk. .o TFA ProwlxJazz, sequel to Light o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 31,251 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 6-10-08 - Complete
23. For the World reviews
He'd given Mikaela that look both times when they made love. Now he gave it to the world. .o Movieverse, OptimusxMikaela o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,031 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-9-08 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
24. Pillars of Creation reviews
They were literally inside of each other. .o Armadaverse, StarscreamxUnicron, takes place after Ambrosia o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,768 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 5-5-08 - Complete
25. Light reviews
Those with vision needed it to see. .o Animated. JazzxProwl SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,406 - Reviews: 45 - Published: 4-26-08 - Complete
26. Between Mind and Heart » reviews
Their love wasn't disappearing...it merely changed. .o Movieverse, OptimusxMikaela, takes place after 'A Dance to Remember.' o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 29,560 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 4-15-08 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
27. Beautiful Agony reviews
It was punishment. Beautiful, agonizing punishment. .o G1 StarscreamxMegatron SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,437 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 2-2-08 - Complete
28. A Dance to Remember reviews
Suddenly, she found herself glad she never made it to the prom. .o Movieverse, botxhuman OptimusxMikaela o.
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,232 - Reviews: 47 - Published: 1-16-08 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
29. Exhausted reviews
Some things are universal among males... .o Movieverse o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 58 - Published: 1-11-08 - Complete
30. Time After Time reviews
He let the pain punish him for being a prisoner to his passion. .o Armadaverse OptimusxMegatron SLASH o.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,170 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 12-29-07 - Complete
31. Veritas reviews
He had lost so much that he nearly forgot what he still had. .o.Movieverse, contains IMPLIED slash and some other stuff.o.
Transformers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,923 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 12-18-07 - Optimus Prime & Bumblebee - Complete
32. Love is a Battlefield reviews
Not even the war came between their Sparks. [Armadaverse, OptimusxMegatron SLASH]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,400 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-8-07 - Complete
33. Under These Beltane Stars reviews
Their love gave birth. [Sequel to Walls. Armada universe, OptimusxMegatron SLASH]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,300 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 10-25-07 - Complete
34. Sand and Vacuum Cleaners reviews
Movieverse He went from wishing she’d stop to praying that she wouldn’t. FUNNY! IMPLIED RatchetxIronhide SLASH at the very end
Transformers - Rated: M - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,136 - Reviews: 45 - Published: 10-19-07 - Mikaela B. & Optimus Prime - Complete
35. In Shadows reviews
Darkness suited him...but he didn't belong in it. [Armada universe, OptimusxMegatron SLASH]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,047 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 10-14-07 - Complete
36. A Moment Alone reviews
Desire can make distance seem infinite. Optimus realizes this when he has a moment to himself. Takes place right after the movie ends. [NONSLASH, MOVIEVERSE, ONESHOT]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,171 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-4-07 - Complete
37. Walls reviews
His face plate had been a wall between him and the world for millennia. It let him hide his emotions. Without it, he felt naked and exposed. Megatron would see everything... [OptimusxMegatron SLASH]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,992 - Reviews: 43 - Published: 9-25-07 - Complete
38. Beltane reviews
Every hundred years, good and evil share a phenomenal celestial exchange. UnicronxPrimus SLASH!
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,826 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-19-07 - Complete
39. Not a Monster reviews
Anybody can inflict pain, but the strongest are the ones that can take it and still get back up. [BowserxPeach, ONESHOT]
Mario - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,625 - Reviews: 36 - Published: 8-21-07 - Bowser & Peach - Complete
40. Transcending Fate reviews
Not all victories are happy ones.
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-12-07 - Complete
41. Vicissitude reviews
An aging Bowser has stopped menacing the Mushroom kingdom and lives vicariously through the now grown Junior by getting him married to Mario and Peach's daughter...the RIGHT way. But why is Bowser in such a rush to see Junior married off?
Mario - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26,743 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 6-27-07 - Bowser & Bowser Jr. - Complete
42. Being a Mother reviews
Shezilla works hard to be a good mother and discovers that a little appreciation goes a long way. This is a Mother's Day fanfic!
Godzilla - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,818 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete
43. Believe Again » reviews
(Sequel to I Still BelievelllThese Dreams) Believers, we're in real trouble this time. Void is back.....and she's after Otherworld!
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 62,709 - Reviews: 74 - Updated: 3-13-07 - Published: 7-5-04 - Piccolo
44. Love Letters reviews
If Godzilla and Shezilla wrote each other love letters, this is what they'd look like.
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,055 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-12-07 - Complete
45. The Temporary Ranger reviews
I realized that I did win something. I won over my fear. And it's all because of my brief time as a Power Ranger.
Power Rangers - Rated: T - English - Adventure/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,428 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-2-07 - Tommy O. & Kim H. - Complete
46. The Wishing Tree reviews
CHRISTMAS THEMED STORY! Godzilla reveals a secret to Shezilla...and then explains what he thinks a Christmas tree is.
Godzilla - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,061 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-2-06 - Complete
47. Get Off My Island! reviews
An unwelcome guest takes up residence on the island Godzilla and Shezilla call home. With Godzilla off foraging for food, Shezilla has to fight for her territory alone.
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Adventure/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,329 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-13-06 - Complete
48. Circle of Normal reviews
Why is the world so cruel?
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,762 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-1-06 - Complete
49. The Gift reviews
Godzilla pisses Shezilla off and an unlikely source helps him make it up to her.
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,993 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-25-06 - Complete
50. Cradle of Eternity reviews
What he has sought his whole life is fully realized in this moment... [reposted because this site screwed up and wouldn't display it.]
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 949 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-06 - Complete
51. Metamorphosis reviews
Just where did Godzilla's rage against humanity come from? [reposted because this site screwed up and wouldn't display it.]
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 613 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-5-06 - Complete
52. The Little Mermaid reviews
A firstperson retelling of Hans Christian Anderson's beloved tale: Rin is a young mermaid who sacrifices everything for Lord Sesshoumaru, the land dweller she comes to love.[ONE SHOT]
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,551 - Reviews: 82 - Published: 2-17-06 - Rin & Sesshomaru - Complete
53. Saving Christmas reviews
Void kidnaps Santa! What are Piccolo and I going to do? Fly to the North Pole and rescue him, of course! But there's one other problem...
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,549 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-26-05 - Piccolo - Complete
54. The Last Day » reviews
Sesshoumaru, fatally ill, chooses to die with dignity rather than waste away. Rin tells the story as she stands loyally by him all the way to the last day of his life.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 44,598 - Reviews: 104 - Published: 9-10-05 - Sesshomaru & Rin - Complete
55. My Green Dream reviews
A poem about the part where Piccolo breaks down in I Still BelievelllThese Dreams.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-27-03 - Piccolo
56. I Still BelievelllThese Dreams » reviews
Sequel to BelievelllRealityVoid failed to destroy the anime world, so now she's after the next worst thing...our dreams! What are Piccolo and I going to do? FINISHED
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 28 - Words: 126,590 - Reviews: 161 - Updated: 9-24-03 - Published: 4-10-03 - Piccolo - Complete
57. Shezilla: The Cloning Project reviews
Kaijuologist Kenpachiro Satsuma finds a way to create a female of Godzilla's species. But what happens when something goes wrong?
Godzilla - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,183 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-13-03
58. What Happened To Genkai? reviews
Someone is masquerading as Genkai. Who is it and what do they want with Koenma? This whole fic is a big joke, so have fun! ^_^
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,941 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-13-03
59. Peacemaker reviews
Long ago, on a planet trembling on the edge of destruction, a wizard named Nikodai created a beautiful saber in his own image. He gave it life and named it Saba...
Power Rangers - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,821 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-6-02 - Tommy O. & Kim H. - Complete
60. The Different Ones reviews
A look at Andalite bigotry towards homosexuality. **CONTAINS MALE/MALE! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!**
Animorphs - Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,802 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 8-10-01
61. Daddy's Little Girl... reviews
This little songfic has NOTHING to do with the Believe/Reality series. This one is kind of an epilogue to my first fic "Where the Sun Rises". It's a Piccolo/Midori fic with Angel's Lullaby by Richard Marx :)
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,005 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 10-25-00
62. The Sexy Piccolo Song! reviews
Piccolo is so sexy and he knows it too. ^_^ Here's what he has to say about how sexy he is!
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 55 - Published: 6-13-00
63. Deep Within reviews
Just a little poem that describes Vegeta
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 4-17-00
64. Deep Freeze reviews
A poem that describes Freeza.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 4-17-00
65. Where The Sun Rises reviews
Piccolo's life changes forever when he learns what true love really is...
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27,613 - Reviews: 54 - Published: 2-29-00
66. I Forgive You reviews
A poem from one person to another....(I won't spoil)
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-24-00
67. In The Night reviews
Another little poem ;) Another teaser for another story. Have fun.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-24-00
68. Enigma reviews
A poem about my favorite DBZ char..........Piccolo! (he's soooo sexy!)^_^
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 2-8-00
69. Never Walk Alone reviews
Re uploaded because I accidentally deleted it. *Smacks herself*
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,843 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-16-00
70. The Inspiration reviews
This is a IRL story. It's personal, and the reason why I write like I do. Please don't flame me.
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,740 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 10-26-99
71. Light A Candle For Me reviews
A poem from anyone's POV after they've died
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-22-99
72. I Close My Eyes reviews
Told from Elfangor’s POV as he’s dying in Visser Three’s grasp. Or is he?
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-14-99
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