14th January 2008
Have you ever felt the urge to just claw out your eyes when you read your old crap? Because that's how I feel like when I read some of the fics in my profile. The only reason I haven't removed them is because I feel like that cheating, and I like to think I have improved over the years. Doesn't stop me from having to suppress the urge to vomit a little into my mouth when I read some of it.
I'm going to delete some of the fics, though, not because they're just so horrible necessarily but because they aren't finished and I have no clue how to finish it, having lost the plans long ago. Not right now, but fairly soon.
I'm on a roll to complete 'Firsts', but there's just this one thing that worries me about it... the content starts getting fairly too mature in the later chapters. I'm just going to have to write it with strong implications. Maybe I'll write a mature version of the whole thing once I'm done, just so I can try writing it without having to censor myself so much.
To summarise myself briefly, this is me: a cynical Asian girl, total otaku, English major, and a sad romantic at heart. A majority of fanfiction I write happens when I'm in love with a pairing.
I tend to go into fandoms and just splurge out whatever comes to mind. I have two main outlets: drawing and writing. Most of what I write ends up on ff.net but sometimes they don't, depending. I've also had a go at making AMVs, CG-ing and animating random things for certain fandoms. I don't pretend to be good at anything I do, but I do know I have a lot of fun doing these things, and the most I hope for is that other people enjoy themselves with my crap.
The names on the net I have are the following: starah, rufiangel, rufiangel00, rufi and shariepark.
If anyone wants to say anything to me in particular (though I can hardly imagine why, I have found people trying to contact me for various reasons) the easiest way to reach me is NOT through the email from my ff.net profile or PMs on ff.net. The best way, really, is to either find me on DeviantArt (yep, that's my link), or email me at ( r u f i a n g e l @ g m a i l . c o m ) without the spaces. I reply to anything anyone sends me personally, and I'm really actually kinda shy, so don't mind me if I spaz too much. XD;
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