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Author has written 18 stories for Beverly Hills 90210, Harry Potter, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, and 7th Heaven. http://www.desideriasays.blogspot.com 'and I'll be strong (‘Sad Happy’ Cold) D.ream A.chieve R.emember K.iss F.eel L.ove A.maze M.emories E.xcell S.imply There are pleanty of things that will never make sense in life. Pleanty of questions that will remain un-answered. In my opinion, that is a wonderful thing. Just imagine the booredom that would follow had we found the answers to everything? Perfection. Is not all it is made up to be. In fact mistakes, the small flaws and errors, that is what makes amazing. Take a text, for example, written with passion and devotion. The imperfections, the loopholes, that is what makes for an interesting read, to understand them, to consider them, or to see them at all. Sometimes the author makes these mistakes on purpose. Sometimes not. I suppose this is what they call ranting. I will stop now. Soon... First of all I hope you are here for a good reason, namely that you love to read, write, or create. I started reading fanfiction at twelve, started writing it even earlier, and fell in love with the fition genre in general at about five. The pen is a mighty thing, mind you. An outlet for all kinds of emotions and ideas. Occasionally this power is misused, especially by the media. But that is a whole different debate. For those of you who have been faithful readers for some time now, I want to send my thank and love to you all for the inspiration and support. For those who just stumbled accross this page, welcome and please review. Creative criticism is more than welcome, flames too actually. Right now I am in a big 90210 faze, which will probably be a permanent thing actually. Then there are the random outbursts of inspiration to write fiction for just about any random show/book/etcetera, and I hope you read that too. A little breif summary on thing right now: Broken: Still my little secret love. I am not at all satisfied with how the first chapters came out, and I have been on a hiatus from writing on it for some time, inspiration and time being the mainly lacking ingredients right now. But I will finish it one day, that I promise you. The angst will reach new levels, and the tragedy take more twisted turns, even for my writing. Memories of a rainy day: This story became more popular than I had imagined, and honestly I am very happy with it so far. The plot is outlined very far ahead, even to the end actually, and I am expecting about fifty more chapters or so. Yes you read correctly. It all came to me during a walk through the church yard. Kind of strange, but the ideas had me form an entire story by the time I was back home. So just hang in there, and keep reviewing. All I need is time: After the reaction from the first chapter I have decided to continue this starter and will be uploading over the fall (2006). Reviews are, as always, welcome. Beautiful disaster: I could continue. But right now that is a long shot. I apologize and sincerely thank all my lovely reviewers who wanted more, but the ending just became so perfect. It allows you all to draw your own conclusions, to fill out the blanks with your imagination. And to have evoked such emotion as your reviews described makes not only my day but warms my heart and inspires me for much time to come! After all, such a response is why the stories are posted here in the first place. I love you all who read it, thank you is not enough. Then there is a heap of short stories, angsty one-shots, hp beginnings (which I intend to continue, mind you) and much more. Yes, I have a streak for the angsty, dramatic, desperately passionate, and tragic direction, and I have no intention of changing that. So if you have a problem with any such storylines I suggest to stick with the pg stories and not take chances. Of course you are welcome to anyways. As far as reviews go, be critical, be inspirational, be positive, and most importantly come with thoughts, ideas, questions, proposals, and anything else on your mind. If you feel up to it send away an e mail, I try to respond to everything. Any issue is welcome, be it a story suggestion, an extra review, or something completely un related like a movie tip or opinion question. I do not bite. Much. Blog: http://www.desideriasays.blogspot.com Livejournal: desideria_df (do comment!) yahoo messenger: ocean_beach88@yahoo.com i am too tiered to fine polish this right now, but I will be changing the layout here eventually. be safe, be kind, be happy, be gentle, love you all, Darkflames Aut insanity homo, aut versus facit The fellow is either mad or he is composing verses (quote Horace) | |||||||
1. All I need is time » reviewsBrenda met Lucas at a vulnerable stage. Dylan lost Brenda in a turmoil off emotions. Without love there remains anger, passion, and feelings. Sometimes pain is better than feeling nothing at all, and sometimes pain can grow into affection.Beverly Hills 90210 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,569 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 10-28-07 - Published: 8-6-062. Trouble in paradice » reviewsBrenda and Brandon have been off to Minnesota for a few weeks. Their family is torn and they have to live with someone they can't really cope with, the friends of their parents. Brenda is close to fallingdown and notgettingup again, will Brandon be able tBeverly Hills 90210 - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-7-043. The orb of light » reviewsHermione watched the books, it seemed hopeless... Until Ron's ashen face told her a story she could never have imagined. harry walked out to dinner, only to find a girl that needed soothing. Ginny wondered weather life was just bad or if there were lightHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,985 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-22-054. Serpents and Gryffindors » reviewsSummary: Sixteen year old Draco Malfoy enters his sixth year in Hogwarts with his heart heavy. Deals with his younger sisters forbidden but wild life, love for one he is thaught to kill,together with her friends.A new alliens,but will it be strong enoughHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,474 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 7-24-04 - Draco M.5. Once and for all » reviewsMaking plans is hard when you don't know when the future ends, brenda finds out the hard way.Beverly Hills 90210 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,084 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 9-19-056. Memories of a Rainy Day » reviewsSometimes memories are in the past, sometimes in the unknown future. BrendaDylan story, but with all the characters and their plots. BD, the other couples, wait and see...Beverly Hills 90210 - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 42,358 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 5-21-067. In the darkest of times, youre hand clutches mine » reviewsThe trios sixth year, including terror from teh dark side, love, enimity, friendship and eventually death for some. How will some cope? How will others chose?H?, RHr, DG, some HHrHarry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 7-24-048. Goddess of the night, angel of death' » reviews'Follow Dracos sister in her year alone. In the great castle of the Mafloys she wanders around the passages only a few even know of. She fights her own battles with the life she has been set to live...'Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,750 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-18-049. Echoes » reviewsHermione Granger strolled up the hall, head bowed. Draco walked beside her. As equals the drew nearer, eventually close enough to feel the cold. Young faces looked up seraching for guidance. Hogwarts cleverest students raised their heads, was this the endHarry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-22-0510. Depths bring you closer, faith brings you closure » reviewsThe trio enter their sixth year. Will it be their last? Outside a dark mark is hoovering, a scared little girl is hiding in a storage in her cellar, a boy is fighting with old emotions and another is holding up the mask to the world. Will it be a year likHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,184 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-22-05 - Hermione G.11. Charms and Dragonskin » reviewsAll is fair in love and war. Ginny finds out the hard way that sometimes love is enough, but it never comes priceless, specially if you love darkness and the night wants you dead. GD,Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 698 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 2-22-05 - Ginny W. & Draco M.12. Broken » reviewsDon't think it's allright. Don't think your safe... When Brandon finds his sister crying on the front lawn, he thinks something is wrong. But will he ever really comprehend how wrong? Review please... oh and nothing to do with the song...Beverly Hills 90210 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,852 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 12-13-06 - Published: 3-4-0513. Beautiful Disaster reviewsBrenda sits in London with the phone pressed to her ear with Dylan on the other end on the other side of the world. Even if she can save him, can she take the leap and risk herself? Would it be beautiful? One shot unless requests want otherwiseBeverly Hills 90210 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,804 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-3-06 - Complete14. A Kevin and Lucy story reviewsThanksgiving tragedy... that pretty much sums it up. came in a dream, and here is the first sample of a written version. not for those who only like happy ever after endings. beware and review!7th Heaven - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,245 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-11-06 - Complete15. Hope reviewsBasically it wasn't meant as a 90210 fic but when I came to a point in the story I realzied it was perfect! Sometimes hope is the only thing that makes you keep breathing, and Brenda finds out the hardest way possible.Beverly Hills 90210 - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,745 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-25-05 - Complete16. HP convo » reviewsthe story you are about to read is crazy. You may be mentally damaged for the rest of your life. Just warning… Enjoy… oh and its great, review please...Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 12,482 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-0417. My Immortal reviewsAngel has fallen after a big fight against evil, Buffy at his side. Lonely and tiered the slayer makes a decision, of which some will suffer and some will find peace… Songfic to My ImmortalBuffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-16-04 - Complete18. My last breath reviewsAn angstdramaaction adventure songfic to Evanescence song 'My last breath'. It deals with death of characters and angst so if you're sensitive don't go there. Highly recommend it, personally a fave of all my work! Read and review.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,369 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-16-04 - Complete
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