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since: 02-21-04, id: 543280, Profile Updated: 07-20-08
country: Sweden
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Author has written 11 stories for Naruto, StarTrek: Voyager, and Fafner in the Azure.

Name: Monkan.
Lives: Sweden
Age: 21
Birthday: 21/1
Gender: Female
At the moment: Working my butt of.
Other than that: Waiting impatently to find out if I got accepted to University or not.
Personality: I dunno, as normal as I can get.
Current Anime/Manga: To many to count and list.
Current Favorite Pairing: Many, but still SasuNaru in the top 3 chart.

Poem ~ Dispair

What should you do when you realize
that the one you always want at your side
is someone you can never have?

What's left to do when you've sheed all your tears,
and wept through the dark night?

What can you do to ease this pain in your heart,
when there's no return for you?

Will you give up your heart and swallow all the ache,
simply to just be at their side?

Will you fake a smile so that they never know of the
sorrow singing in your heart?

Will you laugh with them so that they never ask you
what's wrong?

When you love so much it hurts to realize they can
never be yours, do you just move on or lie down?

The Dispair you feel slowly eat your heart and you
just keep it inside, you hide from everyone what you
feel and play along, never let them know how much
you love when they ask you if you've found someone,
never sharing this pain in your heart cause you don't
know who to turn to for all of them would lead to the
one you love.

In this closed of life, what can you do to escape this
lonely love when your whole world rotates around
the one causing it?

What of life is left for you?

Current info: I'm on a hiatus/break, as most of you probably have noticed. I don't know when I will be back so I'm not making any promises. Just that when I return it will be to the Naruto fandom like before. Your intrest in my stories and support is still great as ever and still keep me going to return. Until Next time. ~Monkan

There are plenty of stories for everyone and what everyone likes and more will be writen. There's no excuse to complain what I have in my archive. I'm writting both hetero and gay stories so don't forget to look for the warnings in the summary so you don't fall somewhere you don't want to go. There is also warning inside the stories so you won't miss them.

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1. Scarlet Flowers of Hope reviews
To have hope is difficult when you want to give up. But even the smallest memory can keep your hope for tomorrow up. Crossover with InuYasha, KagomeKazuki
Fafner in the Azure - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,408 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-24-07 - Complete
2. Time To Go Back » reviews
Voyager is home and secrets are beginning to surface. Why is there no civilian record of Chakotay and Kathryn Janeway after a certain point in their lives?When Starfleet start an official trial they will find something that will mark generations to come.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,678 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-10-07 - Chakotay & Janeway, K.
3. Music in My Heart » reviews
Naruto have been blind for years and suffered until one day a boy his age stops by to listen to his violin. With new strange feelings rise between them Sasuke and Naruto face both their feelings and their pasts and present. How will they survive reality?
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 54,992 - Reviews: 404 - Updated: 7-16-07 - Published: 4-14-05 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U. - Complete
4. The Unspoken Truth » reviews
The scandal that rocked the city. But what really happened away from all prying eyes, the truth is about to be unvield. Epilogue added! [shounen ai]
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 35,854 - Reviews: 103 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 8-24-04 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U. - Complete
5. Return of a Stranger » reviews
Naruto isn't a member of team 7, he disappeared when he was a baby and no one knows what happen. Now there is a stranger at the Chuunin exam that will take it together with the Konoha rookie's. Final Chapter.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 17 - Words: 56,179 - Reviews: 432 - Updated: 5-29-06 - Published: 3-23-04 - Complete
6. The Bloody Dream Never Ended » reviews
[Epilogue to Upon A Bloody Dream] There is a shadow coming closer to Konoha, a melody is filling the air as he draws closer. Destroyed memories are revived and healed wounds are torn open once again. [full summary and more information inside]
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,901 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-24-06 - Published: 10-7-05 - Complete
7. What You Left Me » reviews
Sasuke must live on for his only son while he struggles with his bleeding heart. But when Sasuke is faced with a chance that Naruto may be alive what will he do? [shounen ai]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 42,954 - Reviews: 161 - Updated: 10-7-05 - Published: 3-11-04 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
8. Upon a Bloody Dream » reviews
[Complete] After have lost his dream Naruto tries to live on without those important things in his life. He’s plagued by horrible dreams that threaten to drive him insane. What will happen when his dreams start to become reality? [No pairing]
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,092 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 3-19-05 - Published: 11-12-04 - Complete
9. Kimi Ga Iru reviews
The blood red moon that shines upon me, hiding the sins that I just committed for you. I hold you in my arms as I await death to take me to hell. I realize that I was lucky to have had you in my life. [Oneshot, shounenai]
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-8-04 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
10. Watching You reviews
This is an oneshot story. Nightmares have bothered Sasuke for a long time now, when he waked up during the night from one of them he reflects on his own life. [Shounenai, sasunaru]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,757 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 2-25-04 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
11. Itsu Made Mo Dobe » reviews
Naruto and Sasuke have had a relationship for years now but no one knows about it. It’s a both sweet and sour reality that they live in. Even time can't keep them apart. [Shounenai]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 14 - Words: 45,005 - Reviews: 144 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 2-22-04 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U. - Complete
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