t a y e k i m here (formerly, SxySungie89, formerly HyeSungieLuv89, formerly shinhyesungfangrl89, formerly inuyashafangrl89)

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Hey there, my name is Jenny. I try to use the pseudonym Taye a lot, but it never works. I'm so damn used to Jenny. I'm almost 20 and have nothing to show for it. I hate being a college student, I hate being poor and above all, I hate being a poor college student. I have bills I wish I didn't have to pay so for those who can't wait to be independent, keep in mind the responsibilities you'll have to shoulder on your own. It's a bitch and the scars on my wrist prove it (I don't have scars, really).

I love to read, write, draw, watch anime, play video games, sing and listen to music. I can't imagine having a career because the idea of doing one thing for the rest of my life terrifies me. Jones Green Apple Soda is my life and also the bane of my existence. I hate Rockstar and Monster because they taste like Red Bull, which is disgusting. I enjoy anything comedy related because laughter keeps me alive. Horror bores me (unless I'm playing Silent Hill), romance is overrated but I'm a sap anyway, and drama is the epitome of my life.

I love sour blue raspberry coca cola bottle candy, warheads, laffy taffy cherry, sour things in general, coffee, Sierra Mist Cranberry, pomegranate, cranberry, and white grape juice, all kinds of food, books, the Internet (it is my GOD), most genres of music, my video games and consoles, my laptop, my friends, my family, animals, anime, manga, the fact that I have an affinity for learning languages, Six Flags Magic Mountain, most fruits, SasuNaru, yaoi in general, chopsticks (yes, the utensils) and ice cream.

I hate overly sweet things, hypocrites, racists, people who act stupid because they think it's school, people who act ghetto because they think it's cool, homophobes, rapists, murders, pedophiles (shota doesn't count, it's not real), ignorant people, spam mail, bills, school, the education hierarchy as a whole, being poor, not being able to afford a pet, having to give a pet away, the person who forces me to give my pet away, traffic, heat, sweating, Nads (it does hurt, damnit), splinters, bad reception, slow Internet providers, most rap, country, and hip-hop songs, ants, flies, moths, mosquitos, roaches, watermelons (melon-based fruits), green onions, carrots, curry, chapped lips, bigots, wife-beaters, child abusers, certain people I won't name, math, science, my job and paper cuts.

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LiveJournal: I only use this to post on other people's pages.

DeviantArt: The stuff I have up are pretty old. I'm trying to get a friend to scan my new artwork. I'm failing.

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Favorite animes: InuYasha, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Cowboy BeBop, Outlaw Star, Gundam Wing, Evangelion, Gravitation, Junjou Romantica, GTO, Dragonball, Ranma 1/2, much of the classics.

Favorite quotes:

"It takes an eternity to create a life, but an instant to take it away..." --me

"There are three sides to every story: yours, theirs, and the truth." --'YUNS' a fanfic writer from soompi (who by the way writes wonderful English)

"You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain." --Harvey Dent of "The Dark Knight"

"The truth is, you could slit my throat open and with my one last gasping breath I’d apologize for bleeding on your shirt…" --(can't remember where I found this... it's not from a book for sure)

"The greatest fear is not death but living an unlived life." --(can't remember where I got this either...)

"Sometimes, silence is deafening; sometimes, silence is golden; sometimes, silence is pricless; because sometimes, silence can say so much more than words ever can." --me

"Life is not a box of chocolates; it's never as sweet." --me

"No lesson is worth learning unless you learn it on your own; no lesson is truly learned without some sort of sacrifice." --me

"Love is something with meaning but without definition." --me

"No matter where you are, or who you're with, every person, every thing has a history worth mentioning." --me

"Living isn't easy and neither is dying. It's just that dying is easier." --me

"I can't imagine what it would be like to open my eyes and see what I'd see if I had them closed; I can't imagine living in a world of silence while living in a world of sound; I can't imagine hoping every day that when I open my mouth, something other than air will pass through my lips." --me

"Love is blind. So why can it see? Why does it judge?"--me

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7/10/09

I do not know what to do with my life. I'm at a complete stand-still and it's driving me crazy. I want to be a manga artist but I don't know how to go about it. I want to be a writer but I completely fail as one. Meh...

On the other hand, I've been writing. Sporadically. I started a SasuNaru fic that was supposed to be a one-shot but may be a bit too long. Who knows? We'll see. And I started on the next chapter for AUBP but since that story's going in a different direction altogether, it might take a while. I'm still working out the kinks.

As for the time series, I've given up on it. The only way those ideas would work was if they were all turned into a corny romance movie or something. I'd rather save us all the trouble.

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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

Spread the love people. No bullshit. "Love thy neighbor"? Yeah, do that.