s t o r y p r o g r e s s (updates)

12.August.09

I must make another announcement: one of the reasons I haven't updated in so long is because I transferred the next chapters (which were all about a third done) onto a newer bigger flash drive... and then accidentally ended up deleting EVERYTHING on that flash drive. Needless to say I spent many an hour banging my head against a wall (not conducive to proper brain functionality) and hating on myself (uhmm for the last 3 years!!).

But yes, I will update my fanfics.

11.August.09

There comes a time when all must stand to face their fears!

ahem... Anyway, I'm almost settled in after my family's move. My back stopped hurting. I'm okay with my job, aside from the fact that I must still keep buying new clothes to fit the dress regulations they set... And the college semester starts back up - as of the day I'm typing this - in 6 days. I have four free days to write out a whole new chapter. Which I've done before so hopefully no worries.

I promised an explanation for my memory bit in my Kitten Kaboodles author note/chapter, and here it is: I have ADD. And to add to that, I have OCD. I blank out quite often on projects I deal with at moments, and then something else catches my eye, and then I get obsessed over making that perfect for as long - or short - as that may hold my attention. Great for work, because my bosses love how I make things perfect, but everyone around me knows how bad my memory is... both long-term and short-term, but most prominently short-term.

Don't have pity for me though. It makes life more... turbulent. Adventurous. -cough-

At any rate, I hope I'll have the two chapters done before two weeks is up, because I'm busy, I do have a social life, and I do have a job, and studies to complete.

Contact me if you have any questions or comments.

xoxo

10.July.09

Sooo, my luvlies! How do ye fair? I know it's been a while. Very hectic. Rather painful for me. Physically. Because physical labor does that. Now I hope people who are THAT interested in my stories are bothering to read this, because it is important. PM just to say "Yes, I read. I understand." Subject of the update is... - I noticed a lot of story alerts and favoriting of Kitten Kaboodles. Yes, I do j'adore the idea. That's why I wrote it and continue to hope that no one tried to steal my idea.

Anyways, I hope to update it (Kitten Kaboodles)! Yes, indeed. Before August 17th, the start of fall semester.

But I'm also going to be redoing it. I read it again, and found it distasteful. I felt like the characters were so OOC. Which I despise. So in order not to seem a hypocrite, it will be rewritten to seem more realistic (as realistic as can be) and so that it flows!! FLOWS. lol.

Okay, now I'm off to relax, because - as it was 3 months ago I complained of a lack of job, now I have one and am in PHYSICAL pain. Hard labor does that. The guise of retail is appalling. Don't do it... don't do it.

xoxo, ciao.

It's crowded in worship today; as she slips in, trying to fade into the faces
The girls teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know
Farther than they know...

A traveler is far away from home; he sheds his coat, quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgmental glances tells him that his chances
Are better out on the road...

We never really think about what we're saying or doing to other people around us. It, purposefully or not, will hurt someone, somewhere, some time... And every hard glance we carelessly give, every stiff word we shamelessly strew, will cut a scar into the flesh of those around us. And so no one can ever have a happy ending, because, in the end...

Someone will get hurt.

a b i t a b o u t m e

I am a girl. Duh. Various pennames I've used on this site, have been as follows: Mizumei, Cascading Fates, Adaire, and Ezarine Bloom. I'll probably switch between Adaire and Ezarine Bloom. (Yeah, I came up with all of them.) I really dislike n00bs; those who presume to know all of the facts, and can't type grammatically correct for their lives, screwing up a potentially interesting fiction.

I'm picky with what I read, and with what I write; easily dissatisfied. Thus why my fanfics haven't been updated in more than a year.

On a more personal bit; I'm pretty empathetic. AKA: I can get overemotional and say sorry a lot. lol. I like tons of different music - from classical baroque and japanese lute pieces to political hip-hop/rap. I love sports, dancing, and art. I'm in college - started early, at age 15, and am working toward a business degree. I hope to one day be a major political/business figure or at the very least famous entrepeneurial artist, but I'm content for now aiming for a legal internship at Tokyopop. =)

I'll probably be writing again soon. Enjoy what stories I've got so far... if they manage to retain your interest!!

l o c a t i o n

MYSPACE (+if you add me, type in the message, that you're from ff.net)
dA- original artwork (do NOT try to steal!)
AIM: silverrcyanide

Alternate Penname: stationary flower

g e n e r a l n o t i f i c a t i o n / d i s c l a i m e r

All poems used on this site by me are copyrighted to me. If poems are wanted to be used, one must get permission.

+I do NOT own any of the sources of the characters for my fics, or their original personalities. -Let's be real, I own my car and my clothes, and my purses, and shoes, and jewelry, and stereo, and 1K in manga collection. DAMN STRAIGHT I own my own shit.

profile update: 11/8/09