Calculated Artificiality

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since	: 03-30-04, id: 563878, Profile Updated: 03-01-08
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Author has written 15 stories for ER, and X-Files.

"Don't waste yourself in rejection, nor bark against the bad, but chant the beauty of the good." (Ralph Waldo Emerson)
Claire: "Do you ever just think: 'I'm fooling everybody?'
Claire: "I feel like I've been asleep my whole life."
Things to know about me: I am a huge Dr. Quinn, Medicine Woman fan and I have a thing with quotes. But I only reproduce ones that make me feel (usually because I identify deeply with them).
Firstly, if you read my fic, there is something you absolutely MUST KNOW. I may be a lit. major, but I absolutely REFUSE to proofread my work, mainly because I can't stand to read my own stuff, especially right after I write it. I've alway been that way be it stories or academic papers I'm writing... and chances are, I'll always be that way. So if there are errors or typos, that's why. Plus, I usually write between the hours of 1 and 6 am. : ) After all, "Perfectionism is the voice of the oppressor.” (Anne Lamott)
"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up.”- Anne Lamott
"The blessing and the curse of life is that most of us do not get to be what we wanted to be as a child." (I wanted to be a singer, an actress and a writer... we'll see...)
My name's Natalie, I'm 21 years old, and I attend an accredited four year university in California, my native state. I'm double majoring English Literature and Religious Studies with a minor in Women's Studies.
I have to believe that my heart and soul are deeply poetic. I am trying to believe that there is no past and there is not necessarily a future (individually speaking)--I am trying to believe in my ability to live my life for today.
Natalie
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” (Emerson)
(Calculated Artificiality comes from the movie "Playing By Heart." Watch it. It's amazing with a cast of verifiable acting all stars.)

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1. Trust, Half Baked, and the Loss of Feminist Values » reviews
Remember Diana Fowley? Scully muses, but abhorringly so... she doesn't wax poetic. 'You're making this personal.' Oh yeah, they're gonna talk about it.
X-Files - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,663 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 2-6-08 - Published: 8-17-07

2. Not Even Happy in My Dreams reviews
I can't even be happy in my dreams anymore. It's just another thing loving you has taken away from me.
Complete - X-Files - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,366 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-19-07 - Published: 8-19-07

3. Life's A Beach reviews
Seriousness invades Mulder's and Scully's lives on a daily basis. This is what happens when they take a day out to have a little fun for a change. Mulder learns some surprising things about Scully he never knew, and never would have guessed to begin with
X-Files - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,737 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 8-13-07 - Published: 8-13-07

4. Batter Up » reviews
This is, of course, or rather, will turn into, a Cordano. A surprise narrator devises a sneaky plan to help two people come together. Baseballish metaphor, hence: Title And another pairing that you'll have to read to find out! FINALLY COMPLETE.
Complete - ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 19,636 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 8-6-07 - Published: 4-28-04

5. Frivolity » reviews
Sometimes, the frivolous things are just as important as the important things. Mulder and Scully get to know the 'frivolous' things about one another, and somehow get to a deeper issue.
Complete - X-Files - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,719 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 8-5-07 - Published: 6-24-05

6. Pieces of Your Presence » reviews
Fear, selfishness, independence...something, call it what you will, brought it to an end. So, the only question left... Is it Forever?
Complete - X-Files - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,061 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 2-13-07 - Published: 7-7-05

7. She Only Smokes When She Drinks » reviews
Scully is fed up with Mulder and his ditching, not to mention skirt chasing when she's around. A Fight ensues and things between them will never be the same, one way or another. Set in approx. Season 6. : COMPLETE!
Complete - X-Files - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,659 - Reviews: 80 - Updated: 7-14-06 - Published: 12-4-04

8. Do You Believe in Magic? reviews
Mulder and Scully make an impromptu visit to Disneyland, the happiest place on earth, during the most wonderful time of the year. Mulder sets out to prove to Scully that the place is magical, but does he succeed?
Complete - X-Files - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,521 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 12-24-05 - Published: 12-24-05

9. Heartbreak: My Story » reviews
What is Heartbreak? It's knowing your life can never be the same, that you can never be the same. Romano POV This is his story. Cordano COMPLETED.
Complete - ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,227 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 6-24-05 - Published: 8-12-04

10. He is Human » reviews
Cordano... No Arm loss, No Mark, and obviously No death. Corday isn't exactly having a good day, and she lashes out at Romano. But through this lashing, Corday comes to realize that Romano isn't who everyone thinks he is... He actually IS human.
Complete - ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 23,372 - Reviews: 63 - Updated: 7-29-04 - Published: 3-30-04

11. Make it All Make Sense » reviews
Cordano (to come) --- Elizabeth remembers the life she once had... But can she ever regain happiness? And will Robert ever be able to help her to do so? --or is she forever bound to the life death left behind--?
ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,144 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 5-29-04 - Published: 4-5-04

12. Invisibility » reviews
Cordano (to come)... Romano reflects on the day and hears something that (much to his chagrin) fits perfectly.
ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,730 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-4-04 - Published: 4-5-04

13. Never Been All Right » reviews
Cordano... Romano knows he's never been all right... but what he doesn't know is that's all about to change.
ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,506 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-1-04 - Published: 4-4-04

14. Consecrated to God » reviews
Post-Mark's death. After Mark's death Elizabeth's relationship with God is faltering; In fact, it is virtually non-existent.
ER - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,508 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-24-04 - Published: 4-3-04

15. Yours, Elizabeth reviews
This is Postdeath of Romano. An observer sees Elizabeth in the cemetery mourning. She leaves something behind... what was it? quite short
Complete - ER - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-1-04 - Published: 4-1-04

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