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No, I am not dead.

If you mean mentally dead, then yes I am. And yes, I know I haven't updated ILWAG on Oct 1, 2008 like I promised but it seems as if someone UP THERE is against me updating. Around Sept 28 or so the little book that contained all the info I had for the next chapter of ILWAG went... MIA. Dunno where it is and to this day, still dunno where it is.

And just so you know... I am trying my best to get AGNY's next chapter out... by next week, Oct 22 but I got TWO MIDTERMS that day so uh... well don't be too expectant I might updated a few days after that.

Like it said someone is against me updating -_-

XoXSilverDragonXoX, signing off 10:58 PM, September 3, 2008

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S: e c r e t I d e n t i t y

Name: Caroline

Age: 19

Gender: Female -grin-

Nationality: Chinese-Canadian

Languages: Fluent in English, Cantonese. Understands most of Mandarin, French, bit of Japanese and Vietnamese

Resides in: Saskatchewan, Canada

Currently: Starting third year of University (University of Saskatchewan) (term starts sept 2009)!

Occupation: Student, working on Major in Physiology

Pets: None now. :'( Unless you count the little mushroom plushies on my bed. XD

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I: n P r o g r e s s

A Girl Named Yama

Release dates: The fourth wednesday of each month.

Recent release: Wednesday September 21, 2008 : Chapter 23 - Abandon

Next Release date: Wednesday October 22, 2008 : Chapter 24

In Love with a Ghost

Release dates: 1st of each month

Recent release: Monday September 1, 2008 : Chapter 10 - Havoc

Next Release date: Unsure as of October 18, 2008

The Lesser Hanyou

Release dates: N/A

Recent release: N/A

Next release date: N/A

Fics on Hiatus:

Better Left Forgotten

Fics under revision:

Silent Love, Cold Hearted

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R e a l i t y

"A Woman"

This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time.

It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

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Welcome to the twentith century, most people are GAY!

Repost this if you hate homophobia too!

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

~IF YOU THINK HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG THEN REPOST THIS

You throw words at me as if to prove a point, but the only thing you have proven is your inferiority. Close this world. nepO eht txen.

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