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Poll: What fic would you be most interested in seeing me revive? Please select your top 3 choices. Poll will remain open. I will get back to work on a new chapter for whichever fic has the most interest in each fandom. Vote Now!
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since: 04-16-04, id: 573510, Profile Updated: 03-17-10
country: USA
Author has written 41 stories for Harry Potter, Final Fantasy VIII, and Lord of the Rings.

Age: 22

Sex: female

Location: Seattle, Washington, USA

Interests: Final Fantasy VIII, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, and Kingdom Hearts. And I really like slash. Most of my stories and favorites are slash. Either that, or they usually don't have a pairing at all. (As a side note, you can check out my C2 groups if you are interested in good slash fics from any of the categories listed above.)

My website is back up, though I'm still ironing out some of the kinks.

http://darketdesire.xtreemhost.com/home.htm

(Yes, I know that the link says darket desire in it and not darkest desire. By the time I realized this essential mistake, I was already almost finished with uploading everything and it would have been way too much trouble to try to fix it. I feel like an idiot, but whatever.)

If you are interested in Final Fantasy 8, you may want to go take my quiz to see which of ten Final Fantasy 8 characters you are at: http://quizilla.teennick.com/quizzes/1192251/which-final-fantasy-8-character-are-you

~Not really sure about this sight anymore, but whatever. It's filled with adds and crap now, plus they put a limit on how many characters and such can be used and I'm having problems editing. Still, the quiz is basically the same...

If I'm able to I will just put the quiz up on my website when I get it up and running.

I have deleted the old forum that was attached to my C2 group (FFVIII Slash Central) and have set up a new forum. The new forum will have all of the Slash Central archive organized by pairing, story status, etc. and will also give my top recommendations. Feel free to stop by and add your own fic recommendations.

Update: I have pretty much scrapped this idea, too. I have a recommended fics section on my website and I just plan on organizing fics by pairing and such on there when I get around to it.

I am currently rereading a lot of my old stories and am slowly plugging away at them once more, though it's taking awhile to get my head back into writing and a lot of my stories I kind of forgot where I was going with them.

Fics I am currently working on:

Home for the Holidays - Right now I am in the process of plotting out where I want to go with this fic. I am going to be outlining the basics so that I know what I want to write about in each chapter so that I can make sure the story stays on track. I feel like it's already veered away somewhat from what I originally intended to write. I like a lot of the elements that are developing, but I feel that I may need to go back and revise some of the things from earlier chapters and maybe change some things in Ch. 10. I have some of the scenes for later in the fic already outlined and pretty much written out, namely a scene between Harry and Draco (who are not and will not be in a relationship). I'm sort of lacking in inspiration right now, though, and am trying to make sure I have the details right so I don't have any discrepancies or plot holes. I know it's been a while, but I've been working on other things.

Update: I have written half of chapter 11, but feel it to be rather uninspired and am questioning where I am going with it. I will try to finish it soon and update, even if the chapter is subpar cause I know it's been a while, but I'm feeling rather unmotivated despite the excellent feedback.

A Fine Line - Chapter 6 is now up! As for the next chapter, I plan on showing a few key scenes that take place during Seifer's five years in prison and then quickly getting to his release. I don't know how much I'll get in, but I definitely plan on including a scene between Laguna and Seifer where you'll get to see exactly what strings Laguna pulled. Also, Seifer will finally get to read the letter from his parents. You'll also find out how Edea's trial went. Depending on how much that all takes up, you'll either get to see how the rest of the Orphanage Gang is doing next chapter or in Chapter 8, same with the inevitable meeting with Squall and Seifer once he's released. Not sure yet when it will be up.

Fics I am Planning to Revive:

(Look to my poll to see how all of the fics have fared as far as people's interest in them. The more votes, the more likely I will revive it.)

So, He's All That was the clear winner of the poll and is on my list of things work on right after Home for the Holidays. Not really sure when a new chapter will be coming out, but I'll try to keep you posted.


1. A Fine Line » reviews
There is a fine line between dreams and reality, coincidence and fate, character building and soul destroying, love and hate. Seifer's always had trouble with lines. Regaining memories in Time Compression, he begins to understand why. Seifer/Squall SLASH
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 36,776 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 3-17-10 - Published: 11-22-09 - Seifer A. & Squall L.
2. Home for the Holidays » reviews
When Harry visits The Burrow for winter holidays his last year at Hogwarts, he ends up getting more than he bargained for. Eventually Bill/Harry SLASH, Side pairing of Ron/Hermione
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 34,477 - Reviews: 278 - Updated: 11-14-09 - Published: 8-14-04 - Harry P. & Bill W.
3. With Bated Breath reviews
When Harry is forced by Snape to drink a messed up potion, the results are a startling reminder of how nothing can ever be normal when involving the-boy-who-lived. creature!Harry with eventual Slash
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,545 - Reviews: 38 - Published: 3-9-06 - Harry P.
4. Only Time Can Tell » reviews
It's not every day that someone discovers a new corridor in Hogwarts. When Harry does, he lets his curiosity get the best of him and winds up in Hogwarts in the year 1942 with a sixteen year old Tom Riddle. TRHP SLASH
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,978 - Reviews: 132 - Updated: 3-8-06 - Published: 9-22-04 - Harry P. & Tom R. Jr.
5. Hobbit Hide and Crossdressing Concerns reviews
We all love LotR, but sometimes the seemingly neverending battles for the freedom of Middle Earth can become somewhat…tiresome. The solution? Why, a parody of course!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-24-06 - Frodo B. - Complete
6. Ardor and Abstraction reviews
When all the world's a stage, you need at least one thing that's real to hold onto. An introspective one-shot featuring Harry/Blaise SLASH.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-30-06 - Harry P. & Blaise Z. - Complete
7. He's All That » reviews
Captain of the football team Oliver Wood has ten weeks to turn social outcast Harry Potter into the ideal boyfriend because of a bet he made with his friends. Loosely based off of the movie "She's All That." AU with HarryOliver SLASH.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,313 - Reviews: 74 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-17-05 - Oliver W. & Harry P.
8. Rumor Has It reviews
When Quistis misinterprets an argument she overhears betweenSeifer and Squall, she inadvertently starts a rumor that the two are together. With the whole school talking, it's only a matter of time before Seifer and Squall find out. SeiferSquall SLASH
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,464 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 12-20-05 - Squall L. & Seifer A. - Complete
9. Angels and Demons » reviews
Lucius Malfoy, CEO for Deschutes Enterprises. Harry Potter, upstart at Aurora International. Two people destined for greatness, and each other. But at what price? SLASH of the LuciusHarry variety and a blatant AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,786 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 12-7-05 - Published: 12-29-04 - Harry P. & Lucius M.
10. Venery » reviews
Lust is a strange and powerful thing, having the ability to draw two people together within its entrapment or pit them against one another in jealous rage over something both parties desire, but neither have yet attained. SLASH LoveTriangle
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,267 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 11-14-05 - Published: 1-3-05 - Squall L. & Irvine K.
11. Fancy Bumping Into You reviews
Draco and Harry keep bumping into each other, an occurence which leads them to realize a few things about the other and become closer than they ever thought possible. HPDM PreSlash
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,314 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-13-05 - Draco M. & Harry P. - Complete
12. Pretty Little Secret reviews
Squall's a hooker and Seifer's a bigshot business man. Sound vaguely familiar? Pretty Woman done FFVIII style. SquallSeifer SLASH
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,421 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 11-7-05 - Seifer A. & Squall L.
13. Stark Raving Mad » reviews
The gang goes raving. Slash and silliness abound. Pairings undetermined as of yet.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,769 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-13-05 - Published: 4-24-05 - Squall L. & Seifer A.
14. Life or Something Like It » reviews
High School, Lord of the Rings style. I've tried to add my own spin and incorporate humor. It will be slashy, with some het. Mainly features Legolas, with Haldir, Aragorn, Boromir, Faramir, and Éomer included too. Hobbits will come in later.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,584 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 9-13-05 - Published: 6-8-05 - Legolas & Haldir
15. Darkside reviews
Everything's not always as it seems, a fact that Harry is reminded of when a mysterious stranger confronts him with the true interpretation of the prophecy and offers him a gift which Harry finds himself hard pressed to refuse. VampireHarry fic.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,359 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 1-21-05 - Harry P.
16. Not Another Truth or Dare Game » reviews
When Seamus gets bored, all hell breaks lose as he unleashes the one thing that could cast fear into the heart of Hogwart's aging headmaster and bring chaos unto the ancient school: a game of truth or dare.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,864 - Reviews: 49 - Updated: 1-19-05 - Published: 9-10-04 - Hermione G. & Seamus F.
17. Sooner or Later » reviews
What if Hogwarts was no more than your typical high school and Harry didn't get his letter to attend it until his Junior year? An HP, AU, slashy high school fic. Come on, you know you love it!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,356 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 1-17-05 - Published: 1-15-05 - Harry P.
18. The Calm Before the Storm » reviews
As the rest of Rohan celebrates their victory, Legolas and Éomer find unexpected comfort in each other's arms. LegolasÉomer SLASH
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,647 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 1-17-05 - Published: 11-17-04 - Legolas & Eomer
19. Frozen Solid reviews
A short little poem about what it means for Squall to be a commander and why he chooses to isolate himself from his emotions.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-9-05 - Squall L. - Complete
20. The Lord of the Rings: The Untold Version reviews
We all love LotR, but come on it can be rather fun to make fun of at times. What you will see if you click on the little link above will be a serious parody…if that makes any sense at all…which it probably doesn't. Oh well.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,076 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-8-05 - Galadriel
21. It All Comes Tumbling Down » reviews
Harry Potter;the perfect little savior, the convenient scapegoat whenever the wizarding world has a problem, or needs someone to blame. They've condemned him to Azkaban. It's hard to survive, even harder to remain the same, naïve person that went in.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 25,914 - Reviews: 176 - Updated: 12-6-04 - Published: 4-28-04 - Harry P. & Voldemort
22. Deprecation and Desire reviews
At a celebration for Aragorn and Arwen's marriage, Faramir finds himself consuming a bit too much wine and realizing desires which he has never been able to admit to himself without the inhibition lessening effects of alcohol. SLASH FaramirLegolas.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,269 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 12-5-04 - Faramir & Legolas
23. Tainted Love reviews
What if Squall's first mission wasn't in Timber? Instead he's chosen for a covert operation in Trabia where a simple mission will turn into more than anyone could have expected. Crossdressing, slight AU, and slash.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,879 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-12-04 - Squall L.
24. Essence of Evil reviews
How long can darkness surround you before it begins to consume? Why should you fight when you have nothing left to fight for? Who can you believe when you've been lied to all your life? Why should you have to pretend anymore? A dark Harry fic.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,882 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 9-26-04 - Harry P. & Neville L.
25. A Blessing and a Curse reviews
When Pippen gets inquisitive during a rest break, Legolas finds himself answering many of the questions that have long plagued his own mind. For immortality is not only a blessing, but also a curse in many ways. Oneshot.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,413 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-19-04 - Legolas & Peregrin T. - Complete
26. Some Kind of Feeling reviews
Harry is almost to the breaking point, unsure of anything anymore. This is a poem about the thoughts and feelings that are getting all mixed up in his head as he thinks about his guilt and his destiny and comes to terms with both.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-10-04 - Harry P. - Complete
27. A Life Once Loved Now Lost reviews
Sirius's life was full of pain and sorrow, bitterness and despair. This is a poem about Sirius and what he has endured. Warning: OotP spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-10-04 - Sirius B. - Complete
28. Sinful Guilt reviews
A Poem about Gollum and the Ring and Sméagol and his guilt over murdering his friend. Short and sad.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-9-04 - Gollum & Smeagol - Complete
29. D District Redemption reviews
When an innocent Squall is sent to prison, the life he knew is over. He has to adjust to life in D-District, where the guards are cruel and the inmates crueler. But no situation is ever as hopeless as it seems. An FFVIII fic Shawshank Redemption style. AU
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-23-04 - Squall L.
30. A Picnic and Playful Banter » reviews
Selphie and Rinoa plan a picnic for the whole garden gang. Just a cute, slightly humorous fic. Poor Squall gets teased quite a bit and lots of laughter ensues.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,284 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-22-04 - Published: 6-1-04 - Squall L. & Seifer A.
31. High School Hangovers » reviews
All your favorite characters from FFVIII as they would be had they gone to a typical high school. Classes, crushes, bullies, jocks…yep, just your typical high school experience.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,614 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 8-14-04 - Published: 6-8-04 - Irvine K. & Squall L.
32. Not Quite Human reviews
Being a dog has its perks: people are more open, you get free handouts, and you aren't recognized as the convicted killer, Sirius Black. Which helps when you're out to kill the rat that landed you in Azkaban, especially when said rat resides in Hogwarts
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,014 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-14-04 - Sirius B.
33. Strange and Beautiful reviews
Draco is tired of hiding his feelings from the oblivious Harry and decides to do something about it. Not your average songfic.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,593 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-8-04 - Draco M. & Harry P. - Complete
34. It Ain't Easy to be Me reviews
Being the boy-who-lived can sure be a pain in the butt sometimes; Voldemort making attempts on your life once a year, the Dursleys for relatives, Malfoy and his snide remarks, Dumbledore and his stupid twinkling eyes…What's a boy to do?
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,055 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-2-04 - Harry P. & Voldemort
35. Children can be a Blessing or a Burden » reviews
Ever wonder what kind of trouble the FFVIII gang got themselves into when they were kids? Well here's a humorous collection of the adventures and mishaps that the Orphanage Gang had when they were little. Companion piece to A Picnic and Playful Banter.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,537 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 7-27-04 - Published: 7-18-04 - Zell D. & Selphie T.
36. Harry Potter and the Rune of Perth reviews
On a seemingly ordinary day, someone most unusual and on an important and very secret mission will visit Privet Drive.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,511 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-9-04 - Minerva M. & Harry P.
37. The Truth As They Know It reviews
A look into the thoughts of the perceived Heir of Slytherin as he makes his way through the halls and wonders how the world could be so blind.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-1-04 - Harry P. - Complete
38. The Perfect Vacation reviews
The beach, the perfect place for the perfect vacation. That is, unless Rinoa and Seifer are there arguing and ruining it. Well, it's time to put an end to that, and Squall's just the man to do it.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-29-04 - Squall L. & Seifer A.
39. Hidden Heartache reviews
Squall stumbles upon a memory of pouring rain and loneliness. His pain, long buried beneath his frozen heart manifests itself into a poem.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-16-04 - Squall L. - Complete
40. Gone but not Forgotten reviews
The war is over and life for our heroes has returned to normal…or so they thought. Whatever happened to Seifer? He was assumed to be dead, but that's the funny thing about assumptions they aren't always true.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 883 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-04 - Squall L. & Seifer A.
41. Winter Solstice » reviews
Undead and uncaring, a former hero turned vampire surrenders to the darkness in his soul and the Slytherin side that he never truly embraced while he was alive.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,298 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-16-04 - Harry P.
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