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since: 04-22-04, id: 576948, Profile Updated: 10-21-08
country: United States
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Author has written 49 stories for Buffy X-overs, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Supernatural, Lost, Crossing Jordan, Forever Knight, and Ghost Ship.

Note to readers, 10/21/08: None of my stories have been abandoned; I still have every intention of finishing anything that is not marked "Complete." However, I have been dealing with some serious health problems in the past several months that have interfered greatly with the writing. Please be patient. Believe me, I'm as annoyed with it as you are. "Flesh and Blood" alone was supposed to be finished in a couple of weeks, not a couple of years.

I prefer not to go into excesses of detail. Suffice it to say that I write quite a bit, and even, on occasion, get bitten by a fanfic muse. I tend to play a lot with alternate universes and what-ifs, especially those dealing with deaths and other assorted "badness".

Most of the time I don't deal with canon outside episodes of the show, no matter how official it is. I just don't have access to the stuff.

I really can't say it strongly enough: if I write it, the chance of a "happy ending" is extremely low. You have been warned.

Sometimes a story is told in words; sometimes the story is told by what is left unsaid.

I don't get the chance to respond individually often, so I will say here that I appreciate all the reviews. You guys make my day!

Those of you with LiveJournal accounts might wish to friend http://tolakasa.livejournal.com, as I post updates and things I deem too short for FFnet there. I also have an account at fictionpress.com under the name Tolakasa.

Related Stories:

Forgotten universe (BtVS, BtVS/SPN): "Forgotten," "Father Figure," and "Flesh and Blood."

Covre Meyanevil universe: "In This Town," "Chiseled in Stone," and "Silver and Cold."

Impalaverse: "Lady in Black," "Queen of the Road," "Road Song," and "Carrying On."

"Alicia" universe: "Rebound" and "When I'm Gone."

Undertow: "Undertow", "Cold Fire," "Breathe," and "Ghost in the Ruins."

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1. Carrying On reviews
Impalaverse. The Impala struggles to do what Dean asked. Spoilers for end of season 3 and 4.1.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 9-25-08 - Published: 9-25-08
2. The Ferryman's Tale reviews
For two thousand years he has roamed the seas, and only now has he found the hope he was promised. May offend some religious sensibilities.
Complete - Ghost Ship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,333 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-08 - Published: 8-9-08
3. Mnemosyne reviews
The laws of Hell cannot be hurried by anyone. Future. Spoilers for Season 3 through finale. May offend certain religious sensibilities.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,208 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-7-08 - Published: 6-7-08
4. Trinity reviews
The opposition muses on her plans. Spoilers for 3.12.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-22-08 - Published: 2-22-08
5. Flesh and Blood » reviews
Postseries AU crossover with Supernatural. A vision leads Sam and Dean to Cleveland, where they run into a nest of Slayers, a rather witchy Watcher, and information they're not ready for.
Buffy X-overs - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 35 - Words: 47,179 - Reviews: 70 - Updated: 2-9-08 - Published: 11-12-06
6. Damages reviews
Season 1. There is a secret in the Raven, one that Janette is carefully protecting from everyone, including Nick.
Complete - Forever Knight - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,622 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-1-08 - Published: 1-1-08
7. The Lights of Home reviews
Preseries, probable AU. The child Bela has to leave the only home she's ever known. Spoilers through 3x06.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,619 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-25-07 - Published: 11-25-07
8. Father Figure » reviews
Postseries, AU, crossover with Supernatural. Two years after Mary's death, a stranger has a favor to ask of John Winchester.
Complete - Buffy X-overs - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,196 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 11-25-07 - Published: 10-24-06
9. Only the Wind reviews
Future. Sam got his wish. Dean lived. But there's always a catch.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,550 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 11-12-07 - Published: 11-12-07
10. Believe reviews
Darkness has been separated too long from Light, and the separation cannot be allowed to last. Spoilers for 3x04.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-28-07 - Published: 10-28-07
11. Blood on Blood
AU. Now that everyone believes he's dead, James has found a new calling. Crossover with Supernatural.
Complete - Crossing Jordan - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-28-07 - Published: 10-28-07
12. Threat » reviews
AU, future. Sometimes the most obvious danger isn't the one you should be focused on. Character deaths.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 10-18-07 - Published: 9-13-07
13. Symmetry reviews
The Master's death is not the end of his plans. Possible spoilers through 3x01.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-10-07 - Published: 10-10-07
14. Home Is Where The Heart Is reviews
Preseries AU. An unexpected death can bring families closer, or tear them apart. John Winchester learned that a long, long time ago.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,531 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-16-07 - Published: 8-16-07
15. Beneath This Armor reviews
He wore his wedding band like armor.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 558 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-29-07 - Published: 7-29-07
16. Silver and Cold » reviews
AU. Mary’s family was a mystery. An investigation into a secretive community leads Dean and Sam to answers, but the consequences might be more than they can handle. Sequel to In This Town.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,796 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 7-7-07 - Published: 2-23-07
17. Ride Forever reviews
Futurefic. There are side effects to everything, even to thwarting a demon. Spoilers for season 2 finale. Mentions of character deaths.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-26-07 - Published: 6-26-07
18. Real Bad Day reviews
Even demons have bad days. OC POV. Spoilers for season 2 finale.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,216 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-5-07 - Published: 6-5-07
19. Road Song reviews
AU. The Impala ponders their situation. Spoilers for season 2 through the finale. Same universe as Lady in Black and Queen of the Road.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 6-1-07 - Published: 6-1-07
20. Work to Do reviews
Post Season 2 finale. Sam and Dean aren't the only ones with work to do.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 5-18-07 - Published: 5-18-07
21. The Dark reviews
AU, future. He'll never see his daughter's eyes. Mention of character death.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 726 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 5-15-07 - Published: 5-15-07
22. Read All About It reviews
Preseries. Small towns might be boring, but sometimes, they offer the perfect opportunities to make birthdays special for little brothers.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,745 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 5-10-07 - Published: 5-10-07
23. Ghost in the Ruins reviews
AU. Miracles don't come free, even for healers. Character death. Part 4 of 4. Sequel to Undertow, Cold Fire, and Breathe.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,862 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 5-9-07 - Published: 5-9-07
24. Breathe reviews
AU. A demonic encounter pushes Dean's abilities to the limits. Character death. Part 3 of 4. Sequel to Undertow and Cold Fire.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,352 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 5-7-07 - Published: 5-7-07
25. Fire on Fire reviews
AU, future, midapocalyptic. The war has been thwarted, so the demons find another way to strike. Character deaths.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 464 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-3-07 - Published: 5-3-07
26. Cold Fire reviews
AU. Sam knows he should be dead, not just injured. But he can't figure out how that happened, and Dean's not in any shape to answer questions. Sequel to Undertow. Part 2 of 4.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,957 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 4-30-07 - Published: 4-30-07
27. Chiseled in Stone reviews
Preseries, AU. The only consolation Jamie could give his niece's family was a piece of rock and the preservation of her secrets. OC POV. Companion piece to In This Town.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,484 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07
28. Undertow reviews
AU. Dean has an ability he's never dared tell even his family about. Post BUABS. Part 1 of 4.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,865 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07
29. Sundown reviews
Dean has a way to kill The Demon, but at what cost? Spoilers through 2.17, Heart.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,074 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-15-07 - Published: 4-15-07
30. When I'm Gone reviews
Preseries. Alicia asked Dean to help her die, and he did, but neither of them knew exactly why she had to ask in the first place. References events mentioned in Rebound. OC POV.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-14-07 - Published: 4-14-07
31. That's My Story reviews
Preseries, Stanford. Sam's dormmates are relieving exam stress by telling their best stories of horrific family antics.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 4-5-07 - Published: 4-5-07
32. Rebound reviews
Dean understood all too well. Spoilers for 2.17, Heart.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-25-07 - Published: 3-25-07
33. Yet reviews
Futurefic. The hunt gets in your blood.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 985 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-11-07 - Published: 3-11-07
34. Other Side of the Hill » reviews
AU. He has two brothers he's never met. They're named Winchester. M for language.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,405 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 3-3-07 - Published: 1-19-07
35. In A Darkened Room reviews
AU. Nothing is ever what it seems. Not death, not failure, not even yellow eyed demons.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 2-27-07 - Published: 2-27-07
36. Forgotten » reviews
Postseries, AU. After Sunnydale, Buffy and the gang are trying to decide where to go next when Buffy receives an unusual summons from someone they could never have imagined: a power as strong and old as the Slayer, who has plans to destroy one of them.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,635 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-24-07 - Published: 11-19-06
37. Come Undone reviews
Some questions Dean can't banish from his mind. Post BUABS.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-22-07 - Published: 2-22-07
38. Glimmer reviews
On this island, even death isn't what it's supposed to be.
Complete - Lost - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-19-07 - Published: 2-19-07
39. Fishing in the Dark reviews
Some jobs are just trouble from the start.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,306 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 2-10-07 - Published: 2-10-07
40. Queen of the Road reviews
AU. There's absolutely no logical reason to keep a car as distinctive as the Impala. Then again, life isn't always logical. Sequel to Lady in Black.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,213 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-7-07 - Published: 2-7-07
41. Sanitarium » reviews
A case of mistaken identity gets Dean temporarily committed.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,859 - Reviews: 47 - Updated: 1-27-07 - Published: 1-12-07
42. Victim of the Game reviews
Sam understood why his brother died. He just couldn't figure out why Dean wouldn't stay dead.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,364 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 1-27-07 - Published: 1-27-07
43. In This Town reviews
AU, preseries. Her name was Marjeya. Mary didn't exist until the day she met him.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-23-07 - Published: 1-23-07
44. Pomp and Circumstance » reviews
Preseries. It's graduation day at Stanford.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 1-10-07 - Published: 1-10-07
45. Lady in Black reviews
AU. The Impala is restored, but it's developed a couple of annoying new quirks. And a grudge.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 12-26-06 - Published: 12-26-06
46. The Other Side reviews
Future. The demon muses on Winchesters and the success of its latest plans.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,855 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 12-24-06 - Published: 12-24-06
47. This Christmas Day reviews
AU. Futurefic. Happy endings are never quite what you expect them to be.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,803 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 12-21-06 - Published: 12-21-06
48. Living Expenses reviews
Preseries. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,812 - Reviews: 71 - Updated: 12-15-06 - Published: 12-15-06
49. Still Standing reviews
Futurefic. After ten years, a quest finally ends. Mention of character death.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 12-5-06 - Published: 12-5-06
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