| Tolakasa |
Author has written 51 stories for Buffy X-overs, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Supernatural, Lost, Crossing Jordan, Forever Knight, Ghost Ship, and Dragonriders of Pern series. Note to readers, 10/21/08: None of my stories have been abandoned; I still have every intention of finishing anything that is not marked "Complete." However, I have been dealing with some serious health problems in the past several months that have interfered greatly with the writing. Please be patient. Believe me, I'm as annoyed with it as you are. "Flesh and Blood" alone was supposed to be finished in a couple of weeks, not a couple of years. I prefer not to go into excesses of detail. Suffice it to say that I write quite a bit, and even, on occasion, get bitten by a fanfic muse. I tend to play a lot with alternate universes and what-ifs, especially those dealing with deaths and other assorted "badness". Most of the time I don't deal with canon outside episodes of the show, no matter how official it is. I just don't have access to the stuff. I really can't say it strongly enough: if I write it, the chance of a "happy ending" is extremely low. You have been warned. Sometimes a story is told in words; sometimes the story is told by what is left unsaid. I don't get the chance to respond individually often, so I will say here that I appreciate all the reviews. You guys make my day! Those of you with LiveJournal accounts might wish to friend http://tolakasa.livejournal.com, as I post updates and things I deem too short for FFnet there. I also have an account at fictionpress.com under the name Tolakasa. Related Stories: Forgotten universe (BtVS, BtVS/SPN): "Forgotten," "Father Figure," and "Flesh and Blood." Covre Meyanevil universe: "In This Town," "Chiseled in Stone," and "Silver and Cold." Impalaverse: "Lady in Black," "Queen of the Road," "Road Song," and "Carrying On." "Alicia" universe: "Rebound" and "When I'm Gone." Undertow: "Undertow", "Cold Fire," "Breathe," and "Ghost in the Ruins." | |||||||||||
1. Not Falling reviewsHe has not fallen; he will not fail. Spoilers for 4.16. May offend some religious sensibilities.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,278 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-21-09 - Castiel - Complete2. Flesh and Blood » reviewsPostseries AU crossover with Supernatural. A vision leads Sam and Dean to Cleveland, where they run into a nest of Slayers, a rather witchy Watcher, and information they're not ready for.Buffy X-overs - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 36 - Words: 48,589 - Reviews: 72 - Updated: 2-24-09 - Published: 11-12-063. The Free of Pern reviewsOn a cold, stormy night in Benden Weyr, a story is told, and a secret is kept. Set during the Second Long Interval.Dragonriders of Pern series - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,488 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-26-09 - Complete4. Carrying On reviewsImpalaverse. The Impala struggles to do what Dean asked. Spoilers for end of season 3 and 4.1.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-25-08 - Complete5. The Ferryman's Tale reviewsFor two thousand years he has roamed the seas, and only now has he found the hope he was promised. May offend some religious sensibilities.Ghost Ship - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,333 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-9-08 - Complete6. Mnemosyne reviewsThe laws of Hell cannot be hurried by anyone. Future. Spoilers for Season 3 through finale. May offend certain religious sensibilities.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,208 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-7-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete7. Trinity reviewsThe opposition muses on her plans. Spoilers for 3.12.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-22-08 - Complete8. Damages reviewsSeason 1. There is a secret in the Raven, one that Janette is carefully protecting from everyone, including Nick.Forever Knight - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,622 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-08 - Complete9. The Lights of Home reviewsPreseries, probable AU. The child Bela has to leave the only home she's ever known. Spoilers through 3x06.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,619 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-25-07 - Bela T. & Bobby S. - Complete10. Father Figure » reviewsPostseries, AU, crossover with Supernatural. Two years after Mary's death, a stranger has a favor to ask of John Winchester.Buffy X-overs - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,196 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 11-25-07 - Published: 10-24-06 - Complete11. Only the Wind reviewsFuture. Sam got his wish. Dean lived. But there's always a catch.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,550 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 11-12-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete12. Believe reviewsDarkness has been separated too long from Light, and the separation cannot be allowed to last. Spoilers for 3x04.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-28-07 - Ruby - Complete13. Blood on BloodAU. Now that everyone believes he's dead, James has found a new calling. Crossover with Supernatural.Crossing Jordan - Rated: T - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Published: 10-28-07 - Complete14. Threat » reviewsAU, future. Sometimes the most obvious danger isn't the one you should be focused on. Character deaths.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 10-18-07 - Published: 9-13-07 - V. Henricksen & Sam W. - Complete15. Symmetry reviewsThe Master's death is not the end of his plans. Possible spoilers through 3x01.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-10-07 - Ruby - Complete16. Home Is Where The Heart Is reviewsPreseries AU. An unexpected death can bring families closer, or tear them apart. John Winchester learned that a long, long time ago.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,531 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-16-07 - John W. - Complete17. Beneath This Armor reviewsHe wore his wedding band like armor.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 558 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-29-07 - John W. - Complete18. Silver and Cold » reviewsAU. Mary’s family was a mystery. An investigation into a secretive community leads Dean and Sam to answers, but the consequences might be more than they can handle. Sequel to In This Town.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,796 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 7-7-07 - Published: 2-23-0719. Ride Forever reviewsFuturefic. There are side effects to everything, even to thwarting a demon. Spoilers for season 2 finale. Mentions of character deaths.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 6-26-07 - Sam W. - Complete20. Real Bad Day reviewsEven demons have bad days. OC POV. Spoilers for season 2 finale.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,216 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 6-5-07 - Complete21. Road Song reviewsAU. The Impala ponders their situation. Spoilers for season 2 through the finale. Same universe as Lady in Black and Queen of the Road.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6-1-07 - Complete22. Work to Do reviewsPost Season 2 finale. Sam and Dean aren't the only ones with work to do.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 5-18-07 - Yellow-Eyes - Complete23. The Dark reviewsAU, future. He'll never see his daughter's eyes. Mention of character death.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 726 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-15-07 - Dean W. & Cassie - Complete24. Read All About It reviewsPreseries. Small towns might be boring, but sometimes, they offer the perfect opportunities to make birthdays special for little brothers.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,745 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 5-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete25. Ghost in the Ruins reviewsAU. Miracles don't come free, even for healers. Character death. Part 4 of 4. Sequel to Undertow, Cold Fire, and Breathe.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,862 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 5-9-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete26. Breathe reviewsAU. A demonic encounter pushes Dean's abilities to the limits. Character death. Part 3 of 4. Sequel to Undertow and Cold Fire.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,352 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 5-7-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete27. Fire on Fire reviewsAU, future, midapocalyptic. The war has been thwarted, so the demons find another way to strike. Character deaths.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 464 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-3-07 - Dean W. - Complete28. Cold Fire reviewsAU. Sam knows he should be dead, not just injured. But he can't figure out how that happened, and Dean's not in any shape to answer questions. Sequel to Undertow. Part 2 of 4.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,957 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 4-30-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete29. Chiseled in Stone reviewsPreseries, AU. The only consolation Jamie could give his niece's family was a piece of rock and the preservation of her secrets. OC POV. Companion piece to In This Town.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,484 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete30. Undertow reviewsAU. Dean has an ability he's never dared tell even his family about. Post BUABS. Part 1 of 4.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,865 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 4-16-07 - Dean W. - Complete31. Sundown reviewsDean has a way to kill The Demon, but at what cost? Spoilers through 2.17, Heart.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,074 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-15-07 - Dean W. - Complete32. When I'm Gone reviewsPreseries. Alicia asked Dean to help her die, and he did, but neither of them knew exactly why she had to ask in the first place. References events mentioned in Rebound. OC POV.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-07 - Dean W. - Complete33. That's My Story reviewsPreseries, Stanford. Sam's dormmates are relieving exam stress by telling their best stories of horrific family antics.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 4-5-07 - Sam W. & Jess - Complete34. Rebound reviewsAU. Dean understood all too well. Spoilers for 2.17, Heart.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-25-07 - Dean W. - Complete35. Yet reviewsFuturefic. The hunt gets in your blood.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 985 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-11-07 - Sam W. - Complete36. Other Side of the Hill » reviewsAU. He has two brothers he's never met. They're named Winchester. M for language.Supernatural - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,405 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 3-3-07 - Published: 1-19-0737. In A Darkened Room reviewsAU. Nothing is ever what it seems. Not death, not failure, not even yellow eyed demons.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-27-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete38. Forgotten » reviewsPostseries, AU. After Sunnydale, Buffy and the gang are trying to decide where to go next when Buffy receives an unusual summons from someone they could never have imagined: a power as strong and old as the Slayer, who has plans to destroy one of them.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,635 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-24-07 - Published: 11-19-0639. Come Undone reviewsSome questions Dean can't banish from his mind. Post BUABS.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-22-07 - Dean W. - Complete40. Glimmer reviewsOn this island, even death isn't what it's supposed to be.Lost - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-19-07 - Boone - Complete41. Fishing in the Dark reviewsSome jobs are just trouble from the start.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,306 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 2-10-07 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete42. Queen of the Road reviewsAU. There's absolutely no logical reason to keep a car as distinctive as the Impala. Then again, life isn't always logical. Sequel to Lady in Black.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,213 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-7-07 - Dean W. - Complete43. Sanitarium » reviewsA case of mistaken identity gets Dean temporarily committed.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,859 - Reviews: 49 - Updated: 1-27-07 - Published: 1-12-07 - Dean W. - Complete44. Victim of the Game reviewsSam understood why his brother died. He just couldn't figure out why Dean wouldn't stay dead.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,364 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 1-27-07 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete45. In This Town reviewsAU, preseries. Her name was Marjeya. Mary didn't exist until the day she met him.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-23-07 - Mary W. & John W. - Complete46. Pomp and Circumstance » reviewsPreseries. It's graduation day at Stanford.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 1-10-07 - Complete47. Lady in Black reviewsAU. The Impala is restored, but it's developed a couple of annoying new quirks. And a grudge.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Reviews: 43 - Published: 12-26-06 - Sam W. - Complete48. The Other Side reviewsFuture. The demon muses on Winchesters and the success of its latest plans.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,855 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-24-06 - Yellow-Eyes & Sam W. - Complete49. This Christmas Day reviewsAU. Futurefic. Happy endings are never quite what you expect them to be.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,803 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 12-21-06 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete50. Living Expenses reviewsPreseries. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,812 - Reviews: 77 - Published: 12-15-06 - Sam W. - Complete51. Still Standing reviewsFuturefic. After ten years, a quest finally ends. Mention of character death.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-5-06 - Dean W. - Complete