I'M DONE. After lying to you all for several months and promising over and over that I was going to update, I will not. Ever. I'm sixteen years old. I'm in my third year of highschool, I have a boyfriend who I love very much, I'm involved with my school's football team and I have amazing friends who I wouldn't trade for the world. The problem with my updating over the years was not because I was lazy, but because I was slowly growing up. I went from updating three times a week, to two, to one and finally once a month and then not at all. It was a chain reaction that developed because I've moved on from this. Writing for strangers no longer thrills me the way it used to. Instead, I get my daily thrills from hugging my friends, from getting a good mark in school and from my boyfriend. I will not update anything anymore, I've lost interest. I still write but now I see that writing is more personal to me, and it isn't something that I want to be broadcast all over the internet. And don't think I'm just being a prick about this website because if you know me more personally you would realize that almost everything I used to do online doesn't exist. RPGs ended a long time ago. I rarely go on my livejournal (I have a real diary now...), and the Harry Potter board I was joined to suddenly is not as important as school is. So, it isn't just this. It is everything to do with the internet. I guess, to sum it up, I've been successful in getting a life. I'm sure many of you will say 'I told you so!' because I received that comment several times in nasty emails.

No hard feelings. I was a bitch and I know it. I had a fake persona on here and you all knew it. I knew it, I know it now and that is why I'm moving on. I'm simply more mature now and I realize that no matter how many times I tell a person that they need to fix their grammar, it will never help me. It doesn't benefit me whatsoever. So, continue to write. Do what you want, I could care less. As long as people still ARE writing, good or bad, I'm content. So, I leave you with the quote that has been on my profile for a long time. This is probably the last time I am going to sign into this account and most likely the last time I'll ever visit this website. But, you can still read my stuff and email me if you like. I'll probably respond.

Good-bye :)

"Stopping a piece of work just because it's hard, either emotionally or imaginatively, is a bad idea. Sometimes you have to go on when you don't like it, and sometimes you're doing good work when it feels like all you're managing is to shovel shit from a sitting position."
-Stephen King on writing