Originally I made that account so I could review whatever I read. Now I'm a very un-participative part of this community, if no longer at all or close enough. I no longer read fanfictions and my only one is suspended till such a time Superior Saturday comes out and I get a basic layout of what is what in the Upper House (all of that stuff being (C) of Garth Nix).
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A fanfiction will always remain a fanfiction. Not wishing to always writte it on my works, I will simply say it right there. I own nothing, everything I writte about is not from me, It is all owned by someone else but me. Beside, the readers should already know who are the real owners of the characters and or concepts I use in my stories, and I take no benefits from these fan fictions I writte (except the pleasure to writte mind you)! Not at all, no social ones and/or financial, so there would be no reasons to prosecute me. For the worst peoples who wish to do that might just force me to delete that one.
24th of April in 2008 FANFICTIONS UPDATE
So yeah as you can read above, I'm waiting for Superior Saturday to come out so I can finish up Wednesday's Tale. For Thursday, I can already tell it'll be from Thursday's own perspective, Grim Tuesday-style. Perhaps another diary form, it's very useful for that kind of thing. I've listened to Superior Saturday's prologue as read by Garth Nix. Nice attention but his accent got in my way and I had to re-listen the thing once or twice... or thrice or... Not that I'm that good at listening in english, and I have my flaws in writing... anyway
Saturday is probaby going to be written in her own perspective if I eventually write her up... Might or might not happen, depending on Apocalypse scheduled for 2012 or my own interest once there. Anyway... first person perspective, considering her issues, is the most promising approach. She WILL be the most intersting Morrow Day to learn about. Can't wait for the book.
ABOUT ME
Age- Born in 1990, you do the math.
Name- None of your business. Then again why am I writing that field then... probably cause it's in my nature to be sarcastic and what you might call a "smart-ass".
Where do I live- Canada. No, we don't have beavers as pets and lumberjacks are actually a great minority in our society.
What do I like- Video games from every genre except mini-games only games and sports games with few exceptions. Books ranging from fairly much every genre. BADMINTON is a high favorite of mine. E-board Role-Playing games, only in French though. Not confident my english will stand the way for that kind of activity.
What I don't like- Failing. Really got to hate that. But like... HATE!! I dislike myself times to times, if it's not just hatred but that's usually because I failed at something or think I performed poorly. Childish behaviors/products/individuals or whatnot. I'm not saying I dislike kids, I just don't have patience to stay in their presence for long. I might add I have a very short patience and I have little tolerance to whatever I consider irrelevant. Don't ask what with too much exactitude though, that part of myself is volatile at best.
About my personnality- I'm a very sarcastic person and I patronize a lot. People like to say I speak harshly to them when to me it's really nothing at all. It's all a question of perception I suppose, but deep down I'm not really mean. I have a particular love for black humor, this being a major trait of my personnality. I'm also prone to radical reactions, but all of it is really part of a defense system I built when I had troubles adpating to my surrounding. You can thank racism for that. Curse you all racists, you shall burn in Hell and I'll come down to lob a few logs at you. Anyway, eventually, these defense mechanisms were so much a part of my daily life they eventually became an integral part of me, so that's how I came to be what I am. That did not just help me to be respected, it also made people laugh and really helped me carve my own place in my entourage. Good enough for me.
About my patience that's very small, at best. As far as I can tell, it's always been there. I expect things to run the way I want and if it doesn't like everyone, it annoys me. Except I don't feel necessary to keep the thoughts coming with it for myself. Or perhaps I just feel like people should know how unpleased this makes me, same difference. There's also when I think some really irrelevant situation presents itself to me. Usually, I think reacting strongly and promptly will make it less likely to happen but sometimes it just hurts someone. It's really hard to talk about, these kind of things are not easy to define with pin point accuracy. People who study it have to make studies that last years and even then, they're far from knowing everything about the human psyche.
The biggest factor that forged what I am is probably Envy. I'm no religious for starters, and it might be true I read "The Keys to the Kingdom" a bit too much, but it all fit my understanding of it. One aspect of my personnality is probably my particular affection for fictionnal villains, to the point a lot of my jokes revolve around evil-doing. It also explains my liking for black humor. For a while I wondered why it came to be, considering my upbringing is not exactly pointed toward that direction. I've mentionned I had problems with racists. I'm not Black, I'm Asian. In Canada, more precisely Quebec, Black people have it easier then Asian people, at least, from my perspective. I was not so heavily bashed in by racists, but just enough that at some point I saw them as superior to me. They had that thing that could make me sad and hurt while whatever I threw at them did not even put a dent on their arrogant stance. It took many years for me to figure out, but I envied them for having that "thing" that I had not, which after all is really only cruelty and stupidity. I envied them for being the bad guys, I guess, and me the victim. Lead my unknowingly to admire the villains, not the Heroes. This lead me to play the Evil Mastermind in my games and never the Secret Agent. This made me dream of World Domination, not of Heroic Glory. My sorrows are spent at considering how I can destroy whatever ails me, in short, that Envy of this Evil inside them really pushed me toward what I am. I now consider playing the Darksider as what it should be, a game. But when I look at my sarcastic tendancies and my black humor, I know where it all came from and I understand myself better. If I could change it, I guess I would not. These were my own choices and I'm quite content with the path I've chosen.
So that's fairly much a very deep insight of my personnality, if you don't care THEN WHY DID YOU EVEN READ IT!! Gee... the Pinnacle of intelligence, aren't you?
Until then, I'm looking forward for your reviews.
And maybe some QUOTES to sound like I'm smart.
- Lazy persons will want to change the world so they won't have to change themselves. (Myself)
- At the end of all things, you always turn back and wonder if you weren't too hasty. (Myself after the end of every school-year...)
- In Hell, those who scream are lucky because they're not the ones so much in pain that they can't scream. (Me, means it can always be worst.)
-People prefer to praise their crutch instead of spiting their handicap. (Me about persons who ask for help but do nothing to help themselve.)
-The end of a good thing is alwys sad. A good thing without and end is always sad. (myself)
-Death is at your doorstep when the brightest smile can't warm you up. (me)
And maybe some other when I find my notebook with load of quotes...
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