| AntiSora |
Author has written 4 stories for Kingdom Hearts, Detective Conan/Case Closed, Pokemon, and Tales of Symphonia. Well, I figure some at-a-glance stuff would be nice, right? Name: Kage or Sora, or KageSora. What, you didn't think you'd get my real name, did you? :P Currently Working On: Title: Astosk (title highly subject to change) Title: Untitled for now. Title: Untitled for now. I'll get around to editing the rest of this eventually. Maybe. I'm a horrible procrastinator. XD Well. I'm bored. So I suppose I'll type up a bit more about myself. Eh. Whatever. I'm normally pretty quiet. I really only talk a lot when I get really into a subject, usually a game/anime/manga/book that I like. I don't really have any friends IRL, just one. I'm a lot more open online that off. I'm like a completely different person online. Normally I'm pretty timid, can't say no, can't stand up for myself, that sort of thing. Tend to take the blame for things, even when it's clearly not my fault. Unless my brother is involved, then he can take the blame even when it is my fault. When driving I like to be very nasty in my thoughts about the jerks on the road, though I'd never be brave enough to say that to their faces, given the chance. I'm pretty much a push-over, unless you're giving somebody I care about trouble. Still, if you manage to push me too far, I will snap. And when I do snap, it isn't pretty. I think I might be more of a wimp because I refuse to try and stand up for myself, because I don't want to cause lots of problems. I rarely get really angry, but I have gotten very violent before, so I scared myself. I don't like violence IRL, but it's fun in games. Probably because I'm too much of a wimp to really stand up for myself. Though I HAVE hit this one person that was pissing me off beyond belief... Just glad I didn't get in trouble. Happened at school. XD I like debating points online, but am too shy to do that offline. Online I get into arguments and stuff. I have a very dirty mind, and can assign perverted meaning to just about anything. Heck, it happens even when I'm not trying to, which usually ends with me, mentally yelling "STOP THAT! BAD THOUGHTS BAD THOUGHTS BAD THOUGHTS! STOP THINKING THAT! SHUT UP! AAAAAHHH! THINK CLEAN THOUGHTS! CLEAN THOUGHTS, GAAAAAHHHH!!" XD I like writing, but I often have a lot of trouble putting my thoughts into words, and stuff. Coming up with terms/new words for my fictional stories is hard. Fun, but hard. I draw, too, but I suck at it. I suck at writing, too. I can't handle praise well. It reduces me to a stuttering idiot who cannot put two words together. I'm much more used to put-downs than praise. Probably because I put my own stuff down all the time, and put down what I can do. I'm not very confident in myself. I have little to no self-confidence at all. I had somebody favorite like 29 things of mine on another site once, and I was reduced to staring at the screen in shock while I tried to think of what to say. I had somebody tell me they liked what I was drawing IRL, once. Total stranger. I was barely able to stutter out a 'Thank you' because I was so shocked. I'm trying to work on my self-esteem issues. I don't think it's working very well... I don't handle stress well, so I see a therapist weekly. My moods tend to be all over the place. One minute I'm bored, the next I'm pissed off, then I'm really sorry I was angry, then I'm bored again. I think the meds are supposed to regulate that a bit... XD I like to write because I can live out my biggest fantasies through my characters. Typically they can fly. XD And most of them have backbones. That's what I'd really like, to be able to have enough self-confidence to take risks, and not be horribly embarrassed whenever I make a tiny mistake. Even the smallest mistakes make me want to just apologize to no end, and just vanish into thin air. I'm a klutz. I had gotten up the courage to read some poems at the open mic we were at for our last class (and considering how wimpy I am, that had taken roughly a week), and I tripped on some wires and face-planted on the stage. I only ended up reading two, not the three I'd planned to read. Then I just hid myself in the back, because I was so embarrassed that I'd done that. I tend to trip on absolutely nothing, too. XD I bow to people. XD Mostly store clerks, I say thanks and bow slightly. I used to get odd looks, but the places I go regularly know me. XD I'm that kid in the blue jacket that always goes wherever. I've also been banned from putting myself down anymore. God kills a kitten every time I say something that could be considered negative about myself. It's really, really hard to avoid being down on myself, actually. Much harder than I'd have thought it would be. When I get my own place, it'll probably look like an earthquake and a tornado hit at the same time. XD My folks call my room a disaster area. But I know exactly where most of the stuff is! And what most of it is! That pile of papers on the floor in the left corner facing away from the bed? That's videogame notes. Okami, ToS, Harvest Moon, Pokemon, and a few old copies of TWEWY stuff. Some LoZ: TP and LoZ: WW stuff. Two copies of the Okami stuff from when my brain fried and I'd forgotten I'd already printed that stuff out once. Ditto that on the TWEWY stuff. The newer ones for TWEWY are on the floor to the left of my bed when facing away from the wall that connects to my brother's room. They're under the pillow. The HP books are behind all the random books and the Warriors books. The books by one author go next to the Dragonkeeper books. The Firekeeper books go on the shelf below that, and the series of books that I have the most of is back of the top shelf, behind several other books. The top draw in the dresser is for random stuff that I have no idea what it is or where I got it, because I've had it for years and years. The pile of papers under said dresser? Well, those are .hack//IMOQ things. Under them is the OUTBREAK guide, and several DS game cases. No, the cases do not have games in them. Those are in a container on the nightstand, a few in the top draw with the GBC and GBA games. Colored pencil box is empty, keeping it around cuz I like it. Yes, I know exactly where I store my cash. No, it doesn't matter if it's buried. Yes, I know exactly what's burying it. The pile of papers on the desk? Random notes I've written down about various things. No set order to them, but a quick flick through and I can figure out what I want. The red folder contains notes on DWM, the purple notebook is empty, I haven't used more than a few pages yet. The blue one has some stuff written in it, and the green one, too. The tattered-looking paper on the floor under the box has writing on both sides, it's hard to read because my handwriting is horrible, and it's fallen out of the green notebook, it's the last page in said notebook. The cover just fell off the back years ago. But strangely, sometimes I order things a bit. XD It's a mix between organization and absolute chaos. And it works for me! Why do my folks insist on organizing it? D: I can never find my stuff afterwords! Sleep. I don't really have much use for it. XD Sure, as a human I NEED sleep, but I don't need much or anything. I can usually get by with just a few hours of laying down resting, even if I don't sleep. My body just seems to reject sleep, which is why I'm up all night most nights, even when I need to get up at a reasonable hour. And I rarely sleep for more than 3-4 hours at a time, because I just wake up automatically, unless I'm sick, or I've finally gone like a week with very little sleep and then for once I need it. XD Though I tend to get loopy when I'm tired (hey, I'm crazy normally, I just get a bit more crazy sometimes... XD) it usually goes away after like an hour or two of just laying down and resting. XD Yaaaaay for inability to sleep on a normal, human schedule! XD Well. That was longer than I intended. Eh. Whatever. So. Now you know a bit more about me. Yay? LOL, milestone in life! I told somebody NO, I was NOT changing the way I posted. If I want to post that way, screw them, they can deal with it or not, I have the right to post how I want to post, even if it means abusing a certain emoticon. Don't like it? DEAL WITH IT, DAMN IT. I never do that. o0o I just... Change what I'm doing to make the people around me happy. I totally actually stood up for my right to use whatever emote I want, whenever I want. Awesome. That was... Easier than I thought it would be. .-. CitMttDiR!! XD Personal Quote: "Fear is that which transforms nightmares into reality. Courage is the light which banishes their darkness. Only by being yourself can you find your own, true brand of courage. And with true courage, anything can become reality."
Okay. I totally remember reading this fic, where Emil tries to jump off something and gets his ass saved, I think it was by Ratatosk. But I can't remember what the hell it was called, or where the hell it was what site it was on. XD It's pissing me off that I can't remember, damnit... Like TWEWY and/or KH? Read Playing for Keeps, and it's sequel Chasing the Truth, by FlikFreak! KH/TWEWY X-over, very, very, VERY epic stories. Hell, just read them even if you aren't a fan, they're zetta epic! Currently Obsessing Over: Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the New World Favorite Pairing(s) For Said Thing(s) I'm Currently Obsessing Over: RatatoskXEmil Complete Crack Pairings I'd Love To See: RichterXMarta (XD LOL) Favorite Character(s) For Said Thing(s) I'm Currently Obsessing Over: Emil (I don't care if people don't like him. I see him get plenty of hate, but I love him. He's adorable, and reminds me of myself. /sticks tongue out/) Favorite Stories For Said Thing(s) I'm Currently Obsessing Over: Rebirth by Scribble (RichterXEmil) If you have ever gotten so completely sidetracked in a conversation that you don't remember why you were talking in the first place, copy this into your profile. If you're aware that so many people nowadays pretend to be someone that they're not copy and paste this to your profile. If you think those kids should give the rabbit his cereal copy and paste this to your profile. If you believe PREPS TRAVEL IN PACKS, copy this into your profile. If you are crazy and/or insane and proud of it copy and paste this onto your profile If there are times when you wanna annoy people just for the heck of it, copy this into your profile If you've ever copied and pasted something into your profile, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever slapped a person, copy and paste this into your profile. Admitting you are weird means you are normal. Saying that you are normal is odd. If you admit that you are weird and like it, copy this onto your profile. If you like smiley faces, then copy this into your profile XD If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension, copy and paste this in your profile. If you've ever copied something from someone else's profile, copy this onto your profile! If you're against animal cruelty (horse slaughter, bear bating, dolphin hunting, chimp slavery etc.) then copy this into your profile! If someone has ever said something to you that had nothing to do with your current conversation, copy and paste this into your profile. If you sometimes talk to yourself copy and paste this onto your profile. ((Sometimes? I do it all the time! Usually late at night...)) Grammar Nazis will rule the world someday. If you are a grammar nazi, put this in your profile. Ninety-five percent of teenagers are concerned about being popular. If you are one of the five percent who aren't. put this in your profile. Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, then weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile! If you know a video game/book/movie/anime/manga character or weapon that need(s) to exist, copy and paste this into your profile. If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vise versa copy this into your profile. If you have ever been so obsessed with something that now everyone is scared of you because of its effects copy this into your profile. If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile. If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile. ((It happens regularly. Usually at like 2am when I've OD'd on sugar. XD)) If you get a kick out of explosions, copy and paste this to your profile. If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this onto your profile. If you have a wild imagination and it seems that no one appreciates it or doesn't have an imagination for squat, copy and paste this to your profile. If you think that being unique is better than being cool then put this on your profile. If you are odd and proud of it put this on your profile. eliforp ruoy otno siht etsap dna ypoc siht daer ot hguone trams era uoy fi (can you figure it out?)((Man, I love typing like that just to piss people off. XD)) If you love the XD face too much for your own good, copy and paste this into your profile ((XD It's my favorite one. XD I use it all the time. XD I have now twice gotten a message on some forums that I've exceeded the emoticon limit for overuse of that face. XD)) If you have ever jokingly stated that two characters would be hot together, and ended up as a big fan of that pairing, copy and paste this into your profile. ((RatatoskXEmil, anyone?)) If you think that gender is pointless, and is simply a way to form ideas about a person without actually getting to know that person, and want to be judged for who you are as a person not what gender you are, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever lied about your gender online because you didn't want people to treat you the way they tend to treat members of that gender, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever just left the gender field blank because you don't want people judging you based on gender, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever found yourself in a very uncomfortable situation and been unable to do anything to get out of it because you were too shy/nervous/pathetic/confused, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever had an idea for a messed-up crackfic that you've been afraid to write because it's so messed up, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever written/drawn something in protest to something in a fandom, then ended up liking whatever you were protesting, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever scared yourself with what you've written/drawn/imagined, copy and paste this into your profile. If you need a spine, because you have no self-esteem/confidence and cannot stand up for yourself 95 percent of the time, copy and paste this into your profile. ((Yeah. Working on that, but it's not going so well... >.=.> )) If you're personality is full of contradictions, to the point where you sometimes seem to be acting like a completely different person, copy and paste this into your profile. ((Eheheheheheh... Just... Don't make me angry? I have been known to lay into people when I get angry... That's not something I like to do, though... >.=. If you're usually very timid, and can't stand up for yourself, but go berserk when people hit the right buttons, copy and paste this into your profile. If you've ever gotten so angry you actually scared yourself when you calmed down, copy and paste this into your profile. ((Personally, I think that has something to do with why I'm such a wimp... I'd rather not repeat the chair-chucking incident...)) If you've ever delt with a clingy, vocal fangirl/fanboy-type person that seemed to think you were going out but never told you that, copy and paste this into your profile. ((Seriously. NOT FUN. It took like 2 months before I finally got the nerve to go to staff at the school to try and get it sorted out, because it was borderline harassment. ;.=.; I missed the memo, it seems, about us going out. >.=.> For those of you who play(ed) ToS:DotNW(KoR), think Marta. And I was way less able to deny it than Emil. ;.=.;)) If you've ever thought about revamping your profile, but ended up being too lazy to actually do it, copy and paste this into your profile. 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