Fighting-this-War
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since: 08-21-04, id: 657027, Profile Updated: 10-20-11
country: UK
Author has written 32 stories for Dark Tower series, Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal, Jurassic Park, X-Files, Desperate Housewives, O.C., CSI, Ally McBeal, Bear In The Big Blue House, Royal, and Downton Abbey.

Basics ~

Gender: Female.
Age: 21
Race: Caucasian.
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Hazel
Height: 5'5"
Weight: Too heavy at the moment
Religion: Atheist.
Astrological Sign: Pisces
Relationship Status: Single.
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
Political Views: Erm.. against David Cameron - is all I can say. and support any campaign, party that helps animals
Email: Ask and you may receive

I am an avid fanfiction, story, poem and song writer, I have been writing poems and stories for god knows how long.

Note: If you were the person who created my avatar, please message me and I will credit accordingly :)

My fave quote so far, (that is not movie related) is written by a member of here (i believe) or thepoetsanctuary.net and it is 'grief rapes the soul.'

I am a female, born on 5th march, and am 21 yrs of age. I live in UK.

I love the following tv shows:

The Royal, Downton Abbey
THE OC ALL THE WAY!
Hope and Faith, The X files, CSI, TORCHWOOOOOOD!!Silent Witness, Waking the Dead, Judge John Deed, Most Haunted, Scooby Doo, Frasier, Cold Feet, Dirt, Friends, Desperate Housewives, The Royal, The Hills, Laguna Beach, Kingdom, Doctor Who, Just Shoot me, Bear in the big blue house, Sex and The City, Melrose Place, America's next Top Model, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the brain, and many more.

I love the following Movies:
Independance Day, Evolution, Scooby Doo 1 & 2, Scream 1,2 and 3, The Black Candle, Van Helsing, Vacancy, The Aviator, Sex and The city, Lady and The Tramp, The Hours, The Jurassic Park trilogy, The Craft, Laws of Attraction, Hannibal,
The Shrink is in, Return to Me, Cat's & Dogs, Cars, Star Wars original trilogy, Cruel Intentions and many many more!

1st Survey ~
Do you have any pets: 4.
What color shirt are you wearing: Blue dress.
What was the last book you read: Crap towns
Are you a good student: Not a student anymore
What is your favorite sport to watch: Errrrrm..football I guess.
What's the weather like: Mild.
Do you believe in karma: In some respect.
Do you believe in luck: Nah.
How do you like your eggs: Fried or boiled
Any collections: Charms, Shot Glasses, DVDs, Shoes, Ear Rings, stuffed toys, anything to do with Mice or Rats.
Are you proud of yourself:... Sometimes.
Have you ever given money to a bum: occasionally.
Favorite food: Pizza or raspberry yoghurt
Favorite Animal: Dog, Puma, Mouse
Do you like to draw: Yes, but I'm not all that great at it.
Is your room messy: Not really
Oranges or Apples: Oranges.
Are you a bully: Sometimes
Do you have a job: Yes - I am an admin worker
What time did you wake up today: 3 in the morning then 6.50 I think
Favorite Color: Red
Least Favorite Color: Pink
What's your ringtone: Text - Dead Ringer for Love by Meatloaf, Call - 1973 by James Blunt
Ever been to a different country: Canada, America, Ireland, France, Belgium, Poland and Germany.
Name three things you dislike in the world: Animal Cruelty, arrogant people, people who fight for stupid things
Name three things you like in the world: Animals, music, and shoes
Have you ever had a rumor spread about you: I dont think I have
Do you believe in magic: No... I wish it existed though.
Do you hold grudges: Not often. Only on really big things.

2nd Survey ~
Full Name: Rebecca Amy Hodgson
Do you like your name: Its okay.
Birthdate: 05/03/1990
Can you drive: No but learning.
Can you touch your nose with your tongue: yes
Can you cook: Some things.
Can you dance: Not well
Can you sing: Same as above answer.
Can you sew: Poorly lol
Can you speak another language: Noooo
Have you ever eaten sushi: Yes. - its gross
Have you ever been in love: yes
Have you ever skipped school: Yes.
Have you ever made a prank call: yes.
Have you ever done illegal drugs: yes
Have you ever flashed someone: yes
Have you ever been drunk: yes
Favorite Drink: Coke, chocolate milkshake, vodka and coke & gin and tonic
Favorite Restaurant: Pizza Express- but prefer pubs usually
Favorite Singer/Band: Lady Antebellum, Morrissey, The Fray
Favorite Website: wikipedia... 'cause it has everything.
The last person to hit you: I dont recall
The last person you wanted to hit: My mum
Last person you hugged: Bon.
Last person you kissed: Maggie or Bon
Last person you wanted to kiss you: Well a guy at work but changed my mind now
Last Law you broke: I guess smoking weed ...
Last thing you ate: a raspberry yoghurt
Last thing you drank: Coke..
Last thing you said: FOR GOD'S SAKE! This is the 4th time I've heard this song on today!!
Last show you watched: Bedlam
Your goal for this year: To get thin and fit
Your Best Physical Feature: Erm my legs I've been told, my eyes
Your First thought waking up today: Fuck me it is 3 in the morning!!
Your Hypothetical Personality Disorder: Borderline Personality Disorder
Your Sesame Street alter ego: Elmo, cos I get annoying and high pitched when excited
Your Fairytale alter ego: erm... I don't really watch fairytales so dunno
Your stupidest remark: Not my worst but one that sticks out 'I think my bag is vibrating!'
Your worst crime: I broke into an abandoned pub, puked in the street, was drunk and disorderly, underage drinking, smoking weed
Your Greatest Ambition: To see animal testing ended
Your greatest fear: Dying a failure
Your darkest secret: Too many
Your Favorite Subject: Was english lit
The strangest gift you ever received: ermm i dont recall
The worst habit you have: Mumbling, biting nails, sucking thumb, saying 'Fuck' too much
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you curse: All the time
Do you like thunderstorms: No, I LOVE them!
Do you dance in the rain: No but I might try it
Do you sing: All the time.
Do you play an instrument: I tried tro play several things but sucked
Do you get along with your parents: I get along with my mum most of the time. My dad and I have a love/hate relationship
Do you wish on stars: HAHAHAH no!
Do you believe in fate: No, our actions are our own.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes
Have you ever been high: Yes
Have you ever sent someone a love letter: I sent a valentine but thats it
Have you ever stolen something: All the time
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: All the time
What annoys you most in a person: Cockiness, arrogancy, someone who corrects or condescends me all the time. Patronising bastards
Are you right or left handed: Right.
What is your bedtime: weekends are any bodys game but weekdays I try to be in bed by 11:30 for work
Name three things you can't live without: Dog, Pen, Paper
What color is your room: Cream
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars: I'd kill someone I hated even if I just knew that I would get away with it! nevermind for 1 million dollars!!
Are you for or against gay marriage: Not particularly inclined either way but I believe that people have the right to be with who they want,so I guess I am for
What are your thoughts on abortion: Pro-choice.
Do you have a crush on anyone: Yes sadly
Are you afraid of the dark: No.
How do you want to die: Quickly. Details don't really matter as long as I don't have to suffer before death.
What is the largest amount of popsicles you've eaten in one day: Erm I really dont know
Would you take a bullet for a loved one: I'm gonna say no
Most attractive eye color: Green
Most attractive hair color: Brown
Most attractive physical feature: Eyes... and hair.
Biggest Turn off: Dishonesty, wedding ring, patronising.

3rd Survey ~
X's or O's while playing tic-tac-toe: X's
What is your favorite word: Cracker.
What is the color of your fridge:... white... what an odd question...
How many people are around you right now: Just one.
How many children do you want: big fat 0!.
Do you think love or hate is stronger: Whilst I think hate is incredibly strong, and maybe even be more of an emotion that love, I think it is weak in the way it tears people apart.
How many days until your birthday: 9 months I thinik
Do you think me wearing braclets is a good or bad idea: Looooove bracelets
Is body hair attractive: Depends on who it's on, how it's groomed, etc.
Are elevators or escalators more fun: Elevators, definitely.
Bare feet or socks: ... Socks
Have you ever had a dream that you were flying: Yes.
Do you like being asked questions or asking the questions better: I like both... But I really like asking questions... people usually don't want to answer though.
Hands or feet: Hands! stop saying that word...
Ever been crowd surfing: No. Do I want to? No.
What is your favorite room in your house: My room.
What do you think is the ugliest name:... Peggy Sue.
Can you say the alphabet backwards: Not fast, but yes.
Boxers or briefs: Briefs
Odd or even numbers: Even.
Favorite Letter: R
Last song you heard: Everytime - Britney Spears
How many people have you hugged today: 0
What is your name spelt backwards: YMA YCCEB or YMA ACCEBER
Ocean or lake: Lake.
Do you really think Jared lost all that weight from eating Subway: NO! Have you SEEN south park??
If you could change your name to anything what would it be: Ermm... I would drop my first name and go by amy, or May, or something mystical.
Do you like to be behind or in front of the camera: Behind.
Loud or quiet people: not sure
What color do you look best in: Black.
Worst Month: August
What is your dog's name: Harry
Snookie or Vinny: NEITHER! HAHHAH
:D or :): :D
Sharpies or crayons: Crayon.
Doctors or dentists: Doctors- not always as scary
Floor or bed: Bed
Afraid of heights: Nah
China or Japan: I'm not really a massive fan of either (anyone who eats dog meat is just wrong!) but I like some of the people - a best friend is Chinese and in terms of location, China.

4th Survey (Last one for now) ~
Have you ever had surgery: Wisdom Tooth surgery.
Have you ever killed anyone: I wish.
Have you ever drank someone's blood: Not besides my own
Have you ever attempted suicide: Sort of
Have you ever driven into a ditch: No
Have you ever ran away from home: No.
Have you ever had a near death experience: Well I had an almost plane crash and a pretty bad car crash.
Do you believe in God: No.
Do you watch anime: Nope
Has anyone ever told you they love you: Yes.
Do any people live inside your head: Not literally, but sometimes it feels that way.
What happens when we die: we stop breathing and our heart stops
Are you racist: No.
Are you homophobic: No
What is the meaning of life: I wish I knew.
Do you believe in global warming: No, anyone who did their research would know that the earth has experienced similar climate fluctuations for billions of decades before returning to 'normal' until the next one
Favorite Culture: I don't really favour one.
Most Attractive Race: I dont think any is particularly more attractive than another
Favorite Cartoon as a child: Pinky and The brain, Scooby Doo or Courage the Cowardly Dog
What do you want to be when you grow up: A nurse

Alright that's it for now. Anything I didn't answer? Feel free to ask. I won't bite, I swear.

I love the following books:
A Dog Year, It, anything by Val Mcdermid, anything by John Grisham, Honeymoon, anything by James Patterson, Secret Scars, Prozac Nation, The Belljar, any books by Stephen Fry, X Files Books, Star Wars books, Doctor Who Books, Billie Piper Autobiography, David Tennant Biography, The intimate secrets of a london call girl, confessions of a working girl, The journals of Eleanor Druse and Harry Potter :D

I love the following Actors/Actresses:

Carrie Fisher, Harrison Ford, John Barrowman, David Tennant, Billie Piper, Rachel Bilson, Adam Brody, Emma Davies, Peter Ghallagher, Kelly Rowan, Melinda Clark, Julianne Moore, Gillian Anderson. Pierce Brosnan, David Duchovny and Jeff Goldblum.. Yvette Fielding and Karl Beattie rock! Jane Leeves, David Hyde Pierce, Bonnie Hunt! Amy Robbins, Michelle Hardwick, Robert Daws, Hermione Norris, Robert Bathurst, Stephen Fry, Freddie Prinze Jr, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Matthew Lilliard, Linda Cardelini, Courteney Cox, David Arquette, David Schwimmer, Lisa Kudrow, Matthew Perry, Matt le Blanc, Jenifer Aniston, James Michael Taylor, Ian Hart (as in the guy who plays Lucy's best friend in Dirt), Tom Ward, Emilia Fox, Michelle Pfeiffer, Elizabeth Perkins, Kelsey Grammar, dude who plays marty in frasier, Peri Gilpin, Kate Beckinsale, David Wenham, Richard Roxburgh, Hugh Jackman.

Ships:

Cora/Robert (Downton Abbey)

Gordon/Jill (The Royal)
Amy/Robert

Susie/Jack(Fabulous Baker Boys)

Selina/Bruce(Batman Returns/DC Comics)
Michelle/Michael

Ronnie/Jack(EE)

Anna/VanHelsing (Van Helsing)
Kate/Hugh

Amy/David (Vacancy)

Han/Leia (Star Wars)
Carrie/Harrison

Anna/Matthew (ED)
Emma/Matt

Kirsten/Sandy (OC)
Seth/Summer (OC)
Julie/Anyone (OC)
Taylor/Ryan (OC)

Mulder/Scully (X Files)
Doggett/Reyes (X Files)

Niles/Daphne (Frasier)
Roz/Frasier (Frasier)

Monica/Chandler (Friends)
Ross/Rachel (Friends)

Gillian/David

Hook/Draper (Kingdom Hospital)

Harry/Nikki (Silent Witness)

Lynette/Tom (Desperate Housewives)
Bree/Rex (Desperate Housewives)
Mike/Susan (Desperate Housewives)

Anyway if you have any or similar interests, don't hesitate to contact me :)

Enjoy my fics!


1. Sad Song reviews
Today I'm going to write a sad song... A song fic based on Christina Perri's Sad Song because it describes early Cora/Robert sooo well!
Downton Abbey - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,409 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-18-12 - Cora C. & Robert C. - Complete
2. Love for Money reviews
Mary asks Robert whether money is more important than love. Robert/Cora with traces of Matthew/Mary
Downton Abbey - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-9-11 - Cora C. & Robert C. - Complete
3. Hello » reviews
A multi part fic for the challenge 'Hello' on the Royal forum - Pairing: Jill/Gordon
Royal - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-4-11 - Jill W. & Gordon O.
4. The Girl Behind the Mirror reviews
Set after Crow's Feet in Series 5. Catherine feels old and someone wants to tell her she's not. Brillows, YoBling, Slight WCR
CSI - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-22-10 - Catherine W. & Warrick B.
5. Bear in the Big Blue House: A Trivial Production reviews
A spoof script of this awesome kids' programme. Rated M for mature content, swearing, things that could cause possible offence.
Bear In The Big Blue House - Rated: M - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,029 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-9-09 - Published: 7-8-09
6. Bedside Manner
Georgia left billy and quit her job.. but then something happens to make her reconsider everything.. fluff really..
Ally McBeal - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 7-4-06
7. Goodbye my lover reviews
And then I reach the end of the line… end of the road… end of what we were… or what we weren't….
CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-6-06 - Complete
8. World's Apart » reviews
they were worlds apart... Desperate housewives, Perfection was the substitution for Loneliness. R n R :)
Desperate Housewives - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,321 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 2-4-06 - Published: 2-6-05
9. Scully Doesn't Know reviews
Scully doesn't know that Mulder...
X-Files - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-24-06 - D. Scully & F. Mulder - Complete
10. Rainy Days and Mondays! reviews
Rainy days and monday's always get me down!
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,586 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-15-06 - F. Mulder & M. Reyes - Complete
11. Taunted » reviews
I thought everything was going to be ok... I thought I'd be fine. Julie, Kirsten and Sandy's POVs. Please R n R! Chapter 2 up!
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,239 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 8-24-05 - Kirsten C. & Sandy C.
12. Butterfly Kisses reviews
What if Caleb was the good guy? Slightly AU. 'There's two things I know for sure She was sent here from heaven and she's Daddy's little girl'
O.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-30-05 - Caleb N. & Kirsten C.
13. Addicted
greg is totally addicted to hodges... a poemsong. Slash GregHodges. Please R n R
CSI - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 8-26-05 - David H. & Greg S.
14. Life's Story reviews
I thought at first, I'd never regret, But now with these thoughts, I'll never forget.
Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-9-05
15. Bree A perfect Smile reviews
{Desperate Housewives} What Bree really thinks.
Desperate Housewives - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 731 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-6-05
16. Rain King Miracles reviews
Just a little fluffy thing i wrote whilst in a stupid mood.
X-Files - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-31-05 - D. Scully & F. Mulder
17. Maybe reviews
Maybe i was wrong...DR Romance, my first DR fic, please r n r :)
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 829 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-19-04
18. A Christmas Tale reviews
Ok the same ole same ole, mulder spends xmas with scully and her family...MS r
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,445 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-17-04
19. A Snowball's Cherish » reviews
A what if fic, what if Emily was still alive? With a little hint of MS R
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 746 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-16-04 - Published: 12-15-04
20. Justice
If there is any justice in the world...you'd be mine.
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 881 - Published: 12-10-04
21. Truth
Scully's POV. Set After The Truth. Please R N R!
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Published: 12-8-04
22. A Rusty Mind's Hinge reviews
A poem from the viewers eye about the friendship
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-7-04 - D. Scully & F. Mulder
23. Is It Enough? reviews
Is love enough to hold people together?
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-29-04 - D. Scully & F. Mulder
24. An Unwanted Wound reviews
Life isnt always easy...(later MSR)
X-Files - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-29-04 - F. Mulder & D. Scully
25. The Lost World The song reviews
a song about what happened in the lost world.. pretty crap.
Jurassic Park - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 828 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-15-04
26. Listen for my burning heart
A little poem about burning hearts.
Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 10-2-04
27. Wishful Thinking » reviews
ElmerLona romance and angst. Kingdom Hospital Stand alone!
Dark Tower series - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,988 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-27-04 - Published: 8-24-04
28. Crimson Ride » reviews
Rating for mild swearing. Takes place somewhere in Lost World, slightly AU!
Jurassic Park - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,581 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-27-04
29. A Different Kind » reviews
The hospital is under threat, Kingdom Hospital. please r &r :)
Dark Tower series - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,559 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-13-04 - Published: 8-26-04
30. No one will ever know reviews
A character reflects on their time.
Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-7-04
31. Four Corners » reviews
DraperHook ElmerLona romance Kingdom Hospital, Sometimes we need to take time to breathe... R and R, please :)
Dark Tower series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,919 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-30-04 - Published: 8-26-04
32. A Simple Life So Complex reviews
HookDraper romance with a hint of weirdness, kingdom Hospital. r & r please :)
Dark Tower series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,646 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-26-04