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Now you all know... the bards and their songs...
When hours have gone by... I'll close my eyes...
In a world far away, we may meet again...
But now hear my song about the dawn of the night...
Let's sing the bard's song...

Finally I'm here. I thought FanFiction was a closed chapter of my life. I was totally wrong.
I've read again my stories... my grammar mistakes (yup, I still suck), my strange, gory plot... your reviews. Even those ones which were not that good. Critics, flames, compliments... everything, again. I almost forgot this site. But reading the comments, I thought that that wasn't fair. I was leaving without saying "goodbye".

Tomorrow will take us away... far from home...
No one will never know our names...
But the bard's songs will remain...
Tomorrow will take it away, the fear of today...
It will be gone...
Due to our magic songs...

Yes, totally unfair. Unfair for those who have read my stories and liked 'em. Unfair for those who were waiting for another chapter of "In Odium Veritas". Unfair for those who were waiting another one-shot. Unfair for those who were waiting me, so they could flame my ass (and I know you're a lot of people). Completely unfair, to close the curtains without saying "goodbye". And that's why I'm editing my bio one last time.

There's only one song... left in my mind...
Tales of a brave man who lived far from here...
But the bard's songs are over and it's time to leave...
No one should ask you for the name of the one
Who tells the story...

So, here I am, with the wonderful "Bard's Song - In The Forest" inside my ears, to say goodbye. Because now it's really over. My life has overcame my stories, my side-life here in Fan Fiction.net; I've lost a grandfather, the last one; I've lost a love (it's not her real name, but I'd like to call her Lenore); I've lost friends and will to write. These months have been the worst of my life. Because, besidethe façade of a writer, there is still a little human, down here.

Tomorrow will take us away... far from home...
No one will never know our names...
But the bard's songs will remain...
Tommorow all will be known
And you're not alone
So don't be afraid of the dark and cold...

Right now, I've recollected some pieces of my broken life, I feel a little better, and that's just awesome. But I feel I cannot keep writing in english, especially because I've got absolutely no time. School, in four month, will be over. I'll start studying psychology, I'll start living alone, I'll start a whole new life in another city. But I'm not afraid of the dark and cold.

Cause the bard's songs will remain...
They all will remain...
In my thoughts and in my dreams
They're always in my mind...

Exactly, I'll leave here the stories I've already wrote. I'll never continue them, but I'll leave them here. And I'd like to ask you something. If you think that this or that story cannot stay unwritten, please, e-mail me (symphonies_in_sorrow@yahoo.it). If you think that you can continue it, ask me. I'd love to see my stories with an ending.

This songs of hobbits, dwarves and men
And they come close your eyes...

I think that's really all. So, goodbye, friends. Thanks for the reviews, for the flames, for your attention, whatever. Thanks to FanFiction.net, that has realized the dream of an italian guy, to write in a horrorific english. Thanks to my favorite writers, your stories have cheered me up through the dark of the night. Thank you all, buddies. Oh: if you have MSN, feel free to contact me. The e-mail is there. I'm not dead, y'know... :D I'll keep writing stories. In italian. But my stories in this site shall be published nevermore... XDRapingPoe's "The Raven", sorry for that.Goodbye!

You can see them, too...

Symphonies In Sorrow (AKA Leper Messiah)