"The books that the world calls immoral are books that show the world its own shame." - Oscar Wilde

7/21/09; A note: I'm in the process of re-editing all my stories and fixing mistakes that I made when I was a novice-writer. I think I've matured more as a writer and I hope to get back into the swing of writing when I finish re-editing. Thank you for your patience and I hope to be back in my groove again shortly! I'm sorry again for my absence, but it makes the heart grow fonder, right?

Favorite straight couples ( Just the big ones that I fangirl over ):
Bridget and Dizzy ( Guilty Gear )
Draco Malfoy and Hermione Granger ( Harry Poter )
Fred Weasley and Hermione Granger ( Harry Potter )
Harry Potter and Hermione Granger ( Harry Potter )
Cedric Diggory and Hermione Granger ( Harry Potter )

Favorite slash couples ( Just the big ones that I fangirl over ):
Spock and James Kirk ( Star Trek - Original SLASH couple! )
Leonard "Bones" McCoy and James Kirk ( Star Trek: TOS and XI )
Hiwatari Satoshi and Niwa Daisuke ( D N Angel )
Seguchi Touma and Shindou Shuichi ( Gravitation )
Sakuma Ryuichi and Shindou Shuichi ( Gravitation )
Uchiha Sasuka and Uzumaki Naruto ( Naruto )
Roy Mustang and Edward Elric ( FullMetal Alchemist )

I have no idea who made my icon, but if I found out, I will give credit where it's due! :D

My name is a personal matter, but Diz/Dizzy is a suitable replacement.

Likes: J-Rock, Japan, Art, Manga, Anime, Video Games, Reading, Writing, Fanfiction, Music, Philosophy, Psychology, French, Cameras, Camcorders, Mobs, Rainbows, Cloudy and dismal days, Rain, Movies, History, Musicals, Theatre, Volleyball, Soccer, Jones, Texting, Ninjas, Ninja-ing, Pirates, Sugar, Fritos, Purple, Febreeze, Sharpies, Silver, Candles/Incense, Sunsets, Facts, PurplexSilver, GreenxSilver, Sarcasm, Quotes, Apathy, Icons, Cheesecake, Perfection, Fantasies, Change, Disney, Denial, Romance, Rain, Literacy, Desire, Tragedies, Memories, Charm, Passion, Mortality, Rage, Dreams, the 60s, Obscurity, Failure, Figurative Sheep, Reminiscing, Coffee, Friends, Fun times, Sleeping, Rants, Computers, my iPod, Table 7, PROCRASTINATION, Zombie invasions, Hoodies, Kevin Smith Movies, Cary Grant, Italian food, The Phantom Tollbooth, Autumn, Strawberries, Microwaves, World Domination, Mechanical Pencils, Yaoi, Names, Rainbow Chip icing, Epic Adventures, Secrets, Names, Brackets, John Lennon, MONSTER, Oscar Wilde, Vampires. Randomocity. Eternity.

It's difficult to sum me up in a few sentences and words that few, if any, will read, but I'll try anyways. Below is a list of facts about me, things I don't like, and observations I've made. Enjoy.

Welcome to a world where being yourself isn't good enough. Good luck.
-x- I used to be under the penname rin-the-almighty-yaoi-lover. Yeah, I was pretty much a n00b.
-x- I'm a female. That is who I am.
-x- I'm old enough to use the internet, so stop asking.
-x- I like to think of Zachary Quinto as my personal Edward Cullen who just hasn't discovered I'm his Bella yet.
-x- I nerdgasm over Star Trek! Spork love, FTW! Original fathers of slash!
-x- I'm going to marry Zachary Quinto and make sweet love to him all the time.
-x- I have the most amazing heterosexual lifemate in the world named Maddie!
-x- She's far superior to you and me.
-x- Let's get one thing straight -- I am.
-x- I'm majoring in Psychology and minoring in English.
-x- My birthday is June 30th. Buy me stuff.
-x- Caramel macchiatos keep my heart beating. No, seriously.
-x- Starbucks should thank Zachary Quinto for all the Grande Soy Lattes I bought.
-x- My hair's fking a-mazing because it's got purple streaked through it. Don't believe me? I've got pictures! :)
-x- I show off so you think I'm better than I really am.
-x- I undermine people any authority but my own.
-x- I corrupt the minds of millions.
-x- Did I mention I'm in love with Zachary Quinto?
-x- I'm an open person with no shame to remember.
-x- I really want to go to the following wards of Tokyo: Ueno, Odaiba, Akihabara, and Shibuya.
-x- I'm honest and blunt to the point of brutality.
-x- I will never apologize for being a creative genius.
-x- I have beaten people in the name of grammar.
-x- "You should stay away if you don't like mansex -- then shoot yourself, because your life is meaningless." - Can't remember, but it's GENIUS.
-x- I'll try to manipulate you for my own personal gain, but the worst part is... I don't realize I'm doing it.
-x- Reality continues to ruin my life.
-x- I know I'm not easy to love, but you can try anyways.
-x- I have a knack for messing things up spectacularly.
-x- My friends don't understand why I like the people I like
-x- I can never keep my own secrets.
-x- I laugh too hard at stupid things.
-x- I have a soft spot for all things gay.
-x- I take pride in small victories.
-x- I feel my friends are made of ~EPIC WIN~.
-x- I don't play WoW and I'm PROUD.
-x- I have major respect for the most simple yet unique usernames.
-x- My trust isn't given easily.
-x- I watch for 11:11, but I miss it more than I notice it.
-x- I think about my mistakes, of which I have many.
-x- I read too much into things. I'll over-analyze every word and action and come up with the worst possible thing you could mean and think you meant it.
-x- At my best, I'm rescourceful and pleasant to be around. Almost humorous. At my worst, I'm parasitic and immoral.
-x- I am a full anime/manga geek. I'm one of the few people who have liked it since they were little. :D
-x- I'm a very sarcastic, opinionated non-conformist. I pride myself on this.
-x- Matchmaking IS my hobbie.
-x- I'm full of bad habits.
-x- Angelina Jolie, Rosario Dawson, and Helena Bonham Carter are my favorite actresses.
-x- I believe they're the three most gorgeous women in the world.
-x- Emma Watson is the fourth.
-x- I am structured, but I'm a spontaneous structure. Curious? I thought so.
-x- My two biggest fears would have to be being alone and spiders. I know. They're way different.
-x- I don't believe in regretting anything.
-x- Life has taught me nothing.
-x- Everyone is ugly. The difference between me and everyone? I'll admit it.
-x- True love is a fairy-tale to me. Lust and one-night stands- now that's reality.
-x- Society doesn't influence my actions.
-x- I appreciate everything that's done for me, even if I don't show it.
-x- I know life isn't perfect, but I try and make the best of what's in mine.
-x- I won't let my life be a false reality.
-x- Zachary Quinto is the most gorgeous man alive.
-x- Everything's changing, and I'm scared because I can't do anything to stop it.
-x- I'm afraid I can't keep up with my life.
-x- Being happy isn't as easy as it used to be.
-x- Simple things have me in awe.
-x- When I'm not moving, I'm probably staring off into space.
-x- If I'm outside, it's the sky.
-x- I look at my feet when I walk.
-x- In the glass half full/empty debate, I personally never had a glass and would like to know where everyone got theirs.
-x- I'm in a constant state of denial about most things.
-x- "Can I keep you?" is an instant score line with me.
-x- I'm a tragedy in the making.
-x- I wish Julie Andrews and Maggie Smith were my grandmothers because those ladies are bad ass.
-x- Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
-x- If I think it, most of the time I'll say it.
-x- I stand up for my beliefs.
-x- I'm best at verbal irony.
-x- I hold conversations with myself.
-x- I like to think of myself as randomocity at it's finest.
-x- Life is one big musical to me.
-x- If I have the urge to dance, I'm going to dance, no questions asked.
-x- My mind frequency in on a different level than other people's.
-x- If sleeping were a religion, I'd be God.
-x- I make the peace sign about once every five minutes.
-x- ZQ and Jared Leto are my favorite actors.
-x- I apologize for nothing. I don't mean that I never apologize, I mean apologize for silly things.
-x- Sometimes I feel like I have no future.
-x- Sometimes I wish I had no past.
-x- Relevance means nothing to me.
-x- I like to think I know all the answers to every question, but I don't.
-x- Neither do you.
-x- Logic doesn't escape me.
-x- Don't talk to me if you're going to be a cow.
-x- NEVER question me or tell me what to do, period.
-x- Your life doesn't suck.
-x- No, I'm not sorry.
-x- I've been declared the POPE of Whapanese, The Crooked Path, and yaoi. Don't care? Me either.
-x- I'm an angst fairy, chu. I realize that sounds weird.
-x- I have a bear that I sleep with named Taffy. He's very manly. Mantastic, even.
-x- I was an RPer before I even knew what RP was. I'm aware that you don't care.
-x- I believe I'd be in SlytherCLAW if I was at Hogwarts. I don't care if I'm suddenly uncool now.
-x- I was a loser before being a loser was cool.
-x- I believe Jared Leto is the second most gorgeous man ever. After ZQ
-x- I'm probably one of the most apathetic people you will ever meet. Oh yeah. I went there.
-x- I've been proven to be cynically insane. Yes, I said cynically.
-x- I frequently play and win at the 'Penis' game.
-x- I randomly shout crazy-style.
-x- I don't care what you have to say to or about me because it's probably true. Got me?
-x- Inspiration comes and goes quickly. Be on the look out for mine.
-x- Not everything is, "immoral, wrong, and Satanic." No, I don't think your complaints are cute.
-x- I value good grammar, punctuation, and words that are spelled right.
-x- No, I'm not trying to steal your manz.
-x- And I'm not pregnant with his baby.
-x- I'm easily amused.
-x- I walk while reading books.
-x- I wish I hadn't thrown my first kiss away.
-x- I doubt anyone has actually read all of these -- and if you have, tell me.
-x- I contradict myself a lot.
-x- People are going to disappoint me. I get that. I kind of EXPECT that.
-x- I come complete with my own sound effects.
-x- I like most things retro.
-x- My friends fully believe I'm Hermione Granger -- and I very well AM.
-x- My alterego's name is Padfoot.
-x- I've failed at failure, which in retrospect, basically means I've won.
-x- I really want to go to Egypt, Italy, and Japan.
-x- I suck at parking and I hate driving in unfamiliar places.
-x- I write and scribble all over my school notes.
-x- I'm almost too organized, it's scary.
-x- I don't like the taste, nor the smell of chocolate.
-x- I adore Vic Mignogna's voice.
-x- My hair is naturally curly, but I try and brush the curls out.
-x- Tim Burton is my favorite director.
-x- Pepperoni Lovers Pizza from Pizza Hut is the ONLY good kind of pizza ever.
-x- I have more male friends than I do female. I've never thought much into it.
-x- I'm a smooth talker and a fast typer. ;)
-x- I don't mind spending hours at Barnes & Noble or Hastings, just reading. In fact, I love it.
-x- Currently, my favorite show is a tie between Scrubs, Heroes, Star Trek:TOS, Supernatural and Grounded For Life.
-x- I don't have many possessions at all.
-x- I don't want to be famous. I'm fine being perfectly obscure.
-x- I'm a mess of insecurities.
-x- "Bobby Lee, John Cho. Bobby Lee. John Cho." - Classic.
-x- I used to collect Grateful Dead Dancing Garcia Bears.
-x- I vulnerable to believing lies.
-x- I'm one of the few people who still say, "Yo".
-x- I happen to collect socks. I don't care if this is weird.
-x- I randomly burst into song.
-x- I will not accept Jesus as my personal savior. Stop asking me to join your religion, cult, coven, whatever. I'm not interested.
-x- If you're offended by anything I say, let me know. I may want to offend you again.
-x- I don't care if you hate my ships.
-x- I don't care if you hate my friends.
-x- I don't care if you hate my music.
-x- I don't care if you think I'm going to burn in hell.
-x- I don't care if you think I'm too harsh.
-x- You should know better.
-x- I swear worse than a sailor. Be warned.
-x- I never pretended to be your friend. Stop complaining.
-x- I won't like you until you give me a reason to like you. It's as simple as that.
-x- I'm constantly adding onto this list.
-x- "The rest is shadows. The rest is secret."

Music is a big thing with me, so this is a taste of what you'd find on my iPod if you were to steal it. It's a Top Thirty List of bands/Artists that I'm REALLY big on now, so... enjoy: The Beatles, Ludo, 30 Seconds to Mars, Weezer, 3OH!3, Hollywood Undead, Rise Against, Breaking Benjamin, Oasis, Death Cab for Cutie, Snow Patrol, Garbage, The Lonely Island, Blue October, All Time Low, Dir en Grey, Linkin Park, Trading Yesterday, Blink-182, Frank Sinatra.

Song Obessions Of the Moment:
Breath - Breaking Benjamin
You - Breaking Benjamin
You Fight Me - Breaking Benjamin
You Look So Fine - Garbage
Killer - The Hoosiers
Me Against the World - Simple Plan
Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
24 - Jem
Stop Crying Your Heart Out - Oasis
Lollipop - Framing Hanley
May the Angels Lead You In - Jimmy Eat World
Awake - Secondhand Serenade
Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
It's About Love - The Medic Droid
Unchained Melody - Righteous Brothers
Fix You - Coldplay
Decode - Paramore
Dpn't Jump - Tokio Hotel
Break Away - Tokio Hotel
Read My Mind - The Killers
Knock You Down - Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West and Ne-Yo
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil Wayne
Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship
Gunslinger - Avenged Sevenfold
A Little Piece of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold