NAME: ashley burns.
DATE OF BIRTH: 3.31.92
STATUS: Engaged. 3
WINGSPAN: N/A
i'm Ashley,
and i've willingly double dated with my mum before.
i'm 15 and engaged[yes, engaged.
many say we're too young;;i say you're wrong.
everyone around me says 'we're going to be together forever'.
well?me and my fiance' have made that promise to each other and brought it to the next level.
i live with my dad, step-mom, and step-brother: but dont particularly like it..
in fact, i'd venture to say that i indeed hate it.
i used to live with my mom, but made some very non-intelligent choices.
i'll be moving back in with my mother, whom i love very much, soon.
i'd say that i am a nice person.
some people don't think so,
and alot of people just assume that i hate them.
but i'll only dislike someone if it's for a very good reason.
i'm very easily intimidated.
i might not even say a word the first time i meet you,
it doesn't mean i dislike you, if anything, it means i'm intimidated by you.
but i will open up to you eventually, if we talk and hang out enough.
i, regretedly, have drank and tried drugs.
however;; whenever i drink, it's administered by an adult, usually a family member.
on the one occasion i tried drugs, i hated myself with a passion for,
and i shall forgive myself for it.
i am an ex-selfharmer.
i'm doing pretty good at staying away from that addiction though.
i have a very low self-esteem.
i hate a lot about me, and i fail at quite a bit.
i am not anorexic, and for that reason; i hate looking in the mirror.
i can look at someone with the same build as me, and believe them to be beautiful.
but looking at myself; i cannot justify my looks.
i tend to fail at being a respectable daughter.
i live by the quote " life is full of disappointments-ask my parents."
i try to to be the best fiancee' i can be, but i tend to fail at that too.
i'm a strong believer.
but i'm not going to shove my religion down your throat.
i am a compulsive liar to all but 3 people and one very special dog.
on my final trip to forest view; i was 'diagnosed' with
xADD[i cant keep concentration
xOCD[im an organization,counting freak
xBPD[i'll say/do anything or everything to win the argument
there are times when i really don't see the point anymore,
but there is this one boy who always brings me back..
that boy that i love with all my heart...
anthony hawk. =
my heroes
[♥anthony james::
+our one year will be on 8.14.07
+i love the kid more than anything
+he means more to me than my own life
+he's my light at the end of the tunnel
+i would die without the kid.
+he's pretty much the most amazing thing thats ever happened to me.
[xhe'll talk me through it when i have a nightmare
that causes me to wake up crying
[xhe'll forgive me when i do something to hurt him
[xhe'll stay up late with me at night assuring me that
everything will be okay in the end.
[xwhen my oldest friend dies, he'll sit up with me,cry
with me and remember the 'good ol times' with me.
[xwhen my dad does something to hurt me, he'll stay
up late with me talking on the phone and help plot
50 different things i could do to make myself feel
better.
[xhe'll stay with me for 11 months having only seen
each other ABOUT 35 days, but still cares enough
to randomly turn to me and tell me he loves me.
[xwe can talk about anything and everything;;including
when its 'my time of the month', when my father is being
dumb, or when i make horribly wrong mistakes.
[xi can be myself when i'm around him. i randomly break
out in dance, and instead of making fun of me, he'll laugh
and smile along with me;;as long as i'm being happy.
[xhe's the best thing that ive ever been blessed with...♥
[♥lisa kidder::
+my mum
+always by my side
+no matter what i do, she's supportive.
[♥randy malloy::
+my 'big brother'
+always managed to call me at precisely
the time i needed to talk
+commited suicide when the love of his life
died of cancer.
+RIP Randy and Sam Malloy...
[♥my sisters::
+nicole long and stephanie beeman
+we fight::but we get over them.
+they understand what i'm going through.
+they're basically the people who keep me standing...
Add me on Myspace and I'll be willing to accept it. =D
http://www.myspace.com/xnotxsoxbrokenxanymorex
Favorite Stories:
Bed of Roses-moonyNZ
Stormy Weather-Cynthia and Emerald J
The Cabin[and sequel-Halfling
Bombastic Love-mintytoothpick
Relationships Change I and II-unknown author
Make Me Forget His Name-jmalfoy
Stories Im going to read:
Denying the Sins-ukambitious
Freeom's Consequence, Rapture's Reward-Celtic Sass
Author's I like:
DrAcOLuVeR79
mintytoothpic
Cynthia and Emerald J
Halfling
Stories I would recommend:
Make me forget his name-jmalfoy
Looks Can Be Deveiving-DrAcOLuVeR79
Stormy Weather-Cynthia and Emerald J
The Cabin-Halfling
Bombastic Love-mintytoothpick
My Stories:
Holy Water One Shot;Complete First Fanfic;;Be nice? Its slightly cheezy and will be taken down for reevaluation.
A Chapter in the life of a Broken Soul; Work in Progress A slight teaser to the story I will be starting soon.
[7.11.07I wanted to update it by now...I really did;;but I havent. Sorry! It's coming soon! 3
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