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since: 01-17-05, id: 740288, Profile Updated: 11-08-09
country: United States
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Author has written 19 stories for Yu-Gi-Oh GX, Foundation, Kingdom Hearts, Stargate: Atlantis, and Loveless.

In the desert

I saw a creature, naked, bestial,

Who, squatting upon the ground,

Held his heart in his hands,

And ate of it.

I said, “Is it good, friend?”

“It is bitter—bitter,” he answered.

“But I like it

“Because it is bitter,

“And because it is my heart.”

Stephen Crane

A recording of progress...or lack thereof

Again, I reiterate that fanfiction is infestimally unimportant to me compared with my serious writing.

If you want to check out of my serious writing--which I plan on updating more often than my fanfiction--you can check out either my fictionpress account (more on that later), or my account on Young Writers Society, "Bickazer". Look especially at the YWS one because it's got the bulk of my serious fiction.

Note that from this point on, the time when I'm not writing college application essays, I will be devoting most of my attention to an original work of mine, The Chrysalis Project. It will be a series of stories serving as an introduction to an overall universe, setting the stage of a single, epic-length story (about Tainted but Beautiful's length) in that universe. And it will be on fictionpress, under the account name of "Bickazer".

In the future, genetically engineered fighters called "Chrysali" battle for glory in fierce tournaments. These are the stories of the Chrysali and their human sponsors--their joys, trials, agonies, and relationships. Rated M for violence, language, and slash.

If you're interested in my work here, you might be interested in The Chrysalis Project. Check it out if you'd like, and do leave a review if you read. Feedback of all kinds (especially the constructive) is what I value most as a writer.

Here's the link to my profile: http://www.fictionpress.com/~bickazer

Oh, and right now, I'm doing NaNoWriMo. If you're also doing it and want to buddy me, or if you're just interested in seeing what I'm writing, please check out my profile on the NaNoWriMo website. My username is Bickazer.

While waiting for me to write, take up a cause to help feed the hungry the world around: www.freerice.com

Check out another one of my AkuZeku fics: http://community.livejournal.com/khyaoi/1518449.html#cutid1.

My Organization pairing Muse songifc project: http://community.livejournal.com/khyaoi/1589036.html#cutid1

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1. All That Is Not Lost » reviews
He had thought all was lost. Then he woke up on a strange beach in a strange land, a land where the people fought wars with massive machines. Why did he end up in this land, and how is his destiny tied to it? AU, MECHAS, MarVex, Zemyx, AkuRoku, XemSaix
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 20,560 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 10-30-09 - Published: 10-16-09 - Marluxia & Vexen
2. Thirteen Voices » reviews
A poetic perspective from each Organization member. Poem IV, Scientist, and Poem V, Brotherhood, are now up.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-15-09 - Published: 7-12-09
3. Recollections of the Doomed » reviews
A collection of brief AkuZeku stories. Story V, "Dead Star": "Damn it, Zexion," sighed Axel as he approached, running a frustrated hand through his hair. "Why can't you sleep with someone who'll protect you?"
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,037 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 10-15-09 - Published: 8-13-08 - Zexion & Axel
4. Tainted But Beautiful » reviews
Axel is a powerful vampire slayer who's captured Zexion, a vampire, as his pet. What Axel doesn't bargain on is Demyx, his former student, developing a strong attraction to Zexion... Zemyx, AkuZeku, AkuRoku, AxDem
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 202,337 - Reviews: 316 - Updated: 10-3-09 - Published: 11-18-08 - Zexion & Demyx
5. Education reviews
I always liked teaching children...especially little boys. Naughty little boys who don't know their place." Larxene aims to educate Zexion in the ways of the "fairer" sex...and in the most physical manner possible. For LarxZex day. Beware the femdom
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,019 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-6-08 - Zexion & Larxene - Complete
6. Oblivion reviews
The story of a colony on a bleak and distant world, whose fall has been forgotten...until now. Zemyx.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,273 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-11-08 - Zexion & Demyx
7. Rebirth reviews
Ritsuka's father knows he's weak and pathetic. But when he meets Ritsu-sensei, will it be his chance to become reborn as a better, stronger man, or just another step on his descent to hell? Ritsu/Ritsuka's father
Loveless - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,720 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-28-08
8. The Galactic Empire » reviews
In the future, the Galactic Empire has spread through the stars. Zexion is an ambitious young lawyer for the Galactic Navy, whose mysterious disappearance incites a series of events that will affect the entire Galaxy. Zemyx, possible AkuZeku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 28,896 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-19-08 - Published: 8-8-08 - Zexion & Demyx
9. The Captive » reviews
When Sheppard gets taken captive by the Wraith, he finds an unlikely ally in an unusual young Wraith scientist. Mild slash. Title tentative. ON INDEFINITE HIATUS
Stargate: Atlantis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 11 - Words: 68,470 - Reviews: 55 - Updated: 8-11-08 - Published: 7-3-08 - John S.
10. The Library reviews
When Zexion reads, it makes him feel almost "whole". That's probably why he has come to seek solace in an enormous library...but what happens when Axel discovers his new refuge? AkuZeku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,053 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-10-08 - Zexion & Axel - Complete
11. Stockholm Syndrome reviews
A situation in which a captive comes to trust their captors, no matter how untrustworthy their captor may actually be." An AkuZeku drabble, set some time before "I Wish That You Were Only Mine."
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,194 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-3-08 - Zexion & Axel - Complete
12. A Relationship of Equals reviews
Clearly, Axel enjoyed breaking people...but he didn't enjoy what was left after he was finished with his breaking. Sequel to "I Wish That You Were Only Mine".
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,643 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-14-08 - Zexion & Axel - Complete
13. For You reviews
I'll do this for you, for only you." Demyx loved hearing those words, even though he knew they were never meant for his ears. Onesided Demyx/Zexion
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 989 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-19-08 - Zexion & Demyx - Complete
14. Bondage reviews
Axel may not have been Zexion's first time, but Axel has other ways of owning Zexion.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-11-08 - Zexion & Axel - Complete
15. I Wish That You Were Only Mine reviews
Zexion had no delusions about the nature of his relationship with Axel. That didn't stop him from wishing, however...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,668 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-11-08 - Zexion & Axel - Complete
16. Foundation and Galaxia reviews
What happens when Hari Seldon, Father of Psychohistory, is brought to the future Galaxia to decide whether he wants this fate or humanity or not? Sequel to both Forward and Earth.
Foundation - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,798 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-21-06
17. I, Manjoume Jun » reviews
Before Manjoume Jun became Manjoume Thunder, one of the best at Duel Academia, he had to start somewhere. This is the story of Manjoume's rise...and his fall. Might be yaoi, who knows.
Yu-Gi-Oh GX - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,493 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 4-20-06 - Published: 4-18-06
18. Foundation in 300 words reviews
A poetic summary of the entire Foundation series, in less than 300 words.
Foundation - Rated: K - English - Sci-Fi/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-11-06 - Complete
19. Jander Panell Writes a Story reviews
Kaiba pays a visit to Duel Academia, only to be accidentally killed. The police apprehend Zane for the crime. Meanwhile, Chazz explores his hidden and deep and kinky past.
Yu-Gi-Oh GX - Rated: T - English - Parody/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,744 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-16-06
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