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I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know... I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.
- Chasing Amy
Important:
11/21/05
I found this lovely pic from mid's (a wonderful artist) on one of her Lj posts. I couldn't help but smile at it. It is like my fic the one entitled 'Kaleidoscope' and it has the title too!
http://img514.imageshack.us/img514/8271/kaddi1ho.jpg
~MaRiE
11/21/05
let's start with the basics!
Name: Marie janina gail co. (marie for short)
Age: 14
Status: Dating
Location: Manila, Philippines
Nationality: Chinese, Half-filipino.
About me: I suck at almost anything, i suck at math, biology and other crap. -_- but no worries, i dun care that much anyways. i am a devout asucaga fan. when i say devout, i mean devout.
Sex is good. Music is good. Cagalli is hot. Athrun is the epitome of manliness.
Simple things can make me happy, coldplay makes me happy, my chemical romance makes me happy, greenday makes me happy, switchfoot makes me happy, lifehouse makes me happy, yellowcard kills me. (in a good way.)
MUSIC makes me HAPPY.
Nope, im not nymphomaniac. just to set things straight.
Eat chocolate, get fat! crash diets or whatever are for poor inferiority complex stricken people!
and good ff writers should do more lemons. AxC. better be hot and steaming and fully detailed! lol. XD
questions? email me! hibiscus8
Basic Q & A
Q: Are you pinoy?
A: Yes, i am 1/2 pinoy.
Q: When are you planning on updating?
A: When i get the time, since i mainly start on a new chapter and then i'll just leave it hanging.
Q: Why are your chapters short unlike you promised?
A: I'm still trying to get the hang of writing long, so please, with all your heart. understand my situation.
Q: Lemons?
A: yes, there would be. im not planning on writing it just yet.
Q: Your fics are so perverted, what is the reason behind this?
A: lol XD since im perverted myself.
Q: Any new fics coming out?
A: Ah yes, thank my friend maeander and her sexy attorney ass for giving me a needed inspiration! and it's a lemon. XD
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