Touch of Gray
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since: 03-30-05, id: 785960, Profile Updated: 07-16-08
country: USA
Author has written 42 stories for Final Fantasy XII, Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy VIII, and Final Fantasy I-VI.

For HP fanfiction, see cupid-painted-blind.

on livejournal: andromeda3116.
on fictionpress: andromeda311

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DISCLAIMER: Final Fantasy is the product of Square-Enix. I am making no money off of anything I have posted or will post on this website.

There. Now it doesn't have to show up in my fics.

Update: Holy Crap, Penelo's got a diary and it's actually getting updated. And I swear, I'm not bashing Vaan. Subtext, people. There's a reason she talks about him all the time and goes on an on about every ridiculous thing he does. :D (Hint: I'm a Vaan/Penelo shipper. Oops, I gave it away.) Besides, it's a crack story. I can't very well have Basch do such insane things, now can I? (Although I have every single intention of including Penelo and Vaan eavesdropping on Basch singing in the shower. Watch for it!)

(Oh, and after several wholly uninspired attempts, the chapter titles of Penelo's diary are now named for hunts. Because I am lame.)

There was so much here, but it looked terribly cluttered. It hurt to look at.

Don't be afraid to friend me on LJ. I promise, I'm not nearly as morose as I'm sure I come off as in my fic. After all, I did get stamped as Selphie. Yes, Selphie. You may discover more about me, be privy to the occasional fic that doesn't make the leap to this site, or even - occasionally - the in-depth discussion of "holy hell where am I going to take this fic" in which you are always free to participate and throw ideas at me. I have a lot of odd tangents that fics sometimes end up edging toward (ask me about the Gippal Takes Over The World fanfic that I would so write if it wasn't hideously out-of-character!) At any rate, I do like meeting new people. I don't bite unless you really ask for it.

Hey Touch of Gray, what's your favorite Final Fantasy?

In spite of what my fic ratio tells you, VIII. And my favorite character is Rinoa, followed closely by Seifer. After VIII, we have XII. Yeah. I know. It's so different. That's what I like about it. My favorite Final Fantasy is the freaking anomaly of the series. I don't think "different" was ever enough to turn me off. After XII, we have VI. I loved Terra and I adore Locke. Yes, I ship them. Yes, I know it isn't canon. No, I don't care. If you have any recs, by God, pass them my way. Then there's a big gap, and then X and VII, which are on the same level for two entirely different reasons. I love X's plot and characters, I care nothing for VII's plot and characters. I loathe X's gameplay and adore VII's. They're even in my eyes. After those, it's anybody's game.

Where'd you come up with a name like "Touch of Gray," anyhow?

Sorry that you feel that way/Only thing there is to say/Every silver lining's got a/Touch of grey. I will get by/I will get by/I will get by/I will survive.

You young whippersnappers have no idea what you're missing!

I'll have you know, it was a very popular song... In 1987. And yes, it's actually "Touch of Grey," but that was taken.

If you love VIII so much, why don't you write more fic for it?

Because I love it so much. I love that the entire story was told within it (with some exceptions, like WHAT DOES SEIFER DO NOW THAT EVERYONE THINKS HE SO EVIL?) and I don't think it needs anything more. Besides, I get my FFVIII fix by replaying it. I am just that geeky.

Wait, a Gippal Takes Over The World fanfic? Is this another one of your crack stories?

Frighteningly enough, no. Think about that and sleep tonight. Yeah, there's a reason I'm not writing it.

What are you like in real life?

Well, right now, it's 5:30 AM and I'm not entirely certain I have a functioning brain. I'm usually a strange mash-up of Rinoa and Selphie. I'm hyperactive and energetic, but I can be very morose and existential at times. It's strange. I'd go into more detail, but as I said, it's 5:30 AM and I have to be awake again in less than seven hours.


1. Nerves reviews
Even princesses get pre-wedding jitters.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-30-10 - Ashe & Rasler - Complete
2. Penelo's Very Secret Diary » reviews
Vaan tells me I should keep a diary, so I am. He swears this is going to make us filthy rich someday, because apparently my work pays for his lunch. Unfortunately, most times it does.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,207 - Reviews: 70 - Updated: 3-15-10 - Published: 1-7-08
3. if nothing else reviews
All she can remember is static. /A year after the game, the GF begin to to take their toll. Rinoa./
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 918 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-2-09 - Complete
4. Call Me, Call Me » reviews
Tidus and Gippal both have to deal with change, and neither of them are doing such a good job. Meanwhile, Rikku is frustrated, Yuna is heartbroken, and Paine is losing her patience with the lot of them. Eventual R/G, T/Y.
Final Fantasy X-2 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,278 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 9-6-08 - Published: 7-2-08
5. Red reviews
She thinks of Rasler and roses and red. Ashe, soon after the events of the prologue.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-08 - Complete
6. I Believe reviews
Ri-no-a. What are you so afraid of?
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,171 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-27-08 - Rinoa H. - Complete
7. Recklessly on Thorns reviews
Ffamran discovers that escaping is much harder than simply slipping the chains.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,006 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-2-08 - Complete
8. Escape Velocity reviews
Ashe is bored, and Balthier makes her an offer she really ought to refuse. Postgame. [BalthierAshe, sort of. Might be chaptered.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,834 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-10-07
9. June Song reviews
In the half light of morning, Penelo dances.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-13-07 - Complete
10. Never Seen a Bluer Sky » reviews
Her heart will forgive her for loving a foolish dream. ::BalthierAshe, collection of oneshots::
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,888 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-22-07 - Published: 9-3-07
11. Cynicism » reviews
Maybe it's all for the best. [Part one, Ashe learns to let go. Part two, Balthier escapes his past, again. BalthierAshe, an unhappy, if realistic, ending.] Formerly 'The Worth of Nothing.'
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,592 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-4-07 - Published: 7-16-07 - Complete
12. Over My Head » reviews
Everything can ultimately be blamed on Gippal, if you think about it. [Rikku, no longer one shot. RG.]
Final Fantasy X-2 - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,874 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 8-30-07 - Published: 6-21-07 - Rikku & Gippal
13. Tapping reviews
It was the incessant tapping from below that woke her up. [Laguna was awake and bored. LagunaRaine, one shot. Pointless, plotless, crap.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,660 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-27-07 - Complete
14. Into Morning reviews
Everyone suffers in silence. [what are you looking for? might not be one shot, after all.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-12-07
15. The Shorter Story reviews
She's like a fast river, lively and rushing and completely unstoppable. [50 themes, one sentence each. Irvine and Selphie.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,491 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-9-07 - Irvine K. & Selphie T. - Complete
16. Three reviews
It takes him three seconds to catch his breath after she's gone. [squall, in between the lunar base and the sorceress memorial. one shot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-3-07 - Squall L. & Rinoa H. - Complete
17. Amaranthine reviews
He has a strange feeling that she's better off without her past. [VI. Locke and Terra, before Figaro. One shot.]
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 845 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-19-07 - Complete
18. Desiderium reviews
They're simply monsters encased in Hume bodies... They're not the people you love. [an ardent longing, as for something lost. Mild BalthierAshe. One shot.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,669 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-16-07 - Complete
19. So She Dances reviews
Nothing can contain him. [50 themes, 1 sentence each. Vaan and Penelo.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,529 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 6-13-07 - Complete
20. Stigmata reviews
Or, the theory of moving targets. A Basch one shot, in thirteen parts. [When do the scars fade?]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,573 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6-10-07 - Complete
21. Stargazing reviews
Look, there's... the constellation Dolphanus. [Irvine, Selphie, and several dubious constellations. SelphieIrvine. One shot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 948 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-8-07 - Complete
22. The Butterfly Effect reviews
He might have made a mistake. [20 mostly unrelated facts about the orphans. And Rinoa. One shot. All main characters, including Seifer.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,483 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 6-4-07 - Complete
23. Ami reviews
I wish I could do it all again, just once, you know? Even the bad parts. [Before the final battle, Penelo reflects.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 995 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-30-07
24. Candid reviews
She is losing her past. [one shot. all main characters.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 828 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-26-07 - Complete
25. Angel Feathers reviews
It must be nice to believe in angels. It must be nice to never feel alone. [Twenty slightly connected facts about the people who saved the world. All main characters. One shot.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,546 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-19-07 - Complete
26. Salt reviews
The hardest part isn't knowing that she's about to die. It's that she hasn't, yet. [Rinoa, in the Sorceress Memorial. One shot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 967 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-6-07 - Complete
27. Riptide reviews
Selphie gives an impromptu speech on life, love, and how to survive when you're staring death in the face. Sort of.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,549 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-3-07 - Complete
28. Adrenaline reviews
Seifer used to tell him that they were both on the road to Hell. Squall was just taking the detour. [Squall, one shot. Vaguely postgame.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,400 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-30-07 - Complete
29. Vindication reviews
Believing in gods is for the good guys. [Seifer, postgame. One shot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,098 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-25-07 - Seifer A. - Complete
30. Loves Me Not reviews
Unrequited love was so beautifully tragic to a head in the clouds seven year old. Now it just looks painful. [Penelo, post game. One sided PeneloVaan. One shot.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 891 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-21-07 - Complete
31. Splinter reviews
It's selling your past in fragments to kill an enemy with the greatest of ease. [Power alone isn't enough to call the GF. Quistis, postgame, challenge entry.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,319 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
32. Not All Deserts reviews
It's something of a debt, something of a rite of passage. [Not all deserts are made of sand. Vaan gen.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,128 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-9-07 - Complete
33. Porcelain reviews
Because we're a little bit like dolls. The only perfect things about us are the things we paint on, and the only consistent thing about us is that we're breakable. [Penelo angst. One shot.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,223 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-6-07 - Complete
34. Children of a Lesser God reviews
Her mother was a dancer. His father was a general. His mother left him on a doorstep. Her father died to save her life. His mother was a loveless woman. His father was filled with wanderlust. [Even orphans had parents once.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-31-07 - Complete
35. Of Courage reviews
He's gonna be a SeeD. He's gonna make his Grandpa real proud of him, and then he's gonna laugh in Seifer's face when he's a SeeD and Seifer's sweeping floors in a prison or something. [All dreams have to start somewhere, right? Zell, as a kid. One shot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-23-07 - Zell D. - Complete
36. Water Lilies reviews
Ashe, Fran. Because beauty ceases to exist when exploited.
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,688 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-27-07 - Complete
37. Shadows reviews
They say that you see yourself in the Mist, more clearly than you do in a mirror, because it doesn't lie. He saw his brother's face instead of his own. [Basch. Spoilers.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 654 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-24-07 - Complete
38. Farewell reviews
Vaan never says goodbye. [maybe one shot, maybe VaanPenelo]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,323 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-20-07 - Complete
39. Lesson Number Five reviews
Reks learned fast on the battlefield. [one shot, rating for scenes of war]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 969 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-4-07 - Complete
40. Mantra reviews
He is not evil. This is the mantra. This is what he tells himself. [Seifer, in Lunatic Pandora. Oneshot.]
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-1-07 - Complete
41. Next reviews
Gippal likes to test the limits. Minor RG. Rating for cursing.
Final Fantasy X-2 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,107 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-29-07 - Complete
42. Playing With Fire reviews
This game, this whole save the world thing, it's easy. Nothing to it. It's the other stuff that's hard. [One sided PeneloVaan. Short. Most likely oneshot.]
Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 1-27-07 - Complete