psychedelic aya
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since: 06-17-01, id: 81878, Profile Updated: 03-19-13
country: Philippines
Author has written 48 stories for Final Fantasy IX, Wild Arms, Ultra Maniac, Fatal Frame, Crescent Moon, D N Angel, Gundam Seed, Card Captor Sakura, Spiral, Detective School Q, Naruto, Shadow Hearts, Chihayafuru/ちはやふる, Detective Conan/Case Closed, Final Fantasy X-2, and Avatar: Last Airbender.

New world, new life.

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Because I am a lazy bum, I ended up not deleting most of my old stories. I tried, and I was able to delete I think three or four, but as I went through them again and realized I liked them lingering there, laughing at me and reminding me what a dorky teenager I was, writing fanfics with a lot of ellipses during my free time. Of course, at twenty-three, I am still dorky and I still write the occasional fanfic, though this time with lesser ellipses. I think that this, at least, is a testament to my improvement.

I'm still debating whether I should delete some of the "author's notes" in my older fics, because a tad of them are even more embarrassing than the many ellipses, but I'm not sure if my younger self would approve. I do feel, however, that it adds to the nostalgic (though admittedly humiliating) charm. Either way, if you read anything 2006 or older, consider yourself warned.

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Recently, I do not know where to place myself in this larger internet world with a million and one fandoms.

I admit that Zuko/Katara from Avatar: The Last Airbender has been my recent guilty pleasure, however. And oh, Taichi/Chihaya from Chihayafuru.

As you can see, I have a penchant for pairings that don't end up together. It happens all the time. (I know Chihayafuru isn't finished yet, but the expectation is deep-set in my bones. If Taichi ends up with Chihaya, my entire life as the woman who ships pairings that never end up together will have been a lie. Of course, I would rather have that than them not ending up together!)

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The hardest part of this all is that since I am practicing to write again, I feel like my old style has abandoned me. So until I grasp that stage where I'm comfortable with with what I write, please bear with whatever I release on this site.

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1. reticeo reviews
When she's with Zuko, comfort is not what she wants, she realizes; she wants the pain in her chest and the lump in her throat and her heart that constricts—I forgive you—she thinks suddenly of his warmth, I forgive you. — zutara, on Katara's wedding day, canon compliant.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-19-13 - Zuko & Katara - Complete
2. we hold our hearts in silence reviews
Seventy years later, Korra tries to figure out Zuko and Katara. — zutara, canon compliant.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,940 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 3-14-13 - Zuko & Katara - Complete
3. the speed of sound reviews
But then, he teaches her how to whistle. – tidus/yuna, after and before 'the end' and 'always'.
Final Fantasy X-2 - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 822 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-19-12 - Tidus & Yuna - Complete
4. trigger reviews
No matter how Shinichi weighs his options, he knows his choice. – shinichi/ran, set in the future.
Detective Conan/Case Closed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,206 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-19-12 - Shinichi K./Conan E. & Ran M. - Complete
5. in the morning reviews
Taichi always misses his train, and Chihaya is always early for hers. – taichi/chihaya, in an incomplete moment.
Chihayafuru/ちはやふる - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-15-12 - Taichi M. & Chihaya A. - Complete
6. Iris reviews
"Narumi-san, are you a believer now?" – ayumu/hiyono, and letting the truths finally begin.
Spiral - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,497 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 12-16-08 - Hiyono Y. & Ayumu N. - Complete
7. Repairing Faith reviews
You need to overcome the lies to see how pure you can be as a child of faith. Ayumu and Hiyono, and the little steps they take along the way. – ayumu/hiyono, and a one-shot about their kind-of happily ever after.
Spiral - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,938 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-1-08 - Ayumu N. & Hiyono Y. - Complete
8. Onsen Scenario reviews
Oneshot. AyumuxHiyono, AyumuxHiyonoxHizumi. Ayumu thinks he's going crazy hearing her voice in his head. She's not here, he says, its impossible. This is the men's side of the springs. But oh how wrong he was.
Spiral - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,548 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-1-08 - Complete
9. Quintessence » reviews
[SasuSaku. Drabbleish story flow.] Quintessence, the essence of being. Sasuke and Sakura: where it began, what comes between, and where it will end.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,818 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 9-29-07 - Published: 6-23-07 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H.
10. Cri De Cour reviews
Sasuke/Sakura, only its just Sakura. Sakura and Inner Sakura when discussing matters of the heart. Obsession to the most heightened extent, only when its not obsession at all. At least, not anymore.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 813 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 7-18-06 - Sakura H. & Sasuke U. - Complete
11. Vinculum reviews
[Oneshot. NaruSasuSaku, sort of.] It's all been jumbled in a mess they can't explain and all that remains is that its love, no matter what kind of love it is. Because you can love them both, you know. It's so much easier that way.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,557 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-18-06 - Naruto U. & Sakura H. - Complete
12. Sundays reviews
[SH & SHII. Oneshot. YurixAlice.] It's a Sunday and Yuri likes to think they're both happy.
Shadow Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,046 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-13-06 - Complete
13. Delirium reviews
Sasuke/Sakura, slightly AU. Sakura's first kill is neither when she is twelve, nor when she is fifteen. It is somewhere in between. Sasuke knows this, and he tries to be proud. Tries.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,653 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-22-06 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
14. Apothecary » reviews
03: Because there's a warmth somewhere and you have no idea where it came from. – sasuke/sakura, a drabble collection.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 1-12-06 - Published: 12-28-05 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
15. Twist and Bend reviews
[Oneshot. SasuSaku. Crack!ish.] There were some things pregnant women couldn't do. Luckily for Sakura, Sasuke is, contrary to popular belief, a very caring husband. "Oh my! I'm sorry Sasuke, my hand slipped! Could you pick it up again…?" Hell yeah!
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,955 - Reviews: 67 - Published: 1-12-06 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
16. Mints and Thereafter reviews
[Drabble collection. 52flavours LJ comm. 1 of 52. MitsuruxMahiru.] She made the blur of a rainbow a little bit more concrete.
Crescent Moon - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 592 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-28-05
17. Ever After reviews
[Drabble collection. 30kisses LJ comm. 1 of 30. SatoshixRisa.] Satoshi and Risa, one fine Saturday afternoon.
D N Angel - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 908 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-28-05 - Satoshi H. & Risa H.
18. Sunrise reviews
[Drabble. SasuSaku. Kinda fluffy, maybe.] Dawn comes, and there are a lot of things Sasuke still doesn't understand.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 9-18-05 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
19. Blank Bullets » reviews
Wild ARMs 3, a drabble collection. 02 - And woosh goes Virginia, and woosh goes Jet.
Wild Arms - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,639 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-21-05 - Published: 6-4-05
20. Harumonia reviews
[Oneshot. Team 7. SasuSaku, subtle SakuNaru. Futurefic.] Theirs was an ending gone horribly wrong. "Can you hear me?"
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,370 - Reviews: 48 - Published: 7-30-05 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
21. Praetermissus: Kunoichi reviews
[Oneshot. Vague, slightly implied SasuSaku. Futurefic.] An unnoticed kunoichi is the epitome of sacrifice. Tsunade and Sakura, in dealing with the hardships of their job and everything else that comes around them. "I'm sorry that it had to be you."
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,056 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 7-26-05 - Tsunade S. & Sakura H. - Complete
22. Twinkle reviews
[Drabble. Subtle HizumixHiyono.] It was strange. He had never heard anything like it before. "That's what Narumisan always says too, you know."
Spiral - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 705 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-24-05 - Complete
23. I Dreamt reviews
[Oneshot. SasuSaku.] I'll mention that you were smiling.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,157 - Reviews: 57 - Published: 4-26-05 - Sasuke U. & Sakura H. - Complete
24. Polaroid Saturdays reviews
[Fic request. Oneshot. MegxKyu.] Polaroid cameras, photographs, flashes and explosions. It's all in a detective's tiring daily routine, but one can always look forward to a lazy Saturday.
Detective School Q - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,043 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 4-26-05 - Complete
25. Chinese TakeOut reviews
Yuta/Maya. Yuta, Maya, cooking class and some Chinese dumplings. Screams of, "What? You poisoned them?" and murmurs of, "It just doesn't taste the same, is all."
Ultra Maniac - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,524 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 4-14-05 - Complete
26. Topsy Turvy reviews
[Fic request. Oneshot. MegxRyu.] "I fell on top of the ceiling and tables and chairs are screwed atop my head. And you're asking me if I'm alright?" Ryu was hurt. Meg had allergies. They were stuck in a weird room, and it was all Kyu's fault. Go figure.
Detective School Q - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,684 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 4-8-05 - Complete
27. Nightwatch reviews
[Oneshot. MitsuruxMahiru.] "Take care of the princess." That was the purpose of nightwatch. He hated the princess, so it was only right he hated nightwatch too. Yet the others wondered why he constantly did it anyway...
Crescent Moon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,677 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 4-1-05 - Complete
28. Cellular reviews
Ayumu/Hiyono. Phone conversations with her had always been interesting. He disliked them, though, because it was a tad bit harder to shut her up if he couldn't see her...
Spiral - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 53 - Published: 3-21-05 - Complete
29. Opposite Day reviews
[One-shot. ExT.] When Syaoran's letter begins with a "Dearest Eriol-sama," and Tomoyo's contains something like, "...you deserve to live your damned life alone." Then you know something's wrong with Tomoeda High. And yes, of course, it was Eriol's idea.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,437 - Reviews: 36 - Published: 3-9-05 - Eriol H. & Tomoyo D. - Complete
30. Red Hues reviews
[Oneshot. Valentines fic. Subtle YutaxMaya onesided YutaxNina.] He painted everything he passed by black or gray that day. Kirishima Yuta was obviously not fond of reddish hues.
Ultra Maniac - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,956 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-14-05 - Complete
31. Elevator Ride reviews
Athrun/Cagalli. They would take time, to be themselves, to relax a moment... most often when they were riding a speeding elevator.
Gundam Seed - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,101 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 1-16-05 - Cagalli Y. A. & Athrun Z. - Complete
32. Color Cube reviews
Satoshi/Risa. There was once a puzzle cube. A very annoying puzzle cube, as Risa would say. And it's even more annoying that only geniuses can solve it...
D N Angel - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,204 - Reviews: 59 - Published: 12-31-04 - Risa H. & Satoshi H. - Complete
33. Plane reviews
[Drabble. SatxRisa.] Life isn't so boring on a plane, actually. But then again, that always depends...
D N Angel - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 523 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 11-28-04 - Satoshi H. & Risa H. - Complete
34. The Bookstore reviews
[One-shot. MitsuruxMahiru.] She wanted to go the bookstore, and he was forced to accompany her. Oboro and matchmaking doesn't seem to fit...
Crescent Moon - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,170 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 11-13-04 - Complete
35. Stuffed Toy » reviews
[AU. NinaxYuta.] "Childhood friends will always be childhood friends. Even until death, right?" Yuta always seemed to give Nina a stuffed toy for her birthday. Always. And Nina never knew what it meant... until she found it out the hard way.
Ultra Maniac - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,082 - Reviews: 74 - Updated: 11-11-04 - Published: 6-3-04
36. Boring reviews
Wild ARMs 3. Virginia had the grandest idea of a way to curing this boring and smelly day. And no, it was not through means of a bath, or anything that involved fixing body odor. It wasn't streaking, either. But still, it was good.
Wild Arms - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,363 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-3-04 - Complete
37. When it comes to chocolates reviews
[One-shot. AyuxTsujiai friendship fic.] When a girl is depressed, there's only one thing to cure her. And no, its not flowers. Its milk converted into the best thing in the world: chocolates.
Ultra Maniac - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,904 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-15-04 - Complete
38. It Isn't Enough » reviews
[Crimson Butterfly] Emotionally scarred, Mio runs out of the All God's Village and does the unthinkable. There is no one to help her now, with Mayu gone. Except, perhaps, the forgotten spirit of Itsuki. – itsuki/mio, and beating the loneliness after death.
Fatal Frame - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,256 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 5-9-04 - Published: 4-17-04 - Mio A. & Itsuki T. - Complete
39. Just Being Me reviews
[Short Maya ficlet.] …There used to be a time when I knew how to smile. It was long ago, such a distant memory. I don't even know if people remember those times. If he remembered that time. But how I wish he did…
Ultra Maniac - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,620 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-6-04
40. Flora reviews
[Oneshot. YutaxNinaxTsujiai, AyuxKaji, MayaxPrince.] Valentines day in the middle of July. Nina chooses flowers for the occasion. Tulips for Ayu. Daisies for Kaji. Sunflowers for Luna. Vanillas for Maya. And so what of Yuta and Tsujiai?
Ultra Maniac - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,999 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 3-26-04 - Complete
41. Inescapable Illusions reviews
[Oneshot. YutaxNina.] Wherein accidents happen, and within those comatose dreams, you are alone. She realized it soon enough. The only one missing was her. "Don't cry anymore, Nina. I'm right here." But when she'd touch him, he'd vanish. "I'm right here."
Ultra Maniac - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,324 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-24-04 - Complete
42. Voice reviews
[WA3. One-shot. JV.] Life or death? The choice was obvious to him from the beginning. But just a few thoughts a change someone's mind, right? Especially when her voice kept echoing on his head... over and over again...
Wild Arms - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,381 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-6-03 - Complete
43. My Mistake » reviews
[COMPLETED. WA3. Sort of AU. JV.] What if, even after Humphrey's Peak, Jet had left? If after many years, how would he face Virginia and the others again?
Wild Arms - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 35,955 - Reviews: 159 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 12-31-02 - Complete
44. The Same Star reviews
[WA3. One-shot. A tribute to My Mistake.] On the 2 years that Jet was gone... what did Virginia feel? Her thoughts one night. Please enjoy, even though I think this is the worst thing I have ever written...
Wild Arms - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,019 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-19-03 - Complete
45. Whatever! reviews
[WA3. One-shot. JV.] After the nano-machine virus got into her, Virginia's body is weakening and is slowly fading away. What can Jet do about it? Or maybe the question is: will he even do anything about it?
Wild Arms - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,650 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 12-26-02 - Complete
46. Moment out of the Wastelands reviews
[WA3. One-shot. JV. Changed the title, dunno why.] Ok. So I just wanna try this! It's a JetVirginia pairing, and I have no idea if that's possible! But still, I hope you enjoy! It's about Jet's meaness and how Virginia tries to break through him.
Wild Arms - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,885 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 11-2-02 - Complete
47. Melodies of Life reviews
[One-shot. ZidanexDagger. Ending spoilers.] Another story on how Zidane gets back from the Iifa Tree to his precious Dagger.
Final Fantasy IX - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,001 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-28-02 - Complete
48. If Only Tears Could reviews
[One-shot. Songfic. ZidanexDagger. Ending spoilers.] "It's Dagger. She's crying."
Final Fantasy IX - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,042 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-17-02 - Complete
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