Name: Jessie

Hobbies: Watching Gymnastics, Anime, Manga.Reading, Writing Stories(my own and fanfics), Walking, and watching t.v.

Things I like: Reading, Writing, Gymnastics, Soccer, watching t.v., and sleeping, pizza, Ice Cream, TACOS, SUBWAY(Roastbeef and the BLT subs) and other stuff.

Things I hate: My little brother, Preps, my little brother, most cheerleaders, my little brother, jocks, my little brother, spicy stuff, my little brother, school, my little brother, math, my little brother, science, my little brother, my little brothers whore of a girlfriend, and my little brother..

I'd like to apologize for not updating, but I've had some personal problems. My asshole of a younger brother and his tramp of a girlfriend were living with us and they expected me to do dishes ever day, on top of being a full time College student and trying to do my homework. Then there was a huge fight and they moved out.

But I was also depressed. My best friend hurt me really bad by blaming me for something that was really stupid. She liked this guy and so I asked him to be my friend on MYSPACE, which is a SOCIAL site. Your SUPPOSED to be try to be friends with other peoples friends, and even people you don't know. That's why it was created. But apparently when I asked him to be my friend on myspace, he freaked out and wouldn't go near her, so she blamed me. So we stopped talking. I became depressed and between trying to keep up on homework, keeping the kitched clean(which took forever cause I had to do all the dishes and there was alot, wash the counters, and wash off the stove), and being depressed, I got lost in my misery. I didn't actually realize that I was depressed until my best friends little 6(now 7) year old sister asked if we were still friends. That's when I realized I was depressed. I got so bad that when I was waiting for the bus to go home one day, I saw her and started to cry. Thankfully no one else was around to see me cry. I cried my self to sleep quite a bit... Then I went through a time where I was really angry at her. She had been my best friend since the 2nd grade, so for almost 12 YEARS! She had been my rock, my support system when I got into a fight with my asshole of a younger brother and when he was being the shit outta me, when I fought with my mom, she had been there with me for everything that has happened to me. Like when my mom a had ovarian cancer in sixth grade. Thank fully she was fine, but she was there for me, nonetheless... With out her, I was lost. She was the only person I could really talk to, to tell almost ANTHING to... I never told anyone as much as I did to her. When we stopped talking, I honestly wanted to kill my self... If my friend Chey hadn't started hanging out with me, I probably would have killed my self cause I was so miserable. I had felt like my heart and soul had been ripped from my body and thrown into the darkest depths of hell, never to return, devoured by the creatures of hell. The other reasons I didn't off myself was because of my friend Ariel. She was the first person I told about the fight. She was my other rock. I've opened up to her, like I opened up to Elizabeth, just alittle more so then I did with Elizabeth. She understood what kind of comfort I needed. Chey was too peaceful and nice to be the real support I needed, but she listened when I needed to talk to someone. But Ariel understood me and was there for me just like I neded. But I know that If Chey hadn't come around, I probably wouldn't be here today, but I owe alot to Chey, Ariel, and my older brother Wiley. Ariel was the first person I told, and Wiley was the second. Wiley listened when I needed him to and made me laugh when I was crying. He was another rock, and I owe him alot. I may seem like a strong person, but I do break. I do cry, and all it takes is the one person closest to me to hurt me, and I will break. I'm not the type of person to give up so easily, but sometimes I get pushed over the edge. Someday, that might happen again, and then I might not be able to handle it if it happens again.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. But this is the reason I haven't been updating, and because of my younger brother and school.

(Id like to thank gottaluvtwlight for these):

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped up the stairs, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vise versa, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think those stupid kids should just give the rabbit the frick'n trix, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you are a BIT (bella in training, as in cluminess) copy and paste this on your profile.

AV is Addicted to Vampires

If you know someone who should get run over by a bus, copy this into your profile.

If you think the Coa-coa Puff Turky Bird thing shoud go to rehab, copy this into your profile

If you think that the kids should stop chasing Lucky and leave the leprechaun alone, then copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think Fred should just let Barney have the freakin' Coco Pebbles and stop chasing him, then copy and paste this in your profile.

If you are addicted to vampires and would like to become one, post this onto your profile.

if you are anti-social sometimes copy this into your profile

If you ever read past two in the morning, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you ever wished you could talk to animals or be an animal, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

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Don't run in the school hall, gliding is more fun!

Friends will always be like "well you deserve better" but best friends will be prank calling him saying "you will die in seven days"

Boys are like trees-they take 50 years to grow up. (and that's being generous)

I live in a world of Rainbows, hearts, bunnies and Unicorns. The rainbow is only in shades of grey and black, The hearts are broken and bleeding, the bunnies are acting all emo again, and the unicorn are cutting them selves with their horns... All in all it's my perfect life=D

Life isn't passing me by, it's trying to run me over.

You laugh now because you're older than me by mere months, but when you're 30 and I'm still 29, who will be laughing then?

Ociffer, I swear to Drunk I'm not God!

Come to the dark side. We have COOKIES!

I made the cowardly lion look like the terminator

Boys are like slinkeys, useless, but fun to watch fall down the stairs.

You cry, I cry, you laugh, I laugh, you fall off a cliff, I laugh even harder

I'm the kind person of who will burst our laughing in the middle of a silence because of something that happened...yesterday.

A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you. But a best friend will go up to him and say "It's because you're gay isn't it?"

Right now I'm having amnesia and deja vu at the same time. I think I've forgotten this before.

I only have PMS on days that end in the letter "y".

They say "Guns don't kill people, people kill people." Well I think the guns help. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill to many people.

A friend will help you move a body, a BEST friend will help you move the body of your ex boyfriend to a ditch on the side of the freeway!!

A best friend is a girl you can call in the middle of the night and tell her you killed somebody, and shell say "Where should we hide the body?"

The girl that seemed unbreakable

BROKE

The girl that seemed strong

CRUMBLED

The girl that always laughed

CRIED

The girl who never stop trying finally GAVE UP...

She dropped a fake smile as a tear fan down her cheek & she whispered to herself "I can't do this anymore"

Boyfriends come and go, but BEST FRIENDS last FOREVER!

The only people who can really hurt you, are the ones who matter most

You asked me what was wrong. I smiled and said: nothing! I turned around and whispered: Everything!

I don't run from you, I walk away slowly. And it kills me because you don't care enough to stop me.

It's sad when people you know, became people you knew, when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life, how you used to be able to talk for HOURS and now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how times change.

Someone asked me if I missed you... I didn't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away. Then I whispered, "So much."

Call me the girl that no one ever noticed. Call me the girl that no one ever cared about. Call me the girl that can pass in the hall and not give a damn. Call me the Forgotten.

Rant About Buffy the Vampire Slayer Seasons 6 & 7:

I've watched the Seventh Season and I'm not really liking the Scoobies right now.(Except Andrew cause you gotta love the nerd!) I hated how the just went against Buffy and threw her outtaher own house. Especially Dawn! BUFFY was the one working and paying for everything, while Dawn sat around and was being a whiny brat! That was BUFFY'S house, not Dawns. and Dawn had NO RIGHT to throw her out! And as for the rest of the Scoobies, I hated Xander, Willow, Anya, and Giles for doing that to her when she has saved their asses(excuse my language) countless times and has DIED to save their sorry asses!(Excuse my language again) I especially hated Giles and Wood for trying to kill Spike! The thought he was clouding her judgement, but in reality, he was the only one really helping her since she got back from hell!(Except when he tried to rape her, cause that doesn't count) The others just went about their pathetic little lives as if Buffy had never died and there was nothing wrong with her after she was brought back from hell, and that pissed me off! Spike was there for her, he understood that she had been in hell, that she had to DIG HER WAY OUT OF A FREAKING COFFIN! I don't have much love for Faith with either. But I like her much better then the other Scoobies. As for Kennedy, she was a stuck up, smart ass bitch that I wished had been killed by the Turok'Hans! She was the one who really instigated shit against Buffy. Buffy may have not been perfect, but she never betrayed her friends like they did to her! Buffy saved ALL OF THEIR STUPID ASSES probably millions of times over seven years, and THAT'S how they thank her!? I wouldn't wanna be friends with people like that, if they were going to do that to me! Sorry, the way the Scoobies acted in the Seventh Season, and in the Sixth Season really gets on my nerves.

I'm not sure when I'll be updating again, but please keep reviewing my stories!