shadowfire
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since: 06-20-01, id: 83043
country: Japan
Author has written 25 stories for Card Captor Sakura, Yu-Gi-Oh, Megami Kouhosei, D N Angel, Smallville, Naruto, Death Note, Prison Break, Hot Gimmick, Supernatural, and Bleach.

01.11.07

Well, I started college at a very good school. Got my grades back yesterday. I did pretty good. So i decided to celebrate and write...and I was also bored. Three weeks till classes restart.

I decided to write a Bleach story. I was worried that Gin was out of character but I really don't feel that he is. Gin isn't like Aizen although they are associated with each other and appear to be clones in terms of acting nice to the outside world until they switch sides and become all bad-ass. Gin seems more human to me. He has ties to Soul Society and the people in it unlike Aizen who clearly states he was playing everyone. Gin never says this. I think he chooses evil ultimately but I think there is a part of him which is willing to be changed. I mean, it's not his plan to revolt against Soul Society. It's Aizen's dream and he is just the instrument in it. He is always following Aizen...has been doing so for a long time.

What I wanted to show through Rangiku and Gin's conversation is the bond they share and who they are as people. Gin is always trying to manipulate people and with Rangiku, the best method is using their shared implied sexual history. And Rangiku is having none of that. She's a strong women but she doesn't know what to think about Gin. She does love him. She isn't happy with the situation and doesn't know how to react with him. It's kind of when you break up a boyfriend and they want you back. You still have feelings for them but you know they are only going to hurt you. They will never be the person that you know them as. And if you give into them and your feelings for them, you are selling out yourself because it's your weakness that drives you to them, not because they are something you honestly need in your life. But still, you long for them and it takes tlme for that hole in your life where they once were to heal up.

As for Gin, it's hard being a badass. Sometimes you just want to be loved or maybe just have someone who believes the best in you. I see his and Rangiku's conversation like one of those conversations that occur when your significant other is very drunk and starts saying all this weird stuff because they no longer have the barrier in between their words/actions and their emotions and begin confessing how they really feel.


1. From Yesterday reviews
Gin decides to pay Rangiku a visit. Post SS arc
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,302 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-11-07 - R. Matsumoto & G. Ichimaru - Complete
2. An end » reviews
Sam and Dean thought the journey ended after they found and destroyed their mother's killer. What they didn't expect that it would bring a whole new host of problems, problems a bit more human
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 50,046 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 4-27-06 - Published: 1-11-06
3. Dean's Guide to Picking up the Ladies reviews
Sam swore that Dean had trying to pick up the ladies, including the inevitable rejection, down to a science
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-4-06 - Complete
4. Sentir reviews
Sam didn't want to become like him, almost as demonic as the things they hunted. He wanted to feel.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-06 - Complete
5. Consolation Prize reviews
He viewed his sister and Ryoki's upcoming nuptials as a consolation prize
Hot Gimmick - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-26-05 - Complete
6. All too Human reviews
...and that was why Agent Kellerman killed him.
Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,204 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-24-05 - Complete
7. Ave Maria » reviews
One day. Everyone you loved dead. Everything you once knew, gone. What do we do after the tragedy? How do we cope and can we move forward? Can we both be the hero and the victim? KaibaMai with a bit of MaiJonouchi
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 58,257 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 7-25-05 - Published: 6-11-05 - Mai K. & Seto K. - Complete
8. Wish I May reviews
Raito may have forgotten that he was Kira but it doesn't mean he doesn't suspect it.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,682 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-13-05
9. Silent All These Years reviews
"I don't understand, Sasuke-kun. How can you betray your village? Kill off its Jounins, and still be loved by everyone when you return. What's the secret, Sasuke-kun? How do you do it?"
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 3-6-05
10. Lithium Flower reviews
All beautiful things must come to an end. The cherry blossoms were beautiful as was our love, but it's inevitable: both must fall, both must die, both must end. JonouchiMai
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,769 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-25-04 - K. Jounouchi & Mai K. - Complete
11. Thin Line reviews
There is a thin line that seperates good and evil. Sometimes the two sides can be indistinguable. Lex tries to explain to Clark this simple fact
Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,693 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-7-04 - Lex L. & Clark K.
12. Huddled Masses reviews
AU- Orochimaru is an evil dictator, ruling over Kohona killing all who defy him. This is the battle to get back their freedom.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,767 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-29-04
13. To Earthward reviews
A wedding brings Clark and Lex to cross paths again and ponder the meaning of their hatred towards anotherClarkLex
Smallville - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,962 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-04 - Clark K. & Lex L.
14. Evanescent » reviews
Destiny can it be avoided? Can it be recreated.Clex
Smallville - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 32,033 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-26-04 - Published: 5-31-04 - Lex L. & Clark K. - Complete
15. Ik zal niet vergeten reviews
The end of a relationship is never definite
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,698 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-9-04 - Published: 5-1-04 - Shizuka K. & Seto K.
16. Les ailes de mort apportent m reviews
A bond forms over Yugi's death...though the two boys may not like it JouSeto
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,694 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-6-04 - K. Jounouchi & Seto K.
17. The warmth in the rain reviews
I'm not gay... Neither am I... The kissing continues... KaibaJonouchi
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,151 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-14-04 - K. Jounouchi & Seto K.
18. Febuary 14th reviews
Feb. 14th, the most pathetic day in the world for all who are alone...the desire to end that pain
D N Angel - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,739 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-14-04 - Satoshi H. & Risa H. - Complete
19. Happy Medium reviews
Why do you hold so much power over me? Why is it only with you do i feel complete? HieadZero
Megami Kouhosei - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,310 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-16-04 - Published: 12-22-03 - Complete
20. Distress reviews
They don't care. They go on with their cheerful lives and keep on smiling. But yet, you...I wonder why you haven't come to save me from myself yet? MaiJonouchi
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-5-03 - Mai K. & K. Jounouchi - Complete
21. Need reviews
AU:A need is something one needs in order to survive. Love is a need. Some are blessed to have it and others can only wish it was theirs. The darkness will always have their lights but Mai will never have any of it.
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27,700 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 12-24-02 - Mai K. & Yami Bakura - Complete
22. Wanting reviews
YamiYugi
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,594 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 12-9-02 - Yami Yūgi & Yūgi M.
23. The Path not taken » reviews
Be sure to check to make sure that when you kill a person, it is actually them you killed. Syaoran obviously didn't learn this lesson with Sakura and the time for revenge and maybe forgiveness is now
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 69,733 - Reviews: 148 - Updated: 3-30-02 - Published: 9-29-01 - Sakura K. & Yue
24. The Curse of the Moon guardian reviews
Eriol/ Nakura pairing. Suppi does a little matchmaking to get his favorite poeple together
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,066 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-27-01 - Eriol H. & Ruby Moon/Nakuru A.
25. Dear Diary » reviews
Yue's diary
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,040 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 9-29-01 - Published: 9-4-01 - Yue