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since: 06-18-05, id: 835721, Profile Updated: 04-27-08
country: United Kingdom
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Author has written 19 stories for Beyblade, and Claymore.

Updates:

The Blitzkrieg Revolution is a new fic! Here I go again starting something else before I've finished the rest! :P The idea came into my head and I couldn't resist. Anyways, please read and review to tell me what you think.

Show Me the Meaning is now completed. Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed.

Cries Of A Loner will probably be the next story I update. Sorry for the time everyone has had to wait. Thank you to everyone who has read and reviewed so far. Please continue reading and I will get the next chapter up as soon as possible.

Acceptance will be updated after Cries of a Loner, as I have put this on top of my priorities list. Thanks again to everyone who has read and reviewed. Continue reading and of course reviewing!

Youtube page. Click here for my anime videos: http://www.youtube.com/user/EpitomeOfMisery

Name: Joanna McDowell.

Age: 14

Country: England

Fav animes: Beyblade, Dragonball Z/GT, Gundam wing, X-Men evolution, Fruits basket, Sailor Moon, Claymore, InuYasha, Gravitation.

Fav characters: Hiwatari Kai (Beyblade), Ivanov Tala (beyblade), Zechs Merquise/ Miliardo Peacecraft(Gundam Wing), Kuznetsov Bryan (Beyblade), Vegeta (DBZ/GT), Trunks (DBZ/GT), Barton Trowa (Gundam Wing), Granger Hiro/ Jin of the Gale(Beyblade), Tsukino Usagi (Sailor moon), Miata (Claymore), Teressa (Claymore), Kagome (Inu Yasha), Yuki Eiri (Gravitation), Sakuma Ryuichi (Gravitation).

Likes: Football, Manchester United, Anime, more football, when Chelsea loose, writing, Visual Kei/ J-Rock, Movies, Manga, more football, Gabriel Heinze, Cristiano Ronaldo, even more football and football.

Dslikes: Chelsea, Arsenal and the Scouser scum that is Liverpool, Didier Drogba, my art teacher, people who use people, fake friends, selfish people, people who are so desperate to be cool it's sad, Business and Communication lessons, Gabriel Heinze's agent, Rafael Benitez, sports that aren't football (beside Beyblade :P ), the colour green, bad grammar and GCSEs.

Homophobia and You: They're people too! Stop the hate and spread the love!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

X-x-X-x-X-x-X

Today I found a friend,
who knows everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
and the problems I've been dealing with.
She understood my wonders,
and listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about love
and knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
and promised me she would stay long.
I reached out to this friend, to show her that I care,
to pull her close and let her know
how much I need her there.
I went to hold her hand,
and pull her a little bit nearer,
and I realized that this perfect
friend was nothing but my mirror...

When i cry at night,
the only thing i can think
to myself about is..
How can i seem so
perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do i smile
like n o t h i n g is wrong?
And how does not one
single person notice that
i ' m n o t o k a y ?

Just because I act so grown-up, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as much.

Claymore quote:

The Yoma stole everything you cherished,

The people you trusted most betrayed you and cast you out,

You’ve lost all reason to live and now roam from place to place,

And you carry the same pain and heart-ache,

With you’re small trembling body…

You’re clinging with all your might to someone who shares the same wounds as yourself,

And all because…

This is the one thing you wanted most for yourself,

This little girl who’s not even half my size…

Taught me that tears can flow even from these silver eyes.

My friends on fanfiction:

Phoenix from the flames 1978

...Blood Mascara...

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1. The Blitzkrieg Revolution » reviews
The band they formed in the abbey had been filled with hope and potential until Boris tore it down. Tala wants to reform in the music industry to show his team have moved on from Boris and BIOVOLT. Set after BEGA.
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,627 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-3-08 - Published: 4-9-08 - Tala & Kai H.
2. The Enigma That Is Kai reviews
First attempt at Shounen-ai. Set before Kai's second battle with Brooklyn. One-shot. KaiTyson
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-08 - Tyson G./Takao K. & Kai H. - Complete
3. Show me the meaning » reviews
Kai spends Christmas alone. Despite trying to act like it doesn't matter, he can't help but wish he wasn't always alone. Max's looking forward to spending Christmas with his parents, is there room for a certain Hiwatari at the table? KaiMax friendship
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,453 - Reviews: 129 - Updated: 3-29-08 - Published: 12-23-06 - Kai H. & Max T./Max M. - Complete
4. White robe reviews
Set at the end of season one. BIOVOLT gets revenge on Kai, using an old friend. Lyrics are the translation of t.A.T.u's song Beliy Plaschik white robe . Character death.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 725 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-19-08 - Kai H. & Tala - Complete
5. On and On reviews
Poem about the life of a Claymore.
Claymore - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-1-07
6. Cries of a loner » reviews
Kai's crying, slowly dying. He's all alone in a world that before has treated him so badly and now Voltaire is back to get him. Can Ray help Kai and show him how to be a friend? NO YAOI! And won't ever be so don't ask. KaiRay friendship. CHAPTER 9 UP!
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,281 - Reviews: 157 - Updated: 11-17-07 - Published: 10-8-05 - Kai H. & Ray/Rei K.
7. Concrete Angel reviews
Song fic to Martina McBride's Concrete Angel. Set in the 1st season. A fragile phoenix, a victim of child abuse with no one willing to help. WARNING: Character death.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,322 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-27-07 - Kai H. & Tyson G./Takao K. - Complete
8. Acceptance » reviews
BEGA team joins BBA, but not everyone's wiling to accept enemies as friends. Trust slowly builds, except for Garland. Many were shocked by his battle against Tala so avoid him, Garland isn't happy about this & blames Tala & threatens him & Tala won't tell
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,616 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 5-13-07 - Published: 1-19-07 - Tala & Garland
9. Mistakes reviews
A poem in Kai's POV.
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-2-07 - Kai H. - Complete
10. Where I belong reviews
Kai's decision on who he should blade for in the championships. Just read it
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,124 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-1-06 - Kai H. & Tala - Complete
11. Put on my mask reviews
Another poem in Kai's POV.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-26-06 - Kai H. - Complete
12. Silent Scream reviews
Poem in Kai's POV.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-24-06 - Kai H. - Complete
13. I'm surrounded by idiots reviews
Well, let's see... Brooklyn's over protective of nature, Mystel wants to marry everything, Hillary's a clean freak, Tyson thinks he's going to starve, Tala has taken up residence in the freezer with his barbie dolls, Bryan thinks he's the angel of death a
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,350 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-15-06 - Complete
14. The utterly random story reviews
WARNING: If you are anything near sane and do not want to be come INsane, do NOT read this story! But if you are insane or wish to become insane, here you are. A random story! Enjoy!
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,011 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-14-06 - Kai H. - Complete
15. Because of You reviews
ONESHOT. Songfic with lyrics from Kelly Clarkson's 'because of you'. My life's a mess. And it's all because of you....... Grandfather.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,139 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-20-06 - Kai H. & Voltaire - Complete
16. Forfeit the game reviews
Songfic set during Tyson's battle with Brooklyn. Tyson realises what it is like for Brooklyn and tries to help him. Lyrics are from Linkin Park's Points of Authority.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,582 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-24-06 - Brooklyn & Tyson G./Takao K. - Complete
17. Just win
Songfic with the lyrics from Linkin Park's Crawling. A scene from one of the BEGA blader's childhood's. Hope you can guess who.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Published: 4-24-06 - Brooklyn & Tyson G./Takao K. - Complete
18. Why Beyblade ended reviews
No one wanted Beyblade to end. And we all want to know why it ended. Well this is why i think it ended. WARNING! THIS STORY CONTAINS MADNESS! I will not be held responsible for anyone going crazyinsane from reading this!
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,869 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 4-24-06 - Complete
19. One of you reviews
He was born one of us and he'd die one of us. He is a Blitzkrieg boy. Kai Hiwatari.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 828 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-22-06 - Kai H. & Tala
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