Updates:

The Blitzkrieg Revolution is a new fic! Here I go again starting something else before I've finished the rest! :P The idea came into my head and I couldn't resist. Anyways, please read and review to tell me what you think.

Show Me the Meaning is now completed. Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed.

Cries Of A Loner will probably be the next story I update. Sorry for the time everyone has had to wait. Thank you to everyone who has read and reviewed so far. Please continue reading and I will get the next chapter up as soon as possible.

Acceptance will be updated after Cries of a Loner, as I have put this on top of my priorities list. Thanks again to everyone who has read and reviewed. Continue reading and of course reviewing!

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Name: Joanna McDowell.

Age: 14

Country: England

Fav animes: Beyblade, Dragonball Z/GT, Gundam wing, X-Men evolution, Fruits basket, Sailor Moon, Claymore, InuYasha, Gravitation.

Fav characters: Hiwatari Kai (Beyblade), Ivanov Tala (beyblade), Zechs Merquise/ Miliardo Peacecraft(Gundam Wing), Kuznetsov Bryan (Beyblade), Vegeta (DBZ/GT), Trunks (DBZ/GT), Barton Trowa (Gundam Wing), Granger Hiro/ Jin of the Gale(Beyblade), Tsukino Usagi (Sailor moon), Miata (Claymore), Teressa (Claymore), Kagome (Inu Yasha), Yuki Eiri (Gravitation), Sakuma Ryuichi (Gravitation).

Likes: Football, Manchester United, Anime, more football, when Chelsea loose, writing, Visual Kei/ J-Rock, Movies, Manga, more football, Gabriel Heinze, Cristiano Ronaldo, even more football and football.

Dslikes: Chelsea, Arsenal and the Scouser scum that is Liverpool, Didier Drogba, my art teacher, people who use people, fake friends, selfish people, people who are so desperate to be cool it's sad, Business and Communication lessons, Gabriel Heinze's agent, Rafael Benitez, sports that aren't football (beside Beyblade :P ), the colour green, bad grammar and GCSEs.

Homophobia and You: They're people too! Stop the hate and spread the love!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

X-x-X-x-X-x-X

Today I found a friend,
who knows everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
and the problems I've been dealing with.
She understood my wonders,
and listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about love
and knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
and promised me she would stay long.
I reached out to this friend, to show her that I care,
to pull her close and let her know
how much I need her there.
I went to hold her hand,
and pull her a little bit nearer,
and I realized that this perfect
friend was nothing but my mirror...

When i cry at night,
the only thing i can think
to myself about is..
How can i seem so
perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do i smile
like n o t h i n g is wrong?
And how does not one
single person notice that
i ' m n o t o k a y ?

Just because I act so grown-up, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as much.

Claymore quote:

The Yoma stole everything you cherished,

The people you trusted most betrayed you and cast you out,

You’ve lost all reason to live and now roam from place to place,

And you carry the same pain and heart-ache,

With you’re small trembling body…

You’re clinging with all your might to someone who shares the same wounds as yourself,

And all because…

This is the one thing you wanted most for yourself,

This little girl who’s not even half my size…

Taught me that tears can flow even from these silver eyes.

My friends on fanfiction:

Phoenix from the flames 1978

...Blood Mascara...

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http://www.youtube.com

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http://www.laughfc.co.uk

http://www.gettyimages.com

http://www.manutd.com

http://claymorestation.multiply.com