Ein Kampf kann eine Lebenszeit
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since: 06-29-05, id: 843832, Profile Updated: 06-03-12
Author has written 61 stories for Titanic, Van Helsing, Twilight, and Host.

Name: Ein Kampf kann eine Lebenszeit

Meaning(as close as it can get, because there's a cap on the name): One fight can know a lifetime

Disclaimers: I own nothing except my own twisted thoughts.

And yes, the picture is me.

Its been a while. I think last year I promised some stories, and then had to get surgery, again, but this summer, I hope to pump out some new work. I cannot promise that it will be all Twilight, but there will be some new things, and probably longer.

There's a new poll, and I know people still come by here, so answers for that will be appreciated and listened to eagerly.

Feel free to drop me a message of something you'd want me to do as well. I'm going to need a jump start here guys, and your support is going to be all the magic behind my words.


1. Alice's Christmas reviews
Alice thinks about past Christmas traditions while readying the Cullen house for their current celebration. Third person, one-shot.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,395 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-22-11 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
2. Going Rogue » reviews
They like their Host's names more than their Given names, enough so to go by them in this new world. Is there something influencing this, now that the first wave is done and the Souls no longer have the need to keep up appearances?
Host - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,854 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-28-10 - Published: 8-19-10
3. An Unlikely Friendship reviews
The title really says it all. Inspired by Eclipse, please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-22-10 - Emmett & Paul - Complete
4. Newborn reviews
Rosalie saves Emmett, but how do they all react to this newborn vampire being added to their family? Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,876 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-10 - Emmett & Rosalie - Complete
5. The Cost of Memories reviews
In class, Jasper thinks about past mistakes and what happens after he makes those mistakes. He doesn't realize what he's thinking is affecting everyone else in the class. Rated T for idea's brought up, Alice/Jasper, please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,907 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-6-10 - Jasper & Alice - Complete
6. Find The Will » reviews
Edward has to get used to his new life as a vampire, and his extra ability that comes with that life. He and Carlisle learn to tolerate each other before fully accepting one another. Please read and review, rated T to be safe.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,060 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 6-3-10 - Published: 11-19-08 - Edward
7. Too Young To Die reviews
Nessie and Jake housesit for the Cullen's while they play baseball with some friends, and Nessie asks Jake a loaded question. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,821 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-24-10 - Renesmee C./Nessie & Jacob - Complete
8. Apologies reviews
Nessie borrows a pair of Alice's shoes without asking, and Alice doesn't quite agree with her on that. Oneshot, fluff, really. Please R&R.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,342 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-24-10 - Renesmee C./Nessie & Alice - Complete
9. Please Don't Do This » reviews
Jasper goes to Volterra to ask for a favor, leaving Alice in the dark. No one will let Alice know what's going on, and Jasper's not making a concrete decision. Will Jasper have to pay for his favor to be fulfilled? Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,153 - Reviews: 47 - Updated: 1-5-10 - Published: 10-11-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
10. A Short Lived Romance » reviews
Marcus knew Didyme was special when he first laid eyes on her, but what will happen when that love gets taken away from him? Third person, Marcus/Didyme, Rated T for language. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,470 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 12-30-09 - Published: 8-29-09 - Marcus & Didyme - Complete
11. She Will Be Loved » reviews
Where do you go when the one you're supposed to marry becomes the one you'd love nothing more than to hurt, and the one-time fling becomes something more serious? Full Summary inside. Please read and review. Rated "M" for later chapters. AU, OOC, lemons
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 38,822 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 11-26-09 - Published: 1-7-09 - Rosalie & Jacob - Complete
12. Tick Tack Toe reviews
I had to leave, else ways I would go crazy. I closed the door, wanting to leave behind everything that happened, act like it never happened, but they would find out eventually. Please read and review. Rated T for insinuations.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-1-09 - Complete
13. With the most sincerest of loves reviews
Ian writes a love letter to Wanderer. Won Twilight Lexicon's Host Love Letter Contest!
Host - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-31-09 - Ian O. & Wanderer/Wanda - Complete
14. Her Look Of Pain » reviews
Jasper knows his boundaries as a Cullen, mainly keeping Bella alive. When he realizes that he can't live with the danger of pushing that boundary daily, he takes a path he wished he would never have to walk on. Will he be able to leave Alice broken?
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,352 - Reviews: 37 - Updated: 5-24-09 - Published: 7-30-08 - Jasper & Alice
15. Justified reviews
To them it was justified killing. I had committed a justified murder. These men... I was far better than these men. Rated T for some ideas, Jasper POV. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,906 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-28-09 - Jasper - Complete
16. Their First Game reviews
Series of one shots of all of the Cullen's first baseball games. First is Bella. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,289 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-09
17. As Do I reviews
He has always seen them as individuals save for the day he got married. Jasper sees his family as just that. Jasper POV. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 964 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-15-09 - Jasper - Complete
18. Only You reviews
Jasper is sitting in math one day. His thoughts take him to his family and how he loves them no matter what. Alice/Jasper FLUFF.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,224 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-25-09 - Jasper & Alice - Complete
19. And So I Wondered reviews
So many things I could think about, and all I did think about was the fact that the heat from her body still warmed the car." Alice thinks of just what she could have been missing out on. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 829 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-19-09 - Alice - Complete
20. Did I Win? reviews
Rosalie and Emmett babysit Renesmee while Edward and Bella go hunting. One shot, FLUFF. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,481 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-11-09 - Rosalie & Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
21. Have I Told You I Love You Tonight? reviews
Alice slips up and realizes that humans aren't too different than she and Jasper. She also realizes that she and Jasper are more similar than she originally thought. Alice Jasper fluff. Please read.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,720 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-9-09 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
22. Worrying reviews
"They'll be alright, you know. Jared's always brought everyone back from raids safely," she said. Her words were meant to be comforting, but my mind took the route of, "What if this is the one time he breaks that streak?" Wanderer/Ian Fluff, T for languag
Host - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,091 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-6-09 - Wanderer/Wanda & Ian O. - Complete
23. I'm Not Crazy reviews
Alice, as a young girl, doesn't quite know what she's done in life to deserve the bad treatement from her mother. Her father is accepting, but as she grows older her understanding grows. Alice human fic, please read and review. Much appreciated.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,975 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-1-09 - Alice - Complete
24. I Never Stopped Loving You reviews
Alice was too late to save her family, and she lives with the consequences of saving her own existance. Who else will pay for her actions? Please read and review. Alice POV.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,539 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-27-09 - Alice - Complete
25. Four Things reviews
Alice isolates herself during Bella's pregnancy in Breaking Dawn. During that isolation, she remembers the better times, and some things she wished she never did. Please read and review, much appreciated. One shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,657 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-26-09 - Alice - Complete
26. White Wedding reviews
Jessica has a realization at school one day, and Alice just happens to pick up on it. Alice POV, Alice/Jasper Fluff. Please read and review. Rated T to be safe. Pre-Bella.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,508 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-20-09 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
27. Back To Normal reviews
Alice says something that hurts Jasper more than intended, and Carlisle tells her she's the only one who can help their boy. Please read and review. Rated T to be safe, One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,807 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-19-09 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
28. Endless, Pointless Torture reviews
Bella spends public time with the Cullen family. Short summary, short one shot, please read and review. Rated T to be safe. And hopefully you find it funny.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-18-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete
29. Impossible reviews
Alice and Jasper celebrate one hundred years together in the place where they started out. Fluff, please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 858 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-29-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
30. Jasper? I'm Scared » reviews
Alice meets Jasper in the diner, and she receives her visions of The Cullen's, only they frighten her instead of intrigue her. They agree to avoid The Cullen's, but what happens when they accidentally run into them in Forks? AU, please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,864 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 12-22-08 - Published: 8-15-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
31. Stupid Human Habits » reviews
Jasper and Alice share some time together before Christmas, and he asks her what she wants. Rated T to be safe, fluff. Please review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,912 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 12-22-08 - Published: 12-9-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
32. Instinct reviews
This time my red eyes were searching for his golden ones." Alice/Jasper fluff. Please R&R.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,451 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 12-16-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
33. I Hate School reviews
Bella shares her dislikes with school, but Edward still makes her go. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,840 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-2-08 - Benjamin & Edward - Complete
34. Tied Together reviews
Alice and Jasper's wedding after they join the Cullen family. Alice's POV. Fluff. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,362 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 11-30-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
35. Provocative reviews
Edward talks to Renesmee about some of her attire one day after school. Please read and review. Bella's POV, rated T to be safe.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,228 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 11-30-08 - Edward & Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
36. Alice and Balloons reviews
Just a fun little time including Alice, Balloons, and Emmett. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 731 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 11-29-08 - Alice & Emmett - Complete
37. He Always Knew reviews
Edward and Bella attend Charlie's funeral and Bella realizes she will never see her father again. Please read and review. Rated "T" to be safe.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,805 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-29-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete
38. Pizza reviews
Bella is being looked after by Rosalie and Emmett while everyone else is out. After Twilight, pre New Moon. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,391 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 11-23-08 - Bella & Rosalie - Complete
39. You Know They Need Us Now More Than Ever reviews
Alice's headaches are giving her a lot of pain because she can't see anything due to Bella's pregnancy, and Jasper comforts her. Slight lemon, please read and review. Oneshot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,813 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-17-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
40. Of Cars and Love reviews
Emmett "urges" some humans to vandalize Rosalie's car, and she doesn't react in the most reasonable of ways. Rose/Emmett. Please read and review. One shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,921 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-11-08 - Rosalie & Emmett - Complete
41. Alice and Pi reviews
Alice shares her distaste with pi with some people, only to be distracted by certain things. Jasper/Alice. Borderline fluff, please read and review. One shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,753 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 10-3-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
42. My Savior reviews
Alice and Jasper take a ride on Jasper's Ducati and spend some quality time alone with each other. Purely Fluff! Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,365 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 9-6-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
43. Yes, I Do Love You reviews
Wanderer and Ian discuss her feelings for him, and he realizes he can make her feel the way he wants to. Wanderer/Ian FLUFF! One shot. Please read and review, rated "T" to be safe.
Host - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,575 - Reviews: 62 - Published: 8-17-08 - Wanderer/Wanda & Ian O. - Complete
44. Intoxicating Murmurs reviews
Edward watches Bella sleep after a long day with the family, and he's the one who gets intoxicated this time. Pre-Breaking Dawn. Bella and Edward FLUFF! One shot, please read and review. Rated "T" to be safe.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,253 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-16-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete
45. That's Why I Love You reviews
Alice celebrates Jasper's birthday, and something completely unexpected happens between Alice and Bella. Fluff, Jasper and Alice, and some Bella/Edward. Please read and review! ONE SHOT.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,377 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-15-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
46. Aren't You Supposed To Be Sleeping? reviews
Edward is going to kill me in the morning," I said. "Don't worry. This frightening little monster will protect you," she said cheerily. Jasper and Alice have some fun influenced by certain... siblings. Please read and review! One shot. FLUFF!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,149 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 8-14-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
47. Oops reviews
Surely they would understand that, right? Surely one little human wouldn't alter me forever..." Jane decides to hunt on her own, but how will her adventure go? Please read and review, it would be much appreciated.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-13-08 - Jane - Complete
48. My Bucket of Water, Her Bucket of Ice reviews
An unexpected guest arrives from Jasper's past. He's sent into memories he would prefer didn't exist. How can Alice tell him who's coming without hurting him? Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,638 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 8-12-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
49. Nostalgia reviews
Carlisle and Esme are in his office, and Esme finds their wedding binder. She recalls the day with a smile on her face and Carlisle just watches her from the door. Oneshot. Please read and review. Fluff!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,857 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-10-08 - Carlisle & Esme - Complete
50. In My Living Area? reviews
Rosalie starts cleaning feverishly to try to get the dog smell out of the house due to the recent company the Cullen's have been keeping. She has some problems dealing with certain issues, and Emmett helps her. Please read and review!
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,451 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 8-9-08 - Emmett & Rosalie - Complete
51. Didn't You Expect Me To Peek? reviews
Alice and Edward talk about his fears for the honeymoon a couple of days before the wedding, and Edward lets something slip that Alice shouldn't have found out. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,464 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 8-9-08 - Alice & Edward - Complete
52. Stupid, Powered Sibilings reviews
Rosalie and Alice are driving to the airport to get Bella's honeymoon clothes with Edward in the backseat. Rosalie gets angry at the silent conversations taking place. Short onefic of family time. Please read and review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-9-08 - Complete
53. I Suppose reviews
Bella and Edward go to their meadow and share their thoughts, but things don't go as planned. Edward Bella fluff, one-shot, please review.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-6-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete
54. We Are Together reviews
Bella notices the gaps in her floor, and falls trying to cover them up. She stumbles on memories that make her see even less point in living, and tries to stop existing without him. Slightly AU. Takes place in October, after Edward leaves. Please R&R.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,134 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-4-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete
55. Carlisle, I Love You reviews
Carlisle and Esme have a tradition. It had been put on hold because of recent events and additions to their family. Fluff, Breaking Dawn spoilers.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,535 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 8-4-08 - Esme & Carlisle - Complete
56. An Expression Written In Stone reviews
Emmett and Rosalie talk about Rosalie's reasons of wanting Bella to stay human. Fluff. Please R&R.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 965 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-29-08 - Rosalie & Emmett - Complete
57. An Emotion of His Own reviews
Jasper shows his own emotions when it comes to Alice, and Alice only. What happens when that emotion isn't love or happiness? A BD quote of the day possibly over though. Please review.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 918 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 7-28-08 - Alice & Jasper - Complete
58. Cows reviews
Edward and Bella go on a road trip before their marriage. Bella finds something out about Edward that makes her laugh.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,416 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 7-23-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete
59. Sunrise » reviews
Series of oneshots for a contest.
Van Helsing - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 7,516 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 8-7-07 - Published: 7-7-07 - Complete
60. How to Annoy Van Helsing Characters » reviews
What the title says. Please review, first humor story ever.
Van Helsing - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 71 - Updated: 8-1-07 - Published: 1-7-07 - Complete
61. How Much Longer? reviews
Just a poem of what I think Rose thought about at one time during the movie. Please tell me what you think. I was never good with poems.
Titanic - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-16-06 - Rose D. & Rose D. - Complete