my name is Ginger and I am a college girl that has many goals that have to be obtained. NEVER BE NORMAL!! I love to read stories but it seems i never have the time or courage to write my stories in paper. sad i know but i guess i should start because if i die i want to leave some kind of impression in this world. I am a lesbian but I still read other stories and enjoy them immensely.

Elphie-not-Fae(used to be my beat but not nymore :(

MY BETAS!!

WerePuppy-Jake

beloved-raven

http://silvernighthowler.deviantart.com/ my work i am a photographer.

http://www.youtube.com/user/GINGERLOVER16 also check out my videos!!

fav pairing: Kigo,

Fluffly,

chikane(koan)/himeko(himiko),

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/zettai_shoujo_seiiki_amnesian/v01/c001/9.html (yay!!) they brought chikane and Himeko back!! so far very awesome!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hPzciwVfMw Himeko and Chiakne are secondary characters in this show but still good..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MleuU_oHK2s Im my arms (remix) Chikane/Himeko

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfaZl0wifPo Chikane Himeko (Taking Over Me By Evanescence)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pluo0nm65YI Thinking of You by Katy Perry (chikane/Himeko)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fMz9kYVe88 Within TemptationWhat have you've Done Chikane/Himeko

Gelphie,

Hana/suki,Things im working on:

Kigo(shh..its a secret)creatures of the night(have to do a plot that i like and ties very neatly ;))

Ones i want to do

Silver Bullet(Kigo) that's all u get is the title

any special request i'd try to do or if you want to b a character in one of my stories feel free to ask

Gelphie

Degrassi11/15/2009

Annoucement!!

beta reader needed for any of my stories just send me a private message about which story u want to be a beta reader for.(just kigo,gelphie, just shego's treat) note: u don't have to be an official fanfic beta reader. another note actually as long as ur mature enough i write adult situations and yeah.but preference is 18 or older

ill only chose about three people and ull know cuz ill post another announcement saying i found them.

k?...k

peace

11/16/2009

I have found my beta readers!! they are my ki to my go. the Ge to my phie. one of my necks.Watch out erros and grammar mistakes it is like facing Cerberus mwahahahahahah eventually they'll find you and send you back to Hades!!

11/17/09

After tomorrow's major test and finals im getting started on my new story ;)

11/27/09

Orginally i wasn't going to do a thanksgiving special but im glad I did!! but now im working on my other story and it has a title...

12/2/09

hmmmmmmmmm. im torn about which story to do first. the creatures of the night or the other story I have been working on... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh the possiblities are endless

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this

TO ALL THOSE WHO THINK HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG AND WANT TO FIGHT FOR A BETTER FUTURE FOR OUR GAY AND LESBIAN FRIENDS, PLEASE REPOST THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE.

-I am the girl who got kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
-I am the prostitute working on the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
-I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful tear-filled nights.
-I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
-I am the foster-child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
-I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that put me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
-I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating from high-school. It was just too much to bear.
-We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
-I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting management called on me.
-I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
-I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system suddenly grow cold and distant when they found out that my abusive partner is also a woman.
-I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support to turn to because I am male.
-I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
-I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me only lesbians do that.
-I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
-I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not always have to deal with society hating me.
-I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
-I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most; love.
-I am the son who is afraid of telling his loving, Christian parents I love another male.

have you ever faced depresson?

It isn't like a confession,

it isn't like a guilt,

it's something that seems to be built,

all the tears and sadness in your life,

just stay there in your soul,

in teen years is depression a goal?

how can you fight depression?

do you get counseling for one session?

do you get over it in one tear,

or cry out your fear,

how can you tell depression is here?

you don't!

but i'll know when it will go away,

when love comes in your heart and stays.