Hi I'm Mar (AKA-my nickname cause real one to long) I love reading books, Fanficts, and wrighting my own fan fics! I college freshman. Yay!! I know tons of people who perfer me to call them friends but thier actually just strange people I know! As you can see I love reading other people's fan fics! I'm also sorta to lazy/busy to finish writing my own stories! I have tons of pets 3shit tzu's and 2quarter horse's then there's my older freaky brother but he's just a freak!;) I hate school I think we should all be born smart! Every time I try to write another Chapter for one story I come up with another story, it is so stressful.!! One of my dreams is to become a country western singer. I love to sing. My friends hit me every time I say I'm a bad singer/ So ya hope you love my stories. However sometimes like lately I get depressed. This is because not only have two of my best friends moved far away but my family is a big sham so my life suck and fanfiction is my excape from my crappy like. Please review!I will seriously beg people to review and give suggestions!

Here's some stuff I love!

reading, writing

horsebake riding ,shopping

traveling , checking out cute guys

hanging out with friends, day dreaming

music, singing, movies ,eating

spagetti, fishing, skiing, snowmobieling, 4whiling, and being wild

My Favorite Fanfics

Harry Potter

Daughters of the Moon

Sons of the Dark

Chronicles of Narnia

Star trek 2009

Lord of the Rings

twilight

Favorite Match ups

DM/HG

HP/OC

DM/HG-pureblood

dm/ hg

hg/ bz

Serena/Saton

HG/FW

HG/GW

Legalos/ Oc

bella/ edward

bella/ jacob

caspian X/ oc

Peter/ oc

james kirk/ oc

Haven't decided about the rest

Why?

Why do everyone we love dies or walks away?

Why does everyone cry and run away?

Why was pain invented and is felt every day?

Why do people, and animals have to die when you don't want them to?

Why? That is the question.

Why can't we stop everyone and every thing from dieing?

Why can't we all just live forever.

Why can't I stop crying.

In honor of my dead horse Fritters. She was my best friend and greatest companion. May she rest in peace.

Born: mothers day 2005

Died: March 10th 2006

Friends or not?

Friends are always suppose to be there through thick and thin right?

Expecially best friends right?

Well I think that should be true but it's not.

Cause some of the friends I've had haven't.

They just walk away or put me down.

So in conclusion some friends aren't really friends.

They're just heartless people who don't give a damn if your dead or alive.

I know people like that.

Foolishly I thought they were my friends even Best friend.

I guess I was wrong.

The reason I wrote this little thing was becuase over the past few years my friends decide I'm not cool enough to be thier friends anymore so they just ditch me. Well to #& bad for them. To bad for them. When thier shallow, prepy friends leave them, I won't be thier to pick them up for the thousandth time. Sorry ex-BFF's!

When I was young, I had to grow up fast and quick

When I was young, I was never really missed

When I was young, I was always left behind and never treated kindly to

I was left out, from every family fight

I was alone when it was family time

I was always sad and mad, and never really happy to be home

Cause I knew that a fight would happy very soon

No matter what I did, Nothing would change their tones

Why

Do little kids, have to deal with this

Why

Do I have to hear their screams and yells

My heart can’t take it any more

My ears won’t listen any more

My eyes won’t cry anymore

Or listen to you swear or pleas

Cause I’m gone and out that door

I’m to a place that’s warm

Cause I’m gone and never comeing back again

I’m gone

To my new home

I wrote this and want to know that you think about it ok?