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Author has written 36 stories for Digimon, X-Men, Yami no Matsuei, Final Fantasy VIII, Harry Potter, Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王！, and Supernatural. No one will know what will pass through me, and even more amazing, I don't know. . . . [I] write because I am crazy, schizophrenic, and I know it and accept it and I have to do something with it other than go to the looney bin. I write because there are stories that people have forgotten to tell, because I am a woman trying to stand up for my life. . . . I write out of total incomprehension that even love isn't enough and that finally writing might be all I have and that even that isn't enough." - Natalie Goldberg; Writing Down the Bones The Author I mainly write slash and yaoi. I mainly read slash and yaoi. If this offends you, please leave. For a complete listing of ALL of my 'Net-published fics in their uncensored versions, please go to Vain's Complete Fanfiction Index at my LJ. Multi-Part Series (SPN) Strange Angels: 4/4 currently complete Check for fic postings, updates, & notices at my Journal: For updates, join my ML: | |||||||
1. Strange Angels » reviewsAnd they all fall down.' While Sam & Dean struggle to find their places in the world and with each other, Castiel & Ruby's reach exceeds their grasp. The results could save-or damn-everyone. Sam/Ruby, Sam/Dean, Castiel/DeanSupernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 31,068 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-3-09 - Published: 12-20-08 - Dean W. & Sam W.2. To Stay the Shadow » reviewsSS/HP slash. Once upon a time Severus Snape fell in love. And then everything went wrong. Written for the 2008 Snarry Games - Team PhoenixHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 28,697 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 7-5-08 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete3. Morior Animus reviews"That was his gift, you know? Happy endings... " He wanted to believe that. He really did. But he knew better. [Written for the 2007 Snarry Games, Team Wartime]Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,537 - Reviews: 43 - Published: 7-12-07 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete4. The White Door reviewsChains are not the only way to imprison a person, but what escape is there when you yourself are the warden? – Written for the 2006 Snarry Games, Team AngstHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,714 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 5-29-06 - Harry P. & Severus S. - Complete5. Moving Forward reviewsConrad learns the hard way that some dreams have to die before you can really start to live. ConYuu, mentioned WolfYuu, & YozRad.Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王！ - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,815 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-21-05 - Conrad W. & Yozak G. - Complete6. Thresh » reviewsSSHP slash disturbing content. Voldemort can give Severus the one thing Dumbledore will not: an opportunity. What's a Slytherin to do? Chapters 7:20 postedplease heed the warnings.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,326 - Reviews: 79 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 3-20-05 - Severus S. & Harry P.7. Through the Cracks reviewsOne-sided ConYuu; Takes place during ep. 37 – At a moment when he feels his entire world is falling apart, Conrad looks through the cracks and doesn't like what he sees.Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王！ - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,736 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 5-13-05 - Conrad W. & Yuri S. - Complete8. Where I Belong reviewsPost episode 40, pre episode 41 – One-sided? ConYuu: On the way back from Francshire, Conrad mourns the past and worries over the future, but finds solace in being back where he belongs.Kyo kara Maoh!/今日からマ王！ - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,098 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-4-05 - Conrad W. & Yuri S. - Complete9. The J Alfred Prufrock Arc: Part II reviewsRepost - SSHP slash; sequel to Where the Heart Moves the Stone; Trapped in an unequal relationship, Severus and Harry desperately search for a way to save themselves-provided they don't kill each other first. PROLOGUE up.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,009 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 3-20-05 - Severus S. & Harry P.10. UnComfortable » reviewsRepost - SeiferSquall, RinoaSquall pairings. With the Sorceress defeated and the war won, things can finally settle down, right? Wrong. Now a different sort of battle is being fought in Balamb Garden-one that will change the Lion forever. Chapter 3:5 up -Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,080 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-05 - Squall L. & Seifer A.11. Where the Heart Moves the Stone » reviewsRepost - The J. Alfred Prufrock Arc Verse 9 - SSHP slash. A story of hunters, hunted, & prophets in which Harry fights for Severus, Severus fights himself, and Draco gets caught in the crossfire. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 132,436 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-19-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete12. The J Alfred Prufrock Arc: Verses 1 through 8 » reviewsRepost - SSHP pre slash. JAP Arc: Verses 1 - 8; Severus and Harry begin a relationship . . . whether they want to or not. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,959 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-19-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete13. Ce Sera Bien reviewsRepost - SSHP post-Hogwarts slash. Harry loves Severus. Severus loves Harry. And, for now at least, that's just going to have to be enough. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,530 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-19-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete14. The Human Season reviewsRepost - SSHP post-graduation slash. Harry sleeps. Severus wonders. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 971 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-19-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete15. The Promise reviewsRepost - HPSS Slash. Implied underage. A ballad in fifteen verses in which Harry has everything and loses it all. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,028 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-19-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete16. And If That Diamond Ring Turns Brass » reviewsRepost - AU: Broken Lullabies Arch - Line C; sequel to "Don't Say a Word": Oblivious, the world continues to spin and Severus comes to terms with himself, what he's done, and the intractable future. SSHP Slash. COMPLETE.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,198 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-18-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete17. Don't Say a Word reviewsRepost - SSHP Slash. Broken Lullabies: Line A The sequel to Hush Little Baby - Severus reaps what he's sown. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-18-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete18. My Name is Remus Lupin I am a Werewolf reviewsRepost - Sequel to A Broken Glass Kind of Magic: SBRL slash. After OotP, Remus picks up the pieces-or rather, his pieces. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,090 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-05 - Remus L. & Sirius B. - Complete19. Fourteen Fathoms reviewsRepost - Snape discovers something disturbing about Harry and acts . . . like Snape. Complete.Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,280 - Reviews: 121 - Published: 3-17-05 - Severus S. & Harry P. - Complete20. Death, & the Art of Living reviewsHisoka learns that there comes a time when you must choose your battles and-even if you've chosen the losing side-you have to stick it out to the bitter end. Complete.Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,720 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-12-05 - Hisoka K. & S. Tatsumi - Complete21. These Fine Things of Heaven and Earth » reviewsIt was a good plan, a simple plan . . . He only wanted to teach Ken a lesson . . . And then everything went wrong. Yoai, TAIKEN, and a long overdue talk coming your way. CH 13:15- Talking of Michelangelo up.Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 53,181 - Reviews: 186 - Updated: 1-7-04 - Published: 2-10-02 - Ken I. & Taichi Y./Tai K.22. A Broken Glass Kind of Magic reviewsA gift to two special people. After Book 4, Sirius arrives at Lupin's and the werewolf takes the time to think of all the things that he should have said and what never was.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,591 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 12-14-02 - Remus L. & Sirius B. - Complete23. Lunch With Ichijouji Ken reviewsInspired by and dedicated to the Guardian. For the curious, a nice, accurate look inside my head and at how I see Ken and why I write him the way I do. NOT self-insertion.Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,062 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-14-02 - Ken I. - Complete24. Nihilist Savior: Takeru no Keikendan reviewsThe sequel to "Xenophobia." Daiken and one-sided Takeken. Katarikuchi Collection Exhibit 2: Embittered Takeru. Wise Daisuke. Broken Ken. And so it all falls apart.Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,864 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-14-02 - Takeru T./TK & Daisuke M./Davis - Complete25. Eidolon Am I » reviewsREVELATIONS ARCH: BOOK 2 The sequel to For They Shall Be Filled. "This is all, first and foremost, a story. It is not a tale, or an epic, or a legend; it is just a story. Plain and simple. It is my story. "Digimon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,127 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 12-14-02 - Published: 8-18-02 - Ken I. & Ryo A.26. In the Ashes of Jericho » reviewsPost-Kyoto; His/Tsu and His/Oriya. When Hisoka makes some questionable choices, his life spins wildly out of control, dragging down everyone with him. Now he has to choose between what he wants and what he needs-or are they the same thing?Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,666 - Reviews: 51 - Updated: 11-23-02 - Published: 11-7-02 - Hisoka K. & Oriya M.27. Rip, Torn, Tumble » reviewsSeifer/Squall. When old family secrets refuse to stay buried, Squall has to come and save the day. Again. The only problem is: Who is going to save him?Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,167 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 11-23-02 - Published: 11-7-02 - Squall L. & Seifer A.28. Xenophobia: Daisuke no Insaidosutoorii reviewsThe companion piece to "Quondam Fool." Katarikuchi Collection Exhibit 1: Angsty Daisuke. Heroic ? Ken. And so it all falls apart.Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,059 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-23-02 - Daisuke M./Davis & Ken I. - Complete29. Quondam Fool reviewsAn odd (rather short) tale of love and hunger in which Ichijouji Ken spends a night at the house of Motomiya Daisuke and takes a moment to evaluate his life and relationships and listen to the wolves at the door.Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,567 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-18-02 - Ken I. & Daisuke M./Davis30. Metanoia reviews*For Nemesi's fic contest-will be KAISUKE.* Some of the lesser-known inhabitants of the Digi World decide that they're getting tired of humans . . . particullarly the one called "Kaiser."Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,828 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-27-0231. For They Shall Be Filled » reviewsRevelations Arch: Book 1; COMPLETE. Following "If I Only . . . Tailhammer"-When an old enemy returns to haunt the Digital World, Gennai calls on Ken and the others to correct the mistakes of the past-but first they have to save themselves . . .Digimon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 131,576 - Reviews: 170 - Updated: 1-26-02 - Published: 7-13-01 - Ken I. & Gennai - Complete32. What Someone Is Willing To Give » reviewsFrom the books. A simple job for Xavier may bring Remy's world crashing down around his ears. Who are Madeleine and Eli Kiltcher and why are Sinister and Scalphunter so . . . worried?X-Men - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 17,388 - Reviews: 70 - Updated: 8-11-01 - Published: 7-13-01 - Remy L./Gambit33. His Damned Faded Grace reviewsWhen Wolverine catches Remy meeting with an old friend, the Canadian X-Men recieves some wisdom and interesting insight into the Cajun's personality and interactions with others-courtesy of a Marauder . . .X-Men - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,572 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-10-01 - Remy L./Gambit & James H./Wolverine/Logan - Complete34. Bad Thoughts reviewsPG-13 for yoai. My first KENSUKE/DAIKEN so be nice. Ken has a conversation with a bird, plays soccer in the rain, and realizes that *just maybe* there's hope for him yet. Crappy summary. Read it anyway.Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,941 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 7-26-01 - Ken I. & Daisuke M./Davis - Complete35. PokerNo Bluffs » reviewsFrom the Comics. When some old friends mess up, Remy is faces some of the same decisions which lead to his original fall from grace, How does one choose between friends and family, particularly when said family doesn't seem to want you?X-Men - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,537 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 7-25-01 - Remy L./Gambit36. A Lifetime of Sunsets reviewsKen considers his current state of affairs and receives some helpful advice from Minomon.Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,989 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-11-01 - Ken I. - Complete
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