"Being crazy about someone isn't nice or passionate or deeply moving; it is, surprisingly enough, crazy."~SBP

I'm 16 years old and now a Junior in high school. I just got my permit but I'm wicked bad at driving and shouldn't be allowed to operate a vehicle. I live in a small town in the middle of nowhere in the United States. I have absolutely no common sense. I’m Irish, but I have awful luck so it's no wonder I'm a pessimist. I'm also really bad at taking initiative.

I love shopping, especially for shoes, and I love coffee and chocolate. I spend WAY too much time on the Harry Potter fandom, and I probably know more about Harry Potter than American history. I am obsessed with Dan Radcliffe and Rob Pattinson. I absolutely cannot stand Emma Watson…I like to laugh when her eyebrows go up and down and her nostrils flare and she moves her head around as she over-emphasizes every out of character word she says.

I absolutely adore the Shoebox Project, and enjoy making random references to it that most people don’t understand. I like slash A LOT. My current favorite pairing is Wolfstar thanks to Shoebox. I love to write, and I hope to be an author someday.

I role-play Narcissa Black here at Stuck in the 70's, a Marauder-era RPG on LJ.

My LJ

Translations:

Green has been translated into Portuguese here.

Taking Initiative has been translated into French here.

Never Let Me Go, Green, and Socks are Chapters 12, 13, and 14 of The Lives of Lily and James Through Our Eyes.

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1. Better Off as Lovers reviews

Lily Evans never believed you could hate someone at first sight until she met James Potter. Based on Fall Out Boy's "Bang the Doldrums". Lily/James.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,846 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 8-10-08 - Published: 8-10-08

2. Midnight reviews

Remus and Sirius count down to midnight on New Year's Eve. Remus/Sirius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 701 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 4-21-08 - Published: 4-21-08

3. The Tension and the Terror reviews

Eventually Lily and James reach the point where they stop fighting with each other and start fighting for each other. Based on Straylight Run's "The Tension and the Terror."

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 3-28-08 - Published: 3-28-08

4. The Bucket List » reviews

Alice makes Lily a list of ten things to do before she dies, mostly revolving around James Potter.

Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,677 - Reviews: 75 - Updated: 3-5-08 - Published: 2-28-08

5. Showing the World reviews

Alice and Frank can prove the world wrong.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 758 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 2-1-08 - Published: 2-1-08

6. Bed reviews

In which Professor McGonagall picks possibly the worst phrase to mishear. Lily/James.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,969 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 1-11-08 - Published: 1-11-08

7. Taking Initiative reviews

The hardest part of falling in love is taking the first step. LilyJames.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,413 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 9-7-07 - Published: 9-7-07

8. Illusions reviews

The Black family thrives on illusions and appearance.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 734 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 8-23-07 - Published: 8-23-07

9. All Over Again reviews

It starts with an innocent kiss, and ends with sweat and entwined limbs, and boxers tangled in the sheets. RemusSirius. Slightly AU, since it was written before Deathly Hallows, but I suggest not reading it unless you've read TDH.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,501 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 7-29-07 - Published: 7-29-07

10. Socks reviews

Lily has a socks fetish. Or more specifically, a James Potter fetish. LilyJames.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,590 - Reviews: 78 - Updated: 6-11-07 - Published: 6-11-07

11. Poisoned Apple reviews

Sirius becomes afraid of apples after reading the fairy tale 'Snow White', but maybe he should have feared something else. RemusSirius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,368 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 5-13-07 - Published: 5-13-07

12. Tea Leaves reviews

The job of tea leaves is to add flavor to boiling hot water and make tea, not to form the shape of a star and mock Remus Lupin, who's afraid to take initiative.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,179 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 5-1-07 - Published: 5-1-07

13. As Lovers Go reviews

The hardest thing in life must be to realize that someone can forgive you for all of your mistakes, but you can’t make them love you. Slight SiriusOC and RemusTonks, but mostly RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,390 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 4-15-07 - Published: 4-15-07

14. Green reviews

You know you’ve fallen way too hard for a guy when you notice that he wears green boxers every day of the week. LilyJames

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,123 - Reviews: 103 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-07

15. Enchanted reviews

Narcissa has always been enchanted by the glamour of silky dresses, jewels, flowery perfume, dim light, and glasses of bubbly champagne glittering in the flickering golden candlelight. NarcissaLucius, AndromedaTed, implied RemusSirius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,425 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 3-19-07 - Published: 3-19-07

16. Running reviews

Sirius Black has always loved running. When he runs away from home, he runs to Remus. RemusSirius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 558 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 3-16-07 - Published: 3-16-07

17. Confidence reviews

I’ve never understood how some people can be so confident and optimistic all the time. Doesn’t it seem that if you’re assuming the best will happen and it doesn’t, you’ll be crushed, and you’ll get your hopes up? LilySirius, RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-6-07 - Published: 3-6-07

18. Fighter reviews

“Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about leaves, but the truth is, it’s not our loss…it’s theirs, because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.” HarryGinny.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-1-07 - Published: 3-1-07

19. Shoes reviews

Narcissa Malfoy remembers moments by clothes, not by feelings or emotions. NarcissaLucius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 2-24-07 - Published: 2-24-07

20. Valentines reviews

Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to. HarryGinny.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 592 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 2-14-07 - Published: 2-14-07

21. Beginning reviews

It doesn't end now, Sirius. Sirius witnesses Remus lose his temper for the first time, and they both confess something they were afraid to admit before. RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 992 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 2-8-07 - Published: 2-8-07

22. Lying Low reviews

Dumbledore told Sirius to lie low at Lupin's. But what really happened? RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 2-5-07 - Published: 2-5-07

23. Saliva Issue reviews

When a girl tells Sirius that he has a saliva issue, he goes to Remus for help. RemusSirius.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 1-30-07 - Published: 1-30-07

24. Rain reviews

Whoever said sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain. NevilleLuna

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 706 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 1-29-07 - Published: 1-29-07

25. Letters reviews

Remus writes Sirius a letter everyday, for each day they’ve been apart, for each morning he wakes alone, without Sirius in his arms. RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,232 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 1-21-07 - Published: 1-21-07

26. Never Let Me Go reviews

Lily's discovered the one thing James Potter can't do. LilyJames.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,075 - Reviews: 38 - Updated: 1-18-07 - Published: 1-18-07

27. Passion reviews

Have you ever tried to prove something to someone, but then it backfires? And then they see through it and the person you’re trying to convince is yourself? LilyJames

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,507 - Reviews: 52 - Updated: 1-14-07 - Published: 1-14-07

28. Fairy Tale reviews

There's no such thing as a fairy tale ending. James Potter has spent years trying to get Lily Evans to like him. When Lily finally realizes that she returns his feelings, James seems to have given up on her completely...or has he?

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 748 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 12-4-06 - Published: 12-4-06

29. Promise reviews

And as they embrace, Sirius whispers something only Remus can hear. I'll never leave you again, he says. I promise. RemusSirius

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 655 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 11-29-06 - Published: 11-29-06

30. Broken reviews

It’s impossible to give up on someone, I’ve discovered. It tears you apart, because you’re almost afraid to give up hope, and you keep clinging to the hope that maybe just this once, he’ll be nice to you again.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-4-06 - Published: 11-4-06

31. Ghosts reviews

Remus talks to Sirius everyday, whispering to thin air, hoping for an answer from someone who’s miles away. RemusSirius one shot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-2-06 - Published: 11-2-06

32. Twelve reviews

12 years is a long time to go without seeing someone, and it seems even longer if that person is someone you love. RS reunite after 12 long years of being apart. 12 of the memories Remus kept close...12 memories for the 12 years they were kept apart.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,721 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-18-06 - Published: 10-18-06

33. Never Again reviews

This must be what death feels like. The body of his loved one beneath him, still, unmoving, lifeless. Salty tears rolling down his cheeks, and the emotions crushing his heart. Shock. Pain. Loss. CH

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-12-06 - Published: 8-12-06

34. Toujours Pur reviews

They were the Black sisters—Bellatrix, the one who chose power, Andromeda, the one who chose freedom, and Narcissa, the one who chose money. This is their story. Toujours Pur.

Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 6-12-06 - Published: 6-12-06

35. Darkest Night reviews

And in his mind, Cedric is again consumed by that green light, drowning in darkness a veil of horror descending on them both—the one who died and the one who survived. Companion to Spare, from Harry's PoV.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-21-06 - Published: 5-21-06

36. Saving Me reviews

Six moments in Sirius Black's life, from his sixth year to his death. Songfic to Nickelback's Saving Me, with excerpts from my own fic, Innocent.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 5-1-06 - Published: 5-1-06

37. Whatsername reviews

Torn by grief after being the only survivors of the friends who fought in the final battle, Harry Potter and Ginny Weasley go their seperate paths, trying to forget the past. But then, Ginny appears in Harry's dream. Songfic to Green Day's Whatsername.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 763 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-7-06 - Published: 3-7-06

38. Rising reviews

Through the veil of mist, the dark silhouette of a tall, thin man rises from the cauldron. Billowing black robes swirl and float around him, looking like ink...With ruby red eyes, the color of blood, and skeletal hands, Lord Voldemort has risen once more

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 492 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-28-06 - Published: 2-28-06

39. Morsmordre reviews

Based on the Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire film. Barty Crouch raises the Dark Mark into the sky, plotting his master's return.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-28-06 - Published: 2-28-06

40. Bittersweet reviews

Cedric and Cho dance at the Yule Ball.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 2-28-06 - Published: 2-28-06

41. Spare reviews

And up until now, he didn’t realize how quickly someone’s life can be ended, how death can lower its dark veil and shroud one in darkness, how quickly the light will leave one’s eyes. The last minutes of Cedric's life. One shot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-27-06 - Published: 2-27-06

42. Guilty reviews

He was sent to Azkaban without a trial, with no chance to explain. Here's what might have happened anyway if he had that chance. One shot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 579 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-27-06 - Published: 2-27-06

43. Loony reviews

They call her 'Loony'. But what they don't realize is that they don't know her, and she's not as different from them as she seems. One shot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-27-06 - Published: 2-27-06

44. Untitled reviews

Harry struggles to come to terms with Sirius's death. Songfic to Simple Plan's Untitled.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 909 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05

45. Breakaway reviews

There comes a time in each of our lives, during which we must leave everything we know and move on. Harry Potter and his friends must learn to do the same. Songfic to Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 973 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05

46. Dear Tom reviews

Ginny writes to Tom Riddle in her diary during her possession. Oneshot

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 599 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 11-21-05 - Published: 11-21-05

47. Every Painful Moment reviews

“Every painful event that has happened to you either brought or will bring you a gift. Part of today is spent going into the pain to find that gift.” Can Ginny help Harry find this gift? Oneshot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 734 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-05

48. Innocent reviews

I sit here in darkness,in this haunting place that teems with shadows...Echoes of the past play themselves over and over again in my head…It’s as if the ghosts of the past are behind a veil of shadows...but all I know is that I'm innocent. Oneshot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-05

49. Armageddon reviews

Armageddon: 1a: a final and conclusive battle between the forces of good and evil. b: the site or time of Armageddon. 2: a vast decisive conflict. 3. What Harry Potter's about to experience. One shot.

Complete - Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-29-05 - Published: 10-29-05