
Im not going to tell you what my real name is but I tend to go by aylwin online because its a pretty name and kinda similar to my real name. Im a caffeine addict, Im very twitchy. Im easily pissed but I also don't like to hurt people so I usally don't say anything unless your being a complete idiot. I find it hard to correct people when they might mess up with something in drawing or writing because I have an underlaying fear that something I say might make someone stop doing what they love. I love hugs and my fashion sense is nonexistent. I'm the most indecisive person on the planet and I like it when people(other then my parents :) make decisions for me. I can't walk in high heels but I can run in them. I'm not afraid of height but of falling from high places. I can't use stair without my legs shaking and I hate shaving my legs. I hate wearing my retainer because it give me a gross taste in my mouth in the morning. Im a romantic at heart and tend to live vicariously through stories and television rather then actually do things. I don't believe in love at first sight because to really love someone is to know them and to feel like you'll die without them, even if they make you cry. I've never been kissed and I tend to show my affection through punching(or kicking) you. I've liked the same guy since I was nine years old yet he is rather dense. I cry over the dumbest things because Im afraid to cry when it really matters. I tend to be clumsy and can break almost anything. I prefer hoodies to anything else and I'm one of the few girls who wishes her boobs were smaller. :\ I can't cook and I tend to set things on fire. I jump into things to quickly and sometimes say things before I think. I'm really smart but I procrastinate and have short term memory lose. I have a short attention span and tend to hit my head... a lot. My favorite fast food place is KFC and I don't do diets. I'm 5'3 1/2 and a little underweight at 107 lbs but I'm not annorexic. Im a hypocondriac and I have caffeine induced insomnia yet it takes me 2 hours to fully wake up. I love black but I'm not gothic :o I love animals more then humans and I hate our corrupt government but I'm to lazy to rebel. I'm a tree hugger but I don't like bugs but I hate killing them. I want a pet tarantula and a pet snake. I'm obsessed with harry potter and I belong in either ravenclaw or slytherin. I'm a violent pacifest. There is a lot more but even I can't think of it all.
The story below has been taken up by iCherryxiTomato go check out her profile. I'll post a link to it when she writes it :3
I recently got this Idea for a sasuke and sakura story. Its AU and it can be set were ever. Sakura and sasuke don't know eachother, but they have several friends in common, and one night, their friends get together and have a talk about their single friends. They see to think that the two workaholics(sakura is a doctor in training and sasuke is a business man, basic generic crap, change if wished) would be good for eachother. So they become bent on setting them up, but neither is into blind dates. :o So they've got their work cut out for them. If anyone wants to use this idea for a story just tell me :3 but its got to be sasusaku and not generic crap :o I wanna read it. So it cant be like, they meet and they are soulmates, because thats crap. There has to be drama and character building and relationship building. Else wise its no better then a soap opera.
Rants-
I dislike stories were hinata, ino, sakura, and tenten all mysteriously end up pregnant, AT THE SAME TIME! Then leave the village. Oh that's real smart, lets endanger the lives of our unborn babies by traveling to some far away place just because we saw the idiot sperm donors to our children hugging/kissing/speaking too(that one is just pathetic =) another female. And then, we've decided that we cant be obvious enough to our favorite idiots(which I don't blame them for, the males in naruto are rather dense when it comes to girls) by naming the children with names that are almost EXACTLY the same as ours and theirs. For one, all females menstrual cycles differ. The chances that all for of them being pregnant at the SAME time is VERY unlikely. Another thing, if sakura and sasuke were sleeping together, sasuke would not exclaim 'I HATE YOU' to her. If he did then he deserves to have his testicles severed off(slowly with a grape fruit spoon, piece by piece...), then cooked and force fed to him. And why is it that either hinata of sakura have twins. What about genetic codes as well? For goodness sake people, have some creativity. I've read two of these types of fics, one of them was semi okay but still a bit to angsty and the other was practically a direct copy of the first, only a hell of a lot less detail. If your going to write something, don't copy someone elses work. Its wrong and not in the least bit fulfilling. If you can't think of anything to write then either don't start the story of postpone it till you can come up with some ORIGINAL ideas. Please and thank you.
And another thing that makes me pissy is the abuse of Japanese words and lack of correct grammar and spelling. 'Okaasan okaasan okaasan.' Good god people, use other terms sometimes, especially since most of them don't speak Japanese! I went through that phase myself and mentally slap myself for ever doing so. Please, take a grammar and spelling course and if you want to use Japanese words then learn the language instead of incorporating it into your English sentences, besides, if you don't know at least basic English grammar and spelling you shouldn't try and learn another language. Chat speak must DIE! I will admit, that I occasionally use Japanese words while speaking English, but I do that so I can REMEMBER them and how to use them properly because I'm actually learning the language and plan on visiting the country, if not moving there someday. I know that no one is perfect but please people, use spell check!
New rant, insert sarcastic 'yay' here. I'm really fucking pissed off at all the little shoe-licking, good too-shoes out there, I'm a christian, believe it or not, and I don't always set a good example so don't base your view on religion on me because if so then your probably wrong. I've realized that I've become a well practiced liar. My mother and father believe I'm mentally stable. Ha. I'm really not, I like to imagine torturing people, but only if they deserve it or piss me off. I pretend for all my friends. Everyone thinks I'm the cute little ditsy girl, mind you not a prep, just not quite all there in the head. I have three personalities, one of them is a bitch and the other has a lot of issues and the last is a facade really. The one with issues secretly wants everyone to like her and has compassion for idiots. The bitch will tell you to fuck off. The fake one is what I put up for all my friends and is a slight mix of the bitch and the pushover but with a little stability mixed in. The bitch is currently out because I'm PMSing and I hate the world. I hate suicide I hate fakers(which I suppose means I hate myself but I more or less hate the people who gossip about people and pretend to be your friend. I wont pretend to be your friend, but I'll tolerate you for a time before I tell you to fuck off) I hate our screwed over government who steals from the poor and give to the rich I hate lying business men I hate pedophiles I hate rapists I hate bastards and I despise injustice. My sister and I think that the punishment should fit the crime. Prisons are a waste of time, money, and space. If they killed someone they should be killed in the same way, rapists should have there pleasure parts remove(I.e. the clitoris for women and I'm not exactly sure what the bundle of nerves on the male anatomy that causes orgasms is called but that thing.. and maybe their balls too) I like old day punishments. The crime you committed insured whippings, that would teacher people not to do something. I think if your child is a spoiled little bastard you should punish him so he knows not to do it anymore. Once your child reaches a certain age time outs don't really work anymore. But don't publicly demean your child, I saw this woman make her 16 year old daughter get down on her hands and knees in a parking lot and them proceeded to smack said child with a belt. No go there thank-you. I don't believe in child abuse though, no permanent scaring. All in all Im a bit of a sadist :\ but I don't care. I probably haven't even covered half of what I really feel in this rant but Im being kicked off of the computer now. Thank you dearies.
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Title-Gone
Category-Anime/Inuyasha/Angst
Word count-177
Status-Incomplete/Complete/Hiatus
"I really want to continue this story, but my heart isn't in it right now. Thanks to Kawaii chibi chidori-chan and Sugar0ofor reviewing and giving wonderful critique for my story, should I end up continuing the story will be dedicated to you guys. Please and thank you." ~ Chibi.
Summery- Gone. A short drabble by moi ;3 Sorta dark fic. Oneshot? Might continue if enough people want it too. First story. Pairing Kagomex either sesshoumaru yay or inuyasha meh . You choose. x3 Rated for safety and for mention of rape, and violence. Review?
You know you live in 2007 when...
1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitaire with real cards for years
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they don't have a screenname or my space
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.
Sorry, had to add it xD
If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile and don't just ignore this, because in the Bible it says if you deny me, I will deny you in front of my Father in the gates of Heaven.
Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian friends, please repost this into your profile:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.
I am not a homosexual but I do not discriminate. :\
99 of the people on ff dot net have these stupid percentage thing in their profile. If you're part of the 1 the doesn't, put this in your profile and subcome to the stupidity. (the percentages are bullshit.)